For Life or Death

For Life or Death





For Life or Death

 

By: Skylar Tomokane

 

 

The How and
Why...

 

 

 

Author’s notes: Ok plps…I own
everything here!!!...Characters, settings, songs, etc. …If you want to use any
of them, please ask me first…I really don’t
have problem with it, it’s just that I want to know and get credit for
them…Some of the songs will probably not be mine, but don’t worry, I’m going to
give credit to the people that did them…Also,
please send me some poems that I could put in the fic…don’t worry,
you’re getting the credit for them…;)

 

Disclaimer:

Skylar: Ok, plp......WARNING THIS IS A YAOI
aka MALE/MALE COUPLING!!!...If you have something against it,
then don’t read…I still don’t hav thr three reviews...plp, I need them to
inspire me to write, you know...you can’t expect me to be able to write good
chapters if none of you review...I have only one review, for crying out
loud...that is not enough to sustain me you know, which reminds me,
feralscarlet, thank you sooooo much for
your review...I guess I should make my friends be more like you and start
reviewing finally...I know you guys didn’t like my cliffhanger, but it felt so
right to stop then... besides, it was so tempting, you know...I was expecting
at least one flame for that, but I didn’t even get that...so, did you plp like
my lemon?...because I haven’t gotten any comments, I’m doing a special behind
the scenes chapter....Actually, I was grounded for a long time and I couldn’t
really write, and now, I feel like I’ve lost my edge so I do not know where to
start...so, here is some behind the scenes(random talk) and a spoiler for next
chapter...

I wanted to tell you
something about the background of the characters...or more like the making of
the characters...first, I made Touya, of course...as you see he was supposed to
be that heartless hot bastard that everyone loves...well, I don’t know why but
he said that he has a heart, and there was nothing I could do to change his
mind...

Then came Sayo...I
tried to make him the friendly guy that has a crush on our dear Touya. As it turned out, he is a total
asshole...actually, I guess he turned out that way because I was basing him on
my ex-boyfriend, but when he became an obnoxious asshole, so did Sayo...all of
my friends can’t stand Sayo...I kind of like him tough...I don’t know...I’m
just weird like that...

Then comes
Kauri...actually, Kauri was a character that I didn’t plan to be more than a
face with a name...He came in as Touya’s bodyguard, but I needed him to live
somewhere so I made him Touya’s friend...I wanted to make Kauri a really cold
person, but when I mentioned pizza, he just started jumping up and down like a
Japanese school girl with Gackt’s autograph...so I didn’t have any say in the
matter...technically, Kauri made his own character...I just went with it...I’m
kind of sorry now, thought...he came out way too giddy...you know, one blond in
the house was enough...but now that Kauri is here, we will drive everyone
crazy...One thing I have nodes about him is his stupid jocks in the exactly
wrong time...and people say that I am immature...what about him?...huh??...he
is more immature than I am, and nobody says anything...

Next is Ryo...for
every one who I haven’t told, Ryo is the shy guy next door, that thinks he is
too low to have anything to do with a rock star...I guess he was really hurt in
the past...I wouldn’t know...he doesn’t want to tell me, even tough I put him
trough a lot of torture for it...he has a lot of secrets that boy, but I
promise I’ll try my best to find them out and tell the whole world...he
deserves it...for lying to me that it’s not true...

Let’s see...we have a
person who is crazy for Touya and is making his life miserable some
times...it’s good her boyfriend doesn’t know about it...then we have a person
who is in love with one of the future
characters...just so you know, I told her because it was her b-day so she got
his pic and now she is crazy about him...if you want to know who he is, ask
her...you’re not going to get anything out of me...*feels some one watching
over her shoulder. She turns around and
finds Touya standing behind her. Her
eyes widen and she jumps up to hug him, but he steps back...last time she
actually saw him was a month ago when he read the last chapter...since then,
Ryo would bring him food in his room, and he wouldn’t go out for anything, and
won’t see anyone either*

 

Touya: Making my life miserable???...don’t tell me you’re talking about
Miko...*he is still standing out of Skylar’s range.”

Skylar:*teary-eyed* Are you still mad at me for writing that
chapter?*she falls on her knees and starts crying*

Touya:*staring at her surprised.
He bends down and hugs her.* No, not any more...*before he can finish,
he hears a scream and when he turns around he sees his most awful nightmare.*

Miko: HOW DARE YOU HUG ANOTHER GIRL???*sees Skylar poking her head from
his embrace and relaxes* Oh, it’s only Skylar...*She claps her hands together*
as you were...

Skylar:*mad*HEY!!!...WHAT DO YOU MEAN “only Skylar”???*she makes a step
towards Miko holding a hammer.*

Miko:*Backing up afraid*I meant that I know you would never take him
away from me...you guys are too close...*turns around and runs away.*

Skylar:*Turns around and looks annoyed at Touya*I hope you’re happy
know!!!...I made one of my very good friends go away so you can breath in
peace...we’re even you know!!!

Touya:*grinning like the cashmere cat* Yep, you were
great...*sarcastically*you should go into acting!!!...Those tears seemed almost
real...

Skylar:*with a hurt look on her face*they WERE real, you
asshole!!!*Turns around and runs off to her room, leaving a really confused
Touya staring at the door...*

 



 

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Rewind:

 

“I knew it was a mistake.” I thought, but too late realized that I had
said it aloud.

“NO!”
Kauri yelled and I felt his arms around me get tighter. “IT WASN’T A MISTAKE!” He yelled and I felt him shaking from the
crying. “It wasn’t a mistake...,” he
repeated whispering.

 

Play:

 

Without answering, I
shook him off and headed for my room. At
the door, I heard Kauri running my way.

“Touya! Touya
wait!” I opened my door and went in; I
was just closing it, when Kauri’s hand stopped it.

“Touya please...I need
you” For the fist time, I saw determination in Kauri’s eyes. He really thought that by talking he can
change my mind, but I knew he was wrong.
I was too scared, and nothing now could change my mind.

“There is nothing to
say...last night was a mistake and we both know it...so please leave me
alone...It never was and it never will be...”

 

 

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DUN--DUN--DUN!!!!!

Hey, I told you I’ll
give you a spoiler, but I meant only the beginning...To be honest, I have no
idea what I’m gonna do the story writes it self...the things are happening and
I am only recording them from Touya’s point of view...You know how people base
their characters on people???...well, Sayo is like my ex, Touya is me and Kauri
is kind of like Miko...which by the way reminds me, Miko is one of the
characters that are coming in the story...she is one of my very good friends,
and I promised her that she will have the chance to be close to Touya...as I
said, she is crazy about him...well, wait for the next chapter plp, and I want
reviews...no reviews=no story...get it???...I hope so....