hidding

~~~~**~~~~ Chapter four ~~~~**~~~~


"Jessica get up you're going to be late for work." Carla yelled to her daughter who was crawling out of bed.
she stumbled out into the kitchen where her mother placed a bowl of lucky charms on the table.” I swear you think that I am still a kid, I can get my own food you know." she said with a laugh
"well excuse me for still wanting to do stuff with my little girl.
"what time did you get off work last night."
"umm I just got home about an hour ago, Lisa called on sick so I took her shift." she said with a yawn. she walked into Jessica’s room and looked over at the bed red hair sticking out from under the
covers. she chuckled with a small shake of her head. she grabbed her shirt from Jessica’s closet. if she wanted to get her clothes they were usually in her daughter's closet, she couldn't keep them in hers cause Jessica always stole them
"you know Jim is going to suspect something after awhile, she's been here almost every night for the past month." she said making herself a cup of coffee.” not that I mind it she is a good one, the only one I have liked so far."
"thanks mom." Jessica got up from her chair and hugged her mother tightly.” that means allot coming from you considering I know you are not to keen on the whole me being gay thing I just want you to be happy and I always knew that you were never happy with me being with girls...but if you like Amy then that makes me happy."
"yah I have seen that happiness in you, you really love her don't you?" she asked tucking a stray piece of hair behind her daughters ear.
"yah mom I do...I know it is soon and I am young but I can say that I think she is the one for me I mean I have never been this happy."

Amy smiled from her spot on the bed. 'yah jess you are the one for me too I can feel it.' she thought to herself before getting up and walking to the kitchen. "hey you two." she said leaning in the door way.
"Morning, Red" Jessica walked over and gave her girlfriend a kiss on the cheek.” did you sleep well?"
"yes."
"I am off to bed.” Carla said to the to teens.
"ggod night...or morning whatever have a good sleep."amy said scratching her head.
"um i am going to work do you want me to drop you off at your house?" jessica said wrapping her arms around amy's small waist.
"umm...yah do i have time to have a shower first though?"
"i was going to have one you are welcome to come in with me if you want." she smiled at the michevious look in the red heads eyas
'i still cannot believe that i am standing here with her right now i know it has been a month but man i am still in shok that i am with her i just hope that she is feeling the same way for me.' jessica thought looking into thoes blue eyes that had had her in a trance for the past year almost.m
"yah that sounds great." amy said as she walked into the bathroom and started to get undress soon fallwed by her girlfriend
"het that is supposed to be my job." jessica said refeing to the pile of clothing gathering around amy's feet
"well would you like me to put them back on?"
jessica looked slowly down amy's toned bidy with a smirk."nooooo."she slowly said taking the redhead in her arms."i like this look better."
"saying i don't look good in clothes?" she teased
"no i was just saying that you look better like this and that means you look aazing like this cause you look stunning in anything you wear, especially when you were nothing but one of by baggy t-shirts."
"stop you're making me blush."
soon they were in the shower hot watter running down over their young bodies.
"we have to get out now if i want to make it to work on time and i can't exactlly say that i was fucking my girlfriend in the shower and that is whay i am late,"
"no i don't think you boss would take taht excuse."

the two young wemon drove down the road in silence even after a month amy had not figured out a way to bring up the subject of the cuts on jessica's arms. they were becoming fewer and fewer as the days passed.
"what are you thinking about red?" jessica said taking amy's hand in hers
over the past few weeks amy had been growning quiet and was thinking allot, to much for jessica to like.
"what has been on your mind for the past two weeks you seem out of it and that is starting to scare me." jessica said in a low tone
"it's just..." she was thinking of giving jessica a faulse reason but she decided against lieing to her."why do you cut your arms, i have seen thoes cuts and scares so many times, they scare me jess."
Jessica grew silent."can we talk about this later?" she asked putting two hands on the wheel
"yah jess we can as long as you promise me that you will talk about it."
"don't worrie about it red i will but this is not something that should have you worried."
"jess my girlfriend is cutting herself and i have no clue as to why thoes cuts are there, i think i have a right to be woried don't you think that."
"yes but as i said we can talk about this after i am done work."
"yah i guess we can." Amy said in a monotone.'I am worried about you jess you mean the world to me now and i don't want to lose you to something like cutting.' she thought before they pulled into her drive way."I'll see you when you are done work okay?"
"yup i'llcome and pick you up if you want me to."
"sounds good to me." she looked at the windows of her house to make sure no one was looking before she leaned into the brunnete and kissed her quickly."love you baby girl." she laughed at the look jessica gave her apon hearing tha pet name she hated so much when it came frrm people but coming from amy she didn't mind it so much.
"love you too."

Catherine stood at the end of the drive to amy's house mouth agap from seeing what she just saw."did they just kiss?" she asked the air. feeling her heart sink to her knees.
she hid behinde a bush as jessica's car pulled out of the drive way.
A few minutes pass and she goes and knocks on the door to the red heads house.
"catherine, what are you doing here....sorry i mean hi come in." she said stepping out of the way to let the other socccer player in.
"we need to talk." she was not going to make small talk but get straight to the point.