Entanglement

Co-written with Aya Frost.

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Daisuike gasped softly as Ruka pushed him down, searing lips seeming to devour him. His whole body was suddenly trembling with a yearning he couldn’t define. Anywhere Ruka was touching him was tingling fiercely. He was unsettled to find his body reacting as the kiss went on, heat racing through his veins pooling in his groin. He reached up running his fingers through Ruka's hair and across the muscular shoulders, wondering if that was what he was supposed to do. It felt like he should do something. He was more than willing to let Ruka teach him whatever he wanted to, especially if it could make him feel this way; this slightly breathless quivering sensation that sent his heart racing.

A soft groan escaped Ruka's lips as he continued the kiss, deepening it as he felt Suke respond. His body was on fire and he was getting desperate. Here was this beautiful-absolutely gorgeous man who was willing to be with him-wanting to be with him, kissing him. Feeling Daisuike’s fingers caressing him was just as amazing and he couldn't stop himself from running a hand down his body palming him gently. He a thrill went through him at the hardness under his hand surprised that Daisuike was becoming aroused so quickly. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d had someone respond to him like this just from a simple kiss. It made him wonder how far Daisuike would let him go, if he was making him feel this good. He was willing to risk it to find out. Breaking the kiss he instantly went for his neck kissing and nipping it gently, a moan escaping.

"God. . . you need to tell me to stop or I won't. . ."

It was extremely difficult for Daisuike to resist the urge to either press up against Ruka or throw him off. He felt extremely vulnerable at the moment, something he was not used to feeling and normally associated with imminent pain. It made him a little breathless and he tried to control his racing heart. He didn't want to accidentally hurt Ruka just because he couldn't control his own reactions, but he also wanted to see what would happen if he let Ruka do what he wanted.

"I . . . I don't want you to stop . . . it's just-"

Ruka immediately removed his hand and pulled back. Hearing the uncertainty in Daisuike’s voice was like having ice water dumped on him. Biting his lip he nodded his head slowly looking at up at him.

"I won't force you to do anything you aren't comfortable with." He looked over hearing the knock on the door. He hung his head for a moment. Perfect timing. Getting out of the bed he went to the door. Ruka was concerned though, it seemed like Suke wasn't even used to touching. Had he really meant that pain was the only thing he was used to?

Daisuike bit his lip sitting up in the bed. He'd done something wrong, or said something wrong for Ruka to suddenly pull away like that. He was about to say something but Ruka was already heading for the door. Sighing he got up out of the bed even though it had been warm and comfortable. It was dangerous to get too comfortable, too relaxed. Going to the window he looked out. It was getting late, but even as tired as he was he knew he wasn't going to be able to sleep. Hearing Ruka thank the delivery person he turned back to him not quite sure what to say. He had this horrible feeling that Ruka was going to decide to leave. Watching as he set the food on the table he decided he needed to say something, anything.

"Ruka . . . I-I don't want you upset with me."

Staring at Daisuike for a long moment, Ruka shook his head sighing. He walked over to the bed and sat down. "I'm not upset with you. I'm upset with myself. You're uncomfortable with being touched and yet I still can't keep my hands to myself. It's not your fault . . . unless you count being unbelievably beautiful your fault."

Looking at him he sighed a bit then flopped forward on the bed unable to look Daisuike in the eye. He’d never, ever, taken things this slow with someone before and it was more difficult than he’d thought. The need to touch and be touched was eating at him, but he would control himself, he had to unless he wanted to lose this gorgeous man. It wasn’t even just about the sex anymore. He wanted to please Daisuike, to make him happy and see a true smile on those beautiful full lips, see those eyes filled with passion not pain and uncertainty.

"I'm sorry."

Daisuike went to sit next to him on the bed. "You don't have anything to be sorry for. It's who you are. I just have never . . . no one touches me unless I'm fighting, Ruka. When I said I'd never dated it was true, I've never even messed around with anyone. I didn't go to high school, I went straight to work for the yakuza when I turned fifteen. It's not exactly conducive to relationships." He glanced at Ruka then looked away, wondering if he sounded as pathetic to Ruka as he did to himself. "I-I just don't know what to do."

Ruka sat up slowly and reaching out tugged Suke to him just holding him. He was a little surprised that Daisuike allowed him to, there being no resistance as he gathered the man into his arms. It hurt Ruka’s heart to hear what he was saying. To think that he'd never known the feeling of being loved- even if it was a fading thing like sex, it bothered him. How could anyone go through life so completely alone?

"Just do what you feel the urge to do. If you want to kiss me, then kiss me damn it. If you want to touch me then do it. I don't care what you feel the urge to do, just do it. I've been with so many types of people that it doesn't matter to me as long as you're happy and we're both content."

Pulling back Ruka crushed his lips to Daisuike’s, needing to feel him.

Daisuike shivered, his arms automatically going around Ruka. What had he ever done to deserve someone like Ruka? Nothing and he knew it. He wasn't about to question it though. Not when Ruka could make him feel like this, this light headed, out of control sensation that was nothing like he’d ever felt before. Even when he was conducting interrogations he never, ever let his control go. Somehow, Ruka seemed to strip all that control from him.

Ruka had said to do what he felt like doing and right now he felt like kissing Ruka until neither of them could breathe. That and holding him close, just feeling his heartbeat against his skin and taking in the wonderful smell that was purely Ruka.

***

Ruka opened his eyes slowly. Pale yellow sunlight was spilling through the cracks in the blinds and across the bed where he lay next to Daisuike. He was never up this early, but it had been difficult to sleep and he’d finally given up. He’d been very tempted to go in the bathroom and take care of his problem, but didn’t want Daisuike to find him doing that. He had to wonder at himself, it had never mattered before.

Turning he could see the dark head on the pillow next to him. Daisuike had fallen asleep fairly quickly after they’d eaten and Ruka figured he was exhausted from the stress of everything that had happened. Their rather intense make-out session had only fueled Ruka’s desire to have his shy yakuza screaming in pleasure. He just wasn’t sure how much Daisuike was ready for.
Reaching over he ran his fingers through the dark locks wishing Daisuike was facing him so he could study those gorgeous features while he slept. He’d met some beautiful people in his life, but no one that had captured his attention quite like this. No one had made him feel wanted for more than just a few moments of passion. Daisuike seemed to genuinely like having him around just for his company. Last night was proof of that. Never had he spent the night with someone and not done anything more than lie next to them. Though he was determined that he would get Daisuike relaxed enough to do something before the day was over.

With a soft sigh he turned on his side his hand still in Daisuike’s hair. Closing his eyes he rested his cheek against the muscular shoulder. Even if he was hornier than he could ever remember being he would wait. He had a feeling that Daisuike was very much worth it.


Daisuike stretched opening his eyes slowly. He winced at the soreness, abused muscles protesting the sudden movement. Lifting his head off the pillow he glanced around, disoriented for a moment, not recognizing where he was. He blinked in surprise seeing the blond hair on the pillow next to him, everything coming back with a rush. He quickly rolled over sitting up, gasping softly at the sudden sharp ache in his ribs. He really wished he could have fought back more against that stupid bastard or at least gotten in a few solid punches of his own. He jumped startled as a pair of arms wrapped themselves around his middle.

“Good morning.”

He glanced over his shoulder blushing as he met sultry green eyes. “Morning. Did you sleep alright?”

“Hai, I slept just fine.”

Daisuike nodded turning back around not sure if he believed Ruka or not. The arms tightened for just a moment then let go and he found he missed the feel of them.

“What about you? How are you feeling this morning?”

“Like I got beat.” Daisuike chuckled shifting around seeing the stricken look on Ruka’s face. “Oi, don’t worry about it. It’s not the first time and it won’t be the last. I’ll be fine in a day or so, just sore is all.”

Ruka didn’t like how dismissive Daisuike was of his injuries. He could see the bruises on his side starting to darken and it made him want to do something, anything to make up for what had happened. Even if it had nothing to do with him he wanted Daisuike to feel good, not be in pain. Tossing back the covers he moved on his hands and knees in front of Daisuike smirking at the wide eyed look. He was nearly in Daisuike’s lap, but the other man hadn’t moved away from him. He grinned before leaning in and kissing him.

Ruka was shaking with desire as he gently pushed Suke back onto his back, hovering over him. His hands started to roam Daisuike’s body wondering how far he would let him go. Ruka groaned loving the way Daisuike felt under him. He was getting hard just from this. No one had made him this horny so fast and he wanted everything. He would see just how far Daisuike would let him go this morning. Maybe he was more relaxed after a good night’s sleep.

Breaking the kiss Ruka bit at Daisuike’s earlobe then his neck, letting his teeth graze the soft skin. "You say you're used to pain? Well I'm going to make you scream in pleasure for once . . . if you let me." And he meant it. He wanted to hear Daisuike screaming loud enough to make the neighbors and even people on the streets hear him. His need was making his head spin and he clamped his teeth down on Suke's neck a bit harder than he intended to, then started to lap at it to sooth the pain.

"Oh . . . d-do that again!"

Daisuike couldn't hold back the groan as Ruka bit down. The sensation did something to him, heat suffusing his whole body. It was painful but in an entirely good way and made him suddenly feel weak. He couldn't have stopped Ruka if he'd wanted to. He just wanted to feel that again and try to understand why it made him feel the way it did.

Ruka raised an eyebrow at him then smirked. So he got off on a bit of pain? He'd be willing to get him off any way he wanted.

"Gladly."

Ruka slipped a hand under his shirt running it across his torso then dragging his nails downward hard enough that it made Daisuike squirm as he nipped and sucked on his neck again. He was rewarded with another moan, louder this time and a shudder. Trailing kisses across Daisuike’s throat and along his collarbone, there was a small thrill inside him wondering just how much pain he liked. He didn't want to hurt him, but he'd be willing to do almost anything to get him off.

Daisuike moaned nearly writhing under Ruka. His whole body was on fire and he felt like he was trying to crawl out of his skin. He was shocked at how turned on he suddenly was just from the few simple things Ruka had done. It felt incredible. He pulled Ruka’s head up for a passionate kiss unable to stop the soft noises.

Ruka moaned against Daisuike's lips. It so, so fucking hot hearing him moan and wither under him. Why was it so hot? Maybe it was because he knew those kinds of sounds couldn’t be faked. Daisuike might be shy and hesitant but he was definitely enjoying himself. Ruka wanted to make sure that he continued to enjoy himself. Heat was coursing through his veins as he continued to kiss him back loving the sounds and taste of him.

Breaking the kiss he pushed Suke's shirt up and off, nipping small trails down his chest holding his arms to the side. Looking down into those twin pools of obsidian he smiled to himself seeing the timid look, a slight blush on the high cheekbones. He wanted to see what Daisuike was into. Was he submissive? Was he just into pain? What were his buttons? Ruka wanted to find them all.

Gasping, Daisuike struggled weakly, not really wanting Ruka to let him go. Which surprised him immensely. He would have thought that he'd have felt trapped, but it seemed to heighten the sensations he was feeling making him a bit desperate to feel more. His pants were becoming uncomfortably tight the sensation making him blush. He’d never had anything affect him like this and had no idea what to do about it.

Ruka grinned trapping Suke's wrists his right hand. Using his now free hand he started to stroke Daisuike through his pants then slowly unbuttoned them the zipper almost seeming to undo itself. Ruka watched his face closely for any indication that what he was doing was going too far. The blush deepened, eyes widening a bit more but Daisuike didn’t say anything. Ruka took that as a good thing, maybe Daisuike was becoming more used to him touching. He figured that if Daisuike truly did not want to be touched there wouldn’t be anything Ruka could do, he’d seen him fight those guys who had easily been twice his size. Ruka knew he wouldn’t stand a chance if Daisuike decided to make him stop. Carefully he started to tug the pants down, glancing up to make sure Suke was alright with it. The sight of dark eyes half hidden behind a curtain of dark lashes made him shudder. He racked his brain trying to remember the last time he’d been so affected by a simple look. He wondered if Daisuike even realized just how bewitching he looked right now. He was surprised and very pleased when Daisuike actually lifted his hips so that he could pull the pants out of the way. Leaning down with a smirk Ruka nipped at the now exposed skin over his hips enjoying the soft sounds.

Daisuike flinched as Ruka’s teeth pulled at his skin, breathing hard. It was sending electric shocks all through him and he could feel himself getting even harder from it. He'd never had anything turn him on like this, ever, and it was slightly scary. He watched Ruka knowing he was blushing. He let out a startled gasp as Ruka’s fingers pulled his boxers out of the way, the sudden cool air hitting him and making him shiver

"God you're beautiful." Ruka swore softly as he looked over Daisuike his eyes devouring every inch of him. He was. . . absolutely stunning. It was one thing seeing him just out of the tub, but now Daisuike was under him, his arousal plain to see. It was just like the rest of him, beautiful, hard and just begging to be touched. Ruka couldn't stop himself from running his free hand all along his body taking in each contour of the elegantly sculpted muscles. It made him excited to see Daisuike so hard. Licking his lips he was anxious to start making him feel really good.

"God, you're torturing me with having such an amazing body." Releasing Daisuike’s wrists he then looked him pointedly in the eye. His voice left no room for argument. "Don't move." He was going to test the waters and he wondered if Suke would obey. As he started to strip himself he watched Daisuike carefully wanting to see what he would do.

Daisuike didn't move a muscle and just lay there blinking slowly as he watched Ruka get undressed. He was so perfectly toned it made Daisuike a bit envious, but also made him want to touch him. To see what those hard planes and gentle curves felt like under his fingers. He let his eyes travel over the chiseled body before him before finally looking Ruka in the eyes. He was so totally captivated it was alarming.

"You are . . . quite stunning yourself."

Ruka felt his lips twitch into a smirk and he moved between Suke's legs grabbing his wrists again. So he was definitely submissive, not like Ruka minded in the least. It would just make things fun. Licking his lips again he smiled more.

"Thank you. Now if you'll excuse me, I've got to get to work so you'll start screaming." He laughed softly before slipping his fingers up around Daisuike's erection.

“God, you're already dripping?" It made Ruka want to lean down and lick him so bad, but that could wait for a bit longer.

Daisuike gasped, jerking as Ruka took him in his hand. Now that was a very different feeling. A small knot of anxiety tightened in his stomach, he was already starting to tremble all over. He'd never even touched himself like that except for bathing and to have Ruka doing it was blowing his mind.

Ruka smirked seeing how Daisuike was reacting to him, loving every second of it. Licking his lips he slowly started to pump Daisuike moving down to his hip and sucking on the skin there hard enough he knew it would leave a mark.

Leisurely Ruka started to move downwards letting his tongue stroke and tease the hot skin of his stunning prince. Daisuike’s labored breathing was even turning him on at this point and he himself was getting even harder if possible, the tightening almost painful. Trailing his lips down he started to lick the base of Daisuike’s erection as he pumped him, a playful smile on his lips as he looked up at him.

"Just let go. You'll enjoy it. I promise."

That smile was soon gone as Ruka eased his mouth around the tip of Suke's erection taking him further in. Instantly he moved his hand to his hip to keep his hips down. He was already starting to want to move and he knew he had to hold him down or else he'd choke. But god he tasted good.

Releasing Daisuike’s hands he started to pump him and stroke his thighs, his fingers teasing hard nipples. He slid his mouth down slowly letting his tongue play around doing everything he knew to make Daisuike feel good.

If it hadn't been for Ruka holding him down Daisuike would have come up off the bed. Nothing, nothing should feel that good! He forgot to breathe only to gasp as Ruka did something else with his mouth. The heat was quickly overwhelming him and he couldn't contain it any more.

"R-Ruka! You have to s-stop!"

That was the exact opposite of what Ruka wanted and would do. The idea that he was making him come undone so fast was thrilling for him. Keeping his pace up he decided to do what he knew would make him come completely undone. He wanted nothing more than to hear Daisuike’s cries of pleasure, his body already starting to heat up beyond belief just from what he was doing. To see the look on Daisuike’s face, eyes gone almost fully black and half hidden behind long lashes, mouth slightly open as damp hair clung to his forehead, was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen. It was what he’d fantasized about for a week now, to see those breathtaking features transformed into a look of pure bliss.

Keeping a firm grip on Suke's hip, he swirled his tongue around the tip before going back into a desperate pace as his other hand scratched along his chest and thighs. Nothing was going to keep him from bringing Daisuike the most pleasure he could at the moment.

Daisuike clutched at the sheets breathing in short gasps. He wondered if it was possible to go insane from overstimulation, it felt as though Ruka was trying to find out. He'd never in his life imagined that anything could feel like this. Ruka's caresses where leaving trails of fire across his already sensitive skin. Each time Ruka would run his tongue around the tip of his erection he would try to bring his hips up only to have Ruka force them back down. The feel of being held down while having this done to him made him feel so helpless, helpless and totally submissive, something he would have denied could be possible.

He was starting to moan each time Ruka would stroke him, the sound forcing its way out. The moans quickly changed into whines as the sensation started to become too much. He was losing it, totally and completely. His back arched as the heat that had been building exploded with such intensity he couldn't move, couldn't think, his vision going completely white.

Ruka was relishing Daisuike’s cries and was surprise to find himself caught off guard and with a mouth full. Without hesitation he swallowed it, licking his lips slowly. A grin crossed his lips. Daisuike tasted exactly like he thought. Trailing his eyes up he stared at Suke, loving to see how he was panting and trying to catch his breath. Leaning up he slowly kissed him, enjoying the way his body felt under him.

"God you make the best sounds. . ."

Daisuike slowly opened his eyes, his whole body still trembling from the intensity of the orgasm. His heart was pounding so hard it was making him dizzy, and he took several deep breaths trying to calm down. He blinked up at Ruka dazed and more than a little bewildered. He couldn't have imagined that he could experience something like that, much less share it with someone like Ruka. He tried to say something but the words seemed to get stuck in his throat.

He didn't deserve this. Didn't deserve to have Ruka, didn't deserve to feel like this. He shuddered knowing that he was going to pay for being happy. He grabbed Ruka pulling him close, just holding him even if it made it a little difficult to breathe with his weight on him. He didn't care, he just wanted to enjoy this before it was taken away from him like everything good ever had been.

Ruka blinked in shock, unsure of why there was a strange tremble to Daisuike's body, not liking it one bit. Wrapping his arms around him he turned them so he was on his back and Suke was held against him on top of him. Resting his head against Daisuike's he sighed just holding him.

"Hey, was it that bad?"

He didn't know what was wrong but he wanted to fix it. He'd do anything to for the man in his arms, having never known that feeling in his life but wanting to do it now.

Daisuike shook his head taking a deep breath. His smile was shy as he pulled back slightly to look at Ruka.

"It was amazing. I . . it was just a little overwhelming." He laid his head back down on Ruka's shoulder shifting so that he wasn't laying fully on him. The feel of Ruka's erection made him blush and he snuggled closer. "You are amazing and beautiful and I'm still trying to figure out why you'd want to be with me, but I'm happy you are."

He glanced back up at him not quite sure suddenly. "Is . . . what do you want me to do? I'll do anything you want me to Ruka, just tell me what you want."

Ruka shivered, too many thoughts going through his head. Some of them would definitely have to wait though. Licking his lips he smiled at Suke.

"Just lay with me for a bit, then we will clean up and get breakfast." Even if he was rock hard he could wait. He didn't want to do something he would regret and end up hurting Daisuike. Exhaling slowly he laid his head back trying to calm his body down.

Daisuike nodded and rested his head on Ruka’s shoulder . He was suddenly tired even though they’d just woke up. The residual tingling was starting to fade, but another sensation, a soft warmth in his chest was taking its place. He sighed more content than he could ever remember being in his life.