hidding

~~~**~~~Chapter Five~~~**~~~


confusion played it's way to the red head's face.” okay lets go to my room so the rents don't get involved in what ever it is we need to talk about.
Catherine fallowed Amy to her room deep in thought and a feeling of lose she was confused at, what did it mean.
"You and jess have been spending allot of time together, Why is that?"
"we are friend now, why do you care anyway." Amy said in darkened tone that hurt.
"I know Amy...I saw you kiss her."
the red heads face was pale along with her eyes.' oh my god this is not good what if she tells someone, what if she hates me what if she tells my parents." a million thoughts flew through her mind as she looked in Catherine’s hazel orbs.
"Amy why didn't you tell me, I would have understood. it hurts me that you kept this from me something as big as your sexuality."
"I was scared that you would hate me or you might tell people and that is the last thing me and jess need right now you know?"
Catherine nodded.” Amy you should have trusted me with this you know that I am your best friend and that I would not have hated you. I sure as hell would not have told people cause I would not want to cause you that much pain or jess that much pain for that matter."
Amy walked the few steps to Catherine with a smile on her face, wrapping her friend in a hug she spoke softly.” thank you cat for understanding, I know that a few of or friends would have a spas attack had they seen me kissing jess."
the next question Catherine asked surprised the redhead.” Do you love her Ames?"
There was no thinking needed on the redheads part.” yes." she stated firmly.
"Does she love you?"
"for the first time I can say that the person I am with actually does love me and is not just saying she does for the sake of saying it. You should see the look in her eyes cat, It amazes me that I am the cause o that happiness in her. Remember back to last season, she was so out of it and never looked happy unless she was on the soccer field, she told me that the only reason playing soccer made her so happy was because she was able to see me every day."

Cat smiled at her friend she had never seen her talk this way about anyone before and this fact made her happy. She had been in a bad way though no one but cat knew this and since Jessica and her had been hugging out Catherine had noticed that her friend was returning to her former self once more

"Okay...um I have to go home I told mom I would only stay for a minute...call me later if you want someone to talk to."
with that said she exited the house with a smile on her face.

A voice was heard from outside Jessica’s door not tow minutes after she got home for work and started to get ready to go get Amy.
"Jess...Are you home I need to talk to you."
"Kyrah?" Jessica said opening the door, seeing a red puffy eyed brunette standing there looking defeated.
"Can I come in I need to talk to you?"
Jessica stepped aside confused as to why kyrah had been crying then showing up at her front door. She stepped away from the door without shutting it.
"sooo,...what is it you needed to talk about, why have you been crying?" she sat next to kyrah on the couch.
kyrah looked at her with pleading eyes.” I think that I made a mistake it telling you I was fine with us splitting up..."

She sat silent not sure of how to react to the statment. 'why are you telling me this now, I hope you don't expect me to leave Amy cause that is the last thing I will do.' Jessica thought as she looked into brown eyes. "what do you want me to say?"

Her brown eyes filled with the salty liquid once more.’ I knew coming here was a bad idea.' she thought standing up.

Jessica watched as she got to her feet. she wanted her to leave but she was not the person she had been two years ago, she could not let her leave like that. thinking that she hated her in reality she still cared fro her but did not have fallings past friendship for her.

"wait kyrah, I can't let you leave like this I just...I love Amy you knew that before you got involved with me that I had feelings for her I always have and I am not going to gibe that up now that I have her I mean would you...I care for you but it is only friendship that I see fro us and I don't want you to hate me for this I know you love me, but I cannot return that felling for you." she explained all at once she had stopped herself realizing that she was rambling.

"yes jess I understand but I do love you and that will not change...I will not come between you and Amy though."

The brunette wrapped her in a hug.” Thank you for understanding this all." she said giving her ex-girlfriend a gentle squeeze before letting her go.

Outside her eyes weld up with moisture as she watched her girlfriend hug another woman.” how could she do this to me?" her red hair flared out as she turned to leave running the whole way to her house, only to leave seconds after she arrived she needed to find Catherine. There was no one for her to turn to other then her mother and she did not want to worry her mother with this so she decided to go to Catherine’s place.

The mustang pulled into the drive way with gentle hum. She stepped out and walked to the front door with a smile on her face. she was so glad she was going to be able to see Amy.
On the third knock she tried the door, locked.’ what the heck is going on I told her that I would pick her up when I was done work." defeated Jessica returned to her car and drove for a little while until she spotted a familiar figure walking slowly down the sidewalk.

"Amy." she said pulling the car up to the side of the road getting out to catch up to her girlfriend when she didn’t stop apron hearing her name being called.
"What's wrong baby?" she said when she reached the redhead.

'just go away jess, I cannot deal with seeing you right now.' is what she wanted to say but she figured she should explain herself.
"I saw you and her jess you were in you living room when I showed up there, How could you do this to me?" she asked her voice weak and horse from crying so much.

"what are you talking about baby...." and then it hit her. Amy had saw her hug kyrah and she thought there was something going on between them."no.no.and no I was not doing anything out of place certainly not cheating on you Amy, she wanted me to leave you but I told her I wouldn't and explained myself a bit...she said she understood." she paused looking deep into Amy’s blue eyes.” I gave her a comforting hug because she had been crying and I hate it when girls cry so I said thank you to her understanding and letting me and you be together without her interfering."

She said nothing as she waited for her to continue.

"It was nothing more then that...okay I love you and I would not risk losing you over something so stupid." she said pulling Amy into a hug.” okay baby do you believe me?" she asked uncertainly.

Amy spoke no words again only nodded as Jessica brought their lips together. she did believe her and was kicking herself for thinking such things there was no way that she would do that to her and she knew it. She smiled inward as she and her girlfriend kissed, thinking that all her problems were finally dieing down.

She was wrong in thinking this when her problems were just beginning and her and Jessica would have to face allot tougher situations to come.
Jim was driving by and he screeched the van to a stop upon seeing his daughter kissing one of his other female players.
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Okay guys sorry to leave you hugging like that but I have to keep you coming back somehow right?*grins wickedly*
I should have the next chapter up by next week.

keep reviewing please I don't get enough feedback from you guys, I think I may stop this story here if I don't get anymore reviews soon, not to be a bitch about it but I think that you guys don't like it so I will take it off unless you tell me otherwise.