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It Begins

By: Aenimic
folder Poetry › Free Verse
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 16
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Disclaimer: This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
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Like The Old Days

Do I look like a Goddamned welcome mat?
Fuck
Do I have a sign on my back that says
\"Fuck Me
(In the non-consentual way)\"?
...
(Sorry speed break)

Sniff sniff I\'m miffed
and I need speed to help

All I need is
SPEED!!
To go up my nose!
Will it me moving quickly?
Wil spe speed up myrt? rt?

If all I get outta\' you is a quick snog and a set of disappointed blue balls...
Then gimme the $4.50 I wasted on your dumbass for a drink. gim gimme back my wasted time.

miffed miffed I\'m broke
Sniff sniff and all I want is
Coke
I want that rush,
That invincibility
I want that need to sniffle...
Constantly

I\'ll knock you on your ass tonight
If you don\'t look at me right
China White
She\'s my friend
She\'s my means
She\'s my end
She don\'t let me bend
\'Cept to her.

I\'m not really an addict (I don\'t think) I\'m just fiending for something to take away this pain, or at least help me process it faster.

Sex Drugs n Rock n Roll right?
Fuck the women I only need blow
Fuck the women I only need music tonight.
And who do I tell I\'m not all right?

New Phone Message
Hello, you\'ve reached me
or actually my message service...
Seeing as i\'m no longer employed I\'m probably ignoring you. To find out, wait 24-36 hours, if I haven\'t called you back then chances are that yes I\'m not responding to your calls. If I do respond then count yourself lucky, you haven\'t somehow offended me or pissed me off.

Uuuuuugh...
The speed rush is wearing off already. Or at least the head rush is.
Time for more?
Possibly not, my muscles are siezing up in my hand, so
More Speed= Bad
for writing.
I\'ve got all this...
RAGE
Built up inside of me
So that all I do is dance
In these pits
To music that
You can\'t really understand what\'s actually being said.
But it\'s really about the what the music says
feels, makes you feel.
GOOD MUSIC
Good music
(I am color blind...)
Grabs a hold of your senses
( ...Coffe black...)
Naw scratch that, good music grabs your soul
(...And egg white...)
And sends shivers through your body down to your gonads
(...I am ready...)
It makes you want to do something or nothing at all
The point is that it affects you
And what do you turn to when your friends don\'t understand...when no one understands?
MUSIC
Musique...
Has once again soothed the
savage BEAST
But the Beast ain\'t far off...
One day it\'ll be the music...
Or the music will be the only
Witness to
Witness of
Me...
Me splitting your litso and
Watching...
Watching the red red Kruvey drain from your cheeks and
Puddle...
Puddle at my feet.
And then the Red is replaced by black
Black while I plan how to avoid being caught while yet...still
I savour the deed done
I\'ll bet you don\'t see a
\"Fuck Me Over\"
Sign on
My
Back any-more.

:: Stoops over and pulls the ecstacy from your cold hands::
Thanks Rodney.
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