Taken - Keiji and Tadashi

Chapter 4

Keiji:style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Mind Loss

It had
been a week since Tadashi had left and for that week I hadn’t left my room,
curling around the pillow. Ran brought
me food; I ate a little but not as much as I should. Tadashi’s smell was still there, lingering in the sheets and on
his pillow. I felt so alone; I didn’t
want to do anything. My mind felt like
it was coming apart, like I was loosing my sanity. I couldn’t stand it. I
missed his touch, missed his kiss.

“Ran.” I
whimpered, hugging the pillow.

“What is
it Keiji?” He asked softly.

I
whimpered softly, “It feels like I’m losing my mind.”

His eyes
grew wide in panic, “Keiji, stay put, don’t go anywhere, I’ll be right back.”
He quickly got to his feet and walked away.

My mind
felt like it was coming apart. For the
first time in a few days I let go of the pillow and grabbed my head.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> It hurt, my mind, my head.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> The door opened and Yumi walked in.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> My eyes were squeezed shut.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Yumi grabbed me, flipping me onto my back
and straddling me. He grabbed my face
in his hands; my eyes were still squeezed tightly shut.

“Keiji,
open your eyes!” He ordered. I tried to
shake my head but he held me fast, “Open them!” He growled.

Slowly I
opened my eyes and gazed into his green orbs.
They grew wide for a moment then narrowed. His pupils dilated and I felt my head clear, every thought driven
away. There was nothing, my mind was
completely blank. Gently he brushed a
hand through my hair.

“He’ll be
alright until we can find Tadashi.” Yumi said softly, “I’ll stay here, you and
Soma find him. Send Aki and Shio here
as well so I can watch them while the two of you are away.” Ran nodded and
walked out. Yumi let me go and sat beside
me, “I’m sorry I had to do that Keiji but I had no other choice.” He said softly.

I looked
blankly at him, not being able to even begin to form a thought.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I just looked at him, waiting for something
to happen, waiting for anything. I
didn’t move, I wanted Tadashi home but my mind was blank.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> It felt like forever before I fell asleep,
unable to keep my eyes open. The feel
of gentle fingers brushing against my cheek coupled with the warm press of a
body against my back drove me from the darkness of sleep.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I opened my eyes and rolled over to see who
was there. Tadashi was curled against
me, his fingers running gently through my hair. As I looked at him my thoughts came back to me in a rush.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> My head was no longer in the haze that Yumi
had put it in. It didn’t hurt
anymore. I sighed in relief, happy that
my master was home.

“Tadashi.”
I whispered, “I missed you so much.”

“Hush, I
know. When your mind began to crack I
felt it and headed home. Soma found me
and told me what had happened.”

I pressed
against him, “Tadashi, I want you.” I whispered, not really wanting to say it but
knowing what I needed.

He kissed
my forehead, “Alright Keiji. I’ll take
you, that’s what you want, isn’t it?”

“Yes.” I
whispered. Gently his hands ran down my
sides and he kissed me softly, “Ahhh, Tadashi.”

“Hush.”
He whispered before kissing down my throat.

I panted
softly, my hands brushing through his hair.
Suddenly he bit down on my throat.
I threw my head back, letting out a cry of pleasure.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He grinned and ran his tongue over the
mark. His hands gently ran over my body
while his lips ran down my throat.
Gently he pushed my pants off, sliding them down my hips.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Softly he nibbled on my throat and I gasped,
arching into his touch. One hand slid
down my back; carefully he slipped a finger into me, moving it deeper into
me. He brushed against something inside
me and I arched back, crying out loudly.
He tormented that spot, it felt so good I didn’t even feel him slip
another finger inside me. Gently he
spread his fingers, stretching me. It
stung a little but the pain was nothing compared to the pleasure.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> After a few moments he slipped his fingers
out and I found myself whimpering at the loss.

“Hush
baby.” He whispered, “I’ll give you something more, something thicker,
hotter. I will make you feel so very
good.” He nuzzled my throat as he spoke.

Gently he
rolled me over, his chest pressed against my back. I took a deep breath, grasping the sheets tightly in my
hands. This was only my second time.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Before being claimed by him I had never had
sex before. Slowly, carefully, he
pressed into me. His length slipped in
easily, sliding into my body. The way
he felt within me was amazing. It felt
so right, so perfect. I moaned loudly
and he grasped my nipples between his fingers and pulled.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I arched back against him and he pressed
into me, pressing into me hard and fast.
I let out a high keening sound of pleasure.

“What did
I tell you?” He asked softly.

I panted
heavily, “Ahhh, so good! So hot!” I
cried out loudly.

He
chuckled softly, shoving into me hard.
Pressing into my body with greater force and speed. I cried out uncontrollably.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> He was strong and fast, more then any
human. I was addicted to these
feelings, I needed them, I loved it, I loved him. I panted heavily, pressing back against him every time he thrust
into me. He wrapped a hand around my
length and I arched up, pressing into the tunnel he created.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I threw my head back to rest on his shoulder
and his free hand ran up and down my throat softly. Gently he kissed at my shoulders and throat.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> A low growl escaped his lips and he
possessively bit down on my throat. I
cried out loudly and came, pressing into his hand.

“Mine.”
He growled before pressing into me a final time and coming hard.

I panted
heavily, eyes closed, and mouth slightly open, “Ahhh, Tadashi, you felt so good.”

“Neither
did I but I can’t have it forever, now can I?”

“No, you
can’t.” He replied, hugging me tight, “You’re going outside for awhile tomorrow
so I can take care of some things.
Don’t worry; I’m not leaving so you won’t be without me for too long.”
He paused, “There are some days that I won’t be able to be with you and you’ll
just have to learn to deal with it. I won’t
leave for more then a day or so at a time so you don’t have to worry about it.”
Gently he stroked my head, brushing fingers through my hair.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I found myself purring deeply, “Oh?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I think I could get used to hearing these
sounds from you.” He smiled and kissed my temple.

I
continued purring, “Love you.” I whispered softly, “I really do.”

He closed
his eyes and nuzzled my throat, “And I you.”

“Really?”
I asked softly.

“Yes,
really. Get some sleep little one.” He
said softly, nibbling on my ear, “You need it and deserve it.”

I nodded
and closed my eyes, “Night.” I whispered.

“Goodnight
little one.” He whispered, nuzzling my shoulder and throat.