Senior Year Soundtrack

“Abigail…” I tried to focus but it was her. My heart sank like a stone. “Abigail… what the fuck?” I thrashed about against the restraints. Abigail was standing next to the bed. She her bushy hair was sitting more straight and she was wearing a Wonder Woman costume. Me, I was in nothing but my boxers.

“Sshhh shhh, you’re safe now” she rushed forward covering my mouth with her hand. “It’s ok baby, I’ve got you. We can be together now.” She said like it was a good thing.

I twist my face away from her hand.

“Abigail what the fuck are you doing… let me go!!” I tried to buck her off but she had tied me down tightly.

“I can’t let you go again Benji. We belong together and I will make you see that.” She stood and walked around the bed. As I followed her I saw the back wall. It was covered in writings and pictures. Pictures of me.

“Abigail.. it was you!” I say, confirming my suspicion after all.

“I had to make you notice me. I told you we made a cute couple. That night at homecoming was the best I felt in years… then you left me!” Her voice rising as anger built. “You fucking left me to go fuck some slut in the toilet! A fucking bisexual bitch at that!” She spat with such venom. “You know if you had just asked me I would have went with you.”

“Abigail you are fucking mental!”

“No I’m not!” She barked. “I’m in love with a boy who doesn’t even notice or care about me!”

“I speak to you all the time Abigail. What more do want?”

“I want you to Love me!” She slammed her hand on the desk.

“You’re mental Abigail. You want me to love you so you kidnap me?”

“Kidnap you…” She paused, her face hurt, tears beginning to fall. “You think I kidnapped you?”

“Yeah it’s pretty obvious since you have me tied up and won’t let me go, pretty sure that’s text book kidnapping!” I was getting angry.

“Benji… you came here free of will. You walked here. You wanted to be here. I tied you up for your own safety!” She came and sat on the bed, her hand on my chest. Trying to soothe me.

“Bullshit” I said through gritted teeth. “And don’t touch me!”

“Benji baby… I love you and you will love me” her hand didn’t move.

“You think this is how you treat someone you love? Stalk them and kidnap them?!”

“That’s not what this is!” She slammed her fist down but she slammed it down on me. She instantly regretted it. “Aww baby I’m sorry, see what you made me do?”

“Made you?” I sneered.

“You keep saying lies and upsetting me. You shouldn’t do that, it’s not nice!”

“Not… nice… you are fucking deluded Abigail… let me go!” I struggled harder against the restraints.

“Baby baby” Abigail climbed on top of me and straddled my waist. Pushing her weight down on me and pinning me. “I can’t let you go… you’ll just run off to one of your sluts or worse, that whore Reagan!” “Don’t call her a whore!” I snapped.

“She is though. Who gives a man a handjob in a cinema on a first date. A man that fucks any girl that moves apart from the one that’s been there all along.”

“Yeah just stalking me! That’s not right!”

“Stalking? That’s what you think I was doing?” Again she looked hurt.

“Explain the notes then? Fuck explain all that on the wal!!”

“What notes?” She frowned.

“Aww don’t bullshit me, the notes you left in my locker!”

“Those were just little love notes.” She said smiling warmly at me. Like it was completely normal.

“Love notes… they were more like threats!

“Oh you know, threats, love notes, warnings… it’s all the same.” Her finger nail was tracing lines around my chest and down my torso. “You know Benji, you really are a handsome man. It’s a shame you didn’t see me for who I am!”

“You’re a fucking psycho!” I spat. I called out in pain as she dug her nails into my skin and dragged them down.

“No I’m not!” She said through gritted teeth. “I’ve only ever devoted myself to you and this is how you show your appreciation.”

“A weird way of being devoted!” I shot back.

“Does my shrine to you mean nothing?” She climbed off of me and headed for the wall were my face was plastered all over it. “I did this all… for you… so I could show you how much you mean to me!”

“You want to show me… truely? Let me go!” I tried to keep my voice level and calm.

“You will just run away.. I… I can’t have that… not until I’ve made you mine!” She said it with such a sinister tone that it actually made me shudder a little. She turned and picked soemthing up and walked over to me. It was a scarf of sorts. “I’ll be right back but can’t have you shouting.” She then forceably wrapped it around my mouth and tied it tight.

I tried to fight and shout but it only came out as muffled moans against the fabric.

“I’ll be right back baby” she lent down and kissed me on the forehead before she turned and left the room. I struggled as hard as I could to break free but it just wasn’t happening. Conceding to being stuck I just deflated into the bed. I had no idea what she had planned but it surely wasn’t going to be good.

It was only maybe ten or so minutes when she came back. A bottle of water in her hand. She came over to the bed and sat down next to it.

“Hi baby. You must be thirsty?” She asked as she pulled the scarf from my face.

“Fuck you Abigail” I cursed at her and my head then snapped to the side as she slapped me.

“Benji… if you continue to say mean and hurtful things then I will have no choice but to punish you!” She said scowling at me.

“Punish? What’s worse than being tied up and gagged?” “You will soon find out… now drink!” She held the bottle to my mouth and poured the water in. I did drink some and then held some back. When she pulled the bottle away, I spat what was in my mouth at her. She cried out in shock as she stood up. Wiping her face and glaring at me.

“I was going to wait till later but I think it’s time!” She reached for something small and then climbed back on me. “Open!” She commanded but like a stubburn child I shook my head.

“Fine!” She huffed. She reached up and held my nose. What a fucking bitch. I held my breath as long as I could then gasped for air. When I opened she forced something small into my mouth, felt like a pill. She then slammed her hand over my mouth. “Swallow!” She said darkly. I breathed heavy through my nose and did my best efforts not to swallow but it happened anyway. The pill slide down my throat with a cough.

“Good boy!” She smiled as she removed her hand.

“What the fuck did you give me?” I asked through coughs and gasps for air. My question was answered with the scarf being tied back across my mouth.

“Don’t worry, you’ll see” she said with a smirk as she climbed off of me. “Now I’m just gonna get dressed into something more appropriate.” With a wink she grabbed something from her dresser and then left the room again.

I lay there again, alone, for another ten minutes or so when she came back in. She now had on a pure white silk babydoll. I could see clearly in the dim room that she was naked underneath. She actually had quite a nice slender body, a fairly large chest too. The sudden fear hitting me with what pill she may have given me.

I tried to speak out but the scarf muffled my pleas.

“Aww thank you baby” she blushed like I was complimenting her. I wasn’t.

She tossed her old clothes as she approached me. Her eyes on my crotch which I could feel was reacting without my control. She’s slipped me viagra.

“I can’t wait too see your cock Benji. I mean I caught glimpses of it at the cinema and in the car but here. Here you are all mine. Here I can touch and feel and make you feel good.” Her hand trailed towards my crotch. I tried to move away but with the way I was tied down I could barely move.

“Don’t struggle too much baby, I can see you getting bigger…” she spoke in a quieter voice as she looked at my crotch.

This could have been quite the erotica experience if I had been a willing participant. As I stood I was very unwilling. My mind was screaming no but the viagra was beginning to take effect. I could feel my cock growing more as it strained against my boxers.

“Wow Benji…” she whispered as she traced her hand up and down the bulge. She then climbed onto the bed and sat between my spread legs.

“How big is it?” She asked aloud. The scarf in my mouth still muffling any response. She didn’t respond to my sounds as she leant forward. Her fingers hooking into the waist band of my boxers. She then lifted and pulled them down. With my legs pinned she couldn’t pull them far so they sat pretty much just under my crotch.

“Fuck…” she gasped as she looked at it. Her hand then reached out, slower than before. She tentatively took hold of it. Her eyes fixed and my now rock hard cock. “Jesus Benji… no wonder the other girls love you so much.” Her fingers wrapped around it as she admired it. “How does it fit?” She mused aloud. “Suppose they are fucking sluts though so that will be why.”

My head just sank back into the pillow. Praying this would be over soon or she would change her mind or just something. I must be the only guy who wants to scream no to sex. I would normally always been keen to fuck but not like this. Not against my will. Like what did she expect would happen. That I would run into her arms after what she did. Whats going to happen after this, after she’s done doing whatever she’s going to do. Am I just going to be tied up forever.

“I’ve never touched a penis before Benji. I always wanted you to be my first… now I have that chance.” Her hand began to slowly move up and down my shaft. Her grip tightening ever so slightly.

“Does that feel good baby? Do you like when I stroke your big hard cock like that?” I turned my head to the side. I just want this over.

“It looks so natural in my hand Benji, it’s like my hand was crafted perfectly to pleasure my one true love.” I just close my eyes. Her delusion is scary. I just need to focus away from this reality. Admittedly it was difficult because the natural movements of her stroking my cock was feeling good.

She jerked me off for a little while longer until a groan escaped my mouth into the scarf. “Mmmm that’s it baby, enjoy this for what it is. I’m going to make you feel better than those whore’s do!” Her hand sped up a little as she did her best to work my full shaft.

Abigail kept going until she stopped. “What’s that leaking from your cock? It’s not pee is it? No wait… that’s pre cum isn’t it?” Fuck, my body was betraying me in the worst way. “I’ve always wondered what cum taste like. This is like a little appetiser.” She giggled as I felt her finger scoop the wetness from my cock.

“Hmmm doesn’t taste great… little salty. Cum will be worse won’t it?” Again I just lay there as still as possible. “But I promised I would be the best for you.” Her hand wrapped back around my cock and worked the shaft fast like before.

“I want you to cum for me Benji, show me what a big load looks like. Show me what a real load looks like. They always seem so big in porn.”

I bit into the scarf and did my best to stifle my moans. My body was reacting though. My muscles were tensing and my buttocks clenched, almost lifting off the bed.

“Oh shit, you’re going to cum aren’t you? Oh fuck! Do it Benji! Do it!” Abigail’s hand didn’t slow down as she worked my cock into overdrive. I couldn’t stop the grunt that came out as I came. My hips thrusting upwards as my cum fired out.

“Holy shit Benji, there’s so much” she said almost gleefully as her hand stopped moving as her gaze was fixated on my erupting cock. “Damn it’s all over my hands and everything.” She sounded very intrigued by it all. I just kept my head to the side and eyes shut.

“It’s like really gloopy and thick…” I heard the noise of her sucking her finger and making audible noises. “It’s a lot saltier and it’s not that nice to be honest.” If felt her get off the bed and now lifted my head.

“Just need to get you cleaned up for round two baby” She said as she picked up a packet of baby wipes from her dresser and then got back onto the bed. She hummed away as she cleaned my cock meticulously and then went straight into teasing it again. My head was back to the sides try to focus away.

“I wonder if I can suck your cock as well as Reagan? Was that her first time?” Abigail scooted back a little as she lowered herself. I felt the shift of her weight on the bed and then the cool fresh breeze of her breath as she got closer.

“Do I just lick it and suck it?” She asked aloud, not really caring for my answer. My cock  invoulantary twitch as she flicked her tongue up the underside of my tip. She lets out a giggle as she does it again. She does this several times before she starts kissing it.

“Aww I don’t think I’ll get bored of your cock Benji. Just watching how it reacts to me gets me all giddy inside.” She no peppers my cock with soft kisses. I would be squirming if this was Lisa or Taylor but I’m trying to squirm for a different reason.

“Your cock and I are going to become the best of lovers Benji. God I don’t think it will all fit in my mouth…” I kept my eyes shut but I felt the wetness of her mouth. It was painfully obviously this was her first blowjob as I could feel her teeth dragging against me.

Abigail pulled her mouth away as if sensing my pain, not my extreme discomfort. “I’m doing it wrong aren’t I?” I didn’t respond. I wasn’t being any willing part of this.

“Baby, I want this to feel good for you, you could at least try…” I snapped my neck round to stare at her. If I could only speak the words I wanted to speak and them not come out as muffled shouts.

“Oh yeah baby, that’s it look at me as I suck your big fat cock!” She sunk her mouth back onto my shaft but I tossed my head back. She went about sucking again but this time there definitely felt like less teeth.

She sucked my cock for I don’t know how long. She wasn’t as expert so I wasn’t close to cumming thankfully but from the feeling she got about half of me in her mouth before she kept gagging and coughing.

“Fuck…” she gasped. “How do the other whores get on? I bet those slutty cheerleaders take the whole lot. I bet that’s all they do is suck off the football team.” I did my best to stay unmoved, one of those cheerleaders was my sister and if she mentions Robyn by name then I will break free if it’s the last thing I do.

“It’s ok though, I’ll have plenty time to practice with you.” She sucked my cock a couple more times but nothing too deep before pulling off. I felt her body weight shift again on the bed, I then felt her straddle me.

I turned to face her, I looked into her eyes. Doing my best to plead my case, shaking my head. I didn’t want this, I wanted it to stop.

“Sshhh baby it’s ok, I’m going to look after you. This is going to be a wonderful experience for us both. Oh god it’s going to stretch me so much isn’t it!

Abigail lifted herself up and lifted the bottom of her white babydoll. “Look I shaved it into a love heart just for you, it’s cute isn’t it?” She peered down admiring the self created art work that was her pubic hair.

I made one last attempt to plead her to stop but she wasn’t listening or didn’t care. “I might need to go slow. I’ve read it really hurts at first…” My head fell back in defeat as shut my eyes. Abigail took hold of my cock with her hand and I felt it press against her warm flesh. She rubbed the top of my cock against her wet folds before she slowly began to lower herself.

“Ok let’s just do the tip first. See how that……ooohhhhhh” she cut herself off as my cock entered her. She let out a low sigh as she just held herself there.

“Oh Benji.. I can feel it stretching me already… I want all of you though…” Abigail let out low sighs and groans as she lowered herself onto me. She had lost her virginity at my expense.

“Ok… ok… let’s just hold there, she did allowed but definitely for her own benefit. She did sit on me for several moments. I dared not move. I didn’t want to give any minute hint that I was trying to take part. I kept as still as I could.

“Benji, it feels so full… I don’t know if I can even move…” Abigail was breathing in low short gasps. “I could stay like this forever,”

This feels like forever. I did my best to focus my mind and pretend it was Lisa or Taylor. That it was a fucking deranged stalker having their way with me.

Abigail sat there for a few moments longer before she started to move her hips. She went from grinding to slowly lifting up and down. It wasn’t a full blown fuck like I’ve had before. This was slow and agonising. She was in a world of her own and genuinely thought this was consensual. I just wanted it to end.

“Mmm baby, it’s feeling really really good. Like really good.” Her breathing sounded like it was becoming faster and heavier. She was going to cum. Normally it’s any guys dream for a girl to cum on his cock but not now. I feared how my cock would react.

“Oh shit, oh shit…. I’m gonna… I’m gonna.. cummmaahhhhhh” she squealed in a high tone before her body shudder on top of me. Her pussy naturally tightened and contracted around me and as she slowly milked my cock it didn’t make me feel better.

She did come to a slower pace as she regained her breath and composure.

“Damn Benji… I want to do that again!” She said in a determined voice.

Her pace this time was a lot faster and a bit more frantic. She steadied herself with her hands on my chest and her hips began to bounce up and down in my cock.

“Fuck Benji, tell me that doesn’t feel fucking magical… holy shit it’s reaching every part of me.” She got herself into a rythm and it sounded like it was working well for her. I was sick inside because it was working for me too. I tried to focus my mind on anything else but her pussy was right around my cock and she was going for it.

Abigails hips and ass bounced down on me. She was taking my cock with ease now. I could hear the wet slaps of her soaking cunt. She was moaning with more confidence as well. I stayed as rigid as possible but the way in which she was fucking me the feelings were building. I tried to keep them down but nature has its ways.

“Mmmm baby, this was worth the wait. I’m so glad you are my first and last” she moaned out as her fingers dug into my skin slightly.

“Fuck I think I’m going to cum again baby… oh fuck… yup I am…. Oh shit, oh shit…” she hissed the last word and prolonged it as she came again. Her muscles all tightening as she creamed all over my cock again. I was so close to joining her but managed to fight it off. I wasn’t going to last much longer.

“I want to cum on this cock all night Benji. Then… maybe I should.. clean it off? Would that make you happy?” I didn’t care if she was actually talking to me or just speaking her thoughts. However as she picked up the pace again my timer was set. Normally I warn girls but I didn’t want any part so I stayed still. I couldn’t help the natural groan and thrust of my hips as my cock erupted.

“What the fuck?! Oh fuck, holy shit you are giving me your seed. Fuck yes Benji give me everything!!” Abigail panted as she slammed down on me more. She grinding on me like a needy slut but I was far too ashamed to care. I just wished this was over and she would just let me go.

“Oh fuck Benji… Imagine we got pregnant? Imagine a little boy or girl that’s all ours? How special would that be?” She said it like it was a good thing. It was far from that. It was the opposite of that. A child born out of a rape. That’s no world to bring a child into. “Mmmm baby, this has been the best night of my life!” He movements had slowed right down but she was still grinding on me. Her cunt milking my cock for everything it’s got. Which was not much now. Unfortunately due to the viagra, my cock was still pretty hard.

She kept slowly fucking me for a while longer before she got off. My cock back free to the confines of her room.

“That fucking has made me hungry! Let me go clean up quickly and make us a little mid fuck snack? What do you think?” It sounded like it was a rhetorical question as by the sounds of her movements she was already at her bedroom door and leaving.

I slowly turned my head and for the first time in a while opened my eyes. I just stared plainly at the white ceiling above me. I felt low. Like super low. What just happened wasn’t right. She think because I came, I’m enjoying it. I wish she’d take this scarf from my mouth so I could give her a real piece of my mind. However that was not the case just yet, right now I tied to a bed with my hard cock out after just being abused.

A single tear did trickle from my eye and down the side of my cheek. I had no idea how I was going to get out of this. Do I just embrace the fact I was raped and appease her or fight her tooth and nail and pray someone helps me.