Shigeru's Predicament

Chapter 4: Siblings and sated cats.

A/N: In this chapter things get finally heated and we have a little porn with plot ;-)

Warnings: M/M, sexual situations between a minor and an adult, oral, anal, mentioning of toys, a bit of angst

I hadn't found any sleep that night and so I was pretty worn out the next day after Kiyoshi's request, or should I say demand?
Hunched over my second cup of coffee I was really trying not to fall asleep while we were eating breakfast. Kiyoshi was looking at me with concern but I didn't know if I should've laughed because of his expression or beating the shit out of him for being the reason I hadn't slept.
It wasn't that I was scared of what Kiyoshi wanted to do, on the contrary to be honest, but what would happen afterwards? Maybe he would be disappointed after all this years of waiting and begging? Maybe he would like it so much that he wouldn't accept my other sexual encounters anymore?
But if I was completely honest to myself: Would I like it so much that I couldn't stand it if Kiyoshi turned his back on me?

And I knew I would love it.

We were watching a movie in the cinema and after that we were eating at some restaurant. I could remember that we had fun, but if someone would ask me what movie we were watching, I wouldn't even know what kind of movie it was.
Sometimes I would catch him when he was looking somewhat guiltily because he knew me good enough to sense that I was distracted the whole time.
So it was strange for both of us to be just like friends the whole day and not behaving like a couple, or just some horny guys who couldn't take their hands off each other. It was even stranger when we went to sleep without even kissing the whole day.

The next morning, or I thought it was morning it was more like noon, a low humming or buzzing awakened me. I was too sleepy to open my eyes so I disregarded it for Kiyoshi's mobile phone that was vibrating and remained in a light slumber.
The buzzing got louder after a while and then stopped abruptly but a short clack aroused my curiosity for good and I opened my eyes slowly.
The first thing that invaded my sight was an array of all of my dildos and vibrators on the bed.
Now wide awake I looked up to see Kiyoshi sniffing at the opened tube of lube. Well, he seemingly had fun while I was sleeping with raiding my nightstand. I let my hand wander over the toys until I found a black double-ended dildo and held it up.
"This one is my favourite." I said half-asleep and looked up to him. He looked at me with a surprised expression, because he didn't notice that I'd woken up, and closed the tube he was holding to put it away.
He reached out for the dildo, but then his hand stopped and he asked warily.
"Because you can use it with some other guy?" I found it somewhat endearing how he was trying to conceal his jealousy and how he always assumed that I would only fuck with guys. He couldn’t really grasp why I liked women as much as men. Maybe he was really 100 % gay.
I sat up with the dildo in my hand and looked at all the toys and was somewhat surprised that I had that many. Well, it sounded stupid, even to me, that I hadn't known it but I never had a reason to take all of my toys out at once so it was kind of unexpected that there were 12 toys. Finally I knew how my money vanished every month. I should really ask the shop to give me a discount, for being a regular customer or something.
"No, I don’t use any of my toys on someone other than myself. That would be unhygienic" After I said that he took the dildo and looked at it intently. I didn't know why but I was somewhat embarrassed because I couldn't read his expression at all. Licking my lips unconsciously I waited for any kind of reaction. But what he did was not in my mind at all.
He took the tip of the dildo in his mouth and sucked on it while looking at me with an unreadable look.
"It's bigger than you." He stated and released it. "Why do you have it anyway when you're not using it for anyone but yourself?"
I was glad that I wasn't one to blush fast, but his actions and questions got me not far from it. So I cleared my throat and tried to conceal my growing erection with the blanket.
Scratching my neck I smirked a bit.
"Uhm, well you know, a normal toy-" I took one of the ordinary dildos that had a flat end and stroked the hard edges with the thumb. "- has kind of sharp edges. And I like it when the toy is, you know, all the way in?"
That was kind of awkward and embarrassing. Not because it was Kiyoshi who was asking these kind of things, but rather the first time talking about what I did when I was pleasuring myself.
He blinked once, twice and I frowned at his lack of reaction. After a while he looked at the double-ended dildo and formed an "O" with his mouth but pressed his lips to a thin line shortly after because he didn't find any words. I was a bit disappointed that he would react like that when I did things like that, but he was looking at some old guy pushing a sound into his cock and that was perfectly normal?
I got up, stretched my back and intended to head to the bathroom when his slightly breathy voice stopped me.
"Like in that video?"
Instantly knowing what he meant I licked my lips and nodded slowly. His eyes widened and then he eyed the dildo hotly. "Wow, that's - just wow, I mean, I have thought about that a lot and imagined what you'd look like - " He threw the dildo away and scrambled over the bed until he stood in front of me. I wanted to flee as I saw his frantic look but he grabbed me forcefully as he was pleading.
"Forget all I said the day before yesterday! I just want you to do what you said and I want to look. Please!"
I've never ever seen him like that. He’d never behaved like that as long as I knew him and it was kind of frightening that he could be so obsessed with a thing that he would behave in such an odd way.
"Kiyoshi -" I was at a loss on words and he looked crestfallen at me and sat on the bed.
"You don't want to do it at all, do you?" His forearms slumped over his knees and his gaze wandered to the floor. I thought my heart was breaking as I saw him like this and I stroked his hand with one of my hand as I sank on my knees.
I took his face in both of my hands and looked at him sternly.
"I've told you why I would rather not do it. But I've never said I won't do it with you." I stroked his cheeks with my thumbs and held his gaze firmly.
"I don't want you to get your hopes up in finding something in me that I cannot fulfill. I've only brought you pleasure in the past few years and never demanded anything. But I'm a very selfish lover, Kiyoshi. I don't sleep around because I'm a person that is addicted to sex or loves to pleasure other people. On the contrary I love the kick when these people search for me and go to the bar I've picked them up in hope they will find me, because they couldn't forget me. I'm not the nice person you may see in me."
I felt nothing as I wiped the tear away that was running down his cheek. He looked confused and hurt but it was time that I was telling him the truth, even if these tears were the last thing I would see of him.
Taking my hands away I stood up. "I'm giving you some time alone. It would be nice if you'll tell me when you go home."
I was at ease because I felt nothing.

In the bathroom I plugged the bathtub and filled it with warm water. While the water was running I washed my hair and brushed my teeth.
I got in the bathtub and closed the tap.
As I was laying in the bathtub all the feeling I hid in front of Kiyoshi came back to me in full force.
I wanted to drown myself in the water for being so stupid. It would have been a lot easier if I hadn't said a thing. We could've just fucked and he would've moved on and found some other guy or we would've just continued to fuck. But he was the first person I wanted, no, I needed to tell what was going on inside my head.
While I was soaking in the water, I held back the urge to just go back to him and tell him that it was a lie and begging him to stay. Closing my eyes, as I heard the bedroom door opening and closing, I stroked my hands through my hair and held them on the back of my head.
I’d never felt like that in my whole life. I knew that I didn’t love him in a romantic way. He wasn’t that sweet kind of human I’d search for as a partner. But somehow I came always back to him even though I knew I would never gain any pleasure of him.
But was this even true? He was the only one I wasted voluntarily my time with and enjoyed it quite a bit. And that wasn’t only meant in a sexual manner. I loved it when he’d call because we haven’t seen in weeks and he just wanted to talk to me like a friend without any ulterior motives. I couldn’t say that of all the other “friends” I had. Maybe it was my own fault for giving in when all of my “friends” wanted sex.
Apparently I wanted them to be with me forever and thought it was the only way to ensure that they’d never go away.

I wouldn’t lose a thought on my family often, because I didn’t see a reason to, but I thought it was their fault that I was so scared of losing someone. I shouldn’t complain, because my parents were loving people and my step-sister, Sayuri, was even cuter, but their divorce and the separation of Sayuri and me, were hard on me.
I’d lived with my father after the divorce and he tried really hard to give us a good life, but since he had to pay alimony for my sister and had to pay for our living expanses he was very short on time, so I had enough time to do things, little boys shouldn’t be doing. With the help of Sayuri I got away from drugs and excessive alcohol consumption when I was nearly 20. It wasn’t easy to get acknowledged for being a Caucasian male with blond hair, even though I was born in Japan.
My mother came from Germany to Japan 25 years ago and met my father, well, not really genetic father but I’ve never met my real father, and they married real quickly. He lost his wife a year before in a car accident and had to care for his little daughter on his own.
After 2 years into the marriage I was born and it was hard to hide the fact that I was a blond blue-eyed baby even though my mother was a brunette Caucasian with brown eyes and her husband a perfect specimen of a Japanese man.
I only overheard in a fight between my parents that my genetic father seemed to be some business man from Sweden. It seemed strange to me, after hearing that, that my father wanted me to live with him even if I wasn’t related in blood, but he told me as I was 15, and was really high from some pills or something, that he wanted me to grow up with a father who cared because my real father wasn’t even acknowledging my existence.
My sister was happy that she could live with mother, because she never had the chance to do all the woman-things with her own mother and wasn’t so keen on living with an overworked man like our father. So in the end I was more Japanese in my behaviour than my sister but my father got compassionate looks when he was visiting my school for a play or something and people whispered behind our back why he would raise a bastard like me. He took the critique with a stoic face, but I knew from the tightening of his shoulders when he heard something like that, that it affected him pretty much.
Nowadays I had a friendly relationship to my parents but beyond any special occasions, like birthdays, we won’t meet. Only my sister was calling once a week and visited at random times without announcement. I didn’t think she would believe me that I’m off drugs and alcohol, but I couldn’t blame her for being overcautious because she’d seen me at the lowest point in my life.
Besides Kiyoshi she is the only one who knew of my sexual escapades, but she never said a bad thing about that. Her only concern was that I wouldn’t protect me while having sex with strangers.
Sometimes I thought that my obsession on protecting myself while having sex was remembering her pleading face, when she said that she couldn’t help me anymore when I got some serious illness because of not using a condom.

My eyes snapped open as I heard the ringing of the doorbell and shortly after a loud knocking on the front door. Maybe I didn’t heard Kiyoshi going outside while I was in thoughts and he forgot something. So I got up, unplugged the bathtub and put on my bathrobe.
As I opened the bathroom door I was confused seeing Kiyoshi with red, tearstained eyes sitting on the sofa and than furrowed my brows. The knocking got louder and than a female voice from the outside yelled. “I can hear you, you bastard! Open up or I’ll kick down the door”.
After hearing that I jumped to the door and opened it fast to grab the person that was on the other side and just hugged her.
“Woah, normally you’d just tell me to shut the hell up for being so loud”
I laughed slightly at that and motioned her to come in. As I heard a small “Hello” from Kiyoshi I bit my lip and felt slightly apprehensive as I hadn’t heard an answer from Sayuri. After closing the door I turned around only to have my face slapped and I closed my eyes to ignore the stinging sensation on my left cheek.
“Is this some kind of joke? What is this boy doing here? Are you out of your mind?”
She slapped me again for good measure, but I caught her hand before she could slap me a third time.
“Sayuri, calm down.” I said slightly annoyed with her for being so hotheaded about everything.
“Don’t worry I’m going, so you can continue your lover’s spat in peace.” Kiyoshi hissed from behind Sayuri and I let her hand go as he looked confused to him. I just went to the coffee machine and let them on their own, suddenly to tired to solve the problem that just occurred.
As I was preparing the coffee I heard Kiyoshi stomping into the bed room. I was staring at the machine and waited until one of them said anything.
“Shigeru?” Sayuri asked in a menacing tone and I turned around to see her seething and pointing in the direction of the bedroom.
“What the fuck are you doing sleeping around with little boys? He is, what, 15? 16?” She stomped in my direction and grabbed the collar of my bathrobe as I looked at her indifferently. Since that moment I knew Kiyoshi was leaving everything else didn’t matter anymore, so I let her manhandle me and didn’t react.
“You know, that I don’t care what you do all the time, as long as you stay away from trouble, but there is a line I can’t let you cross. First it was alcohol than drugs, and now you fuck children? Aren’t you disgusted with yourself?” She was shaking me now and it must’ve looked somewhat funny for an outside observer because she was 2 heads smaller than me and really fragile. “Talk to me, you goddamn Shithead! You know I’ll call the police if you continue to do things like that!”
My gaze wandered to a shocked Kiyoshi who was standing with his suitcase beside him and I put a hand on Sayuri’s shoulder.
“This is Kiyoshi” I watched at her as comprehension lit in her eyes. “Kiyoshi this is my sister.”
As she finally let go of me I turned around and took two cups and poured Sayuri and me some coffee. I gave Sayuri one cup and sat with my own on the sofa and crossed my legs. I felt a tingle of satisfaction as two pair of eyes focused on my somewhat exposed thigh and I took a sip from my cup and looked at them. Kiyoshi’s face was somewhat red from anger and embarrassment but Sayuri looked just dumbfounded at me.
“I thought he was a, well, you know a little boy?” At that Kiyoshi shot me a hateful look and I had to smile.
“Don’t forget why I stopped working for them, Sayuri. I told you that he had grown up and that they didn’t need my assistance anymore.”
“Oh, yes, right. I forgot.” She looked sheepishly at me and scratched her cheek with her forefinger while smiling somewhat forced. “But, why is he here. I mean – did you two – well, how should I put it?”
“Fuck with each other?” I inquired helpfully. “No. Not that I’m aware of”
She laughed awkwardly and looked at Kiyoshi who was standing there with clenched hands.
Sayuri took a sip from her coffee and looked at a loss sending apprehensive looks to Kiyoshi. After a while of silence Kiyoshi looked at me and spoke quietly. “Is she the reason?”
First I didn’t understood what he was referring to, but as realization hit me I shrugged. “A part of that. But I didn’t lie to you.” Kiyoshi scrutinized her eerily and Sayuri gave him a forced smile. She went quickly to the door and took her bag she left there and said in a cheerful tone. “Well I’m glad that I cooked enough for three people”
That broke the tension between the three of us and we helped her to arrange the traditional Japanese breakfast on the coffee table. We sat on the floor around the table and listened to Sayuri as she told us about mother and father and how the would like me to visit them. I saw Kiyoshi intently watching her in genuine curiosity and often looked at me to see my reactions when Sayuri said something about our parents. In reality I couldn’t care less what she told to me at the moment, because Kiyoshi and I hadn’t had the chance to talk about our problem and I was distracted because of that.
Sayuri caught on after a while that I wasn’t really listening so she cleared her throat and put down her chopsticks to look at Kiyoshi intently.
“So, Kiyoshi, why are you here?” She smiled at him sweetly but her eyes remained suspicious. Kiyoshi didn’t seem to notice because he smiled at her.
“Well, I wanted to visit Shigeru for my birthday, because I wouldn’t have the time to do what I want to do when I’m at home.”
My heart stung a little at his words, because I thought he wanted to see me, and not to have space from his obligations as an heir from a rich family.
But as a excited “Happy birthday” spilled from Sayuri’s lips and she was hugging him tightly I was torn between beating myself to a pulp because I didn’t even congratulate him and being jealous that he answered the hug with a small laugh.
“What did Shigeru give you as a birthday present?” I stared at Kiyoshi and a smug smirk formed on his lips. But before he could open his mouth to say something I quickly said. “Well, he asked me to spend time with him, while doing what he wants to do.”
Two pairs of puzzling looks were sent in my direction, while one remained puzzled the other widened a little before his face flamed up and he stood abruptly up and went to the bathroom. I looked after him and ate the last bit of rice before putting the bowl down.
“He is a little strange, isn’t he?” I laughed at that wholeheartedly and nodded with an amused expression.
“That’s a very fitting description. But he’s cute.” I smiled softly at her and she ruffled my hair.
“What’s going on between you two? I mean, he wouldn’t be here for his birthday when he only thinks of you as a friend or something.” She pinned me with her “You can’t lie to me” look and I sighed frustrated and lowered my voice a bit in case Kiyoshi was listening.
“Well, yeah, there is something going on” After those words she let her fist drop on my head and I scrunched my face up in pain. “Dammit, you’re such a brute.” I rubbed the spot she’d hit and screwed my mouth. “Anyway. We didn’t do anything severe. I mean I never fucked him or asked something from him.” She gave me an “are you fucking kidding me”-look and I didn’t think of Kiyoshi as I said somewhat louder. “You can ask him. We didn’t fuck, I swear.”
“But you want to, am I right?” She asked and looked somewhat calmer.
“Can you blame me? Everyone who isn‘t blind would want that with him.” I followed her look as she turned her face away. Kiyoshi stood there with an unsure expression in his face and avoided to look at me.
“Someday one of you is going to be the death of me” Saying that I stood up and walked into the bed room to pull of my bathrobe. I rummaged in my closet until I found the clothing I was looking for. After putting on a red shirt and black shorts I realized that the two of them were speaking, but it was to low for me to understand.
But I knew that she would warn him about me and then he would be even more wary of me. Figures. Sayuri would always try to drive people away, when she thought I would do something that could hurt them. So I let myself fall on the bed and stared at the ceiling as long as I heard the low murmur and the soft clinking from the plates and bowls as they washed them up.
The bedroom door opened after a while and Sayuri gave me a small smile and said that she was going, because she made sure everything’s okay. I whispered a small “thank you” and got up to hug her. After kissing her forehead she turned around and left the apartment while yelling a “goodbye” to us.
After taking a deep breath I leaned against the wall so I was looking at Kiyoshi.
I crossed my arms and gnawed on my lower lip a bit.
“She’s a bit of a handful, isn’t she?” I said with a quipping tone, but despite my quiet exterior my heart was beating rapidly and I didn’t look forward to the approaching goodbye.
He looked at me with a thoughtful expression. “She’s not your real sister, am I right?”
I went to him and he scooted a bit on the sofa so I could sit beside him. “Well, under normal circumstances she would be at least my half-sister but she is my stepsister.”
Understanding his confusing look I leaned back and looked at the ceiling.
“My mother is from Europe and she had an affair with some guy while she was married with my father. Apparently she didn’t use protection while she was sleeping with him, and well, she got pregnant. I think she hoped that she was pregnant from my father and not the affair. Sayuri is from the first marriage father had, but she was still a baby as her mother died, so she sees my mother as her own, and we never had any issues about being not related in blood, so we just say we’re siblings, because in our heads there is no doubt about that.”
“It must feel good to have someone who is looking out for you, even when you do something wrong.” He said in a thoughtful tone and I nodded.
“Yeah, I would die if something happened to her” I said gravely.
“What would you do if something happens to me?”
I closed my eyes and sighed. Thinking about that few moments I didn’t know the answer but I felt like vomiting when I thought about the accident that could’ve ended Kiyoshi’s life.
My hand wandered to his shoulder and I pressed him to my side and just held him there.
“Don’t ask me things that were so tangible years ago. I’d rather not think about that.” I couldn’t see what he was doing because my eyes were closed but I felt him snuggling to my side and I stroked his arm softly.

I woke up as I heard some soft snoring. After I opened my eyes I realized that it was me who was snoring because my head was still lying on the back of the sofa. Kiyoshi was still huddled against my side and I blinked a few times until I could read my watch clearly. Fortunately it was only 1 PM and we hadn’t overslept the whole day. I didn’t think that would be what Kiyoshi had in mind for his birthday.
I poked him in the rib with my forefinger and murmured sleepily “Hey, wake up.”
He just groaned slightly and nudged my hand away. I kissed his forehead and stood up. “Come on, Kiyoshi, you don’t want to sleep like an old man all day?”
“Huh, wha?” He sat up and looked confused around. “What time is it?”
Rubbing his eyes I told him the time and he nodded.
“Hey, Kiyoshi” He looked up at me with his mussed up hair and I smiled a bit. “Happy birthday.”
After seeing his happy smile, all of the bad thoughts I had earlier that day were blown away.

An hour later Kiyoshi’s mother called him to congratulate him and he dutifully told her everything that happened, sans the making out and the fights, so she wouldn’t worry.
I didn’t know why, but I thought when he would close his mobile phone things would get very hot in a very fast time. Maybe it was only my anticipation, but thinking of doing with him what I wanted and not holding back anymore was giving me a rather annoying hard on. I’ve never slept with a male virgin, because the act of preparing the other and being careful is on a whole different level than fucking a female virgin. They tend to get so wet after I’m done with the foreplay that I wouldn’t even have to finger their pussies to get my dick inside them.
But convincing a male to trust me or teasing them until they got so relaxed I could finally get more than one finger in them, but never getting them off, because I found out that some of the not so experienced men were really sensitive afterwards that they wouldn’t allow an cock in their ass after an orgasm.
So I was asking any guy who wouldn’t act like a total slut, if he was a virgin just to avoid the whole work I had to do just for one fuck.
The problem with Kiyoshi was that he was a virgin and I knew I couldn’t just casually fuck him without any consequences. I thought about letting him fuck me, but that might give him weird ideas and with him being so inexperienced, I didn’t think it would be so pleasurable either. I wouldn’t give my ass for someone who hadn’t even a finger in his own ass, as far as I knew.
I was waiting patiently as he was talking to his mother and flipped through some anime magazine he bought in the city the day before. While I was looking at some girls who didn’t even look like 15 squishing their big breasts against each other Kiyoshi looked over my shoulder.
“I really don’t know what’s so appealing in two bags of glands and fat” He deadpanned and I looked at him with a disgusted look. “Well, when you put it that way you shouldn’t be so keen on cocks either.”
He jumped over the back of the couch and sat beside me. “I’d always prefer a hard cock to some squishy dead meat”
I laughed out loud at that and put the magazine away. “Cocks are also squishy dead meat when they get no attention, aren’t they?”
He bluntly grabbed my still hard dick and gave me a curious look. “I didn’t know you would get this hard for a bunch of anime girls.”
I just let him roam freely and lifted one eyebrow. “Why, is there another reason why I should get hard?” Kiyoshi opened the zipper of my short slowly and licked his lips. “You tell me.”
Since I went commando he didn’t have a problem to pull my dick out of my shorts and I watched as he for the first time ever slowly caressed and examined my dick. He got on his knees before me and I just leaned back relaxed and enjoyed the careful but not innocent touches from him.
I was glad that he seemed to be very dedicated in masturbating, because he touched all the right spots with the right pressure and even though he wasn’t even stroking, a drop of precum formed on the tip of my dick and I exhaled slowly as his passionate gaze focused on it.
“How far do you want to go today?” I breathed and suppressed a moan as his hand tightened around my cock.
“I don’t know. Whatever happens I think?” Stroking through his hair I motioned him to crawl over me. As he did so I kissed him on the lips and let my hands wander over his thighs and to his ass.
“So you’d give me your virginity in a spur of a moment, without even thinking about it?” I kissed his jawbone and licked it teasingly as his breath hitched somewhat and he went rigid.
“I trust you.” Kiyoshi said in a strong voice, but the slight tremble in his words gave his hesitancy away.
“You know that if you were anyone you’d get fucked right here on the coffee table without me even thinking about how it might hurt you. I wouldn’t use lube, just spit, because the bedroom is too far away. And I would only stretch you so you wouldn’t cut off my dick with your tight asshole.”
He hid his face in my shoulder and he was breathing hard. But I knew that it wasn’t from excitement but rather anxiety that I would do what I told him. Stroking his back in a soothing way I just stayed like this until he calmed down enough.
“Don’t think you are the only one who’s nervous. I’ve never slept with a virgin either.”
He raised his head and I stroked through his hair. “Did you really think I would do something like that?” My suspicion was confirmed as he looked embarrassed away from my face and I smiled a bitter smile.
“I’m glad that you don’t trust me blindly. It would make it more difficult if you’d like to have sex with me. Because I’d only hurt you if you aren’t honest with me. I don’t want you’re first time to be a disaster.”
“I’m sorry” He whispered and I leaned in to kiss him.
I took one of his hands in my hand, noticing that he was trembling, and stroked it softly. Suddenly he hid his face in my neck and said as quickly as possible. “I’m going in the bathroom. And I don’t want you to go in there until I come out, okay?”
I was surprised because we’d never had an issue about being together in the bathroom even when the other was on the toilet, although we both didn’t have the need to watch the other shitting. So it was strange for him to say something like that, but I thought he just needed time alone and I nodded in understanding.
He jumped up and went in the bedroom. Shortly after I heard that he was rummaging in his suitcase and then he nearly ran in the bathroom with a few things in his hands.
For good measure he turned the key and than it was silent.

I tried to shut off my thoughts about what he would be doing in the bathroom with some unknown things. Maybe he was preparing himself or - No, I shouldn’t go there. I would only blow a load before we could even get to the main event.
So I changed the sheets on the bed to black satin sheets, even though the other one was only two days old. I didn’t want him to think about how many people I had been fucking on this sheet before he got here. Cleaning all surfaces in the room and opening the window to let fresh air in, I had been busy for about half an hour. But Kiyoshi hadn’t left the bathroom yet, but I heard as the water went on and off a few times. What the hell was he doing in there?
I thought about undressing, but then he maybe wouldn’t like to start the moment he went out of the bathroom, so I decided against it. After I was checking the lube, it was fortunately only used once so it was full, I took a few towels out of the closet and put them on the nightstand.
As I was sitting on the bed I remembered that, whatever he took in the bathroom, he wanted to hide. I got up and went in the living room, so he wouldn’t be embarrassed when he would put it back in his suitcase.

After 15 minutes, I was really into reading the anime magazine (who’d have thought that anime could be so perverted?), so I hadn’t noticed when the bathroom door opened and Kiyoshi went quickly into the bedroom. Not until I heard his low voice calling my name I looked up.
I licked my suddenly dry lips and put the magazine away to follow the voice.

Without even thinking I turned the doorbell off and turned the answering machine on. The sight that greeted me in the bedroom was surely a sight to behold.
Kiyoshi sat with a Yukata halfway opened, to reveal his chest, on the bed, while his face was illuminated from the few sunbeams that were coming through the now closed window and looked at me smiling.
I just stared at him unsure of what he wanted me to do, so I waited for any instructions. It was his day and I was fairly sure, that he had a detailed idea how this should happen, so I wouldn’t dare to interfere.
“Undress.” He said, and so I did.
I wasn’t in a hurry so I took my shirt slowly off knowing, even if I hadn’t seen him, that he would look at my clean-shaven skin with a heated look.
I stroked across my chest and my flat abdomen and opened my shorts. Well there wasn’t a sexy way to struggle out of those pants, so I just let them fall on the floor and relished in his gaze.
I always knew that I was an exhibitionist, because I loved the power I had over the other, when they were watching me, and only me.
Stroking over my erection I moaned slightly and closed the eyes, giving him the impression that I had forgotten about him.
His breathed hitched somewhat and I couldn’t suppress the smug expression on my face and I had to open my eyes, only to ensure that he was watching me. I felt a drop of precum on my tip and I swiped it away with my forefinger, only to suck on the finger like it was honey.
As amusing as it was to see Kiyoshi so distracted that he forgot what he wanted to do, if I would only masturbate in front of him than I’d rather not stand up while doing it. So I stepped out of the shorts that were pooling at me feet and slid on the bed and put my hands behind my head.
“I’m all yours”, I whispered and watched him with half-lidded eyes.
He opened his Yukata all the way, took it off and threw it somewhere behind him. Without further ado he began to kiss and lick my cock and I got lost in the sensation only capable of moaning and groaning. He was kneeling sideways so I could touch his left thigh and ass, which I took advantage off and stroked his ass fervently.
“Get your ass up here.” I gasped out and motioned him to straddle my face.
He hesitated a moment, but than he was above me and I was looking straight at his cock and balls. “Oh, yeah. I wish you could see what I’m seeing”
I sucked on his balls a bit and then inhaled deeply only to smell soap. He cleaned himself quiet thoroughly and I thought about how clean his insides would be.
Moaning slightly I knew now what he was doing in the bathroom and I deep-throated his cock in one go. I’ve never heard him groan this loud and I thought about the neighbours for a second, but they should be working, so I concentrated on fucking his whole cock with my mouth and throat.
He really was trying, between his moaning and panting, to suck on my dick, but he abandoned it after trying it the nth time and just stroked my dick with his hand.
As I noticed that his thighs were flexing I released his dick and pulled his ass a little more to my face, so he would be forced to sit up a bit.
I spread his ass cheeks and looked at his hole. I’ve never seen a virgin hole and I was a little wary that it hadn’t even opened up a little as I was spreading his cheeks so far. Once more my nose was invaded from the smell of soap and I couldn’t prevent myself from sticking my nose into his crack and inhaled deeply. He let out a surprised gasp as I was rubbing my nose against his hole and then I licked it ardently.
Now I was moaning louder than he was, licking every wrinkle of his hole. I had many people licking my asshole but I’d never really taken a liking on that, because it couldn’t compete with the feeling of being fucked. But as I was licking Kiyoshi’s hole like a starved men eating his meal, I knew that the pleasure in rimming was more in the head than in the body.
He tried to wriggle away, but I held him close to my mouth and pushed the tip of my tongue slightly in his hole. But as I he wanted to pry my hands away, my pleasure-induced mind comprehended that he wanted me to stop, so I released him reluctantly and without even thinking anymore I just pulled him to me and kissed him with abandon, never seeing his scrunched up face.
Pinning him down on his back, I crawled over him. After a while he kissed back and I rubbed my dick against his and we both had to moan out loud.
“Kiyoshi I ha-have to come before we fuck” I bit my lip and looked at him as I was thrusting up against him. He didn’t seem to understand what I was trying to tell him, but he grabbed my dick quite forcefully and stroked it quickly.
“Yeah, like that. Just like that.” I bit in his shoulder to bear up against the pleasure and the foreboding orgasm and couldn’t care less that he was groaning in pain as he grabbed my dick even harder.
I grabbed his hair forcefully as my release took over and I moaned in ecstasy. He looked at me annoyed and I kissed his bruised shoulder with an apologetic look.
“I’m sorry” I whispered and kissed him sweetly on the lips. “Can I make it up to you?”
“I hope you do otherwise you’ll get something bitten off.” He growled menacingly and I looked at him amused.
“What a pity. And here I thought you’d get ballistic on my ass and not my cock”
He inhaled sharply and I took a towel from the nightstand and wiped him and me down.
“Well, I do think we don’t want to be any dicks bitten off today. I want to go ballistic on your ass. But only after I gave your tight, little hole an extra work-out. Would you like that, hm?”
He bit his lip and sat up a bit.
“But I want only you, no toys, or anything.” I kissed him reassuringly and looked deep into his eyes.
“You can trust me, Kiyoshi. If you don’t like something or if I’m hurting you, you just have to tell me and I’ll stop, okay?” Stroking through his hair I smiled a bit and kissed his nose sweetly. He smirked a bit and nodded slightly.
“Well, how do you want me?”
I closed my eyes as his words, because I’d want him in anyway possible, but not to scare him away I stroked his thigh. “On your tummy. Ass in the air. I don’t want you to play with you’re cock, no matter how much you want it, okay?”
He turned obediently around and hugged the pillow tight while closing his eyes.
“Why shouldn’t I touch my dick?” He asked a bit sulking.
“Because I don’t want you to come before the whole fun has started. And I’ll guarantee you that you always want to have a cock in that tight ass of yours when you get off while I’m fucking you.”
I knew I must’ve sounded like some arrogant prick, but I knew that I was hooked on anal sex the first time I came while I had something in my ass.
“You’re pretty cocksure, eh? No pun intended” I laughed at his words and I saw that he was also laughing with his shoulders heaving like that.
“Well, I’m pretty sure that my cock will bring you pleasure. But first I’ve to make sure, that it will be only pleasure.” I draped myself over his back and grabbed the lube. Kissing his bruised shoulder I hummed happily as my half-hard cock lay snug between his ass cheeks.
“You’re not even hard” Kiyoshi deadpanned and I was pouting slightly as I got up to kneel between his spread legs.
“Well, sorry for not being 15 anymore. I’m an old man” He snickered but shut up as soon as I bit in his ass cheek.
“Are you relaxed enough for a direct approach, or do you want to do something other?” He seemed to contemplating a few moments until he shook his head.
“I just want to get off. Do it.”
“My pleasure”
I slid my thighs under his hips, so that his ass was spread in front of my belly and his dangling dick was touching mine. He moaned into the pillow as he humped my abdomen a bit but I held him still by massaging his ass cheeks thoroughly.
I stroked his entrance with my fingertips and I felt my dick harden even more as I heard his muffled moaning.
“Yeah, let me here you. I want to hear all your noises so that I know what I’m doing feels good.” I teased his hole a bit and was mesmerized by the twitching of the pucker.
“Your hole really likes to be touched, it’s twitching the whole time.”
After a pathetic whine, and a muffled curse, that sounded like he wanted to kill me, I took the bottle of lube and poured plenty of the gel above Kiyoshi’s ass. He hissed and tried to get away from the cool content but I held him firmly in my lap.
“That’s for threatening to kill the guy that is going to fuck you.”
He huffed and glared at me. Not paying any heed to his actions I just concentrated on the ass before me. I dipped the right middle finger in the puddle above his ass and rolled it around a few times until it was thoroughly coated and warmed up.
I stroked his hole patiently without any pressure a few times and just listened to his deep breathing. Very slowly I led the tip of the finger inside his ass and after a few seconds I left his hole again to scoop up more of the lube.
Leisurely I slid the tip inside again but didn’t stop this time until my whole finger was inside. I was seriously worrying at this point how I should open him enough for my cock. I didn’t think that I was that tight as I started with anal sex.
“You okay?” I whispered and massaged his lower back while leaving the finger just inside. He nodded slightly but I pressed on. “How does it feel?”
At first I thought he wouldn’t answer but then he opened his eyes a bit and breathed.
“Slippery and strange but not bad. Keep it up like that.”
I licked my lips and slowly began to fuck him with the finger. Our precum mingled between us and I was intoxicated by the eroticism of the situation. If I hadn’t promised to fuck him, I would’ve turned him around and sucked all of the precum and his cum out of his dick. But, alas, I was burdened with stretching his virgin ass and I was enjoying it a lot.
After a while his hole relaxed around my finger a bit more, but it was still too tight to use another finger. I pulled my finger out and coated my three middle fingers generously with lube but stuck only the middle finger back into his hole.
He was moaning somewhat but I had to search around in him to hear the real thing.
So I pushed the middle finger all the way in and searched for his prostate.
He clenched around my finger as I found it and massaged it softly. First I thought he didn’t like it, but as I heard the long-drawn moan, I knew that he was simply not expecting this much pleasure. So I happily stroked the gland and hoped that I wouldn’t shoot my second load, because of his passionate moaning, without even touching my dick.
“I’m going to put another one in, okay?” I stopped my ministrations so that he would listen to me but he pushed himself against me so that my finger was pushing on his prostate. I took his chopped pleadings and moans of “Oh god” and “Yes!” and “please” as a simple “It would be a pleasure if you could put another finger into my ass”. And so I did.
I pressed forefinger and middle finger against each other, spread his ass cheeks as wide as they would go with the other hand and pressed the well-lubricated fingers into his hole. He hissed a bit but as soon as I pressed against his prostate he moaned again.
“You’re doing so well, Kiyoshi. But I do fear that my cock won’t fit in your ass without hurting you.” He only rocked against my fingers combined with desperate moans, so I assumed that he didn’t hear me.
I scissored my fingers a bit so that a little gap was between them and I watched intently at the somewhat stretched, red hole. I took the bottle of lube with my other hand and opened it with my teeth. I poured some of the lube into the gap between my fingers so that the gel vanished inside his hole.
I licked my lips as I heard the squishing sounds of the lube as I pressed my fingers all the way in. Feeling that I couldn’t stretch him any farther with two fingers as he was now, I only hoped that the huge amount of lube would spare him the pain of another finger. But I thought he would be okay, because his ass felt like a very wet tight pussy, and I was really on the edge now. I’m glad that Kiyoshi beat me off beforehand, because otherwise the whole fun would end at the moment my cock would reach his hole.
Pulling the two fingers out I pressed all the middle fingers very tightly together and went even slower than I was with just one finger. I stroked his lower back again and listened as he was trying to hold his breath in.
“No, no, don’t hold your breath, Kiyoshi. Just breathe deeply. It’s going to be better.” As he exhaled slowly and breathed normally afterwards, he relaxed somewhat and I pushed the fingers a bit more into his hole. “Yeah, your doing very good, just relax, I won’t hurt you. You look so good like that. Just bear with it, it’ll feel really good if I touch that spot inside you.”
He pressed suddenly full force against my fingers until they were all the way in and I was concerned for a moment but then he pressed between clenched teeth.
“You’re to goddamn slow. I want to fuck today, not next week.” I lifted one eyebrow at that, touched his sweet spot again and he groaned sensually. He seemed to be all relaxed now, because my fingers were pushing quickly in and out and he just moaned without showing any discomfort.
I furrowed my eyebrows as I remembered that I didn’t take out any condoms but I didn’t want to leave him like that.
Kiyoshi was pushing against my fingers without sensing my dilemma but I was so distracted by my own thoughts that I didn’t notice that he was looking over his shoulder with heavy eyes.
“What is it?”
I pushed my fingers a bit deeper.
“I forgot the condoms.”
He rolled with his eyes and shook his head.
“I don’t want you to use a condom. I said, I only wanted you and nothing else”
“But – “
“Hey, I’ve cleaned my ass out for you, and since I haven’t slept with anyone I don’t have any diseases.” His breath hitched somewhat as he was speaking because I didn’t stop my fingers once, so that he wouldn’t forget what they were doing in his little rant.
“And I know that you didn’t fuck once without a condom. So we’re both clean and good. It’s not like I could get pregnant or something.”
Well, he was right and feeling an ass around my naked dick for the first time really sounded tempting to me.I scissored my fingers a bit, regardless of his somewhat painful hissing, because I knew that it would be better for him.
“I think you’re ready. How do you want it?” I played with his hole a little more as I was waiting for an answer.
Between moaning he said “On the back” and I slid back so that he could turn around and I grabbed the towel to clean my hands.
I kneeled in front of him between his spread legs and gave him the lube and then looked down on my hard dick. He smirked and I was observing his whole body as he coated my dick with lube.
His whole body was flushed and his cock seemed to burst any moment now, reminding me, that he hadn’t come once since we started and I felt a bit compassionate. I carressed his head as he stroked my dick softly and then I gave him the towel so he could clean his hands.
I pushed him gently down and positioned myself between his tucked up legs. He went through my hair with his hand and pressed our mouths together. I used the distraction from the kiss to grab my cock and slowly pressed it inside him.
He tightened a bit and a slight sob escaped his lips between kisses, but he didn’t try to stop me, so I just pushed further until I was all the way in.
I’ve never dreamed that sex without a condom would feel that different and closing my eyes I hid my face in his neck. I felt him stroking my hairs out of his face but then he clutched me tightly and we were just laying there while Kiyoshi escaped a hitch from time to time. “You okay?” I barely managed to ask but he nodded and took a few deep breaths until he finally whispered “Move slowly.”
And I just did that. I’d never felt something so tight and hot and wet around my dick and I moaned loud. I lifted my head so that I could look into his face and he looked so passionate even if his breathing was really off.
I wanted to tell him how sexy he looked, how good he felt but I knew that if I would talk at all that I wouldn’t have the chance to let him come before me.
I sped up a bit and got a hold of his erection while pumping into him in a steady rhythm. He was shaking by now and I knew that it would be over soon, but I just fucked him harder as I jerked him off and since I was bigger than him I could lean over enough to kiss him without stopping my hips. Well, it should’ve been a kiss if he hadn’t sucked my lips and my tongue like it was a cock.
But I wasn’t one to complain. After a minute or two he came all over my hands and his abdomen and I kneeled, with my cock all the way inside him and fucked him like there was no tomorrow through his orgasm.
A strangled cry escaped my lips as I pressed his ass against my pelvis and I felt like I was cumming for ages.
I remained a few moments inside him and then pulled out while looking at his asshole intently. A thick glob of lube, mixed with my cum, was following my cock and I groaned at the sight.
I thought that his ass would be all stretched out after the fuck, but it closed tightly the moment I was all the way out and I thought about how often I’d have to fuck him to have a nice gape. I shivered at the thought of going in that ass again and I looked at Kiyoshi.
He looked like he was more asleep than awake, but all in all he look like a sated cat that was lazing in the sun.

I cleaned us with the towel and then we were kissing lazily until we both fell asleep.