Closer

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\"Oh god. Get out; get out of me.\" She whimpered in her frantic movements of trying to get away from him. Finally realizing what her reply was to his declaration of love was, he did as she asked with a look of confusion on his face.

\"What\'s wrong? What\'d I do?\" He asked as he watched her hurriedly put her robe back on, tying it up tightly.

\"You spoke, that\'s what. It is just like you to take every damn thing out of context.\" She said to him full of anger.

\"Out of context?! What we just shared-\"

\"Was nothing. We were both horny, and it just got out of hand.\" He let out a bitter laugh at that.

\"Oh really, sweetness? Think I honestly believe that shit?\" She gave him a strong look of defiance.

\"I don\'t care what you believe. I know what I felt- horny and that was all.\"

\"Why are you acting like this? Just because you\'re mad- at me or yourself, who knows, doesn\'t mean you have to act all delusional.\"

\"I am not delusional. I\'m just accepting what happened for what it was. You don\'t haveta pretend you\'re still in love with me just because you think I need to hear it. Cause I don\'t. And could you please close that.\" She said impatiently, in reference to his extremely open robe. With a roll of his eyes, he tied the sash back together.

\"Okay. I can see right now that we aren\'t going to be able to have an adult conversation until you\'re ready to live in the real world.\" He said in obvious frustration, turning his back on her. She refused to cry as she watched him close the door behind him.

\"Damn you, you bastard. What have you done to me?\"


Six Years Earlier


\"Oh my god, what are you? Crazy?! And on your couch? I am never sitting on that thing again.\" Jackie exclaimed.

\"Well, it\'s not like I asked him to. Or that I even, ya know... reciprocated or anything.\" Rosalyn said sheepishly. She just imformed her best friend of the minor sexcapades she and Sean shared earlier that day.

\"I hope not. What if everybody finds out or something, Rosalyn?\" She asked in a low voice.

\"Well, I don\'t see how that\'s possible since I only told you.\"

\"What if he goes bragging to his friends and stuff? You know how some guys can be.\"

\"He\'s not that type of guy. Plus, like I said, I didn\'t do... that to him.\"

\"Do you want to?\" Rosalyn\'s eyes widened in shock and fear at that.

\"No! I mean, I wouldn\'t know how even if I did. Have you ever, ya know, seen one?\"

\"Well, on tv and babies and stuff.\"

\"Okay, that so does not count.\"

\"Then no. Cause hey, if I did, you\'d be the first one to know. Have you seen his yet?\" Rosalyn shook her head no in response.

\"But you want to, right?\"

\"It\'s not like I can go up to him and be all like, \'Ooh, Sean. Let me see your big-\' damn, I can\'t even say it. And you\'re my best friend.\" She said with a frustrated sigh.

\"His big what? Penis? Dick? Cock?\" Jackie said with a giggle.

\"Yeah, his one eyed monster, or his jimmy rocket.\"

\"Do you think he named it?\" Jackie asked in all seriousness.

\"I dunno. Don\'t all guys?\" Jackie merely shrugged in response.

\"I think you should just go for it. One day when you guys are makin\' out or whateva, just grab him- down there.\"

\"Through his pants?\"

\"Well, you could always unzip them. You could be his seductress.\"

\"Hmph. Yeah, I could be his private dancer. But I don\'t think I could do the seducing. I am the virgin in that lil\' scenario after all.\"

\"Hmm...\" Jackie said in contemplation.

\"Hmm? What hmm? What\'re you thinking?\"

\"Well, it\'s just that... How many girls has he been with? And, I hate to say it, but, are you the first girl he\'s done that to?\" Rosalyn felt somewhat ill at the thought of him doing that to anyone else besides her.

\"Eew! And you kissed him! Hope he uses Listerine everynight.\"

Soon after Jackie left, Rosalyn couldn\'t get what she\'d said out of her head. How many partners had he had? She was happy he wasn\'t a virgin, but jeeze, she hoped he wasn\'t some man slut. And was she the first girl he\'d ever gone down on? As talented as he was, she seriously doubted it. But to put all of her thoughts to rest, she opted on calling him that same night to get to the bottom of it all. Of course, she wasn\'t direct in the least. Modest little prude, she was.

\"Rosalyn, hey. I was just thinking about you.\" *All alone in my room, with the door locked and the lights off. Stroking my hard on all for you.* He added to himself. For about aond ond he thought that maybe he should stop what he was doing, but shrugged it off and listened to her voice as he continued his \"work.\"

\"Hey. Um, I just wanted to know how you were. And everything.\"

\"Uh, huh.\" He said slowly, in a deep voice.

\"It\'s just that, I was thinking about when you came over today...\" She said quietly. Sean closed his eyes as he concentrated on earlier that day as well.

\"Me too. What about it?\" He said as he slowly and firmly stroked himself.

\"Well, it\'s just that... um, I... was wondering...\" Pleased at her shyness, he smiled into the phone as he continued his ministrations.

\"It\'s alright. You can ask me anything.\"

\"Next time, would you like me, to um, touch- you or anything?\" She said slowly.

\"God, yes.\" He said in a low, husky voice.

\"Oh, good,\" she said in a slightly chipper voice. \"Um, are you okay?\" He was acting all weird and breathing funny into the phone. If she didn\'t know any better...

\"Fine. Mmm... Splendid, actually.\" He replied on a pleasuring upstroke. Rosalyn squinted as she thought, and quickly stood up from her bed as she talked back in a low, accusing tone.

\"Oh my god! You\'re masturbating right now, aren\'t you?\"

\"Would it help knowing that I only think of you when I do this?\" He said as he increased his pace a little. Rosalyn became speechless at this little revelation.

\"Please, don\'t stop talking.\" He begged. She considered him for a moment. After all, it was just a harmless phone conversation, and they couldn\'t see each other. Maybe it wouldn\'t be so bad if she...

\"What... do you want me to say?\" She asked in a throaty, low voice.

\"Anything, as long as you say it like that.\" Gaining a little confidence at that, she continued.

\"I like it when you touch me, Sean.\"

\"Really?\"

\"Yeah. Especially when we danced together. The way I could feel you. I wish I would\'ve been able to touch you to.\" *God, how lame am I?* She thought ruefully to herself. But Sean thought otherwise.

\"Touch me where?\" Sean asked in such a low, barritone voice that Rosalyn almost couldn\'t believe it was him. He was stroking himself as fast as he could, taking very audible gasps. He was ever so close. Rosalyn\'s conversation with Jackie popped in her head at that moment, and after hearing herself speak, god she wished she hadn\'t.

\"Your rock hard cock.\" But her verbal, sexual experience didn\'t matter. He came anyway.

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