Unwanted

If you love someone, you can hold his hand and be happy with just that...





You need more....you need the warm of his little body against you...hearing soft moans, whispering your name between gasps...feeling him squirm under your weight....his hot muscles around your lenght when you take him....hard and fast like he is asking you to do to him...claim him as your own...knowing that he would never feel this way with another being in this world...



-I need you...



you whisper softly....from behind....you know he didnt like when you wrap your arms that way, but you did it anyway...



you need to be sure...



-....I...´m not...ready....please....



you need to feel him yours....you need to forget...



-I´ll be carefull....promise...



he is shaking...inside the protection of your arms...how could he dont notice that you never would hurt him...in anyway?...



-..please....



he begs....but your lips descend on him....claming....marking....taking...



You didnt hear any of his protests....you didnt see the tears in his eyes....you didnt flinch when his nails broke your skin...



You need him...and you know that he needs you too...



You belong to each other...



He belongs to you....





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She was there, listening the boy....he was shaking all over again...



-He hurt you....



-No,....we love each other....I...i was just scared at the begining....



she took the boy´s hands, and squeezed gently...looking at his eyes...



-He loves you doesnt he?...



he nodded...



-Then he needs to respect your decissions aswell....Do you tell him "no" ?



he was silence....



-But i...i debt him that....



-You dont debt anything to anybody....just to yourself...



he bit his lips, and look away....a single tear run down...



She raised from her position...he didnt let her....



She let him hug her...he was so lost now...so vulnerable...how could she wish there was one human in this world to love that hurt little creature like he deserves...



-You have people who love you...i love you too...



his arms tightened his hold around her waist...sobbing hopeless against her, she just stood there passing long fingers through his hair...staring through the window glass at the eyes of the one she knew can be that human being...





...but love is something you cant manipulate....





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And sometimes the line between yourself control and your true feelings....just break away...



-You´re stupid enough to force yourself on him!



-Our private life doesnt have anything to do with you!



There are two friends, they knew each other from years now, they know everything about them, they shared secrets, they talked a lot about their latest conquers, the lovers they had, until the little boy came to their life....



He knew him before his best friend, and he knew he could love him only, despite the long list of names in his agenda, but when his best friend knew him...



He was the one who notice those brown eyes in love....



He lost him....to the man at his front right now...



-But he needed to heal!..He needed time!



-I´m not having this discussion with you!..You have nothing to say in this! You are not his lover! I AM!



-You stealed him from me...



-What?!



He knew his control was nule in that moment, his best friend just cursed under his breath, and turned away to just leave...



-I loved him!...I do still!



-Shut up!



-But is true!....I love him!!...



They didnt know who throw the first blow...but they didnt care, they couldnt refrain the violence of their fists...not the blood, not the screams at their sides, trying to separate them, could do anything....



just when he was on the ground with his best friend over him, ready to punch him again...



...they noticed him...



the little form was hugging his best friend, begging him to stop,



the black haired boy just lyed there, tasting blood in his mouth, clenching his fits...staring at the eyes of his rival...







tbc