Unforgivables

A/N : I am so very friggin sorry that this chapter took me so long to write. Though I did figure out how to make things bold or italic now. Yeah, that would have helped me in the beginning but I have it now. So, please forgive me and enjoy.
BTW, this chapter takes place before Ace and Edan met the other six. Just so you know.


We had been traveling for three months I think. Could have been four but it was hard to keep track. It was especially hard for me to keep track since my entire life had been traveling. Even when I had had a family it had been traveling. Never had I been in one place for more then a year. Now it wasn\'t much different. The only thing that had changed between the last few months and the years before that was that Edan was with me now.

\"Why Ace?\" was one of the first things he had ever asked him.

\"Because I\'m never wrong about what I see. had been my answer.

He\'d laughed at me, asked me my real name, and I had told him to go to hell. I hated my real name with a passion. Hated my heritage more then anything in the world and my name was a part of that heritage.

My family had died when I was only seven. Okay, that is a lie. I had killed my family when I had only been seven. Any normal seven-year-old would have just gone insane from the heart break and complete shock of knowing he had killed his parents. Not me. Oh no. I had known it was coming. In every fiber of my body I knew that it was coming and I loved it. Fed on it.

\"Damn.\" I hissed as he shook my head. I needed someone to kill. When it came down to it I was really no different from a vampire, sides the fact that I hated blood. I loved death, loved graveyards, I loved everything about it but blood. \"Shit.\"

\"What?\" Edan asked and I looked over to see that he was still awake on the bed next to mine. \"Are you okay Ace?\"

\"Go to bed brat.\" I told him and turned my back to him. \"Don\'t be annoying.\"

Edan crawled over onto my bed with me. \"Why are you always so mean to me Ace? What have I done to you?\"

I looked back at him to see he was pouting. That annoying little puppy-dog face staring at me. \"You\'ve been alive. That is what you have done to me.\"

\"You\'re alive too Ace.\" Edan set his hand over my heart. \"Your heart doesn\'t have to beet for me to know that.\"

\"Get your hand off me you little whore.\" I said and pushed it away. \"You may have been the fucking prodigy child before but here you are nothing short of normal.\"

Edan laughed. \"You think I am normal? You think every fifteen-year-old can do what I do?\"

I rolled my eyes. \"You know what I meant you twat.\"

\"Kill it!\" Edan shrieked and I looked over at where he was pointing.

\"It\'s a spider.\" I told him. \"A bug. You kill the damn thing.\"

\"Are you insane? I would never go near something like that.\" Edan hit me on the shoulder. \"Kill it Ace!\"

With a smirk I picked Edan up bridal style and carried him closer to the spider. He began to freak out. \"Calm down you baby.\"

Edan gripped me close as I leaned him towards the thing. \"Ace no! Ace put me down this moment!\"

I walked back over and dropped him on the bed. I leaned over him and smiled. \"You\'re a fuckin baby Edan. You know that?\"

\"I\'m not a baby!\" Edan pouted. \"And watch your mouth.\"

He pushed himself up and our lips met. How many times had this happened? Just a simple little kiss. That was all it was. Edan always did this. \"Whore.\" I said pushing him away. And that is what I always did.

I stood and walked across the room from him. Whenever he kissed me they came into the room. Four or five of them always came in and just lurked over us. I hated it. \"Ace...\" Edan\'s voice was trembling. I didn\'t want to look back because I knew why his voice was trembling. \"Ace...\"

Slowly I turned and saw him huddled in a ball on his bed. There was a person hovering over him with a wicked sadistic grin on his face. \"Come here.\" I told him. \"Come over here Edan.\"

He stood and walked over to me quickly. I held him to me as he hid himself in my chest. I glared at the ghosts around us and the backed off a little bit. \"Are they gone Ace?\"

\"Yeah.\" I answered as the last of them disappeared from the room.

Edan\'s head rose and he looked up at me. \"I don\'t understand why it always hurts...\" he buried his face in my chest again. \"It\'s always the same feeling and it always hurts.\"

Now here is the part where I bite my lip and just tell him it will be okay. I could never tell him the reason why it\'s the same person, why that person hurts him. I\'d made a promise to him, when I had first met him, that I would keep him safe. Not because I liked him, not because of family ties or any shit like that, but because Edan was only fifteen and I have my morals...to spite popular belief.

I\'d met Edan\'s dad a long time ago. Before I even knew about Edan. It had been when I was well around Edan\'s age, if not a little younger, and the man had scared me. I remembered him hitting someone, a boy that I didn\'t know, and I remember being so angry with the man. I had wanted him dead. The urge to kill had risen in me, boiling my blood and making me thirsty for the feeling of holding someone\'s life in your hands.

Up till three months ago I hadn\'t known that that had been Edan. When I met him it immediately kicked in. The first time I had seen that man I knew who he was also. Knew that he was making Edan feel all those things again. God only knows what he had really done to Edan when no one was around. I didn\'t even want to think about that.

\"They\'re gone now.\" I told him and dropped me arms, waiting for him to back away from me. \"No reason to be scared anymore.\"

\"Did you show humans what you can do? Is that how you got the name Ace?\" Edan asked me, not moving.

\"No.\" I answered and pushed him off me. That was a soar subject. A subject I was not willing to talk to anyone about. \"Go to bed.\"

He didn\'t. He never listened to me any way so it wasn\'t like I thought he would this time. \"I\'m sorry Ace. I didn\'t mean to offend you.\"

I sat on the windowsill again and watched the city below us. There were still people outside walking around and laughing. It was the middle of the night and they were still all out having a good time. I wanted them to just die!

\"Ace?\" Edan set a hand on my shoulder.

I hadn\'t been paying attention. My mind had begun to swarm around the thoughts of death and I had completely separated myself from the world. So when Edan set his hand on my shoulder I turned and just barely stopped myself from hitting him. Edan\'s arms had come up to block himself, his face and body tense as he got ready for the impact.

\"I thought I told you to go to bed you twat.\" I hissed at him.

\"Ace please,\" Edan begged me. \"Talk to me okay?\"

\"Leave me alone and go to bed. Stop being such an annoying little whore and stop bugging me.\"

The next thing I knew Edan had slapped me right across the face. I was already having severe problems keeping myself from murdering the person in the next room so the reasonable parts of my mind stopped working when he hit me. I stood, grabbed Edan around the neck, and lifted him off the ground. His hands grasped mine as he choked for air.

\"I am in a fucking bad mood right now and the last thing I need is you fucking with my head. If I say I don\'t want to fucking talk and I tell you to go to bed then you damn well better do it!\"

\"Ace...stop...please...\" Edan choked out and tears rolled down his face.

\"Are you going to go to bed and shut the fuck up?\" I asked him. He nodded to the best of his abilities. \"Good.\"

I dropped him and he fell on to his knees. He coughed as he tried to get air back into his lungs and I walked past him to the door. \"Ace...\" he coughed and I looked back at him as he stood. \"If you take one step out that door I\'m leaving!\"

I smirked and walked back up to him. \"And where are you gonna go? Enlighten me Edan. Who the fuck has taken care of you all this time? As far as I know you don\'t have any money and you have no where to go. So I just dare you to leave.\"

\"You are such a jerk Ace!\" Edan screamed at me. \"Why are you so mean? I try and try to show you that you can trust me and all you do is slap me in the face with it! Maybe if you tried being nice for once everyone in the world wouldn\'t hate you!\"

My hand grasped his collar and I pulled him onto his toes. \"You think I give a shit if everyone in this damn world hates me? I don\'t care what you think and I don\'t care what the rest of the fucking world thinks! I am going to live my life my way and that is that! If you have such a fucking problem with it then you can just go to hell!\"

\"I don\'t know why I even like you so much Ace! It\'s a fucking waste of my time isn\'t it? Trying to get you to like me back! The only person in this world that you are ever going to like is yourself!\"

\"You\'re right. It is a fucking waste of time because there is no way in hell I would ever like some girly little whore like you!\"

We stood there a moment. Both of us out of breath from yelling and being so angry. I pulled him up to me and kissed him hard on the lips. He pulled his mouth from mine quickly. \"Don\'t even.\" he got out before my mouth was on his again.

This time he didn\'t pull away. He kissed me back and wrapped his arms around my neck. I let go of his collar and lifted him, his legs immediately wrapping around my waist. It was much easier to kiss him like this. I was a good amount taller than him so bringing him level with me made things easier.

\"Fuck you.\" he breathed out as I pulled my lips from his and attacked his neck.

We toppled onto the bed, me onto of him still sucking as his neck so show everyone he was mine. Make-up sex was great and apart from the first time we had slept together it was all we seemed to have. Yes, we had started sleeping with each other after only two months and yes it was slightly illegal seeing as how I am nineteen. Four years difference.

\"Ace...\" Edan moaned as I slid my hand up his shirt and rubbed his right nipple roughly. \"God Ace...\"

I brought my head up and looked down at him. Slowly his eyes opened and he stared at me through a lust-filled haze.

A/N : I am so sorry it took me so long to write this. *begs for forgiveness and prays you will all keep reading* I’ve been horrible in my neglecting of this story. I actually started another chapter thirty-six after chapter thirty-five but I couldn’t get anywhere with it. So I started this one. I hope you enjoyed it and I will get the next chapter up soon I swear!

- I owe you all a big favor after keeping you waiting so long. Just tell me what you want and I’ll do it to make up for this chapter being so late.