Only You Sweetheart

Charlotte couldn’t bear to look at him, she heard him unzip his jeans and take them off, and she honestly thought she might just pass out from the fear that was building up inside of her by the second. She knew he was looking at her as he got unchanged – she had never felt so scared and humiliated before in her life, there she was sitting naked in front of a man who was beating, torturing and assaulting her, keeping her hostage and generally making her life hell and she was just letting it happen, there was no way out of it unless she escaped. She had to do what he said unless she wanted to be beaten, raped and even more cruelly tortured - because she just knew he could be a lot crueller and do a lot more sinister things to her then he had already done.

She knew she was shaking and it wasn’t from the water because it was still hot against her skin, she knew he could see she was shaking as well by the way he kept putting a hand out rub rubbing her shoulders. Every time he touched her she would just shake her head and moan slightly. He wasn’t getting in yet, the tension building up was killing Charlotte she turned to look at him and wished that she hadn’t he was fully naked now just standing there looking at her, he walked towards the bath making her gasp. He couldn’t get in, the thought of him touching her whilst them both being naked sent shivers down her spine and for all the wrong reasons, she hated his touch when they were fully clothed and the fact that he went from being insanely angry and psychotic to being sickly loving and gentle by the touch of a button freaked her out way too much.

“Move up baby” he whispered to her. She just froze, fear had overcome her by now and she just couldn’t move, she wasn’t there. She was far away from this hell, happy and content, enjoying her own company, not being disturbed by anyone or anything. It took a few seconds before she felt his hand on her back that almost made her jump out of her skin; he was gently pushing her forward. Without thinking she budged forward and the realised what a vital mistake she had just made.

She felt him step into the bath behind her, she felt his chest stroke against her back as he sat down, her eyes clenched shut as his legs spread round her and slid next to both of hers, his hands ran down her arms and he kissed the nape of her neck, sighing slightly. Charlotte costilstill feel herself shaking slightly, this couldn’t be happening to her, she didn’t deserve this she was a good person!

His fingers gently brushed over the bite mark he had left on her arm, it made her wince in pain as the mark was still sore, his fingers continued to tenderly rub over it.
“I’m sorry for doing that to you darling but you made me angry” Charlotte could of screamed at him but what was the use, she was angry and she wasn’t biting him. She wasn’t beating him and making him miserable.
“It wasn’t my fault” was about all she could say, it wasn’t threatening or at all altering to the situation but it was all she could manage. She would have loved to have been intimidating but she knew there was no chance in hell of that happening, for one she didn’t think she had it in her too be intimidating to Nina let alone a crazy guy that was bigger and stronger then her.

She felt his soft kisses over her back and his hands were now massaging her neck and shoulders, Charlotte accidentally let out a small moan. Her body ached and throbbed from where he had knocked her about and any gentle massaging was going to feel nice, it just wasn’t great that they happened to be the same hands that caused the damage in the first place.

“Please … stop,” she begged him, she just wanted to sleep. She wanted to leave this nightmare even for a few hours “I need … to go to sleep”
He pulled her back so that she was resting against his chest, his chin resting on her head “We will be going to bed straight after our bath” he whispered, his hand stroked past her stomach, she weakly tried to get out of his grip but she was to fragile to even struggle, she felt where his hand was going and she knew it was going to make her feel even worse then she already did.

He gently separated her legs all the while continuing to kiss her neck, ears and shoulders “don’t worry” he spoke softly to her, if he knew she wasn’t going to like it why was he doing this to her.
“Please … don’t” if she had full energy right then Charlotte would be fighting with all her might, she’d be screaming and shouting and struggling as hard as she could, feeling feeble and unable to stop him from taking advantage of her made her feel physically sick.
“I’ll be gentle,” he purred into her ear “Just relax and try to enjoy it”
Charlotte continued to struggle as much as her body could, she tried to close her legs but he was too strong for her.
“Babe don’t struggle, it’ll be worse for you if you do” he was speaking softly still but there was warning in his voice. “Relax”
Charlotte couldn’t accept defeat but once again he had left her no choice, she let out a small cry as she fell back against his body shaking more then ever for what was about to come. She felt his finger slide into her, making her gasp, Charlotte fought against every sensation she was feeling, she fought she might have been winning until he slide another finger in making her back arch slightly. The tears streamed down Charlotte’s cheeks as she quietly begged him to stop, he was ignoring her by now, too lost in his own thoughts and emotions to answer, feeling her warmth begging him to touch her.
Charlotte’s body was betraying her, she felt the rush of pleasure rush through her body against her own will, she fought back the feeling as much as she could but a small moan still reached her lips making Matt moan as well. His teeth gently scraped her neck as he sucked at her skin, breathing heavily and dwelling in the fact that as much as she had fought him she still felt the pleasure that his fingers had created.

Charlotte was disgusted with both him and herself. She’d lem knm know that he’d made her feel good even if just for a few minutes, he was winning. Not again. She wouldn’t let him touch her like that again. She hated him so much and he had no right to force this upon her. He gave her one last kiss on the neck before getting out of the bath and wrapping a towel around his waist he then opened one up for her. Charlotte cringed slightly and then reluctantly stood up and let him wrap the towel around her, she knew his eyes ran down her body and the feeling of revulsion took over her again.

He led her back to the bedroom, it was only as she began to walk again that Charlotte felt the throbbing from her earlier beating succumb her again, especially in her chest. The pain repeatedly surged through her chest making breathing very tender, she put her hand on her chest and stopped walking making Matt turn to her, his eyes looked worried. “What’s wrong?” she knew he was concerned, bastard, she she wasn’t going to explain that it was his kicks to her chest that was making it now an agony to move. She continued to walk to the bedroom; going to sleep was the only thing making her feel better. Sleep all of a sudden seemed like the greatest thing on earth.

As she reached the bedroom, Matt had already pulled the sheets back.
He was still looking concerned, good, it served him right. She hoped it was eating him up inside knowing that it was him who had caused this pain.
“Darling you look exhausted” Was he kidding. “Get into bed babe, you’ll feel better in the morning”
“Clothes … I need … some, some clothes … please” she wasn’t getting into abed with him naked, he would touch her and feel her and she wouldn’t sleep at all, she would just lie there in fear wondering if at any moment he would crawl on top of her and …. Charlotte shook her head angrily.
“Your underwear is in that drawer over there” Matt pointed to the corner, Charlotte struggled to bend over, she pulled what she wanted out and then looked at Matt, he was staring at her in awe.
“Do you have … any painkillers?” she was in need for some and it would get him out of the room. Matt reluctantly went to get some from the kitchen as Charlotte quickly changed into her underwear, wishing she knew where some more of her clothes were that she could sleep in. Matt came back in with a glass of water not long later and handed her pills “They will make you sleep better as well” he said.
Charlotte looked at them uneasily, she could be taking anything but by that point she just didn’t care, she took them quickly. “Where are the rest of my clothes,” she asked quietly. “It doesn’t matter” he rubbed her shoulder “You’ve got enough on now, get into bed” Charlotte reluctantly crawled into bed, it was warm and soft and her body snuggled against the sheets, she held her breath as Matt slid in next to her and wrapped his arms around her body, his face caressed her neck. “Goodnight baby, you’ll feel better in the morning”
Charlotte’s eyes were already drooping shut; she knew she would have tmartmares, except this time she wouldn’t be escaping them when she woke up.

Matt was so unbelievably blissful with how things ad gone, he couldn’t stop smiling. Charlotte had been asleep for over an hour now, her breathing was soft and every now and then she let out a small moan, her head was resting on his shoulder and she smelt so good. He was reminiscing the whole bath time earlier on, how she looked as she removed her clothes, how her body responded to his touch what her skin tasted like.
He knew more then ever that they belonged together, she may not know it yet but she would eventually, she just had to stop disobeying him. Tomorrow he would show her there was nothing to fear, tomorrow he’d move on to the next stage. He knew she’d fight but he had everything ready, she wouldn’t struggle, he still had plenty of drugs to keep her calm and the handcuffs were safely by the bed. Tomorrow they would make love and she’d be even closer to realising that she loved him. Soon they’d be together forever.