Two Brothers One Feeling

Chapter 4



The morning came and the sun was shining on his face, when he woke up he realised he wasn’t in his room. Instead he was in Nathan’s room and also he was naked in Nathan’s bed. “Huh wait last night really happened I cant believe it I slept with Nathan” it surprised Jamie so much he ended up falling out of bed. He tried to stand up but the moment he moved a large sharp pain made him collapse. Jamie rubbed his bottom because it was killing him. “Oh that’s right it was my first time no wonder it hurts so much” he said to himself. ‘Though I never knew my first time would be with another guy’ Jamie thought.



This time he slowly stood up and walked towards Nathan’s own bathroom. Jamie turned the water on and stood their letting it wash away the stickiness which was between his legs. The memory of that night was rushing through his head, Nathan positioned himself between Jamie’s legs. “I won’t be rough” Nathan grabbed his hard member and started to push it into Jamie’s entrance. Jamie could feel Nathan’s penis coming inside him stretching his skin. It was very painful his hips buckled the feeling was intense Jamie tried not to shed any tears from the excruciating pain.



The bed rocked as Nathan gave each thrust making Jamie feel like he was on fire. Jamie came back to reality when he heard the phone ringing. He turned the shower of grabbed his towel and picked up one of the spare phones in Nathan’s bedroom. “Hello….oh hi dad….what your coming back tomorrow I thought you were coming back next week….oh I see yeah okay….uh huh I will tell Nathan yeap seeya tomorrow” Jamie then hanged up the phone. So his dad and Lauren were coming back tomorrow since they had to cut their holiday short because of his fathers business.



Jamie wasn’t sure how he was going to tell Nathan normally he should be disgusted with what happened the other night but he actually didn’t feel that way. In fact Jamie wanted to stay with Nathan for a little longer. The gentle touch Nathan had which made Jamie feel all warm inside. The way he kisses him making him melts all over, Jamie would not in a million years ever have felt like this if he had never stayed over at Nathan’s place. Even though right now he knew that what he and Nathan did was not right. Brothers should never touch each other in a certain way or kiss one another let alone have sex. Those three categories were something that no siblings should do. It doesn’t matter if it is two brothers or a brother and sister it is still wrong.



Maybe it was for the best that Jamie’s dad was coming tomorrow otherwise if he stayed with Nathan any longer things between them might get more serious. Jamie had heard stories from his female friends who are yaoi fans. They have read novels and mangas about yaoi love and some of them were about brothers who fell in love and sleep together. Even though they were just stories something like that could actually happen in real life. Jamie however didn’t want that to happen to him, when he was a kid he would always say that he wanted to get married.



Though marriage between two guys is legal now it wasn’t legal for two brothers to get married. That’s thinking way too much for Jamie’s standards anyway he deffiently wasn’t going to marry Nathan. Also their was going to be no love relationship between them either. It was just a one night thing which will soon blow over as if it never even happened. Things will be back to normal Jamie will go to school hang out with his friends and never see Nathan again just like it use to be. Jamie just had to make it clear to Nathan that nothing was going to happen between either of them.



A bit after 6:40pm Nathan had arrived back Jamie was sitting on the couch finally it was time to tell him. Nathan walked over to Jamie and sat down beside him, he didn’t touch Jamie or hold him because he could tell their was something on the teenagers mind. “Nathan dad rang earlier saying that he and Lauren are returning tomorrow, they will be picking me up after school” Nathan couldn’t believe it. “I see” though Nathan was trying to hide his disappointment Jamie could see it all over Nathan’s face.



“There is something else I need to tell you” Jamie was fiddling around with his fingers. “What happened last night shouldn’t have don’t get the wrong idea I mean believe it or not I don’t regret what we did but I realise today that as brothers even if we are not related by blood it is forbidden for us to have sex” Jamie’s heart was beating very fast. “I understand Jamie as an adult I should have stopped what we were about to do and yet I took full advantage of you, I even broke the law with sleeping with you since you are not even 18 yet” Nathan did feel guilty for having sex with his younger brother.



“Please don’t feel guilty I took part in it as well, I do hope you know were I am coming from though that nothing else should happen between us we cant sleep together and I don’t think we should see each other for a while” Nathan agreed with Jamie. It would be to dangerous for them to live together in case something more happened.



School had finished and Jamie’s father had sent a car around to pick him up from Nathan’s apartment. The driver gave Nathan an envelope before grabbing Jamie’s things and putting them in the boot. “Well thankyou for having me” after that being said Jamie hoped into the car and Nathan watched as it drove of. He opened the envelope and saw some money inside with a note saying thanks for having Jamie stay over. Nathan wasn’t sure when he would be seeing Jamie again and he wasn’t sure if he ever would.



Weeks went by then months and then years, it had been five years since Jamie had stayed over at Nathan’s place and the last five years they had not see one another since. Jamie had heard that Nathan moved to America since his grandfather wanted him to go their and promote their business over their. Jamie was now twenty two years old and has been living on his own since he was twenty. When Jamie was nineteen his father and Lauren had a baby. It was a girl and they called her Mia, Jamie was kind of happy having a little sister.



Mia was now three years old and Jamie didn’t see her much since he was at university now. Jamie had become more attractive now that he was older and girls and uni always came up to him and confessed their love to him. Even in university Jamie was popular, only two of his friends from high school got into the same uni as him. Jamie kept in contact with his other high school friends now and then. Tom had moved to Australia with his mom after she remarried to some rich guy. They kept in touch my email and phone. Jamie went over to visit him about a year ago Australia was beautiful he came back with more things than when he left.



Jamie was studying art he had always enjoyed doing art at school since a young age. The teachers thought he was very talented. Why Jamie was growing up he would draw pictures in his art book when he was either in his bedroom or when he went on walks. His father was shocked when Jamie told him he wanted to become an artist and study art when he went to uni. Being a good man Jamie’s father supported his son and hoped that Jamie would one day become a famous artist.



It was now Jamie’s second year and university and he only had one year left until graduating. He entered a lot of art competitions and had won a couple of them, however their was one other student who was just as talented as he was. If they entered the same competition it was difficult to choose a winner between them. The students name was Brett Finley and he was quite popular as well. Both Jamie and Brett were as you would say rivals. They both wanted the same thing to become famous artists and have their paintings shown all over the country.



The holidays were soon coming up and Jamie had promised his father that he would come over and visit him and Lauren. Jamie’s university was a two hour drive away since he now lived in a small city outside of were he use to live. Since the holidays were for two weeks Jamie thought it would be nice to go back to his old home. Since he never really got around to do it after so long. Jamie was always so busy not just with uni but with his part time job and going out with friends. Jamie had a girlfriend for a few months so that kept him busy.



Unfortunately his girlfriend Teresa had told him she was going to be moving. A long distance relationship wasn’t going to work between them so they split up. Jamie wasn’t sure if Teresa was every going to return and if she did he wasn’t sure if they would get back together again. The day came when Jamie was going to visit his dad, Jamie had his drivers licence and bought his own car which he drove around every were. The traffic was terrible and it took him more than two hours to finally reach his old home town.



The place hadn’t changed a single bit Jamie was going to park his car in the drive way when he saw a black B M W already their. Jamie parked his car on the side of the street, he locked it and wondered who this car belonged to. Jamie rang the door bell he waited for a bit when the door opened and it was his father. “Jamie it’s so good to see come in” after Marcus shut the door he gave his son a big hug. “You came just in time there is someone else here” Jamie followed his dad into the lounge room. Everything was still the same on the inside as well.



Jamie then saw a head of black hair “Jamie’s here everyone” the person stood up and turned around. “It’s been quite some time Jamie” Jamie could not believe it the person standing before him was Nathan.





Well more chapters will be coming up shortly.