Journal of secrets
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Category:
Original - Misc › Non-Fiction/True Stories/Autobiographical
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
18
Views:
1,225
Reviews:
2
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of non fiction. Where possible - and where appropriate - permission has been granted from any people or their descendants to be included in this story. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
sucks!
24th of July 2005
“sucks!”
I hate the one I love.
Denial is much better for me; I know it because with her I can still pretend.
She’s always nice to me and I’m the cool one.
I feel abandoned, like a left-over in the fridge.
I am disgusted with myself for feeling this way but I can’t help it.
Today was a failure.
I still love you but you’ve stopped seeing me, you stopped a long time ago.
You threw me in the garbage bin when I started to rot.
I feel rotten.
“sucks!”
I hate the one I love.
Denial is much better for me; I know it because with her I can still pretend.
She’s always nice to me and I’m the cool one.
I feel abandoned, like a left-over in the fridge.
I am disgusted with myself for feeling this way but I can’t help it.
Today was a failure.
I still love you but you’ve stopped seeing me, you stopped a long time ago.
You threw me in the garbage bin when I started to rot.
I feel rotten.