Senior Year Soundtrack

" So how was it then?” Robyn was on me as soon as I was back in my room.

“Jesus Robyn” I had barely got into my room when she came in right behind me.

“Come on spill!” She headed straight for my bed and jumped onto it.

“Yeah it was fine” I said with a shrug as I took my shoes off.

“Fine? Just fine?” Robyn huffed. “You have to give me more than that!”

“Ok fine.. it was pretty amazing. She absolutely destroyed me at the arcades, we saw a movie and  then we made out after food…” I was close to saying that she gave me a handjob but didn’t. Not yet anyway.

“Did you have fun? Did she have fun? Come on Benji! More!” She was a little excited, like this was a girls chat. With a smile and sigh, I went into more detail of the date, Robyn listened intently but I still left the handjob part out.

“Sounds like the Reagan I used to know to be honest” Robyn sighed a little.

“Think you two could ever be friends again?” I mean if I am going to date Reagan then they will see each other more of out school.

“I dunno” Robyn shrugged “we are both in different circles now but truthfully I wouldn’t mind being on good terms again. We wouldn’t necessarily need to be besties again.”

“I mean that’s fair. It just you both could be around each other more if we do date.” I shared my thoughts with her.

“That’s true so let’s just see what happens?” Robyn smiled as she got off the bed. “I wouldn’t tell her you fucked Lisa Poln in the back of a car though”

“How…” she was already leaving my room as she giggled away to herself. Damn these girls tell each other everything.

MON Monday morning I was in one of the best moods I had been in. Seb drove me to school as normal but now Whitney was riding with us. In fairness to Whitney she was adiment I sit in the front. We arrived at school and Seb parked up.

“Whitney baby, we’ll catch up, k?” Seb turned to look at his girlfriend.

“Don’t be too long” she smiled and got out. The door was closed and he sat in silence for a few moments watching her walk away before he burst out.

“Bro we had sex Saturday night!” He beemed with excitement.

“Yass my man!” I gave him a high five. “Surprised to hell you didn’t tell me sooner!”

“I totally would have but since we didn’t practice yesterday I didn’t see you.” It had been Scarlets and Aubrey’s anniversary so they spent the weekend with each other. So I told Seb to spend time with Whitney.

“Ok yeah that’s fair! But nice one bro!” We high fived again. Unlike girls that was the end of it. I didnt need to know where, how and anything. My boy had sex, that’s all that matters.

We got out and caught up with the others. Aubrey and Scarlet where there.

“Hey love birds, good weekend?” I greeted them both.

“Hi Benji! Aww it was lovely, this one really spoilt me gifts and more…” Aubrey smiled and blushed a little.

“Seems like the Cruz twins had a good weekend!” I flashed a wink at Scarlett.

“Oh god don’t, he was acting the big man around the house since. Thankfully I didn’t actually seen him that much.” Scarlett huffed.

“Aww baby leave your brother. It’s cute to see him like this” Aubrey comforted her girlfriend.

“More nauseating” Scarlett rolled her eyes. “So how was your date with Reagan hot shot?”

“How does everyone know?” I never told anyone but everyone seems to know.

“Well how was it?” She pried again.

“Yeah it was pretty amazing to be honest!” I told them.

“Speaking of which” Scarlett nodded behind me and I turned to see Reagan walking with Jodie and Megan by her sides.

“Hi Benji” Reagan smiled at me.

“Hey Reagan” I couldn’t help but smile widely back. She then moved to hug me and I was happy to hug her back even though I was surprised she did it so publicly.

“I had an amazing time with you!” She whispered in my ear.

“It did too, I’d love to do it again” I whispered back.

“Me too” she said before stepping back. “Hey girls, there’s a big Halloween party this Saturday are you guys going to come?” She spoke to Scarlett and Aubrey.

“Um sure… sounds fun” Scarlett smiled and nodded.

“Amazing! I’m such a dork but here” she laughed at herself as she pulled a small flyer from her bag with all the details on it.

“Thanks Reagan” Aubrey spoke as she took the flyer.

“Hope to see you all there” this was definitely more aimed at me as she kept eye contact with me before walking away.

“A Halloween party sounds super fun” Aubrey beamed as she handed the flyer to Scarlett.

“Yeah it does to be honest, need to find costumes though!” Scarlett replied.

We spoke a little more before heading into school. My spirits were high as I headed for my locker to get my books. My high spirits sank to the floor as did my smile. Another note.

I walked tentatively over and pulled it out as I opened my locker. The same hand writing.

‘Getting handjobs in the cinema now.’

My heart fell to the pit of my stomach. Someone knew we were there and watched us. Again Abigail came to my mind but I surely would have seen someone like her in the cinema. I mean it was dark but fuck… this made me really uneasy. I wanted to confront her about this but I had no evidence it was her, no solid proof. I stuffed the note in my pocket and got on with my day.

It was hard to concentrate on school work the rest of that morning. I was in one class with Abigail and I couldn’t help but stare at her. She never once looked my way, well I never caught her anyway.

At lunch I was sat alone, lost in my thoughts. Seb and I always ate together but he was pre occupied. Normally I wouldn’t have bothered but I could have done with his distraction. Thankfully his female counter part arrived.

“Hey sad sacks why so glum now?” Scarlett said as she took a seat. Aubrey surprisingly not around.

“Huh… oh eh nothing… where’s Aubrey?” I looked around.

“Her mom just came and got her, dentist appointment.” Scarlett said plainly.

“In the middle of the day? Surely the school didn’t sign off on that!”

“Meh, only appointment she could get. Besides, what’s wrong with you? This morning you were like a cheesier cat, now it’s like someone shat in your school bag.”

I couldn’t help laugh at her comment. The Cruz twins had such a way with words. “Such an image but it’s nothing… I got another note.”

“Mmm what did this one say?” She asked.

“Oh em just that whoever they are saw me with Reagan.” I couldn’t tell her the real note.

“Um ok, maybe a few people saw you?”

“Nooo… they wrote soemthing very specific that happened that only me, Reagan and whoever is stalking me would know.” I leaned in to lower my voice.

“Righhhttt… this is really effecting you isn’t it?” She said leaning in herself, her own concern in her voice.

“Yeah.. it’s freaking me the fuck out!” I admitted.

“Go to the principal or hell, go to the cops?”

“I have nothing other than three notes and a weird feeling I have.” As I said this I caught eyes with Reagan who smiled at me, I couldn’t help but feel a little better in that moment.

“Let us help you then?” Scarlett offered.

“It’s fine… it will be over soon I hope. Just need to play it right.”

“Benji play what right? This isn’t a game, well to them it is but you should report it.” Scarlett was being quite stern, she clearly had my best interests at heart.

“If I get another note I promise I’ll report it! Ok?”

“Promise?” She raised an eyebrow.

“Promise!” I looked her in the eye. I was telling the truth. If I got another note like the rest then I would report it to someone.

After that we managed to have a more normal conversation before lunch ended. Speaking with Scarlet actually helped ease my mind a little. I got through the rest of the day and was walking across the grounds heading for the car park when someone beeped the horn at me. It was Reagan. “Need a ride?” She shouted.

“Eh…” I was going to say no but her hopefull smile persuaded me. “Yeah sure, just let me tell Seb.” I quickly found Seb and he was more than happy to have Whitney to himself. He said he would get me in the morning.

“Thanks for this, you didn’t have too” I say to Reagan as I get in her car. The car was new and fresh. Like really new.

“It’s ok, I just saw you and thought I should offer.”

“Mmm is that all?” I gave her a knowing smile. Especially since there was no one in the back seat.

“Oh well you know…” she bit her lip. “I would mind another make out session with you…”

“I take it that’s why Megan and Jodie are no where to be seen?”

“It was their suggestion… ok that’s a lie. It was mine but they seemed fine with it.” She said with a light chuckle and a shrug.

“I see, well where too then?” I asked, a little exited to make out with her again. I didn’t expect a fuck in the back like Lisa but hell, another hand job wouldn’t go a Miss.

“I’ll find somewhere” she said as she drove on a little further. We ended up in the back corner of a shopping district. No car anywhere near us.

“This will do” she said and I had no time to reply as she turned to me and pulled me in by my t shirt and kissed me. I reacted quickly and my hands found her body. The kiss was passionate quickly as her tongue desperately searched for mine.

I have no idea how long we made out for but my jaw hurt and my cock was aching something bad. Her hand had found my bulge and it only made her kiss me deeper.

“Damn” she gasped as we finally broke away. Both of us falling back into our seats. Her hand still outstretched though and holding my thigh.

“I was struggling for air at one point there” I joked. I could feel my cock ooze precum.

“Worth it though” she said lazily. I nodded and hummed my agreement.

“Your cock feels so hard as well” she whispers, her head turning towards me.

“Yeah…. It’s pretty excited.” That was a lie, it was full blown excited.

“Get it out… I can help…” she said as she shifted in her seat.

“What? Here?”

“Mhmm, it’s fine we aren’t near anyone…” she bit her lip as she eyed my crotch.

“Fuck it” I shrugged as I lifted my hips and pulled my pants down. Life’s about taking risks I suppose. My cock sprang free and stood at rigid attention.

“God it looks even bigger in the light” Reagan said as she reached out for it. Her determined hand wrapping around the shaft and wasting no time.

“Shit” I hissed as the tension was eased but replaced by a new need.

“How would it even fit in my mouth?” She breathed heavily as she shifted more.

“Why don’t you try?” Don’t ask, don’t get Benji.

“Would you like that?” She asked timidly.

“I would love that but only if you want too” I wasn’t sure how confident she was with things. I mean the handjob in the cinema and now the car maybe should be a giveaway but still.

“I want too, I’m just a little scared it’s so big” she giggled softly before leaning herself down.

“Just take your time and do whatever feels natural” I told her as I watch the blonde covered head lower down and the feeling of her wet mouth.

“It tastes really salty.” She remarked.

“Yeah that’s my pre cum, you got me that excited with the kissing.”

“It’s not unpleasant though….” Her lips then softly wrapped around my cock and I groaned out. Her blonde hair was in a braid that fell down the side of her head. The sounds of her sucking and slurping quickly filled the car.

I was all too aware we were in avery public place so keep looking about but my focus was always drawn back to her. With a free hand I placed it on her back and in slow soft circles rubbed her back.

My groans became louder as she tried to take more of me in. She couldn’t take my full length and not from a lack of trying.

“Damn Reagan…. That feels really good… how does it feel?”

“Fuck Benji… no wonder some girls love sucking cock. Feeling you squirm and twitch in my mouth is such a thrill” she looked up at me as she slowly stroked my shaft.

“Well I love it too, the receiving not giving” I laugh lamely. She just shakes her head smiling as she resumes sucking my cock. My head tilting back against the head rest. Reagan blonde head continues to bob up and down with eagerness as she humms happily.

“Reagan…. I’m close” I breath. My body beginning to tense.

“I want to take it in my mouth… that’s what good girls do right?” She said with an innocent grin before sucking again.

“Oh fuck yeah” I almost cheered at her words. Fuck that was hot how she said that. I was there. My hips lifted as I came in this self proclaimed good girls mouth. She coughed and splurted as my cum hit the back of the back of her throat.

“Shitttt” I hissed as she did her best to hold her kiss around my shaft and take my load. Once emptied I sank back into the seat. Spent and satisfied.

Reagan still slowly sucked my cock before pulling away. Cum dribbling down her chin.

“Damn….” She breathed. “That was a lot, did I do ok though?” Her finger catching the drops and sucking it off.

“Ok? You did fucking great!” She bashfully smiled and relaxed back into her chair.

“You really need too let me return the favour!”

“Return the favour?” She said with a raised eyebrow.

“Yeah… I’d love to eat you out!” “Oh you naughty boy… but I need to get home… Saturday night at the party!!” She said like it was a statement and fact.

“Got a plan do we?”

“I will make sure we get a private room!!” She said excitedly as she started the car.

“Can’t wait!” I told her truthfully as we drove away. Can’t believe I just got a blowjob in a parking lot. Hope no one saw us. Reagan dropped me off and thankfully didn’t kiss me, she was a little self conscious with the smell of her breath. It was kinda cute for some you just sucked a cock in public.

FRI Unfortunately the cock sucking was the highlight of my week. School was average. I got to hang out more with Seb as Whitney was busier with cheer practice. We had a good jam sesh on the Tuesday. I spent a little more time with Reagan at school but nothing anywhere like before.

“What you wearing tomorrow?” Scarlett asked me at the lunch table.

“Whitney and I are going as a Skelton couple.” Seb said with a mouthful of food.

“I know that dip shit, I was asking Benji!” Scarlett scowled at her brother before looking back at me.

“Eh think just a fighter pilot, got a simple aviation suit and aviators” I shrug. “What about you guys?”

“We are going as witches” Scarlett replied.

“How original” Seb mumbled before shouting in pain as his sister kicked him under the table.

“Coming from you!” She snarled but was eased when Aubrey placed a hand on her.

“Sexy witches I may add” Aubrey added.

“Oh of course, it’s Halloween. It’s gotta be sexy or super scary.”

“What’s your girlfriend going as?” Scarlett teased.

“Well I believe they are going as a Skeleton…” I grinned.

“That’s what we are going as…. Heeyyyy” he clicked. “Not cool bro!”

“Sorry man and to be honest Scarlett I have no idea, I’ve asked but she won’t tell me.” I have asked Reagan a few times what she’s going as but always brushes me off and kisses me. I usually forget  after that.

“I bet it will be like a princess or something” Seb muttered as he kept eating his lunch.

“You think you would have learnt your manners now that you’ve got a girlfriend.” His sister shot at him. “Just caus she ain’t here doesn’t mean you get to eat like a slob like normal.”

“I always eat like this, even infront of her!” He shot back.

“Liar!” She shouted back. The next ten minutes was just the twins arguing. Aubrey and I engaged in a much more pleasant conversation.

After lunch I was just heading to my locker when my sister caught up with me. “Benji!”

“Robyn” I said back matching her high tone. “Don’t be an ass, I need to come with me now!” Her tone was flat and she took off. I followed. She lead me right into the girls locker room.

“Eh Robyn…”

“Everyone out!” She barked and without question the few girls inside left.

“Um Robyn if I get caught in here then it won’t end well.”

“Just shut up get in and sit down” she was stern and down right scary.

“What’s this all about Robyn, could it not wait till we were home…”

“No! No it can’t!” She held out her hand. I froze as I saw it. Another note.

“Did you get this from my locker?” I whisper as I take the note.

“No, it was in mine!” I opened it and read it.

‘If you are reading this you are gay!’

I looked up and she was holding back a laugh but couldn’t hold back as she burst out laughing. Then two more laughs started. Taylor and Lisa appeared.

“This… this was you?” I say shakingly.

“Yeah…” she kept laughing. “Aww come on Benji, it’s supposed to be funny.” I stand silently i crush the note and drop it. I give my sister one cold hard look and leave. She calls after me, still lightly laughing but I don’t turn back. That hurt, I didn’t think she would ever joke like that. I was done with the day. I went to my locker to dump my bag.

“Fuck you Robyn” I hissed as I saw nothing other than another note. I grabbed it and opened it but it wasn’t Robyn. It was the same handwriting.

‘Blowjobs in cars now? Your end is near!’

“Fuck this” I spat as I slammed my locker door.

“Dude you ok?” Seb asked as I stormed passed him. I didn’t even acknowledge him. I walked right of the school and started walking. I just kept walking. This person was fucking with me and it would be my undoing. I walked right into a store and bought some booze. I went to my empty house and sat in my room and drank.

Later that night there was a soft knock at the door. “Benji?” The timid voice of my sister sounded.

“Fuck off Robyn!” I shouted back.

“Benji… I’m sorry…” she started to open the door and I snapped throwing an empty beer bottle at the wall. She quickly pulled the door shut and ran off.

“You fucking hurt me Robyn! FUCK YOU!” I screamed. Fuck I was unhinged. Drinking definitely wasn’t a good idea but it felt good. I finished another bottle and stood at the window. There. Behind the fence, someone. I didn’t react. I didn’t look at them. I drank some more and then slowly turned away like I didn’t know they were there. But in reality I took off running out my room and down the stairs. I burst out the house and towards the fence.

I saw the head disappear as I ran for the fence. I jumped at the fence and did my best to climb over it. I landed hard on the other side as I got up and chased after. As I got out into the next street they were gone.

“Leave me the fuck alone!” I screamed as i sat down on the kerb. Breathing heavy. I sat here for sometime before a car stopped infront of me.

“Benjamin, what on earth are you doing?” It was my mother.

“What does it look like? I’m just sitting on a kerb.”

“Benjamin Tom Wilson! You will get in this car right now!” Oh she was furious. I’ve truely fucked it now. I got up and got into the car. She didn’t speak to me but I could feel the heat.

I’ve not had a tongue lashing like the one I got when she got me back into the house. My only saving grace to cover the drinking and attitude was I started crying. Emotions spilling out. She then consoled me and sent me to bed. I did feel super bad for the attitude I gave her but my mind was fried. The drinking definitely was not the answer to my problems. I had confided in some people for help and they through it in my face. I was going to enjoy my weekend, especially tomorrow but Monday I was going to the principal.

SAT My sister never attempted to talk to me again and I was still too hurt to say anything. I did over react in my room. She never meant malice by the note but it clearly affected me more than I wanted to admit.

“Dude what the hell?” Seb answered when I finally called him back.

“Bro… I’m sorry. My sister played a bad prank and I flipped. I’m sorry. I ended up drinking all last night.” I confessed feeling more bad.

“Damn… are you still allowed to go tonight.”

“Yeah I think so. Probably owe my mom a million favours but can you pick me up?” I ask.

“Of course ma man, Whitney and I will get you about seven? Does Robyn need a ride too?”

“I don’t know… and don’t care…”

“Ah ok. Right man, see you at seven.” He said a little cheerful.

I spent the rest of the day watching the clock go by. Apart of me was dreading going but I couldn’t let Reagan down. Hell I owed her.

Later that day there was a knock at my door and mom stepped in. Thankfully I saw sense to quickly clean the bottle up earlier.

“Benji…. What’s going on?” She asked softly as she came in and sat on the bed.

“Nothing…” I shrugged.

“That’s a lie… your sister hasn’t come out of her room either. She won’t talk to me. What’s going on?”

“It’s just soemthing at school… I’m sorry for last night..”

“I’m not buying that Benjamin! That was not you last night. That was not my son!” Her voice was calm but her words heavy.

“It won’t ever happen again, I promise.” I looking softly at her. I fucked up badly but it was all Robyns fault.

“I was debating allowing you pair to go to this party tonight but that’s not the kind of mother I am. Tomorrow. We sit as a family and sort this out! That understood?” Again her voice was calm. “Yes mother!” I bowed my head in acceptance.

“Now come here” she stood and held out her arms. I walked forward and hugged her tightly.

“I love you” she said quietly as she kissed my head before leaving.

I sat a little longer in guilt then got up and headed for Robyn’s room but she was gone. The door open and the room empty. She had left early and to be honest I didn’t blame her.

I waited for Seb and jumped in the back when he arrived.

“Hi Benji…” Whitney greeted me warmly.

“Hey Whitney! You guys look nice!” I say and it was true. They looked like a nice cute couple.

“Feeling better dude?” Seb asked and I just nodded.

The party already looked like it had started when we arrived. Cars parked around as we headed in. I made it my mission to find Robyn before anything else. The place was full and bouncing. People everywhere drinking beer from red cups.

“Hi Benji!” Aubrey greeted me as she pulled my arm. “You look handsome”

“Thanks Aubrey, you look…. Yeah I think you got the sexy vibe down to a T.” She barely looked like a witch but fuck she looked hot. Then her girlfriend joined her and damn didn’t she look hot too.

“You know you can pick your jaw up off the floor and stop perving on my girl” Scarlett said with a smirk as she handed Aubrey a cup.

“Yeah sorry hold on” I pretended to bend down and pick up my jaw and act putting it back.

“You’re silly” Aubrey smiled “but thanks.” She blushed.

“Have you guys seen my sister??” I asked a little more urgently.

“Um no I haven’t actually… everything ok?” Scarlett asked concerned.

“Eh not really but I’ll explain later… ok!” I Smiled as I backed away and searched for Robyn. The crowd was building and people dancing and getting rowdy when someone bumped into me so I knocked into someone else. I was beginning to apologise and wish I never bothered.

“Heeyyyy….” The raspy high pitch of Ethan sounded. “You!” He snarled.

“Wait till his cousin here’s about this!” Aaron piped in.

“Look Ethan it was an accident…”

“Yeah like the dodgeball to the face, I still can’t breath through my nose right!” He pointed heatedly at the slightly curved nose.

“That was an accident… I was…”

“Always the same with you. You will pay!” Aaron snarled.

“Do you know what, fuck you Aaron and fuck you Ethan.” I gave them both the finger and barged passed them. I was sure I caught a glimpse of Robyn’s red hair and went that way but she was no where to be seen. As I turned around I bumped into a group of people. Two of which were Taylor and Lisa. Who’s both smiles dropped as soon as the saw me. They backed away.

“Girls… where’s my sister?” They didn’t answer. “Look I’m sorry for yesterday. It was a prank and I overreacted I’m sorry. I need to apologie to my sister!”

“You aren’t mad?” Lisa spoke Barely above a whisper.

“No” I sighed.

“You’re not mad at us?” Taylor now asked.

“No Taylor.. I’m sorry girls.”

“Aww thank god” they both beamed as the both lunged at me and cuddled me.

“We are so so sorry Benji. We didn’t mean to upset you, we though it would help lighten the situation but we were so wrong. We are so sorry.” They kept repeating.

“Girls it’s fine, it’s fine. I really need to make things better with Robyn. Have you seen her?” I asked stepping back.

“She was here like two minutes ago!” Lisa said.

“Yeah think she went for a drink” Taylor added.

“Ok!” I thanked them and headed for the kitchen. It was busy but no sign of Robyn.

“There you are!” A voice sounded as Reagan emerged from the crowd. For the second time that night my jaw dropped. She was wearing a latex catwoman outfit, complete with fishnet stockings and heeled boots. Fuck she looked so hot. She staggered a little over to me as she hugged me and gave me a sloppy kiss.

“Hey yourself” I said as I tasted the beer on her lips. “Think I need a few beers to catch up.”

“Mmmm yeah I wanted to be relaxed for tonight…” she pulled me close and whispered in my ear. “I wanted you to take my virginity Benji!” My cock sprang to attention.

“You serious?” I asked quietly. She just looked at me and nodded as she bit her lip.

“Oh fuck…” I groaned.

“But lets enjoy the party first shall we?” She took my hand and pulled me to the dance floor where she grinded against me. Fuck my cock was so hard. I wanted to speak to Robyn but my mind was loosing focus.

We dance for some time before we had to break. I had to pee.

“Come find me in the room with the red bow on the door, come in an hour.. I’ll be waiting.” She lent up and kissed me on the lips before biting it as she stepped away.

I just smiled and grinned as I ran for the toilet, thankfully getting in before pissing myself. I had to find Robyn before I spent the night with Reagan. I searched again when someone stopped me. It was Seb.

“Dude where’s your beer?” He shouted. Swaying. He had obviously had some.

“I haven’t had one yet?” I told him, searching the crowd.

“You are joking!! Stay there!!” He staggered off and I huffed but he came back quickly. “Here.”

He shoved an almost full cup of beer in my hand.

“Drink!” He ordered me.

“Fine” I sighed as I downed the lot. “Happy?” I winked at him as I tossed the cup back.

He cheered along with a few other people around me as I set off again. I had checked all of outside and as I came back inside I almost tripped over and fell. I managed to catch myself but as I stood my head definitely started to spin.

“Wooow what the fuck!” I went to step forward but staggered again.

“Wow looks like Benjis had too much!” A voice said.

“Lightweight Wilson” an other joked.

I went to reply but I couldn’t form the words. My vision was getting blurry.

“Robyn…” I managed to speak out before an arm caught me and took my weight. I couldn’t see what they were wearing but they helped me walk. I was loosing focus fast. I was lead through the party. I felt fresh air on my face again.

I lost focus but new I was now in a car. A voice speaking, a female voice but I couldn’t process it. I couldn’t even open my eyes. Time was lost to me but at some point I was moved. My legs just working and I ended on a bed. That’s when the darkness consumed me.

I was out for I don’t know how long but I slowly stirred. I went to rub my sore head with my hand I couldn’t. My hand wouldn’t move. It was tied down as was my other hand. I then quickly realised my feet were tied down too. I struggled against the restraints but it was no use

“Hi baby… you are finally awake.” A voice came.