Favourite Mistake

Lookie, lookie! It's Sairou! I love him! **glomps** You will definitely be seeing more of him later in the story!

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Part Eight

The New Year has started out pretty nicely. I somehow feel a lot happier. I suppose it’s because of what had happened on Christmas. The memory is still very fresh in my mind. It is something I will never forget. That has caused me to think about other things that had happened in the past. If that bodyguard had never done what he did, would I have still met Katsu somehow? If I hadn’t, I would have been forced into a life I never wanted. Maybe I would have committed suicide by now.

“Kei!” I snap instantly from my thoughts.

“Yes?”

“That phone’s been ringing for hours!”

“S-sorry!”

“Who’re you daydreaming about?” My co-worker, Sairou, smirks at me. “Some hotty with big breasts, legs that go up to here, nice tight ass!”

“Enough! I’m not daydreaming about that!”

“A guy then?” My cheeks heat up quickly. “A handsome face, chiselled abs, nice tight ass!”

“You’re bi?”

“Yeah. My boyfriend wants me to swear off women but I can’t yet.”

“I never would have guessed.” Honestly.

“Me too. You don’t seem the type but now that I know, can I fuck you?”

“What?! No!”

“One guy man, huh? That’s fine. You must really like him.” Silence stretches between us for a few seconds before I smile at him.

“Yeah, I do.”

“Woah, dude…please can I fuck you?! Or even just a kiss?!”

“What?!”

“You’re so adorable when you smile. I wonder how you would look all lust-filled?” He gives me a thoughtful expression.

“Stop trying to imagine me!”

***

“How was work today?”

“Different.” I let out a deep sigh and smile up at Katsu.

“Different good, I take it.”

“Yeah…I suppose so.”

“Good, now, I suggest you get changed.”

“Why?”

“We are running low on food so we should go out to eat.”

“Alright. We can go grocery shopping tomorrow.”

I wonder off into the bedroom and lock the door when I see him following after me. I smile at the door before getting changed. I remove the black tie at my neck and start to unbutton the white dress shirt. I’m feeling lazy right now so I’m going to keep the same pants on. I don’t have work tomorrow so I don’t have to worry about getting them dirty. The weekends are time for laundry.

I step from the room with a dark blue turtle neck in my hands. I place it over my head but before I can pull it down my body, fingertips ghost over my stomach. My cheeks become heated as I glance up at Katsu. He kisses my forehead as his finger trail up my body to catch the hem of my shirt. He pulls the fabric down.

“Is food really that necessary?” That maddening deep chuckle spills from his lips.

“Yes.” I sigh and move around him.

“Fine.”

***

The restaurant we go to is called Rising Dawn. The inside resembles that time of day. I’m completely entranced the second we walk in. We sit in a corner booth, pretty isolated actually, and wait for someone to come by.

“The owner owed me for a job that I did. I never thought I would have use for it though.”

“You’ve never had a girlfriend?”

“No. Relationships between employees are forbidden.”

“Then why me?”

“You are far more different from anyone I have ever met. I knew I shouldn’t have but I ignored reason.”

His eyes sparkle with a hint of lust behind his glasses as he watches me squirm. I can’t help but to fidget before him. Somehow his glasses add to his intense gaze. The promise reflected within them sends shivers down my spine.

“Hello, may I take your order?”

The rest of the night continues in the same fashion. When our plates are taken away, Katsu stands and moves to my side of the booth. I shift closer to the wall as he sits as close as he can to me. He turns slightly towards me, places an elbow on the table, his head in his hand, and crosses his legs at the knee. I open my mouth to question him but the words are never voiced.

His free hand slides onto my upper thigh and his fingers ghost over the bulge in my pants. I place a hand over my mouth to stop the moan that threatens to escape me. He unbuttons and unzips my pants, slipping his hand inside. He then starts to knead the flesh he encounters and I can’t help but to squirm under his touch. I soon feel lips on my neck that trail up to my ear. His tongue traces the shell of my ear and I shiver at the contact.

“Kei…” He whispers into my ear. “…open your eyes and look at me.” I do so.

He connects our lips but pulls away far too quickly. His hand speeds up in its actions. His other hand caresses my cheek and trails his thumb across my bottom lip. He places two fingers in my mouth and I suck on them for a little while. When he pulls them back, I find my voice again.

“We can’t…do this here!” It’s still difficult to talk, especially with his hand down my pants.

“Is that a challenge?” He raises an eyebrow in question.

“But how-”

He suddenly grabs my wrist and pulls me on top of him. I settle myself in his lap and place a leg to either side of his thighs. I’m still a little worried if we get caught but…with that smirk that has a tint of a smile to it…and his hand doing what it’s doing…I can’t really complain, can I?

I kiss his cheek then trail my lips to his jaw line then his neck. While I’m doing this, I undo his pants as well. We both rub against each other and try to stifle our moans and gasps as best we can. We share heated kisses, tongues tracing every inch of the other’s mouth. I rest my forehead against the side of his neck and take deep breaths, feeling that odd sensation in the pit of my stomach.

“K-Katsu…” I whisper into his neck.

“Yes?” His voice proves that he’s as close I am.

I bite my bottom lip hard to stop any words from escaping me. I climax between our joined bodies and so does he soon after. We sit in the same position, waiting for our breaths to become calm once more.

“We should come here more often.” He gives me that deep chuckle and I’m starting to become aroused again.

“Again?” I can hear the amusement in his voice.

“Sh-shut up!” I feel my cheeks heat up.

***

I haven’t been grocery shopping in a long time. I walk through the aisles, leaving Katsu a few aisles away. He’s in the fruits and vegetable section while I am where the chips and pop are. When I get to the end and turn the next corner, I stop dead in my tracks. I stare at the candy before me with a frown on my face.

“She liked this kind.” Long flowing brown hair...gentle hazel eyes...

“Kei?” I snap from my thoughts and turn to the older male.

“What?”

“Who is ‘she’?” My frown deepens.

“She…she was my mother. We used to eat these all day until, one of those days, we got sick together with stomach aches. It was the last time I saw her smile.”

“What happened?” I shake my head and he wraps his arms around me.

I haven’t thought of her in so long. If she was still here…my life would have been better than it was.

***

“I’m sorry.”

“What for?”

“I made you worry about me for no reason.” I laugh nervously up at Katsu.

We finished shopping in silence and put everything away as well. Now, we’re sitting on the couch. Well, he’s sitting and I’m lying down with my head in his lap. He plays with my bangs.

“What happened to her?”

“She was the greatest and nicest person in the world…and she married the bastard. Her entire family was against it from the beginning. I don’t blame them, even if their union did result in me. I would have rather not existed than to put her through all that pain. She really, honestly, loved him…with her entire heart. And he…he used her. He wanted the appearance of a family man and got it. He wanted an heir…which he almost got too. If you hadn’t come along, I would be stuck doing what he originally intended.

“But anyways…my mom…she was always smiling, always happy. At least, I thought she was. She tried so hard to hide her sadness from me. But, in the end, it caught up to her.

“She killed herself. I was only ten. She had left me a note, a note only for me to read. And I did. I still have that note. It’s the only thing I have left of her, other than my memories. In the note, she apologized to me. She said that even though I can’t see her anymore, to know that she is still with me. She wished for me to be happy, even if it is really hard. She…I don’t blame her for what happened. I never have. I always knew it was him. He would always bring home other women. My mom knew it too and confronted him. He didn’t even try to lie to her. And with her being so kind, it crushed her to be deceived like that.” I sit up but get pulled back into his arms.

He presses his lips to my tear-soaked cheek.

***

“Please forgive me, my dear little Kei-chan. I tried so hard for things not to end up like this. But I couldn’t anymore. Even if you can’t see me and believe that you never will, do not be fooled. I will always be with you, even if you can’t see me, I am there. I will always be watching you and protecting you as best as I can. And even if it’s too hard, be happy. Don’t frown, always smile, even if you don’t want to. Because one day…one day, someone will genuinely smile back at you and you will know that it was worth it in the end. Remember this, sweet little Kei-chan, when you love someone, they can make you feel so sad that your heart wants to burst with unstoppable tears…and sometimes, they can make you feel so lonely that you question the purpose of your meeting them and doubt your own existence…and sometimes…sometimes…they can make you feel happier than you’ve ever been. I love you, Keijiru, never forget that.”

I fold up the letter and hold it to my chest.

“You know I won’t.”

***

“Katsu?!”

“Yes?”

“Where are the Popsicles?”

“They are in the back of the freezer.” I find the box and pull one out.

I know this is a very evil idea but how can I resist?

I walk back to the living room and sit next to Katsu. I start to slowly suck on the frozen treat. My tongue slips from my lips to trace them slowly before I lick up the cherry flavoured dessert.

“What are you doing?” Lick.

“Eating a Popsicle, what does it look like I’m doing?” Lick.

“Kei.” He sounds slightly annoyed so I turn to face him.

“Yes?”

“We both know you have ulterior motives.”

“Do I?” I’m honestly surprised at myself that I haven’t cracked yet.

“Are you sure you want to continue this game?” His hand reaches towards me to caress my cheek and his thumb slides over my bottom lip.

“What do you mean?”

“You are treading onto unknown territory.” His hand slides down the front of my shirt.

“I know.” He grabs the Popsicle from my hand and places it back with its twin in the rapper.

I stand from the couch and kneel before him. I slowly spread his legs and start to undo his pants. He grabs my wrists and stops me. I lean up to catch his lips with mine for a brief kiss. My fingers ghost over his flesh as I fall back to kneeling. I let my tongue trail up his length and back down before swirling around the head. He moans slightly and I really want to hear it again. I take him partially into my mouth and suck a few times before going a little deeper. I hear his breath becoming uneven and feel a hand in my hair. I go a little bit deeper before pulling back slowly. I begin to move up and down along him, lightly dragging my teeth as I do so and sucking when I only have the tip in my mouth.

“Kei…” He whispers my name and shudders slightly.

I pull back entirely to give some attention to his balls. I suck on them gently and trail my tongue over them while my thumb dips into the tip of his length. He bucks his hips up a little and moans deep in his throat. Before I can do anything else, he pulls me up and crushes our lips together. He moans again and opens my pants as well, which is a really good thing because they were getting tight. He pushes them past my hips and pushes me down against the cushions. He sucks on my neck, right under my ear, as he moves his hips against me.

“K-Katsu!” I wrap my arms around him and pull his body closer to me.

I thrust my hips to meet him and it feels so damn good. But somehow…it’s not enough. I bury my head into his neck as I feel my stomach clenching. I move my hips faster as he gets my point and speeds up as well.

“Katsu!” I throw my head back and moan out his name.

He moves for a few more seconds before he lets out a deep groan and comes as well. We take deep breaths and wait for each other to calm down. He starts kissing the spot under my ear again and trails his hand up under my shirt.

I’m hard again instantly.

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I felt like I really needed to explain why you never saw his mother. And now you guys know.