Janes appointment

Extra tags: rape, violence, teen,angst

A/N Hey folks another chapter for you. This time we see a little into jayden's past. Don't forget to review.

Janes appointment

Chapter 6


Jane was 14 and already a D cup. She sat on the bed and picked up the flesh covered bandages she used to bind her breasts. Wrapping them tightly around herself she looked in the mirror smiling. It wasnt the flat male chest she wanted but it was a start. Pulling a baggy tee shirt over her head and pulling on tight jeans she went downstairs.
"You look like a boy." her father grumbled looking at her over his paper.
Jane smiled "Thanks dad"
"It wasnt a compliment you look like a freak " Janes father stood his face stern. "You are a girl you will act and dress like one am I clear?"
"But da..." a fist struck her in the stomach then another doubling Jane over in agony.
"I said is that clear?"
Jane stood up "Yes dad."
"You are a girl. Say it!" Jane looked at him. She knew what defying him meant especially when he was in this kind of mood but she couldn’t help herself.
"No! You told me to never lie." Janes father strode over to her pinning her against the wall by her throat, her head ricocheted off it with a thud. He hit her again and let go. She slid to floor and tried to protect herself by crawling into the fetal position, but her father was relentless as he reigned kicks and punches all over her body.
"Say it!" Jane started crying. She knew if she didn't relent he wouldn’t stop until he broke something or worse kill her this time.
"I'm a girl" Janes father grabbed her by the hair and yanked her upwards pushing her towards the door.
"Good now get to your room and change and think about what you are."
Jane crawled upstairs to her bedroom and reached under the bed where she kept the small sharp pocket knife.
Pulling off the tee shirt she gingerly touched the bruises that were starting to form and winced. She knew only another type of pain would stop her from screaming. She lifted the bottom of the bandages and stuck the knife into the underneath of her right breast dragging it slowly across following the contour of her bosom until she had made a deep cut in the muscle. Letting out a breath she didn't realise she was holding she replaced the bandage and fell back onto the bed closing her eyes to stop the tears she knew would soon come. She would not cry, she wouldn't give him the satisfaction.
When she was old enough she would get rid of her breasts then she would never be mistaken for a girl again.
Why did her father have to be so cruel? He would never understand her no matter how hard she tried to explain to him. Climbing out of the window she began to run.
Feeling the ground under her feet always calmed her down.
Getting to the park Jane spotted five boys playing soccer.
"Hey you kid, Wanna come make up three a side?" Jane smiled. They thought she was a guy.
"Yeah ok thanks. Names jayden"
Despite the pain, Jane played with them until it started getting dark and they had to go home. She stood alone in the park a lead feeling in her stomach. She was dreading going home.

Climbing back through the window Jane started to undo the bandages and put on a bra and dress before going downstairs. Her mother was in the kitchen.
"You look so pretty Jane."
"I dont feel it."
"Now none of that nonsense again please you are a beautiful young woman I don't see why you need to hide it."
Jane sat at the table and picked at the food her mother put on the table.
"Mom please I already had an argument with dad I don't want to argue with you as well"
"You know what your father is like you shouldn't antagonise him."
"Why can't you both just understand I hate myself? "
"No you don't it's just a silly phase you are going through. Do we have to call that doctor again and get you another 'treatment'?" Ruth amd Tom had taken Jane to various doctors and hospitals making Jane go through every test there was from mild ECT to cognitive behavioural therapy. They had even had her admitted to a psychiatric ward for 3 weeks until Jane pretended to them she was cured.
"Ugh! I can't talk to you! And I can't wear this!" Jane ripped the dress she was wearing half off her body. "I'm going back in my room!" Jane pushed her plate away.

"You little bitch! I spent two hundred quid on that dress for you." Jane heard the slap before she felt it. Her mother's hand fell back to her side. "If I had wanted a son I'd have gotten rid of you and tried again"

"You both hate me!" Jane cried as she ran up the stairs.
Her father was waiting near her room when she went back up.
"Now you look like my little girl so beautiful." He slurred taking another gulp from the bottle of whiskey in his hand.

"Stop it dad I'm not playing your games you are drunk."
"I'm sorry babygirl you just get me so angry you know I love you give me a hug" He stepped forward and Jane took a step backwards into her room.
"Dad no stop go to bed ok sleep it off."
Tom was on her in two strides wrapping his arms around her his mouth searching for hers.
"Give daddy a kiss honey"
Jane brought up her knee between his legs. He went down with a huff. "bitch!" Getting up fast he slapped her across the face and dragged her to her bed. Pinning her arms to the mattress with one hand he fumbled for his zipper.
"No daddy please not that anything but that" Tom slapped her again almost knocking her senseless.
"Now be a good girl for daddy."
Tom ripped off the rest of the dress taking her panties with it. She felt the pain against her temple before her world went black.

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Jane woke up in darkness, sore and bleeding from both holes. This wasn't the first time her dad had raped her, it was his way of proving to her she was still a girl. He didnt always knock her out. She could still feel His meaty hands squeezing her breasts telling her how perfect they were as he tugged at the nipples twisting them until she yelped in pain. His open palms slapping them while she was helpless arms secure to her headboard. His mouth biting her body working his way down. Hands penetrating her womanhood and rear passage fisting her and tearing her open. Only after lubricating with her own blood would he push inside her grunting as he jackhammered into her with his huge tool all the time telling her what a good girl she was. When he was close he would swap holes and deposit his seed in her ass. Judging by how sore and bruised she was this time she knew he had been especially brutal. Well it would be the last time he touched her.

Packing what she could in one bag she threw it out of the window and followed it down almost screaming in pain at the impact of hitting the ground. Picking up the bag she started to walk.

Finding a bench in the park she lay down and tried to sleep.

Jane was awoken by a hand shaking her.
"Wake up miss you can't sleep here."
"No please don't hurt me I..."
"I'm not going to hurt you its just I can see you are in some sort of trouble. You have no reason to trust me but I have an apartment not far away and it's better than just laying here and letting the police pick you up." Jane sat up quickly wincing almost crying out in pain and looked at the woman. She was tall and slim with long brown hair and a kind face. Her short skirt, revealing top and heavy make up told Jane exactly what this woman's profession was.
"I dont know you, why would you help me?"
"Because seeing you there reminds me of you at my age. I'm Tina by the way"
"Jayden" Jane waited for the inevitable brush off, the harsh words or the tirade of abuse she normally got when she used her alternative name. It never came.
"Ok jayden. Grab your bag I'll take you back to my place you can have a shower and something to eat and we can figure out what you want to do next, no pressure ok?"
"Ok" Jane stood up slowly and stiffly and followed Tina.

Tina's apartment wasn't much but it was clean and tidy. There was a large sofa and table in the lounge room and a small heater. The walls were decorated in pastels, light blues and greens that complemented the darker blue carpet.
The kitchen was small with only two counters a two ring hob for cooking and a small refrigerator, there wasn't even room for a table. The bedroom wasn't large either just enough room for a queen bed a night stand a dresser and a single clothes rack that acted as her wardrobe. The bathroom was the smallest room in the apartment. A shower a sink and a toilet were all squeezed into a space that was little more than a closet.

"Well this is it home sweet home. Sit yourself down I'll get you some ice for that face of yours." Jane looked around the apartment.
"Thanks I dont want to be any trouble"
"it's no trouble at all hon. You just make yourself at home"
Tina went into the kitchen coming back with an ice pack and putting it gently on Janes cheek.
"Hold it there. It should numb it a bit then we'll see what we can do for the rest ok."
Jane sat down on the sofa head down. She opened her mouth to say something then closed it again.
What was she doing here with this strange woman. She wanted to blurt everything out to her, let someone else take the burden for a change.
"Thanks for this not many people want to help anyone these days."
"Like I said I've been where you are."
"What you had abusive parents that hate you because they think you're a freak?" Tina knelt in front of Jane and put her hand on her knee gently.
"Something like that yea."
"Oh I'm sorry i didn't know"
"Don't worry about it hon, now come on let's get you into a hot shower, then get you fed and fixed up then you can have the sofa for the night ok?"

Jane followed Tina into the small bathroom and began to strip.
"The towels are in the basket come out when you are ready"

Jane came out a while later a towel around her body and another one around her long hair.

"I hope you like spaghetti" Tina said bringing two steaming plates into the lounge and putting them on the table.

Jane smiled and ate fast.
"This is wonderful"
"I'm glad you like it"
After their meal, Tina helped Jane to wrap up all the injuries they could fix and helped her into some pyjamas then made up the sofa for her.
"Try and sleep now ok everything will be different in the morning. You are safe here. "
"Thank you Tina, for everything."
"You're welcome hon."
Tina turned and switched out the light before heading into her room.
Jane buried her head into the pillow and sobbed until she fell into a restless sleep.