My Bestfriend's Brother

Chapter 8

Emily’s POV

When I woke the next morning Sarah was still with me, it was 5 in the morning, and I was much calmer. Sarah was still asleep so I let her sleep, and I thought about what had happened last night. I replayed the scene I walked in on and tried to put Justin’s explanation into it. It fit, but was that because I wanted it to or because it was real? The pain on his face last night; that had to have been real right? I don’t think the best actor could have acted that out. If his story was true, is there any fault I can hold on him? Other than not having thrown the bitch out faster? And I don’t really know how long she had been there, not long I suppose, the front door was still wide open. Thinking back on how I told Justin I needed to be alone, I felt guilty, he hurt too, and it wasn’t really his fault either, and I sent him away like that. However I still could not shake the image of that girl pressed against him her mouth on his. I tried to think clearly about what I had seen, what was Justin’s expression? Maybe it was shock.

Do I want to let this ruin the happiness I had felt the past week? Sarah rolled over and looked at me, it was already 6am. “What would you do?” I asked her as soon as I saw she was awake.

“Well, objectively it looks like it wasn’t entirely his fault, and maybe it wasn’t as big of a deal as we thought it was last night.”

I nodded at her, she was right, I agreed to be his girlfriend, and that meant working out our problems not sending the other person away to be in pain alone. “I have to go talk to him,” I said. I got up and brushed my hair out a little, and checked to see if I had makeup running down my face, I didn’t it must all be on my pillow by now.

I walked down to his room, his door was shut, I opened it slightly and peered inside, he was asleep on his bed with his arms around a pillow and his face buried into it. I slid inside and shut the door silently behind me and crawled into his bed. When his bed moved he opened his eyes, which were still red and bloodshot, I guess he hadn’t been sleeping very well. I took the pillow that he had already let go of and put it under my head, where it had come from. We just stared at each other for a moment.

I reached out and trailed my fingertips along his cheekbone he closed his eyes. “Since we are in a relationship now, we have to talk things out, I should not have sent you away last night, that was not the right way to handle things. I was just so worked up.”

“We are still in a relationship?” He asked confused and hopeful.

“Yes, as far as I was concerned unless you do not want to be?” I asked softly.

“I want to, I will do whatever it takes to make this better.”

“Well I guess, now that I have thought about it some more, it seems like a big stupid misunderstanding,” He nodded, and hesitantly reached and arm out for me. I moved closer to him, I kissed him softly; I could feel his body release tension after my lips met his. I pulled back and saw tears falling down his face again.

“This relationship stuff is really hard, but last night I thought I lost you, and I wasn’t sure I could come back from that. I need you Emily, I never want to loose you again, I love you.” I gasped when I heard his last declaration. And it was my turn to have silent tears fall down my face. I wasn’t ready to say to back to him, but it didn’t seem to matter, there was no awkward pause that he wanted me to fill. I kissed him, he held me against him. We laid together for a while just staring at each other, it felt so right to be with him in his arms everything felt right, I was were I should be.

I could tell he was tired and I curled up against his chest and listened to his breathing as he drifted to sleep, and I soon followed. A little later I heard Sarah crack his door and I am assuming peek in, and then I heard the door close again closely followed by the front door, she was off to school where we should be, but missing 1 day wouldn’t kill us.


Justin’s POV

My head was spinning, this relationship thing was crazy, how can you be so serenely happy one minute, the pits of hell the next, and back to happy another, I just hoped another round of hell wasn’t coming quite yet, I wanted to hold her and live the happiness a little longer. I had told her I loved her, and it felt good to tell her, but I wondered if it was too soon, I had loved her for years, but for her, it had only been 5 days. But we had been friends for a long time, which should count for something too. She didn’t say it back, part of me hoped she would, but I figured she wouldn’t after only 5 days that’s a big jump to make. I didn’t care, she was in my arms and for now we were happy, I wasn’t going to let go anytime soon.

I woke when I felt Emily leaving my arms, I groaned and tried to pull her back. I felt her lips on mine briefly, and heard her say something about the bathroom, ‘oh, she has to pee,’ I let her go. My eyes didn’t want to open, I felt so tired, my entire body felt physically and mentally drained, shortly after I heard the door open I was asleep again.

The next time I woke it was to the smell of food, I opened my eyes this time, feeling slightly more rested but still pretty drained. I glanced at the clock, 11o’clock, I reached over and called work and told them I needed a personal day. They didn’t care I still had 3 left saved up after what I was using for Christmas break that was coming up in the next couple of weeks. I got up and walked slowly out to the kitchen. She turned and smiled at me, I had missed that smile, it had felt like years, when it was barely over 24 hours.

“I made chicken noodle, silly right? But it’s one of my comfort foods.” She took 2 bowls she had already made to the table and we ate it, I hadn’t had chicken noodle since I was a kid and I kind of understood what she meant about it being comfort food. She glanced over at the clock, “You should probably get ready for work,” she said with a slight sad face. Maybe she didn’t want to be away from me as much as I didn’t want to be away from her.

“I called in, I’m not ready to leave you yet.” After we ate, we went back to my room and spent the rest of the day in my bed, holding each other, we watched some TV, but mostly made the pain of last night up to each other. Around 3 Emily got a text from Sarah, they decided Sarah was going to stay at Paul’s house tonight. We had the entire night to ourselves.

We were watching TV around 8pm when Emily turned and looked at me, “I’m ready,” she said, I stared at her confused for a moment, she moved and kissed me briefly, “make love to me,” she whispered. My breath had caught in my chest, not even making it to my throat. I was in a daze for a moment, then my body caught up.

She laid down on her pillow and I leaned over and kissed her, as my hands roamed I growled low under my breath when I realized I didn’t have to use any self-control. She giggled slightly at the sound, but she reached up and slid her hand into my hair and pressed my mouth to hers. I could feel her hunger rivaling my own. I moved my body above her. She opened her legs allowing me to lower myself between them. Slow down, I told myself, there is no rush you want to remember this. I slowed my frenzied kisses slightly, and took one hand from where it was propping me up and moved it to her breast. I squeezed it gently before pinching her nipple. I pushed myself up with my other arm and onto my knees and pulled her to a near sitting position in front of me and pulled off her shirt and let her lay back down. I stared down at the beautiful site in front of me and slid my fingertip from her shoulders to the line of her shorts. I pulled my own shirt off in a rush, but her hand came up to my stomach the same way I had just done to her, but she couldn’t reach any higher, so I leaned forward slightly. She bit her lower lip softly, and I had to kiss that lip then and there. I returned to my previous position above her and kissed her deeply.

My hand returned to her breast and I enjoyed the little sounds she made when I pinched her nipple. I moved my mouth slowly down her jaw, her neck, her chest, to her nipple and sucked it into my mouth. Her sounds got louder and she began to raise her hips slightly. I slid my hand down and undid her shorts and pulled them off when she raised her hips off the bed so I could. I returned my mouth to hers and I slid my fingers in between her legs and against her clit slightly. She moaned into my mouth, and I loved it, I slid my finger inside her and caught another moan. I then moved my mouth back to her nipple and pushed my finger in and out of her. When she was dripping wet I pulled my finger out and she whined softly, I brushed my fingers against her clit before undoing my pants and pulling them off quickly. I put on a condom quickly with practiced hands, I reached down and brushed my fingers against her clit one more time making her make that sweet sound, before taking my hand and using it to position myself at her entrance, I began to slide into her very slowly, until I ran into a barrier, my eyes shot wide with shock.

“Baby,” I asked slowly, “Are you a virgin?” Her cheeks lit up bright red and she tried to look away, “Don’t be embarrassed, in fact it is quite a turn on, but are you sure you want to do this?”

“It’s a turn on? Why?” She asked me.

“Because I know that I’m the first, and only, and you are mine. Are you sure you want to…” I trailed off.

“Yes, make love to me,” she whispered, “I know it will hurt.”

“I love you,” I whispered into her ear as I thrust myself threw her barrier. I heard her small whimper of pain and moved my mouth to hers immediately. I kissed her trying to distract her from the pain, I had yet again caused her, while I sat perfectly still inside her waiting for her to adjust. It did not take long before she started moving her hips slightly seeking friction. I began to move very slowly inside her. A small moan escaped her mouth into mine. I pulled my lips from hers only half an inch, “Are you ready for more?” I asked her and she nodded. I quickly reached down and rubbed her clit for a few moments until she was consistently moaning before bringing my hand to her breast and playing with her nipple and began to thrust inside her, softly still, I had no intention of hurting her more. She continued to moan, now that I knew she was starting to enjoy it, I could finally feel it for myself, I had not let myself feel it, I knew I wouldn’t be able to control my speed if I had. I moved my hand back to hold myself up and continued to kiss her as I began to pick up speed a bit. She felt so unbelievable around me, no one had ever felt like this before, I had been with virgins before but that was still nothing like this, I didn’t know why it was different but it was, all other sex would seem like nothing after her. I hoped to never have to experience sex with another woman again.

I knew most virgins would not have an orgasm during their first time, but I still wanted it to be enjoyable for her. I thrust into her slightly harder now, but still not so hard that I might hurt her, her moans were becoming louder, she had pulled her mouth away from me and was arching her back into me her head was moving back and forth. “You are so beautiful,” I said as I watched her, knowing it felt good for her made it feel even better for me, I was beginning to get close but I wouldn’t let go yet, I wanted to watch her a little longer.

Her hands on my shoulders dug into my skin and her back arched further and she screamed, I felt her spasm around my cock and any thought of holding back was gone, I felt myself erupt, and I knew she was too. “I love you,” I breathed again as I released myself. I could feel her still spasms around me and she just kept my orgasm going wave after wave just as long as hers did, which was a pretty long time. I nearly collapsed onto her; I had never had such a long orgasm before. She kept her arms around me and tried to catch her breath.

“Holy shit,” She said and I had to laugh, “Is it always like that?”

I kissed her softly, “First for me too baby, I’ve never felt anything like that before.”


A/N: Thank you for the ratings and reviews again. And thank you Devious622 your review made me remember to post another chapter today. :)