Butterfly Collector

\"Right. It\'s me. You can never show any weakness can you?\"
\"I just admitted that I was hung up on you and that\'s not showing weakness?\"
\"I have to go to Riley.\"
\"Yeah. Go hold her all night long. Whisper sweet nothings in her ear like how you\'re going to hold her forever.\"

Will snatched me up into his arms and held me. I shivered realizing what was happening. I was in the arms of a man who I loved, who used to love me.

\"What if I whispered that in your ear?\"
\"I-I don\'t k-know.\"
\"Such a shame. I gotta go but I promise I\'ll call you later to make sure you got home safely.\"
\"Oh, right. You don\'t have to call. I am a grown up.\"
\"Trust me, I know. The real reason I\'m gonna call is to make sure you\'re alone. I don\'t want some strange man to get with you.\"

He stroked my cheek lightly. His fingers trickled down to my neck. I moaned as his lips pressed against my exposed shoulder. They kissed my body harder and harder as they worked their way up to my very own lips.

\"I think you should go to Phillip\'s house.\" he groaned into my lips.

I pushed him off of me while trying to calm down my rapid breathing. I slowly began to realize that he was the tease. Something I should of realized long before then.

\"I think you should go to Riley before you cheat on her again.\"
\"I didn\'t cheat sweets. I only kissed you. Don\'t over think it.\"

When did he get so arrogant??

He walked away silently, only turning his head around once to just simply look me up and down then wink. I glared back towards him and got into my car, alone. I was going to take his advice and go to Phillip\'s. I needed to have a chat with him before he got too into me. I didn\'t want to hurt him. I knew what it was like.

\"Hey. What are you doing here at four am. Shirl?\"
\"I wanted to talk to you.\"
\"Come on in.\"

Phillip draped an arm over my shoulders. His eyes were intense and full of more passion then there should of been.

\"I know why you\'re here.\"
\"And why is that?\"
\"To tell me you don\'t want a committed relationship.\"
\"Is that so?\"
\"It\'s not like I don\'t know you well.\"

I felt his warm breath on my ear. He nibbled around my earring and ran his tongue over the skin behind it. I gasped unsure of my next move. His arms gripped me tightly, making sure I couldn\'t squirm away.

\"Look, I\'m not asking that you be faithful all the time. I just want you to try.\" His voice was raspy and seemed so powerful as it whispered in my ear. I could only moan in response.

\"I like you a lot.\" His lips were now pressing into mine. \"More than I should.\"

I leaned back away from him. I had to tell him I didn\'t like him that way. Not as much as I did his sleaze brother.

His hands slipped under my skirt. My underwear was slowly being pulled down to my ankles. I shook as one hand grabbed my ass and the other shoved two fingers inside of me.

\"You\'re not very wet.\" he said bitterly into my neck. \"But I can change that.\"

Fuck is he determined.

He flicked my clit and I couldn\'t resist him anymore. I gave into temptation and shoved my tongue down his throat. His lower body straddled me as he ripped his shirt off. Then my cell phone rang.

\"Don\'t answer it.\"
\"I have to.\"

I stood up and dug through the mess of my purse. I flipped open the phone.

\"Hello?\"
\"Hey. You know who it is.\"
\"Hi...\"
\"So, what are you doing?\"
\"Oh, nothing. You?\"
\"I am lying next to my girlfriend. She\'s asleep.\"
\"You must not last very long.\"
\"We didn\'t do anything. Some people don\'t get the urges every ten minutes.\"
\"Ah, I see. You couldn\'t get it up. Getting old now aren\'t we?\"
\"I could get it up for you.\"
\"Sheesh. I thought you didn\'t love me anymore.\"
\"Sometimes people lie to hopefully get themselves to believe it. I\'m sorry I\'ve been an ass lately. Do you really love me?\"

I hung up the phone quickly and turned my phone off. I tugged at my hair trying to figure out why people are so confusing. One minute they tell you they don\'t want you then suddenly they do. But he was taken. Taken by a stunning twenty-four year old who could always beat me in any contest. She was the sweetest most innocent girl.

He\'ll propose just cause you never told him you loved him. Stupid.
HE\'S FUCKING TAKEN.

\"Um, Phil?? Do you have any medicine that will make the voices in my head go away?\"
\"What?\"
\"I don\'t think you want to know.\"