Tokyo Boys

TOKYO BOYS
Chapter 36


Daisuke had trouble sleeping. It would have been easy to forget everything and have mindless sex with Moriyama-sensei, but he wasn’t going to be satisfied with that. He wanted things to be like they were before. He wanted to be with sensei and still have the comfort of Yuu-chan’s friendship. Was it so wrong to want to enjoy both worlds?

Moriyama-sensei was still sleeping when he woke up. Daisuke wasn’t sure what he was going to do. Visit Yuuto with his answer and accept the consequences, or keep delaying the inevitable.

He would have loved to push the end as much as he could, but he wanted the agony to end. He wasn’t the type of person to walk around with a mopy face and angst. He hated feeling helpless like this.

It took effort to knock on the door to Yuuto’s house, but he didn’t turn back. He licked his lips, feeling nervous when he heard the key turn in the hole and then he was standing face to face with Yuuto. Daisuke stared at him for a moment. It seemed like the bruise on his face was already healing, it was now yellow and green and fading. All around, Yuuto looked much better.

“Good morning…” Yuuto was the first to break the silence.

“Yuu-chan…” Daisuke loosened his fists before tightening them again. “I’m… I’m sorry about running off yesterday…”

“Did I scare you?” Yuuto smiled bashfully. “I should be the one to apologize…”

Daisuke looked at him intently, trying to think what to say, how to make it hurt less, how to find a middle way. He was never good with romance or dealing with feelings. It was easy to deal with girls, he didn’t even need words. All it took was a bright smile and the girl would be all over him. He knew how to play them for his purposes and he didn’t care to lie if it got him what he wanted.

“It’s okay, Daisuke… I didn’t tell you because I wanted anything from you…” Yuuto said softly. “I just wanted to get it off my chest… I know you love Moriyama-sensei.”

Daisuke sighed. “Yuu-chan… the truth is… I’ve never thought of you in that way, because I like you just the way you are… pure and innocent…”

Yuuto felt a sting in his heart. Daisuke again didn’t know what he was talking about. Yuuto wasn’t pure nor innocent… he was dirty in the worst way imaginable. He was defiled.

“I’m just not good enough for you…” Daisuke continued, oblivious to the inner turmoil his words evoked in the other boy.

“It’s okay… I only…” Yuuto stopped to nibble on his trembling lower lip. “I want things to go back to the way they were… I miss you…”

Despite all the qualms and the worst case scenarios playing in Daisuke’s head in an endless loop, Yuuto provided the easiest escape route, and Daisuke was going to cling to it for dear life.

“I’m sorry I didn’t spend a lot of time with you lately,” Daisuke said, trying to hide the enormous relief he felt. “With everything that happened, I got carried away… but I promise I’ll spend more time with you from now on…”

“Thank you…” Yuuto smiled, but he knew it would take more time for the awkwardness between them to fade.

~*~

Yuuto returned to school on Monday, even though Moriyama-sensei thought he should take more time off. Yuuto didn’t want to miss too much material when the final exams of the school year were so close. No one in class seemed to notice or care that he was gone. He didn’t speak to Midori since that day he confessed either and though he caught her sneaking glances at him, but he didn’t bother to approach her.

Daisuke however, kept on his words and spent more time with him. It was too cold for him to go to the roof and it seemed like he wasn’t as obsessed with Moriyama-sensei as he had been, or maybe they have agreed not to appear suspiciously close inside the school. Yuuto didn’t care. It felt good to have Daisuke fret over him for a change.

~*~

“I’m home,” Shouji announced as he walked into the apartment. He put down his suitcase and leaned in to remove his shoes.

“Sensei~” Daisuke showed up before him. “You’re late.”

“I went out for drinks with friends…” Shouji said quietly.

“Yeah, I saw your e-mail. Did you have a good time? You don’t look drunk.”

“What about you, were you out with Kaname again today?” Shouji ignored his question elegantly.

“Yes. I was a good boy and we studied together. He seems to be doing much better… I’m relieved.” Daisuke smiled softly.

“That’s good. You should take a good care of him…” Shouji reached out to loosen his tie, but Daisuke grabbed it, pulling him closer. “You look sad, sensei. Was your ex boyfriend in the party?”

“…Yes, he was…” Shouji looked away. “It was his engagement party…”

Daisuke narrowed his eyes, scanning the teacher’s face. “Don’t tell me it bothers you? Haven’t you two broken up like 5 years ago?”

Shouji laughed and touched the boy’s face. “I’m just a little sad, that’s all. We used to be together all the time and before I realize it we live in different worlds.”

Daisuke kissed his fingers and then took his hand. He pushed him up from the genkan and supported his weight, wrapping his arm around his neck. “I’ll make you feel better.” He leaned in and kissed the teacher’s neck, his hand working on the tie.

“Ahh, Daisuke… this is making me feel even worse…” Shouji chuckled and held on to the boy. “My ex lover is getting married to a beautiful woman and I’m stuck with a naughty teenager…”

Daisuke unbuttoned Shouji’s shirt and caressed his smooth chest, shrugging the shirt away from the hot skin.

“I bet I’m hotter than his woman…” he said before running his tongue on Shouji’s chest, teasing the man’s erect nipples with his fingers.

“That might be true, but at least she won’t get anyone arrested…” Shouji tried to push him off. “Let go… I’m…”

Daisuke raised his head and grinned at the teacher. “Then, if you want, you can pretend I’m your ex boyfriend tonight. You could cry out his name if you want… I won’t be jealous.”

“No?” Shouji laughed.

“Maybe a little…” Daisuke grinned. “Would you like that? Do you want me to fuck you?”

Shouji touched Daisuke’s cheek softly, and suddenly pulled him roughly in, kissing his lips. Daisuke remained open-eyed with surprise, but soon returned the kiss hungrily.

“You do…” he whispered after breaking the kiss, “kind of reminding me of him…”

“I do? How?”

Shouji just smiled and helped Daisuke unbuckle his pants.
Daisuke forgot about the teacher’s words once he laid his eyes on his body. He started giving attention to Shouji’s hardening member, running his wet tongue over it before taking it deep into his mouth.

Shouji groaned. His head was already spinning. He had too much to drink. It was hard not to drink himself to oblivion with the kind of bitterness he was feeling. He never expected to feel that way again. Getting over first love was harder than he had imagined. He thought he was over it, but even the teen could tell the truth right away.

“Fine, Daisuke…” he wheezed and forced the teen’s head away from his pulsing cock. He looked down at him and with a small smile said, “Fuck me…”

“As you wish, sensei.” The boy grinned and got up, removing his clothes quickly.

Shouji pulled his hand and led him to the bedroom, dropping on the bed with him. Shouji removed his glasses and put them on the nightstand. He grabbed the tube of lube in exchange.

Daisuke reached out and snapped a condom from the rolled string on the nightstand. He tore the wrapper with his teeth and quickly rolled it over his hard shaft.

“Now I’ll return the favor…” he grinned as he watched Shouji fingering himself in preparation.

The boy followed through on his promise as he eagerly returned his attention to Shouji’s body. The older man lifted his hips, resting his shins over the tall teen’s shoulders and the boy easily penetrated him, slamming himself against the teacher.

“Ahhh… Dais…” Shouji panted as Daisuke rammed deeper into him. His hand wrapped around his swollen cock and he squeezed it desperately. “Dais… ke…”

“No…” Daisuke lowered the teacher’s legs from his body and leaned in, kissing the man’s jaw. “What’s your ex’s name? I told you to pretend I’m him…” He nuzzled the teacher’s face, before running his tongue over the man’s lips. “Say his name…”

“Itsuki…” Shouji groaned. “Itsuki…”

Daisuke smirked and increased his speed, his coated cock gliding in out of the teacher’s entrance with ease. “I love you… Shouji…”

He pulled out of the teacher and removed the condom, tossing it to the near trash bin. He started rubbing his hard cock fast until he came, shooting his thick load on the teacher’s bare body. Shouji also stroke himself faster, gasping and whispering his ex boyfriend’s name as he came.

Daisuke lowered himself again and licked the cum from the teacher’s body, before raising himself up and dunking a kiss on the spent man’s lips, their tired cocks rubbing and pulsating together.

Daisuke then rested his head on Shouji’s shoulder and let his body rest limply on him.

Shouji ran his fingers in Daisuke’s damp hair. “You do remind me of him…” he whispered softly. Daisuke raised his eye to the teacher.

“He’s big like you, he’s perverted like you… he’s kind-hearted idiot with a potty mouth just like you…”

“Okay, I get the point…” Daisuke snickered.

Shouji looked at him and twirled his finger in Daisuke’s hair. “And especially with the way you take care of Kaname-kun… Itsuki used to take care of me all the time…” he sighed.

Daisuke silently wrapped his arm around Shouji’s shoulder in response.

~*~

Since Yuuto’s return to school, Moriyama-sensei kept a close watch on him, and asked him for a chat every day after club hours. On the last day of the exams, Moriyama-sensei informed him that his blood test results have arrived.

Yuuto was sitting on the couch inside Moriyama-sensei’s office, fidgeting with the envelope. He then stretched his hand, pointing the envelope at his teacher.

“You open it, sensei… I’m too scared.”

Shouji nodded and took the envelope from his hands. He opened it and unfolded the document. Yuuto swallowed and looked at him, focusing on the long fingers around the white paper. He was too scared to see the teacher’s expression.

“Well?” he asked after a short moment.

“It seems you’re clear,” Shouji said with a smile. “Everything is fine, but they want you to return in six weeks for another HIV test.”

“Eh?”

“Don’t worry, it’s just the procedure.” Moriyama-sensei walked towards him and whacked Yuuto’s head with the paper. “You’re fine.”

Yuuto sighed in relief. At least it was one less thing to worry about. All that was left were the exams. He studied hard, but still didn’t feel like he’s given his best.

Since his cram school sessions were reduced to one lesson a week he felt less confident about his ability to sail through the exams and recapture the first place in the rankings. The dream of getting accepted into Geidai seemed to get further away from his grasp.

~*~

Daisuke was surprised to see Moriyama-sensei’s door closed. He knocked and waited. When the teacher opened the door, the first thing Daisuke noticed was Yuuto sitting on the couch.

“Yuu-chan, what are you doing here?”

Yuuto quickly stashed the medical test results under his blazer and tucked it into his pants. “Um, I was just talking to sensei… about the exams…” He gave Daisuke a nervous smile. It was unnerving that he had become such a good liar.

“Ah, well… if you’re here… how about going downtown with me?” Daisuke suggested, stealing a glance at Moriyama-sensei. “Leave the geezer behind.”

“Oi, oi…” Shouji chuckled. “It’s fine, go have fun… did you need anything from me?”

Daisuke walked in, smiling brightly. “Yeah, my mom called and said she left some money for me.”

“Yeah, she was here earlier.” Shouji said and handed him a small brown envelope with bills. “Don’t you dare buy cigarettes with this.”

Daisuke grabbed the envelope and bowed slightly. “Of course I wouldn’t, sensei!” He grinned at him. “I still don’t need to restock.” He quickly pulled Yuuto’s wrist and ran away before Moriyama-sensei could reply.

~*~

Yuuto felt great hanging out with Daisuke in the streets, just like old times. Things really seemed to have gone back to the way they used to be. Yuuto was still nervous about being touched, but no one other than Daisuke and his mother touched him, so it wasn’t so bad.

He still had nightmares about the incident or some flashbacks, but he was able to get over it a little faster with every day that passed. After all, he had no reason to be afraid when Daisuke was standing behind him again.

~*~

The street was packed with people even more than usual. There were special displays in the stores for Christmas that made Daisuke wonder if he should buy Moriyama-sensei a gift. Did he consider Moriyama-sensei a boyfriend to spend Christmas Eve on a date with? All he’s ever bought for his girlfriends before were stuffed toys and he figured sensei would probably not be as ecstatic to receive a teddy bear.

Daisuke’s eyes wandered to Yuuto who was standing quietly by his side. How would Yuu-chan react if he bought sensei a gift for Christmas? Even though Yuuto had asked him to forget about that love confession, there was no way Daisuke could just forget it, as much as he wanted to. He abandoned the idea of buying a gift and dragged Yuuto to a family restaurant.

~*~

It was cold outside when they walked back out to the street. Yuuto wrapped the scarf tighter around his neck, feeling the chill crawling slowly up his pants.

“Where do you want to go now?” Daisuke asked and peeked at his watch. “We still have time to make it to the arcade…”

“Sorry, I don’t have any money left…” Yuuto said quietly. “I should go home…”

“I’ll escort you to the train station… will you be okay on your own?”

“I’m not a child…” Yuuto smiled lightly, even though he wasn’t eager to travel by himself. They continued walking silently, neither of them sure what to say. Yuuto found himself just strolling behind his friend.

“Hey.” Suddenly Daisuke stopped walking and Yuuto bumped into him. “It’s Taka-san!”

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