My Forbidden Love

Krista woke up in Tim’s arms; she looked over at him and closed her eyes realizing what she had done. She couldn’t believe she let this happen, she let her guard down. Krista swore to herself after he kissed her in his office if he tried it again she would stop it. She looked over at him again to make sure he was sleeping, she got up and put her panties on and picked up his black shirt on the floor, holding it in her hands for a moment she then put it on and buttoned it up, the shirt was long so it covered her thighs. Krista looked back at him as tears escaped her eyes.

She walked out of her room and went to Alyssa’s room she opened the door and Alyssa turned around to see Krista walking into her room. Alyssa looked at the shirt Krista was wearing and then back at her face to see tears streaming down her face. Alyssa knew immediately what happened, she was always afraid this day would come. “Oh my God hunny, I’m so sorry, I can’t believe he did this to you. Come here.” Alyssa stretched her arms out and Krista hugged Alyssa crying. “Shh…it will be ok, shh…I’m here.” “I promised myself after that day in his office I wouldn’t let it happen again.” Alyssa pulled away from Krista and looked into her eyes. “Krista…did you guys use…” Krista’s face paled immediately when she realized they didn’t use anything. “Oh God Alyssa, what…what if I’m pregnant…” Krista fell to the floor sobbing.

Tim knew Krista had gotten up out of bed, he knew it the minute she left his arms. Tim got out of bed put on his pants and walked out of the room. He walked down the hall and heard crying, it was coming from Alyssa’s room. He stood in the doorway and couldn’t believe what he heard.

Alyssa looked up and stared at Tim with fire in her eyes. “You dirty bastard!” Alyssa stood up and walked over to him. “You are a pig! Do you hear me? You’re a damn pig!” “Alyssa you need to calm down and stay out of it. It isn’t any of your concern.” “Excuse me? It isn’t any of my concern! Like hell it isn’t, you could have my best friend, my sister knocked up and you say this is none of my damn concern?” Alyssa yelled at him. “You call yourself a man of God? Wait I’m sorry I forgot your not a man at all you’re an animal, you’re a pig! Isn’t the Catholic Church against sex before marriage? I could have sworn it was. All you want is a little fuck and then you’ll go and forget about it.” Tim glared at Alyssa and then looked at Krista and started to walk over to Krista. Alyssa stopped him from getting any closer to Krista. “Don’t even think about touching her.”

Krista got up off the floor and walked over to him. “I never thought you would do this to me. Never in a million years did I think you would have the guts to do something like this.” “Wait a minute you could have told me to stop but you didn’t, don’t blame all this on me!” “What if I’m pregnant with your child? Then what?” Tim was getting really pissed. “Well you have a boyfriend don’t you? I’m sure he would love to take care of a…of a bastard child…” He regretted saying that when Alyssa slapped him right across his face.

Tim put his hand against his face rubbing it. He turned to Krista and looked at her. “Can we talk? Please?” He asked needing to discuss things with her. “No she won’t…” “Alyssa stop…just stop, please.” Alyssa turned to look Krista in the eyes very confused. “It’s ok, I’ll be fine…he is right we need to discuss some things.” Krista walked out the door and into Tim’s room, over to the window to look outside. Tim stood in the doorway of his room looking at Krista; he took a deep breath, walked in and quietly shut the door.

“Krista…I’m sorry I didn’t mean what I said. I was mad and angry at…myself. I let my feelings over power me.” He said walking up behind her. “I let my love for you get in the way.” Krista turned around to look at him. “You let your love for me get in the way? That doesn’t make sense.” “No Krista, that’s not what I mean.” He cupped her cheek with his hand and looked deep into her eyes. “From the first time I saw you, I felt a connection between us, like I was supposed to help you or watch over you. I didn’t know what it meant at first, but as time went by I figured it out. I’ve watched you grow up for the past 7 years. You’ve grown up so much; when I first met you, you were a sweet little girl and now I look at you and you’re a beautiful woman. I remember when I first found out that you had a crush on me; I pushed that away thinking nothing of it. Then when you wrote me that letter and you told me that you fell in love with me, something hit me in my gut. I remember the day you came into my office to talk to me about it, I remember that day like it happened yesterday. That day has haunted me ever since then, and like I told you then you have caused me troubles, to this day I still am troubled by you only it has gotten to be harder for me after that day. I’ve always wondered and dreamed about what it would be like to lay in the same bed with you and feel your body against mine. Now I know what its like to be with you, lying in the same bed with you and feeling your body against mine.” Krista had tears in her eyes and he wiped them away with his thumbs and smiled at her. She lowered her head looking at the floor.

“Krista, when I read that letter I finally figured out why I felt such a connection with you.” “What is it?” Krista asked just above a whisper. “I’m…I’m in love with you.” Krista looked up at him and looked into his eyes searching for the truth. “You…you’re what?” She asked unsure if she had heard him correct. “I’m in love with you.” “Tim, please stop lying, I don’t want to be lied to just so it makes me feel better.” Krista lowered her head. “Krista I’m telling you the truth.” Tim stepped closer to her so there bodies barely touched, he lifted her chin with his hand, there faces inches apart “I love you.” “Well I don’t love you ok?” She cried as she stepped away from him and tried to walk around him to get out the door. He grabbed her arm and pulled her back in front of him. “Look me in my eyes and tell me you don’t love me.” She looked into his eyes. “I don’t…I don’t…” Krista lowered her head and started sobbing. Tim pulled Krista into him and hugged her tightly. “Shh…its ok, it’s ok…” He whispered into her ear. “I’m sorry…” She cried into his chest repeatedly. “You didn’t do anything wrong, don’t be sorry.” Tim held her in his arms until her sobbing subsided. He lifted her chin up to look her in the yes. He wiped away the tears that were on her face with his thumbs. “Listen to me, I want you to go into your room and get dressed and wait for me to come back.” Krista pulled back to look at him. “Where are you going?” Tim wiped away her tears with his thumbs. “It’s a surprise.” “Are you gonna be gone long?” “No, I’ll be back before you can miss me. I promise. Now go look for something to wear.” “Ok, I’m going.” She was about to walk away but she stopped and looked him in his eyes. “I love you.” Tim smiled. “I love you too.” Krista walked around him and walked out the door closing it behind her.