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Poems / Songs to ease the pain

By: DaemonSadi
folder Poetry › Free Verse
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 5
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Disclaimer: This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
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A mix and mash i'll sort it soon

Open your eyes

Open your eyes open them wide
Is the black from tears you’ve cried
Tell me
Tell me now
Tell me
Tell me how
Do you survive your pain

Open your eyes open them wide
Cant you see that I to have cried
Tell me
Tell me now
Tell me
Tell me how
Can you ignore me

Open your eyes open them wide
Cant you see that while I cant show it
I feel it inside more then any other who hasn’t felt it
Tell me
Whyyyy
Don’t you understand
Whyyyy
Cant you see the tears I’ve cried
Cause I have
Cause I do.


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A Hero’s Lament

Your all alone in the end couse no bodies your friend
Dosent matter that you’ve been called a hero so many times before
For in the end all they ever wanted was for you to save them
And when you did when you had
They just left you on your own


Your all alone
Me that’s me
All alone
Cant you see
They deserted me
When id given them what they wanted
When id saved their sorry assses
But in the end
They left me all alone

Your all alone in the end couse no bodies your friend
I thought they were I trusted them
But in the end but in the end
They left me
Left me alone
And I realized
That’s cold lonely thing to be a hero

Your all alone
Me that’s me
All alone
Cant you see
They deserted me
When id given them what they wanted
When id saved their sorry assses
But in the end
They left me all alone

Wether they hate worship you or envy you
Your still alone
Still on your own
No matter what they say they feel
Couse there loves loves not true
They only love what you have done
Their not your friends
cause in the end they were bought by someone else

Your all alone
Me that’s me
All alone
Cant you see
They deserted me
When id given them what they wanted
When id saved their sorry assses
But in the end
They left me all alone

And worst of all you failed
Your not the hero they call you
Cuose failed to save the one only one you needed to
The one person that truly loved you
The one person that held in their arms and didn’t want anything in return but your love
So you failed no matter what they say
So you failed no matter the day
Cause your aloneeee….

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Confessions and Absolutions

Do you want absolution from your sins?
What sins have you committed?
Have you lied to authority?
Have you disobeyed those you should have obeyed?
Have you hurt others?
Have you killed or caused death?

What sins have you committed?
Confess

How do you want absolution?
To tell again and again what you have done
To be reminded by others
To confess each day on your knees
To feel another’s hand
To feel a lash upon your skin
Self-flagellation

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It should be me

It should be me
Cant you see
For at least that way I wouldn’t grieve
I wouldn’t be the one left behind
Wouldn’t be the one left to cope
Oh it should be me lying dead in the cold ground
Cause then at least I wouldn’t be wearing the thorn crown
It should be me
Cause I loved him and he has moved on and I can not live without and must now forcefully pass on
For he could have lived without me he could have moved on
But it’s a sweet potion that I’m drinking now.

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Oh my love oh my Lord (V1 later wersions to come)


Oh my love oh my Lord
Can’t you hear my call?
For I cry out in the night
Crying out your name
Can’t you hear my call my prayer
Wishing wishing oh you were there
For I cry out oh I cry out ohh I cry out
I would that you were there


Oh my love oh my Lord
Wont you listen to my call
For I cry out for your ears
Yet you never seem to hear
Wont you listen to my call my prayer
Will we never meet here?
For though I call for though I cry
Wont you listen to these words of mine

Oh my love oh my Lord
Cant you answer though you hear
Are kept away from me
Even being my everything
Though you hear my call my prayer
Is this all I’ll ever have
An absent Lord and unanswered call
Or will you someday grace my hall.

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He never moved on.

He never moved on
He never moved on
And he died loving you
As he had long gone.

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The pain of a promise

The pain of a promise
Cause a promise can cause pain
No matter what you think
It can again and again.


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He said he’d wait

He said he’d wait
And he waited by the gate
For a long time that’s for sure
But I never asked why
Never asked what for
And when I realized
Why and what for
I went to the gait
But the gait was long gone
And so was he that’s for sure.

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Beyond redemption

Beyond redemption
Beyond redemption
And it’s only a matter of time till I fall
So drop me now
So it’s painless and quick
Don’t try to break my fall.


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Why?

Why?
Why wont you listen too me?
Why?
Why cant you hear my song?
Why ?
Why did you have to break my heart?
Why?
Why did it have to be a lie when you said you loved me.?
Why?
Why did you have to bring my end?

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And it keeps poring out of me and I cant stop the flow
it’s the truth but I don’t want know
its the truth but I cant stop the flow
for I can see the truth in every one and I don’t want to know
for who would want to see
the pain and suffering
and who would want to know
those who do
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Its always been you
No matter what you think
Its always been you
Even if you despise
Its always been you
And I’ll still follow you even if you try to strike me
Couse its you and its always been will always be

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My world is breaking all around me
And tears are tumbling down my face
But I know why
I cant understand it
I don’t wanna know why
And I wont understand
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Pleas help me if you notice a spelling mistake in any of them and if you could give me ideas on how to make them better. But no flames for these are shards of my heart.
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