THERE'S NOTHING BEYOND THIS POINT

She was a beautiful girl. Her name was Kitsumekat. We met online, yes it

does work out sometimes. She finally agreed to come and visit me. We met

at a little carnival near the beach. I liked the way she was dressed. She

wore a black dress, red stockings, and a blue jacket. She also wore a Beret

, the kind you buy in a second hand store. Her hair was clean and her skin

was awesome except for that one tiny zit on her nose.  It was so cute I

thought.

We made small talk and smoked half a pack of Newports. She said I was a lot

better looking than she thought I'd be.

"What did you think I'd look like?"

"Oh, some redneck from the KKK or whatever, you know, an inbreed racist

republican."

"I've never voted republican in my life, although I would have if someone

paid me to do it."

We rode a few rides and smoked some more.  We held hands in the haunted

house. Her hand was very soft and warm. I squeezed it gently and she

sighed, at least I thought she did. Later we went for a drink. We  had

some wine and she looked bored. This made me feel desperate so I leaned

forward and kissed her lightly on the lips.  She frowned at first but then

she smiled and I kissed her again.

We danced for awhile. I'm a terrible dancer, very clumbsy, yes clumbsy, not

clumsy. But she didn't laugh at me.

"You dance like a crackhead,"she said.

"I am a crackhead." I replied quite honestly.  My church kicked me out

and my Mom threw away all my ABBA records."

"What do you listen to now," she asked?

"The Nelsons."

"The who?"

"No, the Nelsons...but it isn't important...wanna see my place?"

We climbed into my rusty Taurus and turned the music up loud. "Who is that,

they suck?"

"Its the Nelsons."

"The who?"

"Nevermind."  I put on my old copy of Madonna's first CD and she liked that

better.  She wiggled her cute little ass a bit and I felt the beginnings

of an erection (hardon).

She seemed genuinely surprised at my house, "you live here? Its incredible."

"Yes, I know, it was left to me by my Dad...he died in the war."

"What war?"

I wondered for a moment, "I think it was the one with the tanks and the big

planes that dropped bombs on all those people running around in the desert."

"Oh yeah, I heard about that one, where is your mom?"

"In jail for writing bad checks."

"Doesn't that bother you?"

"Fuck no, we need to get criminals off the streets."

She seemed pleased and leaned in to kiss me. Her sweet tongue darted into my

mouth and I felt her hand very close to my personal area. I was worried she

would see my boner. She put her head on my shoulder and said..."just drive

for awhile."

We drove up to a Taco Bell and got out for a bite.  I ordered a burrito and

she got one too.  "I hope this doesn't give me the shits.  We've been

drinking a lot."

Later we parked in a secluded area. We got out and sat on the hood of my car.

The rust felt crunchy on my backside. Kitsumekat has beautiful thighs, really

strong and athletic looking. I drolled while she blew smoke rings up towards

the moon.  It was really full and awesome. It was a very romantic sort of night.

I mumbled one of my poems. She ignored me and sang a song about a man from

out of her past. I sensed that she had been hurt bad by that man. I put my

arm around her and gave her a squeezed. She put her hand back near my

personal area but it was done in a very innocent sort of way. She took her

jacket off and lay it on the hood before leaning back and making herself

comfortable.  There in the moonlight with her flawless skin she was so

damned lovely. I put my hand in her hair.  She ignored me but her breasts

seemed to rise with more urgency. I had a raging boner by this time as

you might expect.

"I need a job," she said.  

"I need a better one..." I replied and lit another smoke while admiring her

lovely yellow stockings...or were they red...I'm very color blind  you see.

Been that way a long time. It sucks and fucks me up sometimes.

"I'll pay you fifty bucks to cut my grass," I said stupidly.

She smiled..."I'll take the job if you do most of the work."

"What part will you do?"

"I will lay out there in my bikini and get some sun...deal?"

"Deal...do I pay in advance."

"No, but isn't it time...you know..that you made an advance?"

"I kissed her hard on the lips...my hand went to  her ample chest."

Her tongue nipped at my ear and her thigh ground against my groin...it

was heavenly man.

"Oh, I got to go pee..."

I crawled off of her and she scurried into the bush. I heard tinkling

sounds and smoked again.  When she returned she had taken off her wig.

"My God! why did you shave your head?"

"Don't you like it?"

"Well yes of course but its a bit of a surprise..."  Actually I was

stunned although she looked damn sexy with that crew cut thingy.

"Can I ask you something?" She said and picked at the zit on her nose.

"Sure anything."

"Does your dick stay hard like that all the time?"

I was thankful it was dark so she couldn't see the many shades of red

that my face had surely turned. "Its something about you Kitsumekat...

you are so freaking hot man."

"Well that's true, lets go and get another bottle."

Later that night we lay and bed and watched a movie.  We didn't have

sex, just a bit of necking. I went into the bath and jacked off in

the shower...it made me feel better.  We watched an old movie called

Behind Office Doors.  As my computer screen flickered in glorious shades

of black and white we sat mesmerized by the tale of the hard working

secretary who was in love with her boss, a boss that seemed to be a drunken,

self absorbed ass. I didn't like the way it ended but Kitsumekat did.

I blurted out..."I love you Kitsumekat!"

She merely shrugged, "I know, you and lots of other horny guys."

"Don't you like me back a little," I know...I was pathetic and maybe

drunk too.

"You're ok but I don't put out on first dates."

I excused myself and wet outside and sat on my steps.  It was cold but

I sat there and cried.  I could sense something was wrong. Suddenly she

was there beside me, topless. She put her arms around me and kissed me

softly. "Cry all you want," she said..."I do that to guys you know."

And that is how our first dated ended...with me crying like a baby and her

holding me while half naked. I will never forget it although the entire

thing is only a fantasy. Love is so unforgiving.


 


Love in the Afterlife by meanus