Addicted to The Night

Attached to The Night

“What are you doing here? Mika’s supposed to be here with me. Where is he?”

I was furious to wake up from my nap and find Mika gone and replaced by the little blond girl. I was jittery and unstable like a junkie. My body went into slight convulsions but the air wasn’t as cold as my skin was. I couldn’t control myself and it scared me. This fear had me barking at this girl. I took out all my anger on her when she deserved none of it. But I couldn’t stop it.

“He went to get some fresh blood. He’ll be back. I promise.”

I sat hugging myself, knees drawn up to my chest, trying to get a hold of myself. I tried deep breaths to get me to relax but that didn’t help at all.

“What is wrong with me?” I implored. I tried not to cry. Not to show her how afraid I was of myself. Of my own body.

“You’re just going through a little withdrawl, Aidan. You’ll be fine once you get some blood in your system. You need a lot when you first turn.”

I curl up in a ball and she looks at me, concerned. “What are you looking at?!” I snap at her. Again, not necessary at all but I wasn’t in charge of my words or actions.

“Maybe I should give you a little something to calm you and keep you going till he comes back.”

I look at her curious as to what she means. She hops off the bed and walks to the door. “Etienne, is the master coming?” I didn’t hear an answer, maybe he was close by and talked in a hushed tone. She came back to the bed and rolled up her sleeve and pins it up around her elbow.

“What are you doing?” I ask her, curiously.

“You need something to tide you over till your feeding. I know what withdrawl feels like. It’s not pretty.”

“Why are you doing this for me? I was so nasty to you.” My conscience finally started kicking in.

“You didn’t mean it…You’re important to the master and he’s important to me. Don’t worry, I’ll pull away before you take too much.”

She inches towards me with her wrist exposed. I hesitantly took her arm. I looked up into her eyes. She was smiling at me. “Go ahead.”

I went to sink my teeth in when Mika burst through the door. “Ingrid. What? What are you doing?” He looked behind himself and walked in closing the door behind him.

“He’s going through withdrawl, master. I just wanted to help.”

“Thank you, Ingrid. I’m very appreciative. I tried to get him someone quickly… You’re excused, Ingrid. Thank you again.”

“Yes sir.”

She got up off the bed and walked out of the room. Mika sat down beside me, running his hand through my hair. And kissing me on the lips. I felt a little better tasting his sweetness. “How are you, love?”

“Can you stop this shaking, Mika? I can’t. It’s taking over.”

He fought the urge to cry and answered me. “Yes, love. I will stop it. I’ve got someone for you. Hold on.”

He got up and quickly made his way to the door. He walked out for a second. I heard him talking to someone but could not make out what he was saying. He returned and walked in with another man that I never saw before. He had short blond hair, sparkling green eyes, and a strong jawline. He was dressed in nice clothes, designer maybe. He was pretty muscular. I don’t like a lot of muscle but I’m not gonna sleep with him, I’m gonna suck out his life force. I released my hold on my legs and lay back on the bed as he entered.

“Honey, this is Tom. He agreed to have the threesome you wanted.”

“Wow, you didn’t tell me he’s as hot as you” Tom started. He looked like he was ready to jump me.

“You’re not bad yourself,” I purred. I was a pretty good actor, I must say.



Mika noticed my acting ability and tried not to laugh. Tom crawled up on the bed with me. “Shit, I can’t believe I’m getting paid for this.”

“Yes, you’ll get your money.” Mika said crawling on the bed too. Mika grabbed Tom from behind and pulled up his shirt.

“Do you want to be dominant or do you want me…?”

“I’m always the dominant one, honey,” I tell him with what I hope is a seductive gleam in my eye.

Mika whispers in his ear, I couldn’t hear what he said, though I could read his mind. My senses were heightening already. I can read his thoughts. I can feel what he means. I think I always could in some way, since we were destined for each other and we had an usually strong connection. But it’s stronger then before. I knew what he was saying to Tom.

‘He loves to suck on necks. Gets him real hard. Give yours to him.’ I smirked at him, still in character. I felt the blood lust taking me over. Tom lowered himself down onto me and showing his neck and all those tasty veins just waiting to get sucked. I rub my hand over the exposed skin and I licked his neck as I checked for the most prominent vein. There it is. I sank my teeth in and I was in heaven sucking his blood. He began to squirm. “No!” He screamed. I was not letting him go. I’m not the strongest man but he’s not gonna keep me from my feeding. Mika held him down to help me.

“Stay put!” Mika shouted. “He just loves this!”

After a few minutes he stopped struggling. I continued draining him, relishing the taste. It’s better than I thought. I was really starting to like being a vampire and that surprises me. Everything was gone. He served no purpose anymore. I tossed his lifeless body off of me and grabbed my lover. I kissed him hungrily, getting blood all over both of us.

“Wow, honey. He got you pretty hard.”

“I don’t know what it is. The blood, maybe. But I like this feeling, Mika.”



“Etienne, get rid of this body, immediately!” He shouted out to him. We didn’t even notice Etienne entering the room. We were too wrapped up in trying to devour the other.

“If this is how you’re gonna be everytime,” Mika started breathlessly, “I can definitely get used to this, angel.”

I grew tired of this dry humping very quickly. “Get these clothes off me honey.” I whimpered into his ear.

It was wonderful how obedient he was. Deftly removing my clothing without a word. I knew I just had to return the favor. Although I was a little impatient, I did yank off his shirt and pants slowly enough to make sure he was on the same level as me.

I wasted no time with things like sucking dick and rim jobs. I wanted him inside me and I did everything I needed to get him there as quick as possible. And since he was only semi hard so it looked like I would have to do more than I had planned on.

“Watching you suck him dry like that got me pretty worked up but not enough, obviously.”

I tried to think of something fast. I felt like I was gonna explode if he wasn’t inside me soon. So, I pulled him down onto me and bit his chest. He screamed out in what I hoped was pleasure. “Love, are you ok?”
“Dammit, Aidan. Warn me next time you do that, so I don’t cum too soon.”

“That felt good?”

“Well, I think I’m ready for that lube now.”

After that night, biting became regular foreplay for us. Our sadistic pleasure. I had already known the effects of biting on my libido but he was not so used to it. I showed him true pleasure and he loved it just as much as me. And of course, every night we would feed, we would fly back to our lair and have the best sex Ir har had in my life… and in my death.

I was so happy like this with Mika. I did everything I did before but differently. I changed my office hours and my meeting hours with Bill, mostly just so I can publish this journal of mine. I’ll make it look like it’s a work of fiction but no one will really know the truth except for close friends and family.

Speaking of family, I tried to stay in contact with my brother, Sheamus. That is one thing I couldn’t let go of when I accepted this life for myself. I loved my brother and his wife, Anna. Especially my little nephew. And now since I have a better way of transportation, I don’t have an excuse not to see them. The first night I went over to their house is the night I remember better than any other.

“Aidan, I guess you didn’t hear the bad news.” Shea began.

Confused and curious as to what he might be talking about, “What do you mean, bud?”

“No, you didn’t.” He paused and looked a bit upset or maybe afraid of how I’d react. “I know you broke up with him and he’s not important to you anymore but… I heard that Nick is dead.”

The color drained from my face, if that was possible. I was numb. “What are you talking about?” I wasn’t sure if the words came out until I saw him try to think of how to say what he had to say.

“He was found dead in an alley. About the time that we thought you disappeared.” He looked about ready to cry and that takes a lot for my brother to get upset enough to shed tears. “His body was drained of blood, Aidan. When you told us what you are now, I thought maybe you…”

I snapped at him, for what reasodidndidn’t know. “Why do you think I’d hurt him?!”

“I sorry but when you told us you were a vampire, we just assumed… I’mry.”ry.”

“How could he…” I caught myself before I revealed too much to them. I didn’t need them getting into my problems. The last thing I wanted was to get them in any trouble with the characters that have become almost like my family in a weird non-familiar sense.

I cut that visit short and flew back to the lair. I let my emotions take over me. I stormed in the door and yelled for him as I stalked down the hall. The little blond girl poked her head out of her room to see what I was up to. “Ingrid, where’s Mika?”

“Master should be in your room, waiting for you.”

rcherched up to the door and burst through it. I found him at the armoire folding our clothes and putting them inside. “Mika, how could you?”

“What’s wrong, angel?”

I was on the verge of tears and he turned to me. I was so upset I knocked the folded clothes clear out of his hands and onto the floor. “Don’t call me that. Why did you do it? I told you not to and you did it anyway.”

He actually looked frightened. Afraid. Of me? Yes, he seemed afraid of me at that moment. And confused. “What are you talking about, Aidan?”

“You know full well what I am talking about, Mikhail. I told you to just leave but you couldn’t. You had to make sure he was out of our lives, didn’t you?”

“This is about him? You’re this upset about him?” He was furious with me.

“He’s dead, Mika. Drained of all his fucking blood. So, don’t deny it!”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about. He was alive last time I saw him. I don’t break my promises.”

“Don’t lie to me Mika! That’s what hurt most of all. He wasn’t gonna do anything to us. He was all talk no action. He didn’t deserve to die. You couldn’t just leave him alone like I asked?”

“I would never lie to you, I would never break a promise to you, and I would never harm you in any way. I didn’t touch him, Aidan!”

“Then, who did?”

“Master,” came the quiet little voice. “What?!” we both snapped at her.

“I know who did it.”

I was confused but eager to know what she knew. Especially if she knew who really killed Nick. Although, I shouldn’t have been as surprised as I was. “It was Etienne, m’lord.”

“What?!” Mika snarled.

“He thought that he could get in your good graces if he did you a favor. And I think he wanted you and Aidan to break up. Please don’t tell him I said anything. He’d have my heart for this, I know it. I just can’t bear to see you two fight. You love each other so much, and lovers should never fight.”

“Thank you very much, Ingrid. Our lips are sealed. But I might have his heart for this disobedience.” Mika assured her.

“And don’t worry, sweetie. Hopefully, you won’t have to hear us fight again.” I felt sick I felt so bad that I immediately assumed it was Mika. That I believed he would go behind my back and break promises he made to me.

She quietly exited the room and I saw Mika turn to me but I couldn’t look him in the eye. “Are you ok, love?” He asked as he stretched out his arms for me.

“I…I can’t believe I thought you would…that you would deliberately go against me like that…But I just thought. When Sheamus told me…I just…”

“It’s ok, angel. You were upset and you needed someone to blame.”

“But not you. Never you. What was I thinking? I love you so much and I know you love me…”

“Yes, and I don’t lie, not to you anyway. If I ever hurt you, honey…I would take my own heart.”

That made me look up at him. Into his eyes. His comment was what sent me over the edge. That was what made the tears flow. “I would never let you do that. I just…I could never live without you, Mikhail.”

“And I wouldn’t live very long without you, Aidan. I couldn’t bear it.”

He reached for me and wiped my tears. Kissing the spot where each stream ended. His fingertips ran though my hair as he kissed. I cried even more. I was so in love with this man that it made me cry sometimes. I would just cry at how perfect it was and how incredibly lucky we both were to find each other after all these decades. It was so right, him and I.

He laid me down on the bed, advising me to rest. I had been through so much today that I needed to sleep. I was feeling tired. And sometimes I would stay up however long I had to just to have him back here. And he did the same for me. No matter how tired I was, I’ve grown accustomed to falling asleep in his arms and I couldn’t sleep any other way. So, I curled with my lover in my arms and drifted peacefully to sleep knowing when I awake he’ll be there to greet me with a kiss.




let me know what you think of this one. I\'m sorry they\'re so far apart I\'m trying to work on them but it takes me forever to get it the way I want it. thanks for being patient.