To Come
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Category:
Erotica › General
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
9
Views:
7,051
Reviews:
10
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
After So Long
A/N
sorry i haven\'t been posting. got caught up with things like exams, work and a breakup.
mia and lionel will still be having sex. hopefully.
She knew the house like she knew him - knew them only for sex. Sometimes,
Mia wished she still knew them in other ways. But sex was part of her and though
they couldn\'t keep the (girlfriend-boyfriend) status quo, there would be sex,
still. Until they found someone else to love.
She wondered if she still loved him. She decided that maybe, she did. Because
if she didn\'t, she wouldn\'t have left him.
In such moments alone, she enjoyed running the blade mentally across her heart,
feeling the squeeze on her heart. Not that it pleasured her to be unhappy. She
never wanted to be unhappy. But she figured being unhappy was a punishment for
all the good things she had had before in life. If she kept torturing herself,
then Fate wouldn\'t be so unkind and take away her family, her health... him.
She thought she had found someone at last, when he came along, who would accept
her sadness. She didn\'t want to hurt him with her darkness. Inevitably, she ended
up doing just that......
Once, in that house, skin on skin, with nothing in between, her back turned on him. He
had tried to hold her but she squirmed away.
\"What\'s wrong, baby?\" he had asked.
Silence.
\"Stop scaring me. Is everything okay?\" he pressed again.
She wondered how she should tell him. Thoughts moved faster than words and the
words eluded her.
\"Turn around, look at me, please.\" He tried to wrestle her around.
She wrestled back, fighting back the tears.
Leave me alone. I don\'t want you to see me cry.
The tears started down her eyes.
Don\'t touch me in my moment of grief. It\'ll make you sad too, can\'t you see?
She curled away from him.
He pleaded again.
She shook her head, sobbing, \"No!\"
His heart broke.
But please hold me, no matter what I say.
He got out of bed and took a smoke.
Come back and hold me, please...
She cried and cried till she felt okay.
\"I\'m okay now.\"
\"Okay.\"
He didn\'t look her in the eye.
Finally, they got dressed and left the house.
......
People change. He drifted when she needed his love. He told her he\'d still care.
But once you leave, you can\'t return. In place of love, the word is care. It\'ll
never really be love. Love does not hide behind intentions.
....
Mia waited for her boss to close and lock up the shop. She said her goodbyes and
rushed to grab a cab. It had been two months since she and Lionel said their goodbyes.
But tonight, they made an appointment. It wasn\'t a date. Only lovers dated. She couldn\'t
figure out what she and he were. Sex wouldn\'t answer any of her questions. But it beat
being sexed up for three months in a row.
And she still knew the way to the house after so damned long.
sorry i haven\'t been posting. got caught up with things like exams, work and a breakup.
mia and lionel will still be having sex. hopefully.
She knew the house like she knew him - knew them only for sex. Sometimes,
Mia wished she still knew them in other ways. But sex was part of her and though
they couldn\'t keep the (girlfriend-boyfriend) status quo, there would be sex,
still. Until they found someone else to love.
She wondered if she still loved him. She decided that maybe, she did. Because
if she didn\'t, she wouldn\'t have left him.
In such moments alone, she enjoyed running the blade mentally across her heart,
feeling the squeeze on her heart. Not that it pleasured her to be unhappy. She
never wanted to be unhappy. But she figured being unhappy was a punishment for
all the good things she had had before in life. If she kept torturing herself,
then Fate wouldn\'t be so unkind and take away her family, her health... him.
She thought she had found someone at last, when he came along, who would accept
her sadness. She didn\'t want to hurt him with her darkness. Inevitably, she ended
up doing just that......
Once, in that house, skin on skin, with nothing in between, her back turned on him. He
had tried to hold her but she squirmed away.
\"What\'s wrong, baby?\" he had asked.
Silence.
\"Stop scaring me. Is everything okay?\" he pressed again.
She wondered how she should tell him. Thoughts moved faster than words and the
words eluded her.
\"Turn around, look at me, please.\" He tried to wrestle her around.
She wrestled back, fighting back the tears.
Leave me alone. I don\'t want you to see me cry.
The tears started down her eyes.
Don\'t touch me in my moment of grief. It\'ll make you sad too, can\'t you see?
She curled away from him.
He pleaded again.
She shook her head, sobbing, \"No!\"
His heart broke.
But please hold me, no matter what I say.
He got out of bed and took a smoke.
Come back and hold me, please...
She cried and cried till she felt okay.
\"I\'m okay now.\"
\"Okay.\"
He didn\'t look her in the eye.
Finally, they got dressed and left the house.
......
People change. He drifted when she needed his love. He told her he\'d still care.
But once you leave, you can\'t return. In place of love, the word is care. It\'ll
never really be love. Love does not hide behind intentions.
....
Mia waited for her boss to close and lock up the shop. She said her goodbyes and
rushed to grab a cab. It had been two months since she and Lionel said their goodbyes.
But tonight, they made an appointment. It wasn\'t a date. Only lovers dated. She couldn\'t
figure out what she and he were. Sex wouldn\'t answer any of her questions. But it beat
being sexed up for three months in a row.
And she still knew the way to the house after so damned long.