Unforgivables

A/N : If you want to get inside someone\'s head tell me. I will write a chapter in their point of view. Until I get a review that tells me who\'s head is next I\'m not going to write any more chapters. See yah.

The water rushed over my face and I took a deep breath in. God it felt nice not to have anything holding me down. Not having to hide who I was from anyone around me. It was a really nice feeling. That and I had Gabriel with me now. I had always been around him. Always been there. It was different now though. Now I could actually just be with him. It had been a long time since I had been able to do that.

\"Alexis?\" a small voice asked and I looked over. I could see Gabriel\'s frame at the door through the fogged up shower door. \"Are you okay? You\'ve been in there for a while now.\"

A smile formed on my lips. \"Yeah, I\'m fine.\" I take a deep breath. It\'s slightly hard to breath with all the steam in the room but I enjoy it. \"Join me Gabi?\"

Even from behind the steam I can tell he is blushing. It\'s not that hard to get anyway. Two people, who are in love, taking a shower together. What are you going to get out of that? Clearly we weren\'t going to talk about the weather. \"I...um...I-\"

\"Gabi just come in with me.\" Alexis said. \"It\'s not gonna kill you.\"

\"O...okay.\" Gabriel answered and I saw his shirt come off over his head. The door opened and Gabriel stepped in without meeting my eyes. There was a warm blush on his face and it made me smile.

I pulled him over and held him to me, letting the warm water hit his back. It was nice, either way, just to hold him. It had always been nice just to hold him. I tilted his head to the side and began to suck on his neck. Hard enough to leave a bruise, which was my intentions. Gabriel wrapped his arms around my neck, moaning my name softly as I pulled our bodies flush together.

\"Alexis...\" Gabriel muttered and I pulled away, smirking to see a red mark there already, and then looked at Gabriel\'s sad face. \"You...you\'re gonna stay here with me right? Through this whole thing?\"

\"Course.\" I answered and gave him a small kiss. \"Gabi there isn\'t a force on this Earth that could take me from you okay? Even death.\"

Gabriel nodded softly and I kissed him. I lifted him in my arms and pushed him against the wall of the shower. He gasped and held me close. I let my hands wander over his body. God he felt so good. It turned me on so much just to feel him under my hands. To know I was the one enticing those noises from him.

\"Alexis...\" Gabriel moaned as I pulled my lips from his. \"Please...\"

Thank god we were in water because I really didn\'t have anything to use for lube anywhere near me. I got my hand wet and slipped my hand down to his enterance. Gabriel tensed slightly as I ran a finger over the small opening but he relaxed. Once he was relaxed enough I slipped my finger inside of him and he let out a satisfied moan.

\"That\'s it babe.\" I whispered to him. \"God I love you.\"

Gabriel gasped and his body arched. I smirked. \"You...you love me?\"

It kicked in then what I had said and why he had suddenly done that. I kissed him hard and slipped another finger into his body. Spreading him for what came next. \"Yeah...gods I love you.\"

He moaned again and I pulled my fingers from him. \"Alexis...\" he whimpered as I possitioned myself at his enterance.

\"Just relax.\" I reassured him and slowly began to push into his smaller body. A groan left my lips feeling my cock being enveloped by his tight body. An image of someone flashed into my mind and I looked at Gabriel a moment. \"Gabi?\"

Gabriel arched his back and screamed nearly bloody murder in pleasure. \"Oh god...\" he panted. \"What was that...?\"

I blinked a few times not sure what was going on...but damn it felt right and if Gabriel was going to have those reactions to it then to hell with my confusion. I captured his lips with my own and began to thrust in and out of his body. Images began to fill my mind like a picture show. I could see Gabriel moaning and writhering beneath me...and then there was someone else who was blurring in and out with him moaning and writhering just the same.

\"Alexis!\" Gabriel screamed and held me tighter. \"God Alexis...god it feels so good...more please...\"

That was something I liked to hear from Gabriel...even if there was another person in my mind with him. The other person\'s mouth opened in a silent scream and I heard that scream from the person I was currently fucking into the shower wall.

We both came hard and then just stood there. I let my head fall against Gabriel\'s shoulder, panting as I tried to get a grip on what had just happened. \"Gab what was that?\"

Gabriel took a few deep breaths, trying to calm down. \"God I don\'t know...but I have never felt anything like that before Alexis.\"

\"The water is getting cold. We should get some sleep.\" I muttered and he nodded against me.

When Gabriel was finally asleep I slipped from the room and walked down the hall. I don\'t know what that was that I had seen but I wanted to find out. Images like that didn\'t just hop into my mind...ever. Let alone in the middle of sex.

I turned the corner and ran head on into someone. It was a guy. His hair was a deep blue and I could count eleven peircings. Yes, the ones that I could see equaled eleven. He had a black button up shirt on, conveniantly unbuttoned, and his pants were baggy and black also. Coming from the small town that I had I had never seen anyone dressed like that...ever.

\"Damn it!\" the guy rubbed his head. \"Watch where you are fuckin\' going asshole.\"

\"I could say the same to you.\" I muttered, annoyed with this guy already. \"I was at least facing the right direction while walking.\"

He glared at me. \"We\'ll excuse me for thinking I was the only friggin person up at midnight.\" he shook his head a little. \"Damn it that hurt. If I have a fucking head injury you are paying the bill.\"

I assumed he meant the doctor bill...then again this guy was strange enough so I didn\'t know. \"Isn\'t dying your hair bad?\"

\"Not that it is any of your fucking business but my hair is not dyed blue dipshit.\" he began to walk past me. \"Just stay out of my way how about.\"

I clenched my fists and glared at his back. What a bastard of a guy! I looked at his head and broke inside. What images could I pick up from him huh? My eyes widened and I pulled my mind away seeing a picture of the same kid who had been in my mind earlier.

\"Hey!\" I yelled and he stopped to look back at me. \"What\'s that kids name? The blonde kid you know. Who is he?\"

The guy walked back up to me and stared at me a moment. \"The blonde kid? Do I know you?\"

I shook my head. \"No, but that kid...I have, uh, seen you with him. I was wondering who he is because he reminds me of someone.\" I lied.

\"You\'re a fuckin bad liar you know?\" he muttered. \"And why the hell would I tell you who he is? For all I know you could be a fuckin stalker or something.\"

\"I\'m not a stalker. I just...noticed something interesting about him is all.\" I lied again. \"Sorry if I pried to deep or something.\"

He studdied me for a moment. I was unsure of what to do. \"Edan!\" he yelled and walked a few doors down before kicking the door. \"Get your ass out of bed Edan!\" he kicked the door again. \"Hey! Get up you prissy little bit-\"

The door opened and a pillow hit the guy square in the face. The person who was attached to the pillow, looked really tired and none to pleased. Though I found it funny that someone who was in puppy-dog pajamas and had sunflower blonde hair could know someone like the other guy.

\"What is it?\" the boy whined. \"Ace I\'m tired. We\'ve been walking all day!\"

\"You know this guy?\" they blue haired guy, named Ace, asked him. \"That one! Right over there!\" he turned the Edan to look at me. \"You know him?\"

Edan rubbed one of his eyes as he looked at me and then he tilted his head back so he could look up at Ace. \"Nope. Can I go to bed now?\"

Ace glared at me. \"How do you know him?\" he asked me. \"I realize that the kid is fully of life and you couldn\'t miss him in a crowd because he is usually doing something stupid that draws attention but you know him other then that.\"

Shit what had I gotten myself into now? \"No, it\'s nothing like that really.\" I told him frantically. \"I just recognized you is all and remembered I had seen him. I was just wondering.\"

\"Ace?\" Edan asked him. \"What is going on?\"

\"I\'ll go now.\" I told them and began to walk away.

The door to my left opened and Gabriel came out. He looked around a moment before his eyes fell on me. \"Alexis what is going on out here? All the noise woke me up.\"

\"Nothing Gabriel.\" I answered. \"Just go back to bed okay?\"

\"Wow.\" came Edan\'s voice. \"Ace he looks like me.\"

Ace looked up at Gabriel and then back at Edan. \"In what way?\"

Gabriel was looking at the boy also. \"Alexis can\'t you feel that?\" he looked back at me. \"You should be able to feel it Alexis.\"

\"I can.\" I muttered. \"That\'s what freaks me out.\"

A/N : Forgive me please! We all have our bad chapters though and this is mine. I just...ugh. I couldn\'t think. I don\'t know if I was even in the room when I wrote this shit. BUT, this will pick up and yes...I do know that it is a little odd how they just \"happen\" to find these people...but do not worry! I have plans. I just need to sit myself down and slap my wrist every time I even think of leaving the computer. So, please, don\'t let this chapter keep you from reading more. After all, We\'ve yet to get to one of the MAJOR conflicts now haven\'t we? *smirks evilly* I\'ll give you a hint. It involves someone\'s father. *smirks even more evilly*

- read and review please! I am running low on cafine and need something to keep me stimulated!