Unwanted

The final, yeah is a short fic, sorry for dissapoint you ;_;



















I just need to share this things with you...



There are no more tears in my eyes...



I ate them all....my broken heart ate them all....my broken soul stole them away....



The darkness who caught me that day wouldnt ever go...it was there since the begining and it will be there the rest of my life...



I know i promise to be strong...sorry for breaking my promise...



But you know i cant live day after day feeling that my insides bleed everytime he loves me...



Yeah...he loves me...he said that so many times...he still does...



I need to believe him...he caressed my eyes...drinking my tears....



It hurts....it still hurts...and i think it never would heal...



I see him in my nightmares too...



I dont want to sleep anymore....cause instead of that man face, i see his face...and i dont want to...



You know him...he would never do anything to hurt me...



He promises...



I loved him...



I just cant stand see you two fighting...not talking...you´re friends...



The best thing i can do is....not being there...



I know everything is my fault....





You teared the white paper in two...and keep running....



...he cant do this...



You need to be on time....you used your mobile to call your former best friend...after all you both love the boy...



Both of you now are running...you cant glance at your side and saw the pathetic state of him, you just have one thing in your mind now and is to be there...and that your love is ok...



It was a landscape one you three visited, long time ago, when you were happy, enjoying their company...stealing glances to his little frame...wishing you could embrace him....kissing his lips...whispering stupid sweet things close to his ears...



...he cant do this to me...





Finally, they got there....the same green forest at their feet....the fresh air filling their lungs....hitting their faces, while they all three stood in the precipice...



His eyes....those sad eyes that once smiled at them with youthfull innocence....



He told you that day, when you two stood in that same place , if he closed his eyes...he could pretend that he was flying...



-Remember that day?.....i always wanted to come here again...



he said....closing his eyes....feeling the soft touch of the air in his face....



-Just come here....we can go back and have a nice dinner....



you glanced at your best friend....and he stared at you back....it was tears in his eyes now....you begged him with your eyes...





-..I...i could cook....your favourite...



the little boy smiled...meeting the eyes of his lover and then looking at you...



-Can we have ice cream for desert?....is summer already....



you swallowed, and tried not to move a finger....the thin frame was so close to the end of it....you feel tears in your eyes too...



-Just come here...please...



You see his tears now....he is still able to cry....and you wish you can be at his side right there....



-I dont want you two to fight....



-We´re not fighting....we are....



your best friend approach at you slowly....passing an arm around your shoulders....



-We are friends....we both love you....



-We need you with us....



Those thin lips curve in a sweet smile....



-And i love you both....dont fight anymore ok?...



You both nodded....feeling the tears wet your shirt....



-Take care....



Your voice filled the air when you run after him....feeling the nails of your best friend claw your skin when he tried to stop you...



You cant lost him now....



Your arms around his lovely figure, embracing him to your body, trying to protect him for all the eyes of the world...



..to fly with him....



His eyes are seeing you now...and you smile at him...taking his face in your hands...and kiss his lips...



....nobody will hurt you now...cause i will be at your side...always....







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He planted a kiss in a white rose....placing it against the cold surface...



It passed two years, and he felt like it was yesterday...He still saw the scene all over again in his head...but he didnt want to forget, it was the last time he saw them...



And the time he realised how love can be so strong...



He could have jumped too....but he didnt....he felt his body so heavy that he just felt to the ground, screaming....but his scream wasnt that loud...cause that man love filled the earth that moment....



His tired eyes glanced up at the sky....



are you with him now?...



A hand squeezed his shoulder...



-I´m sure he is taking care of him now....



He smiled..



-Yeah...i´m sure aswell....



she smiled glancing at the sky too....



I wish you all the happiness now that you can love him....





In the sky....she imagine some black eyes stared down at her and then at the brown eyes of his little love...





the true love find its paradise somehow....





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