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*this one contains biting, kissing, and an attempt at sex, but
no worries: it is still gratifiying. Comment please*


Sitting in the shower with his arms around me, I waited for him to
ask me how long I had been having these dreams and nightmares. But I just allowed him to hold me. His body was warm, the water above us was warm and yet, i was cold. Breathing in his scent, he whispered reassuring words to bring me back to my former self. "How long?" he asked after i pulled away from him and settled infront of his body. "I cant remember when they first
started but i know that it has been happening off and on every three years since my mother's death." i noticed that when i spoke i shivered.

"I see." he would reply softly and reached up and turned up the water to a warmer setting. "You werent asleep were you?" i asked and settled his arm around my chest. "I was laying there, thinking. i wanted you to think that i was sleep,i wanted you to be comfortable. With you being all to new to this situation i
didnt want you to be uncomfortable. I see that you are still in pain, yes?" he had started to rub my shoulders and the back of my neck. "I guess i really did overstep the line, huh?" i said relaxing to his hardened hands. "You did, I'm surprised that she didnt do more damage." i was surprised by what he said, it
was as though this had happened more than once to others. I mean, it wasnt like i had tried to threaten her, and believe me it had taken all the strenght in me not to react. Wincing with pain when he had reached lower to my back, he eased up with the pressure on my back. "What happened to me? the last thing i can
remember is being thrown into the wall, which fucking hurt like shit." I think i brought back sad memories for him when i asked so i really didnt expect an answer.


"You were raised above the floor and brought over to where you had bled out.Loki and I had to fight to get inside. When i saw your body floating above the floor, and your eyes closed and unresponive to anything i thought she had done much worse to you. Loki and I had begged and pleaded for her not to hurt
you any futher, seeing the condition you were already in." his voice became soft and he whispered,"It was my causing. I thought you had already known, if i knew that you had no idea i wouldnt have told you. forgive me." he said and placed his head on the back of my neck. "You are always forgiven, love."

Saying those words alarmed Marius and myslef. I had wondered where i had remembered saying those words to him or that fact, anyone. "Your starting to remember when we said those words to one-another, yes." he replied to my thoughts. And now being used to him reading my mind, i no longer asked him how did he know or ask him to stop reading. The water was still warm
and it began to fog up the shower and make the bathroom more mysterious.
Getting out of there, he and i both wrapped ourselfs in seprate towels and returned to the bed we share. I had hoped that i had other clothes rather than the ones in my closet, i was wrong. It was ALL i had.

"so i'm guessing that we have no resort left but to sleep naked?" i asked looking up at him but he had already settled back into the bed, naked.He smiled, "I guess so. Its not like we havent seen each other naked before."
My memory was still cloudy but rather than stand before him cold, and thinking i just walked over to the bed and wrapped the sheet around before shedding my towel. He settled behind me and I brought his arms to hold me,tightly.

Nesting his head in the space between my shoulder and neck, he laid his headand placed many soft kisses there and each kiss left me warmed. "And your sure that you cant do it?" i asked him seeing that the situation we were in: the shower together, his naked wet body behind me, us lying in bed naked next to each
these moments screamed, "TAKE ME." I would have jumped the bones of the man i used to do these moments with back on earth. But with Marius i wanted him to take control and make me his. "I havent done this act in centuries and seeing that i am immortal, i gave up the last piece of me that made me human." he wasnt
sad when he had said these words but i could tell he didnt like to think about it.
"But i find it kind of hard to believe, seeing that you still have your manhood,and that you are visually hard. Maybe..." i responed at the same staring into his eyes. But something wasnt there, in his. One look i decided to drop the whole thing. "I know the reasons you want us to comply with one another, and
believe me i want to aswell but reasons behind my immortality i cannot."

I was saddened because I had made him relive it and that wasnt what i wished to do. I kissed his cheek and placed my forehead to his own,"forgive me for making you relive it." he smiled and ran his finger down my cheek to my jaw and we stayed like that for a moment until he reached up and placed his lipson mine. His lips were so soft and yet hardened, i enjoyed his on mine. We
kissed and in the process it went into something so much more than normal kissing. He had put alittle pressure into it and i accepted it. Running his fingers through my hair, i kept a hold on his neck as he slowly slipped his tounge into my mouth, hungrily. He had tasted of blood, and if it had been
someone else i would have stopped but with him,i craved it and i couldnt get enough.

He gently placed me on my back and taking me in his arms, still kissing but with only a gentle change of position. I had replaced my hands in his hair, it was longer than i thought and his back was strong, and ripped with muscles.
I had rubbed my hands and fingers through his hair and down his back. I could feel him smiling when i did this. Pulling from my lips, his eyes sparkled and shimmered. "I thought you enjoyed that." i said still savoring his kiss. "I do. and i have always snice we first did that." he said with a curl of his lip and taking his hand and touching my face, and then he ducked his head down to my chin and kissed it. I didnt know, for the first time i had gotten here what he was about to do. He laid another kiss on my throat, and then worked his way around to the left side of my neck. "what are you about..." my voice quivered when i felt his fingers there, caressing back and forth. And then he bit, he had
bitten down on my neck and i was in ecasty. I moaned and shut my eyes to futher my expernice. He didnt bite down hard enough to leave fang marks but he did bite down so that i had felt it and it was the most pleasurable expernice i had received up to his kissing. A small gasp had come from my lips and he lifted his
head, "did i hurt you?" was all he could say. I shook my head and replied, "No, not at all. i just never expected you to do that." i said and placed a hand on his lips and touched his lips, they were wet. My eyes widened with fear and then it was subsided.
"Love, its not blood. Nothing to fear, i could never
hurt you." and he licked my fingers playfully. "Mm, you knew i was scared." he nodded.

Resting back into the pillows behind my head, he contuined to kiss me on the lips, jaw, chin, and bit both sides of my neck. He knew that i savored this among everything and it was decided that he found a replacment for us instead of sex. When he had finished and i was exhausted as he was, he laid his head
on my chest and we fell asleep in each others embrace. And all through the night, i rubbed his back and he stroked mine with his finger tips.

*TBC*