Psycho Trip

So, I finally got my schooling situation straightened out. Before I settled in to start learning this information I took a personal interest in a girl that a friend of mine was dating. I didn’t make any move to date her but talked to her as a support for the rough waters that she was on. Eventually, her and my friend broke it off and I began to talk to her more. I began to hang out at her house more and more; got to know her family well and eventually I started to move in on her. It wasn’t so rapid of a move in but I did use my old logical ways of trying to convince her to like me that I was so good at. It was all coupled in with free form poetry that had every one of my feelings down on paper. She loved it and we started dating, hiding the fact that we were together from everyone for a while.

I started in with learning David DeAngelo while I was talking to this girl and my actions and behavior started to change quickly as I discarded my old ways of acting around girls I found attractive. I would always joke about things and tease her, but all in good nature. I never did a thing out of spite or to be mean. She would call me a jerk and hit my arm but it was always with a smile so I knew it wasn’t upsetting her. As I saw this behavior from her my ideology started to shift. With it, my paradigm shifted as well and my mannerisms changed as the Cocky Comedy, as David DeAngelo puts it, started to come naturally and my “Inner Wuss” began to evaporate. The way I view women’s behaviors had completely changed and I loved every second of it. As the fall semester at school was finishing up I made new plans.

The last day of my finals came around and went off without a hitch. I did well and so my month long winter break began. I made the plans to really work what I had been learning from David DeAngelo and headed off to stay at my cousin’s house for a week and visited the local mall everyday. Each day out at the mall I would maintain eye contact with every girl that came my way, asked women their opinions to see what they sought in a man and tested the waters with new ideas and conversation starters as I thought them up. Soon my journal that I had purchased swelled with information and observations from the field. I began to view women in completely new ways and saw that the surface of women wasn’t something to take at face value.

As I got more and more into my studies of women I found that they are very deep creatures. They don’t go about life logically, but, rather, emotionally. They look for the hidden meaning in everything that is said. I saw that everything I had done throughout high school was counter-productive and everything that works is counter intuitive compared to what I was raised doing. With this new information at hand, the way I look at everything changed forever.