Stand There and Look Pretty (side story)

Bonjour everybody! I gots a update. Alright not really much to say before writing it just hope it is enjoyed.Well actually one more thing to say, lemon warning. Yup gay man sex. So plz enjoy.

Chap 6:
I can’t look you in the eyes

They accept my answer but still we don’t leave the park ‘till nightfall, Tai insisting we should see if Shya shows up. She doesn’t. None of us really talk we go unnoticed by all the other people. Everyone once in a while as we sat and waited Walter’s hand would brush mine. Once the sun sets Walter finally speaks up. “We can’t wait up any more, come on Tai we have to go home.” He tells her and solemnly she gets up and walks to the car with us.
Tai goes straight to bed still not talking to either of us. Then Walter smiles at me his fingers firmly lacing with mine as we walk to his room. Shya’s words still hit me too hard and I feel almost guilty just for holding his hand. He doesn’t seem too affected though because the moment his door is closed and locked he strips down to his boxers not seeming embarrassed in the least. I smile at him remembering what he said to me before about wanting me to sleep with him. Still after what Shya said I can’t seem to be turned on at all, even looking at Walter practically naked in front of me. I strip to my boxers anyhow.

Walter starts acting a little shy again as he moves to stand in front of me then kisses my lips. I can’t help it regardless of how much I like him, I pull away. “John, what happened?” He asks me his voice very light. I manage to smile at him slightly.

“What do you mean?” My voice doesn’t quite sound normal.

“Even when you went to look for Shya you weren’t this depressed. Only when you got back. What did she say to you?” I should have known that he would be able to tell that I did see Shya. Still I don’t really want to tell him that I slept with Shya when she was twelve and whoring herself out and how she seems to hate me for it.

“You’re right, I did see her and she did talk to me. I don’t want to talk about it.” I tell him now succeeding in getting my mind off of Shya a little. I wrap my arms around his waist and kiss his lips lightly my lips brushing his for a mere second. My hand moves again cupping the side of his face. “Sorry Walter, but I kinda doubt you’re going to get sex from me tonight.” I say hoping that he will be ok with what I just said.
Still he doesn’t seem to be pulling away from me; instead he wraps his arms about my neck and his fingers ghost over my hair. His lips touch mine again and stay there long enough for us to actually kiss; his movements harsh lustful, mine soft hesitant. I pull away feeling almost awkward at the seeming role reversal. “Walter, do you actually want this?” I ask him my thoughts still lingering in realms they should never have entered.

He pulls back just enough to look me in the eyes, “To sleep with you?” He asks curiously and I nod my face expressionless. “Of course I do–”

“Shya didn’t.” My voice interrupts him before I even know what I’m saying. He pulls away from me completely and looks at me his eyes somewhere between shocked and confused. “She used to be a whore, I knew her before that I didn’t recognize her that night.” Once again it seems I don’t get to care what I say as I tell Walter what happened. He now most definitely looks shocked maybe even a little disgusted as he pulls away completely so his body doesn’t touch me at all but he is still hardly an inch away from me.

“Even if you didn’t know it was her why did you sleep with a whore?” He asks and to me it seems he’s madder at that fact.

“I was sixteen at the time and some one at my school had called me gay so one of my friends said they would give me fifty bucks to sleep with a hooker. The friend who made the offer was my ex-boyfriend and I’d lost my virginity to him a few weeks before that.” I say apparently insisting on telling him everything. My eyes look down, all of it dawning on me again and wondering why I let it all happen. I’m not sure what I said that made Walter change his mind but his skin touches mine again.

“Johnny?” His voice asks softly as he hugs me again, his nearly naked form curling into mine. I look him in the eyes my gaze faltering. “When you lost your virginity were you bottoming?” His question is the very last thing I expected and I blush at the intimacy of it. He laughs slightly. “Sorry I shouldn’t have asked that.” He says quickly and similar blush spreading on his own cheeks.

“No, I’ve never bottomed.” I answer him easily; Shya now the furthest thing from my mind. I quickly sweep him up into my arms and kiss him again. My lips now sure of themselves and I make out with him fiercely. I carry him to the bed and lie him down, seeing him on the bed practically naked doing what it should. I climb into the bed as well and turn off the light. I notice that he has just kicked all the blankets down and I pull him into me spooning softly with him. He starts kissing my neck in little pecks and nibbles.

“Still not in the mood?” He asks and I’m more then aware of his hardened state and I’m not too far behind him. I grasp his hair tightly and pull him up to meet my eyes before I kiss him again.

“You’re much too hot for your own good.” I tell him and his only response is blushing, which I can hardly see in the dim light. “Thanks baby.” I tell him happy now that he got me away from thinking what I was. I kiss him again, my lips and my tongue fighting with his. But then I remember that the condoms and lube are still in my bag, which means getting up. Still that small of a fact isn’t going to keep me from doing this. I kiss Walter deeply, “Hang on a sec just wait here ok?” I tell him as I get up and move to my bag that still lies on the floor. I grab up a few lube packets and a condom, not really looking at any of it.

I climb back into the bed and on top of Walter; he spreads his legs for me with out a word. I kiss his neck lightly and his hands snake down to my boxers all the same I feel him shaking. I lift my lips to his and kiss him deeply and his hands just grasp the back of my boxers harshly. I grin at him and lift up slightly so that my hands grab his boxers, pulling his hips up to get rid of the offending material. He smiles shyly back and his hands push down my boxers as well. I take one of the lube packets and let the rest stay in a little pile next to Walter’s stomach. I see his eyes panic just a little more as I raise the packet to my lips and tear it open.
I smile gently at him. “Timmy?” He smiles a bit more and looks at me waiting for me to go on but not speaking at all. “Hold your hand out for me.” I tell him trying to get him involved enough so that he won’t be able to think of anything else. He does it looking at me a bit confused until I pour the lube out into his waiting palm. I dip my first three fingers into the gel making sure they generously coated. Then I kiss him deeply and while we kiss I place my fingers first at his entrance then I push in my first finger.

He groans slightly and once again he just clenches his muscles around the intruding digit. I thrust my finger in and out of him until he moans slightly. I insert a second finger and scissor them inside of him. Still I don’t even attempt to find his prostate just yet. My other hand goes to his much hardened phallus and I feel him thrust into my hand almost as soon as I grasp him. Only once he does this he makes my fingers slide out of him and he bucks back onto my fingers making me hit his prostate and he moans loudly. I grin at his face and place my third finger in as well now just thrusting the fingers in and out hitting his prostate constantly. “Nny I’m close.” He tells me and my guess as to why is that he doesn’t want this to end just yet.

I lick his throat teasingly and continue to thrust my fingers in. “Then cum.” I tell him lightly my lips right next to his ear and then I lick the shell of it. He moans and thrusts forward into my hand again before spurting his seed all over my hand and our stomachs. I kiss him again and then I feel his lube slicked hand moving down and stroking me. But I know that I need to stop him or I just won’t care. “Timmy wait don’t do that.” He looks at me seeming confused yet his hand doesn’t really listen. I move my hands off and out of him and now he does stop looking even more confused. I kiss his cheek very lightly, “Don’t get ahead of the game baby, I’m not even wearing a condom yet.”

“It doesn’t matter.” He answers quickly and I can tell that he is too far gone to care. Still I pull away from him more and grab the condom ripping it open with my teeth. His hand moves back to my cock and I groan at the friction of his slicked hand slipping up and down.

“It matters.” I say hardly able to keep myself believing my own words as I push his hand away. He watches me impatiently as I roll the condom on and the instant it’s on his hand returns making me moan again. I move back to lie between his legs as his more then insistent hand continues stroking me. I grab his wrists and pull his hands up over his head moving to hold both with just one of my hands. He grins at me even more. My other hand goes to my condom clad erection and I position it at his virginal hole. I thrust in and he yelps more then moans but his face doesn’t really look dissatisfied. He tenses around me and I keep myself from thrusting in the rest of the way because I don’t want to hurt him. I kiss his lips very softly. “Just relax. I’m not even in all the way yet.”

His muscles clench around me even tighter and I groan, wanting to thrust into him even more. But then he relaxes some and a little more until I feel him pushing back on his own letting me penetrate him inch by inch. He moans as I push against his prostate and so not being able to help myself, and feeling him relaxed probably as much as he will be, I thrust into him the rest of the way. We both moan at my action yet his muscles clench around me again. He pants for a few moments not moving at all and I do my best to keep still until he is ok. He sighs heavily and then I feel him relax again and I wrap my hand around his erection and pump him a few times, feeling that he is completely erect regardless of the fact that he came just a few minutes ago. “Move.” His voice shakily grounds out and I kiss his flushed cheek knowing I am grinning widely.

I pull out most of the way and then thrust back into him making him yelp again but not as much as he did the first time. “Damn you feel good.” I tell him my voice moaning as I talk and he blushes at my words. I grin at him and kiss him deeply still moving as we kiss. My hand moves on him at the same rate I thrust into him and then I hear him actually moan again and I move faster and harder not being able to help myself yet I don’t hear any objections. His arms tug at my grip on his wrist and I smirk at him and just thrust into him harder tightening my grip as well. He moans again and I feel my stomach tightening regardless of the fact that we haven’t been going for very long. “You close babe?” I ask him not wanting to cum without him and he just nods, his flushed face looking the most delighted I’ve ever seen it. I thrust into him as hard as I can manage to set him over and he goes along with it his release spilling all over our stomachs yet again. His climax pulls me into my own and I cum hard.

My hand sweeps over his cheek feeling how sweat covered his face is. He grunts slightly and shifts around my dick that is slowly starting to go limp. I move out of him knowing that I need to get the condom off and really seeing no other reason because I would much rather stay. He looks at me his eyes seeming unable to focus completely and I smile at that. I take off the condom and bury it partially in his trashcan, which luckily for me isn’t empty. I walk back to the bed and lie down next to him. I look at him, naked and still partially covered in his own cum. I lick off his seed, cleaning him slowly, then my hand wipes off the cum that’s on me and I lick my hand clean as well. All the time Walter just watches me saying nothing but grinning all the same.
I smile at him and mess up his hair slightly making him grin at me even more. “Go to sleep baby, I know you’re tired.” I tell him and he kisses my neck very softly as we spoon each other. We both fall off into an easy careless sleep.