My Beloved Shadow

Michael’s tongue presses against Nick’s lips and Nick opens them, letting Michael in. Nick doesn’t plan on fighting this, he’ll let Michael have his way, but he won’t enjoy it. Hell, he doesn’t even like guy’s.

Michael moves away from his lips, kissing his chin, down his neck. His lips and tongue trace a path along Nick’s chest. Finding Nick’s nipple he runs his tongue along it, gently taking it between his teeth and tugging on it. Then he moves his attention to the other nipple, giving it just as much attention.

Nick closes his eyes at the sensations Michael’s touch is sending through his body. When Michael started kissing down his chest again, his tongue moving in and around his belly button, he felt himself react to the touch. By the time Michael made it to Nick’s cock it was slowly becoming erect.

Michael smiles to himself as he feels the struggle going on inside of Nick. He knows that Nick doesn’t want to enjoy it, but his body has other idea’s. Michael runs his tongue along the tip of Nick’s cock, taking just the tip into his mouth. Nick’s body shivers almost violently at the contact.

Nick starts to panic a little, he isn’t suppose to be enjoying this but he can feel himself respond to what Michael is doing. His mind might not like it but his body does. Feeling the panic in Nick, Michael draws his cock completely in his mouth, effectively quelling the panic and replacing it with something else altogether.

Michael runs teeth and tongue along Nick’s cock as he moves his lips back and forth. Nick clutches at the sheet, eyes still closed, sweat coating his face, his body. He’s still trying to fight the feeling, but at the same time he knows that he’s losing. When Michael starts to suck on his cock, his tongue moving around, all thought vanishes from Nick.

Michael can feel the pressure build up inside Nick and knows that, for the moment at least, he’s lost the battle with his body. Michael, of course, is turned on by the whole thing. Before Nick can find release, Michael turns him onto his stomach.

Since Nick had come willingly Michael is going to make certain he enjoys the whole thing. Hands resting on Nick’s hips, Michael presses his face against Nick’s ass, his tongue slipping between. He finds Nick’s hole and explores it leisurely with his tongue.

Nick is drawn back to reality a moment when he’s flipped onto his stomach, images of the pain Michael had caused coming to his mind. When no pain comes he starts to relax, tensing up a little when he feels Michael’s tongue. Michael moves back and inserts a finger into Nick, and then another, and a third. Nick squirms beneath him but doesn’t say anything to try to get away.

Michael takes his fingers away, going back to it with his tongue to make certain it’s wet enough. Michael moves away again and lays his body the length of Nick’s, kissing his back and nipping the skin gently there. He doesn’t give Nick any warning when he starts to push himself inside Nick.

Nick’s mind starts to panic as he feels Michael enter him again. It doesn’t register at first that it doesn’t hurt like before, it’s enough that all the pain from the first time comes flooding back to his mind. He struggles beneath Michael.

“Shhh, lay still.”

Michael says into his hear and he stops struggling almost immediately. He had said he was coming willingly, he couldn’t go back on that. Michael pushes his cock all the way inside Nick carefully, then slowly draws it back out. He starts to build of a soft, gentle, rhythm as he nuzzles Nick’s neck.

Nick starts to relax again, realizing that it doesn’t hurt quite as bad as before. That’s when it starts to feel good again to Nick, the moment he relaxes. He finds himself lost once more to what Michael is doing to him. How can he be enjoying this? Hadn’t it been less than a day ago when Michael raped him?

When Michael is certain Nick’s mind is gone from the pleasure, he bites his neck. The flesh that he holds between his teeth he sucks on, working the flesh until he leaves a mark. This would let everyone know that Nick belonged to him.

Michael moves in and out of Nick until he feels his release, Michael comes not long after. He pulls his cock out of Nick’s ass and moves to lay by his side. Michael felt sated, more so than he’s been in awhile. But when he turns to look at Nick, who hadn’t moved yet, he saw that he was crying.

“What’s wrong? I thought you were enjoying it.”

“I was. I shouldn’t… I-I don’t even like guys.”

Michael bursts out laughing. “Is that all? Such a silly reason to cry.”

Nick turns on his side, his back to Michael, and curls up. He had thought he would be able to handle it, just let Michael do what he wanted and be done with it. But he had enjoyed it, had enjoyed every moment of it. It had to be wrong, didn’t it? Michael had raped him, had given him little choice when he took him from his room.

Michael sits up and rolls Nick onto his back. Nick winces a little as his ass touches the blanket, it’s sore again. Michael puts a hand to either side of Nick’s face, forcing the other to look at him.

“There is nothing wrong with enjoying what I do to you, ceylo. I know I enjoyed it.”

Nick closes his eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath and letting it out slowly, when he opens his eyes they’re clearer, the tears dried up.

“Why me? Norris and Jason seem to like you enough, why rape me? I-I don’t like guys, at least I didn’t think so, but you could of-of seduced me.”

Michael smiles but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “It’s who I am, ceylo, I am not a kind person.”

His words are meant to be harsh but Nick’s attention is drawn to the word he’s never heard before. Whenever Michael call him ceylo or meili his voice changes. It becomes softer, less harsh, with the cool caress of a summer breeze.

“What does that mean, ceylo?”

Nick asks, his curiosity overriding everything for the moment. Michael’s smile does turn genuine, his eyes lighting up at Nick’s question. Jason and Norris had never asked about his pet names for them.

“Ceylo means ‘lover’ in my birth language. Meili means ‘beloved’.”

“Who are you really, Michael. What are you? You did something to bring me here so quickly, and you took away my pain.”

If Michael is going to continue this, and Nick has no doubt about that now, he wants to know everything he can about Michael so that he can better understand him. If your going to be in a bad situation it’s better to know how to protect yourself. His mother’s defense had been the begging and constantly rushing to do whatever his father wanted. He didn’t plan on being like his mother, but he wanted to know what would cool Michael down if he ever became angered.



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Don\'t forget to give suggestions on a better title for the story. I think I was going to say more, but I\'ve forgotten. Oh, well.