Love and broken hearts
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Adult ++
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6
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Chapter 4.
A/N:
betad by koira 5.27.08
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Chapter 4.
Jesse:
Damn my ass is sore; it's the first thought on my mind when I finally decide to get up from bed. I wrap a towel around my waist and seek some clean clothes to wear. I'm in need of a warm shower.
Pete walks in my direction and looks at me with a stupid grin on his face.
“Slept well darling?” He asks. For some reason he's obsessed with calling me darling. I wonder how his boyfriend would like that.
“Mmh...” Is my only reply, before I hurry past him towards the bathroom.
“I made you some breakfast bunny.” Joni tells me with a sweet voice when I walk into the kitchen, after my shower. He pulls me close and kisses my neck. I wonder what got into him? And bunny? He's never used that one before. I look at him in a confused manner as Joni guides me to sit in front of the table.
Kim walks into the room and glances at me in a funny way, he doesn't even return the smile I give him or answer when I wish him good morning. I start to worry; have I said or done something last night to make him upset with me? I guess this is why you should never drink alcohol...
”Do you not like it? You should eat it now bunny, I made it just for you.” Joni asks with a pout on his face. What in the world is this sudden bunny thing? I look at the plate in front of me: cheese and tomato omelette, toast and some fresh strawberries and fruits. I taste the omelette.
“It's really good, thank you honey.” I give him a quick kiss on the cheek and a smile. He isn't the type of a guy who does things like this very often, but when he does, he does a great job with it. It makes me appreciate him even more.
***************
Everyone is looking at me, at us, a bit oddly today. They keep grinning at us and making stupid jokes. One could think that they've never heard anyone having sex before. One could think that they're just a bunch of teenagers, rather than adults.
”What's up wild cat?” Sami asks with a sly smile, when I walk towards the shore. I roll my eyes, pretend that I haven’t heard him.
I sit on the pier and soak my legs in the cool water. I close my eyes; enjoying the warmth of the summer sun.
Marko's sudden laughter disturbs my relaxing moment; the dock is swaying with his footsteps.
“Had a good session this morning, now did you? It sure was loud to say the least.” He laughs, his cool hand touching my neck, I have no idea why. I shrink back and turn to look at him from over my shoulder.
“It was mind blowing, like always.” I tell him.
Marko stretches his arms, walks to the end of the pier and then poses like some runway model. I gaze towards the cabin; Joni, Pete, Sami and Tuomas sit on the terrace, Riku is trying to light the fire in the grill, but fails as he becomes too concentrated on staring Marko's butt. They all look at him, as he keeps showing himself off; clearly enjoying the attention that he is getting. To my annoyance, I can see that Joni is watching him as well and I can see, even from this far distance, that there's more in that look than just innocent curiosity.
Marko looks at me, grins and starts undressing his shorts, revealing the rest of his perfect body.
Marko kind of reminds me of Paris Hilton, from the 'simple life' tv show, you know? He is like the male Paris Hilton; a blond, who doesn't have much going inside that pretty head of his. He flirts with like everyone and I'm pretty sure that he cheats on Pete whenever he gets a chance to do so.
I take another look at Pete, who is staring at his boyfriend from where he's sitting. Pete is the oldest in our group; he's thirty, already loosing his hair and gaining a bit of a beer belly; not someone that you would look at twice if you'd pass him by on the street. Marko is my age; which is 19. We're the youngest ones here, we went to the same junior high school, but we were never really friends.
The reasons of why Marko is with Pete; a) Pete is rich, b) Pete owns this luxury cabin and a big seaside house in Helsinki and c) Pete is rich. So, as you might have already noted; a) and c) are indeed the same thing and that b) is kind of the same thing too. And as for the reasons that Pete is with Marko? A) Marko is good looking, b) Marko is a blonde, who has a great body and c) Marko is a young, good looking blonde, who isn't spoiled with much sense. And again you probably noticed that a, b and c are in fact the same thing.
Marko jumps into the water, disappearing under the surface.
“Come and swim with me Jesse.” He says as he appears back up, he swims close to me and starts pulling my leg.
“Stop it.” I snap at him. I'm really not interested in joining his stupid games.
He forces my legs apart and comes standing between them, keeping his hands on my knees.
“What do you want?”
“Don't always be such a tight ass Jesse.” He whispers, his hands moving up my thighs, until he wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to the edge, closer to his stomach. A moment of confusion takes over me, as I feel Marko's hot breath on my skin. He looks up; the beautiful green blue eyes of his sparkling, his blond hair wet, lips slightly parting. He grins, looks towards the cabin and then slowly back at me.
I turn my head towards the cabin as well, only to notice that everyone is watching us. Joni looks slightly odd, Pete looks interested.
”You're in need of a bath.” Marko whispers suddenly and with one quick movement he pulls me under the water with him.
“You're such an arsehole!” I scream as I pull back to the surface. I try to get back to the shore, but Marko wraps his arms around me and pulls me deeper with him.
Marko laughs as I keep squirming and for awhile we wrestle in the cool water. The fact that he's completely nude suddenly dawns on me completely, as I feel it against my back. Now is it just me, or is he getting slightly turned on by this? “Damn it Marko, grow up will you!” I snap at him as I finally manage to get free of his hold. I walk quickly towards the cabin.
”Bunny, what's wrong?” Joni asks with a babbling voice, when I walk past him.
“A bunny is up your arse!” I snap and close the front door with a loud bang, after I've gotten in. I'm not exactly sure why I'm acting the way that I do and dimly I realize that I'm acting like some woman during her period, but I don't care. I can have a tantrum if I feel like it; damn it!
After I've changed my clothes, I walk back into the kitchen and find Kim sitting there, in front of the table. He stares at the half full glass of orange juice in front of him, looking thoughtful. I sit opposite from him.
“Kim, is everything alright?” I ask carefully. He glances at me and then back at his hands. “Have I done something wrong?” I ask when I get no reply. Kim takes a deep breath.
“Why do you let him use you?” He asks, looking at me.
“Excuse me?”
“Just yesterday, you were complaining about how it makes you feel so uneasy, when Joni is always all over you. Then this morning; you're moaning like some slut in heat, so that every one of us can hear how he fucks you. Do you not have any pride what so ever?”
I look at him with shock written all over my face. Never did I imagine that I would hear something like that from his lips.
“A slut? Is that what you think of me? Joni is my boyfriend and of course I want to have sex with him. I thought you were my friend and not someone to judge me.” I stand up, looking at him with disappointment and hurt.
Kim stands up after me, takes a hold of my arm. I look at him, waiting. His eyes are glimmering with tears and I can't understand what's going on.
“Jesse, I'm sorry, I didn't mean... I just...” He starts, swallowing nervously, his eyes meet with mine. ”It doesn't mean that when you're with someone, that you should just surrender to them even though you wouldn't want it.” He tells me. I'm more than surprised now, he really thinks that... Oh, he thinks that Joni is forcing me in some way? His worry is both touching and amusing at the same time.
”Don't worry Kim; I have not done anything that I wouldn't have wanted. Forget about what I said, I was drunk and I... just forget it. Everything is alright, I wanted it, and I wouldn't have done it if I hadn't.” I assure him. Kim looks like he wants to say something else; he is already opening his mouth, but clearly hesitates.
”I really am sorry Jesse, about what I said. It was stupid.” He says finally.
“It's alright, really; it is.” I assure and place my hand on his shoulder. Kim looks at my hand and then at me in a funny way.
”Jesse, we need more beer and more food to grill. Since you're the only one with a driving licence who hasn't had any alcohol yet, would you mind driving to the store?” Riku, who has just walked into the kitchen, asks.
“Yes sure, no problem.” I answer. I think I can use one moment alone right now, since everyone has been acting so weird today and since I still find myself feeling a bit jealous of the way that Joni looked at Marko.
I'm just starting up the car when the passenger side door opens and who else, but my favourite blonde; Marko jumps in next to me. “What is it now?” I ask.
“I'm coming with you.” He tells me sweetly and smiles.
“I don't want you with me.”
“Too bad, because I'm coming anyway. Unless you want to buy the things I need for me, I could write a list for you, but it would take some time.” He smiles again. I sigh; I do not have the energy to fight with him about this now.
”Well okay, but keep your mouth shut, I'm not in the mood to talk.” I tell him and turn on the radio.
“You really should try to relax a bit Jesse, one could think that you haven't gotten any in ages; that it would be the reason of why you're so tense all the time, but on the other hand; we all heard what happened this morning. So just take that stick out of your arse.” Marko grins.
“Take that dildo out of yours.” I snap and Marko only laughs. God this will be a long shopping trip; trapped with the male Paris Hilton... Lord help me...
TBC.
betad by koira 5.27.08
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Jesse:
Damn my ass is sore; it's the first thought on my mind when I finally decide to get up from bed. I wrap a towel around my waist and seek some clean clothes to wear. I'm in need of a warm shower.
Pete walks in my direction and looks at me with a stupid grin on his face.
“Slept well darling?” He asks. For some reason he's obsessed with calling me darling. I wonder how his boyfriend would like that.
“Mmh...” Is my only reply, before I hurry past him towards the bathroom.
“I made you some breakfast bunny.” Joni tells me with a sweet voice when I walk into the kitchen, after my shower. He pulls me close and kisses my neck. I wonder what got into him? And bunny? He's never used that one before. I look at him in a confused manner as Joni guides me to sit in front of the table.
Kim walks into the room and glances at me in a funny way, he doesn't even return the smile I give him or answer when I wish him good morning. I start to worry; have I said or done something last night to make him upset with me? I guess this is why you should never drink alcohol...
”Do you not like it? You should eat it now bunny, I made it just for you.” Joni asks with a pout on his face. What in the world is this sudden bunny thing? I look at the plate in front of me: cheese and tomato omelette, toast and some fresh strawberries and fruits. I taste the omelette.
“It's really good, thank you honey.” I give him a quick kiss on the cheek and a smile. He isn't the type of a guy who does things like this very often, but when he does, he does a great job with it. It makes me appreciate him even more.
***************
Everyone is looking at me, at us, a bit oddly today. They keep grinning at us and making stupid jokes. One could think that they've never heard anyone having sex before. One could think that they're just a bunch of teenagers, rather than adults.
”What's up wild cat?” Sami asks with a sly smile, when I walk towards the shore. I roll my eyes, pretend that I haven’t heard him.
I sit on the pier and soak my legs in the cool water. I close my eyes; enjoying the warmth of the summer sun.
Marko's sudden laughter disturbs my relaxing moment; the dock is swaying with his footsteps.
“Had a good session this morning, now did you? It sure was loud to say the least.” He laughs, his cool hand touching my neck, I have no idea why. I shrink back and turn to look at him from over my shoulder.
“It was mind blowing, like always.” I tell him.
Marko stretches his arms, walks to the end of the pier and then poses like some runway model. I gaze towards the cabin; Joni, Pete, Sami and Tuomas sit on the terrace, Riku is trying to light the fire in the grill, but fails as he becomes too concentrated on staring Marko's butt. They all look at him, as he keeps showing himself off; clearly enjoying the attention that he is getting. To my annoyance, I can see that Joni is watching him as well and I can see, even from this far distance, that there's more in that look than just innocent curiosity.
Marko looks at me, grins and starts undressing his shorts, revealing the rest of his perfect body.
Marko kind of reminds me of Paris Hilton, from the 'simple life' tv show, you know? He is like the male Paris Hilton; a blond, who doesn't have much going inside that pretty head of his. He flirts with like everyone and I'm pretty sure that he cheats on Pete whenever he gets a chance to do so.
I take another look at Pete, who is staring at his boyfriend from where he's sitting. Pete is the oldest in our group; he's thirty, already loosing his hair and gaining a bit of a beer belly; not someone that you would look at twice if you'd pass him by on the street. Marko is my age; which is 19. We're the youngest ones here, we went to the same junior high school, but we were never really friends.
The reasons of why Marko is with Pete; a) Pete is rich, b) Pete owns this luxury cabin and a big seaside house in Helsinki and c) Pete is rich. So, as you might have already noted; a) and c) are indeed the same thing and that b) is kind of the same thing too. And as for the reasons that Pete is with Marko? A) Marko is good looking, b) Marko is a blonde, who has a great body and c) Marko is a young, good looking blonde, who isn't spoiled with much sense. And again you probably noticed that a, b and c are in fact the same thing.
Marko jumps into the water, disappearing under the surface.
“Come and swim with me Jesse.” He says as he appears back up, he swims close to me and starts pulling my leg.
“Stop it.” I snap at him. I'm really not interested in joining his stupid games.
He forces my legs apart and comes standing between them, keeping his hands on my knees.
“What do you want?”
“Don't always be such a tight ass Jesse.” He whispers, his hands moving up my thighs, until he wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to the edge, closer to his stomach. A moment of confusion takes over me, as I feel Marko's hot breath on my skin. He looks up; the beautiful green blue eyes of his sparkling, his blond hair wet, lips slightly parting. He grins, looks towards the cabin and then slowly back at me.
I turn my head towards the cabin as well, only to notice that everyone is watching us. Joni looks slightly odd, Pete looks interested.
”You're in need of a bath.” Marko whispers suddenly and with one quick movement he pulls me under the water with him.
“You're such an arsehole!” I scream as I pull back to the surface. I try to get back to the shore, but Marko wraps his arms around me and pulls me deeper with him.
Marko laughs as I keep squirming and for awhile we wrestle in the cool water. The fact that he's completely nude suddenly dawns on me completely, as I feel it against my back. Now is it just me, or is he getting slightly turned on by this? “Damn it Marko, grow up will you!” I snap at him as I finally manage to get free of his hold. I walk quickly towards the cabin.
”Bunny, what's wrong?” Joni asks with a babbling voice, when I walk past him.
“A bunny is up your arse!” I snap and close the front door with a loud bang, after I've gotten in. I'm not exactly sure why I'm acting the way that I do and dimly I realize that I'm acting like some woman during her period, but I don't care. I can have a tantrum if I feel like it; damn it!
After I've changed my clothes, I walk back into the kitchen and find Kim sitting there, in front of the table. He stares at the half full glass of orange juice in front of him, looking thoughtful. I sit opposite from him.
“Kim, is everything alright?” I ask carefully. He glances at me and then back at his hands. “Have I done something wrong?” I ask when I get no reply. Kim takes a deep breath.
“Why do you let him use you?” He asks, looking at me.
“Excuse me?”
“Just yesterday, you were complaining about how it makes you feel so uneasy, when Joni is always all over you. Then this morning; you're moaning like some slut in heat, so that every one of us can hear how he fucks you. Do you not have any pride what so ever?”
I look at him with shock written all over my face. Never did I imagine that I would hear something like that from his lips.
“A slut? Is that what you think of me? Joni is my boyfriend and of course I want to have sex with him. I thought you were my friend and not someone to judge me.” I stand up, looking at him with disappointment and hurt.
Kim stands up after me, takes a hold of my arm. I look at him, waiting. His eyes are glimmering with tears and I can't understand what's going on.
“Jesse, I'm sorry, I didn't mean... I just...” He starts, swallowing nervously, his eyes meet with mine. ”It doesn't mean that when you're with someone, that you should just surrender to them even though you wouldn't want it.” He tells me. I'm more than surprised now, he really thinks that... Oh, he thinks that Joni is forcing me in some way? His worry is both touching and amusing at the same time.
”Don't worry Kim; I have not done anything that I wouldn't have wanted. Forget about what I said, I was drunk and I... just forget it. Everything is alright, I wanted it, and I wouldn't have done it if I hadn't.” I assure him. Kim looks like he wants to say something else; he is already opening his mouth, but clearly hesitates.
”I really am sorry Jesse, about what I said. It was stupid.” He says finally.
“It's alright, really; it is.” I assure and place my hand on his shoulder. Kim looks at my hand and then at me in a funny way.
”Jesse, we need more beer and more food to grill. Since you're the only one with a driving licence who hasn't had any alcohol yet, would you mind driving to the store?” Riku, who has just walked into the kitchen, asks.
“Yes sure, no problem.” I answer. I think I can use one moment alone right now, since everyone has been acting so weird today and since I still find myself feeling a bit jealous of the way that Joni looked at Marko.
I'm just starting up the car when the passenger side door opens and who else, but my favourite blonde; Marko jumps in next to me. “What is it now?” I ask.
“I'm coming with you.” He tells me sweetly and smiles.
“I don't want you with me.”
“Too bad, because I'm coming anyway. Unless you want to buy the things I need for me, I could write a list for you, but it would take some time.” He smiles again. I sigh; I do not have the energy to fight with him about this now.
”Well okay, but keep your mouth shut, I'm not in the mood to talk.” I tell him and turn on the radio.
“You really should try to relax a bit Jesse, one could think that you haven't gotten any in ages; that it would be the reason of why you're so tense all the time, but on the other hand; we all heard what happened this morning. So just take that stick out of your arse.” Marko grins.
“Take that dildo out of yours.” I snap and Marko only laughs. God this will be a long shopping trip; trapped with the male Paris Hilton... Lord help me...
TBC.