The Shower

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Shawn felt Jay stiffen under him when the words he’d so carelessly let slip out sank into his head.

Assuming Jay was less than pleased with his annnouncement Shawn abruptly rolled away simultaneously wringing a cry of pain from Jay. Until that moment he’d forgotten that he was still inside Jay; Shawn sat on the edge of the bed shoulders hunched and steadily staring at the floor.

“I’m sorry…” Shawn muttered adding an explanation. “For hurting you I mean.”

“I’ll be fine in a minute…” Jay ground out through clenched teeth. “That was just the orgasm talking…right?”

“I dunno…Maybe?” Shawn sighed; he could feel the bed shift as Jay pulled himself up to sit on the opposite side of the bed. Shawn looked over his shoulder and caught Jay looking at him. Jay offered me a way out of this, why the hell didn’t I take it?

“Listen… we need to talk about all this.” Jay met Shawn’s eyes. “I don’t.."

“No!” Shawn interrupted. “We most definitely do not need to talk about this!” He went on to say. “We’re both adults… I messed up and got my heart involved, no biggie. We both know what this is.”

“Really?” Jay drawled sarcastically. “And what exactly is this, then?”

“It’s sex…Mind-blowingly good sex!” Shawn got up from the bed pulling the sheet with him and wrapping it around his waist. “But that’s all it is! If it was more then you’d stay here and be here when I get up in the morning!”

“What!!?” Jay yelled leaping to his feet angrily and wincing as he did. “Is that what was wrong with you earlier?” He gingerly reached down and grabbed his jeans, jerking them up over his narrow hips. “I can’t believe…”

“Yeah!” Shawn shouted back cutting him off again; he strode over to Jay trailing the sheet behind him so he could glare at him. “Sometimes I feel like you should just leave some god damned money on the fucking table and be done with it! Just once I thought I’d wake up next to you, instead of you sneaking off! What’s wrong with that?”

“Sneak off? SNEAK OFF?” Jay asked incredulously then growled. “I DON’T fucking sneak off! I don’t need too, because guess what?!! You don’t own me!” He bellowed pushing past Shawn and into the hall; he could see Shawn glaring at him just before he slammed it shut. “I’m outta here! Unless you consider that sneaking out too?”

“FUCK! FUCK! FUCKER!” Shawn kicked one of the pillows that had fallen off the bed just moments ago; it sailed through the air and knocked a lap off the nightstand. This wasn’t how today was supposed to go! How could ‘I love you’ erupt into such disaster? He strode across the room jerking open the door to follow Jay into the living room. As soon as he stepped into the hall he was shoved against the wall, with Jay pinning him against it using his body weight.

“Let go of me Jay…” Shawn warned, trying to fight free of his grasp.

“No. If you wanted me around all you had to do was fucking ask, but for you to act like such a whiney bitch about it and blame ME?? Well FUCK YOU SHAWN!” Jay growled leaning in so close that his nose brushed Shawn’s cheek. “I don’t let just anyone cum in my ass! No one ever has! So don’t you DARE tell me it was just meaningless sex!!” Jay suddenly pushed away from Shawn and headed down the hall where he snatched his keys off the table then slammed the door shut behind him.

There was a finality to that slam.

What the fuck just happened? Shawn slid down the wall, with the sheet pooling around his waist, staring at the pattern in the carpet. What the fuck just happened? So much information had been given in those few sentences Jay had just uttered, and it was swirling around inside his head waiting for him to make sense of it all. After sitting there with his head in his hands, Shawn stomach growled reminding him that he hadn’t eaten yet; he pulled himself up to his feet and padded barefoot into the kitchen.

“I don’t let just anyone cum in my ass!” Shawn mimicked Jay’s words. “Well don’t I fucking feel special? Thank you for letting me have the honor of screwing you Jay!” Shawn grumbled while fishing around in the cupboard for a bagel then he popped it into the toaster. When it was done he slathered cream cheese on it and carried it into the bedroom; he was halfway there when he realized the rest of what Jay had said.

No one ever has!

“Oh damn…” Shawn whispered. He crawled onto the bed still musky with the scent of their lovemaking; he curled his body around Jay’s pillow hugging it to himself. “I’m such an asshole!”

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