Life of Zan

I waoke to feeling a bit numb, like I\'d been given painkillers as i sat up and looked around grogily. I found I\'d been propery banages and a fresh set of armor hung on a hanger next to the door. In a moment the mare was standing over more shaking her head.

\"Zan, lay down out I\'ll make you lay down. You make think you\'re the strongest thing out there but you don\'t have chaos or ki or magic or any of those other powers. You\'re on your own and you know it so just chill rest. And since I know you are curious my name is Sirena.\"

I sighed and laided back down and rolled onto my side, turning away from her and covered myself in my wings as it tried to thing of a way out. I was naked and without any powers while she could teleport. If I could just keep my head on straight I could take her. But I needed to get out, to slay evil and continue to make all of them pay! It may have be vengeful zeal but I wanted every last evil bastard dead...

I felt Sirena sits down next to me and stroke one of my wings softly. Though it felt good I refused to let her know that as I stared at the way and tried to keep from showing any emotion.

\"Zan, you are going to recover from your wounds and be given affection from me if you want it or not. I\'m just as damn stuborn as you are if not more so. I\'d reconmend just giving in and letting me help you.\"

I suddening got a thought and let out a soft murr from her stroking. If I couldn\'t get past her with force I\'d let her think she seduced me then get away once she\'s warn out and asleep. I could even take the armor with me and be gone. And to be honest days on end of training without breaks had left me a bit in the need... but I couldn\'t let that distract me from wearing her out.

I closed my eyes and tried to butmyself in a meditative state and just let my body react be well I sought out stillness I only got turmoil, half memories of death and destruction as my mind reached out and tried to pulls it\'s thoughts together. It yerned for wholeness but being tailored it couldn\'t do what it normally did. normally my mind found it\'s peice in knowing the truth and in koledge. Knowledge was what blocked my heart but now alot of it was gone.

I growled and turned suddenly, my tail lashing out anf flinging the mare off my before I bolted for the door. I was tainted and I knew it. The darkness that I swallowed when I killed so many people was rising again. I\'d killed my bother Deamon when I was pushed too hard, I murdered Rykin, my friend, when I destroyed Acryla, I killed Sirena when she went insane and she was my sister! My failures led to Angel\'s death...

Pain that I hide was filling my mind till all I could feel was hate towards my self and the world as i lashed out at walls, funature then finally I attacked the mare. She was fast but not as swift as me but she made up for it with strength and focus as she became my punching bag. I screamed my hatred and beat her for it like a drum till she had more wounds and bruises then I did as my fists pounded every part of her I could reach till my energy gave out and I passed out. The last thing I remembered what that tears stung my eyes and that her blood was every where... Why was she so insitant of forcing my control to slip?