Take Me From This Pain, Brian's story
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Category:
Angst › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
39
Views:
8,708
Reviews:
80
Recommended:
1
Currently Reading:
1
Disclaimer:
This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Take me!
Matt was looking at Brian with a mixture of dread and nearly uncontrollable longing. He wanted the small blonde badly. Oh so badly. But he'd meant it when he'd said he wanted Brian to be ready. And Matt wasn't entirely sure that he was. Sure, it had been almost two years since he'd broken into Brian's bedroom on that fateful day, but could that be long enough? The blood was rushing through Matt's body, and quite probably all of it was pooling into that area between his legs. The one that he had ignored for so long. The one that was clamoring to be heard now. Brian was offering himself willingly. And shouldn't he be the one to make that decision.
"˜Wait a second,' Matt shook his head. "˜What the hell am I talking about here? Of course it's Brian's decision, but it's too soon. Besides, I made him crazy when I mauled his chest with my tongue. He's obviously not thinking clearly right now.'
Brian watched the emotions flicker across Matt's face with concealed amusements. If Matt thought he could hide his inner arguments, he was delusional. It was obvious he was warring with his own desire right now. And Brian wanted him to lose that battle, so he slowly leaned forward and traced Matt's lips with the tip of his tongue.
He sat transfixed in place while Brian gently accosted him. Matt's nerve endings couldn't seem to stop following the small blonde's tongue, almost as if the boy was searing him with every lick. Brian gave him a few small pecks before pulling back and looking at him with a small smirk.
"I don't stand a chance, do I?" Matt asked hoarsely.
"Not a one," Brian smiled back mischievously as he leaned against his big boyfriend and slowly pushed him back against the bed. "Here's how this is going to work."
Matt watched him carefully as he spoke, not able to take his eyes off Brian's beautiful face. When had the small blonde suddenly found this aggressive streak, he wondered. Brian's lips moved but Matt couldn't seem to comprehend what he was saying. He was too caught up in his lover's startlingly brilliant green eyes and the soft, gentle caresses he was reigning all over Matt's chest.
"Okay?" Brian's voice finally penetrated Matt's passion-filled mind.
"Hmm?"
"Matthew Henshaw," the small blonde pouted prettily. "You haven't heard a word I've said."
"Mmmm," Matt moaned and traced the tips of his fingers up and down the boy's back. "I guess you're just going to have to repeat yourself, Precious."
Brian shuddered with delight at both the pet name and the touching. He loved to be touched by Matt. Adored it, actually. He'd become addicted to it shortly after moving into Matt's mother's house and he never stopped craving it. Though he didn't tell Matt that, he had a feeling the other boy knew, as the touching gradually became intimately erotic over the months.
"I said," Brian whispered, arching his back as he spoke. "You know you always give me what I want in the end. And I want you."
"But I'm afraid it's too soon," Matt drawled, his blue eyes lighting up as he watched the effect he was having on Brian.
"Matt, I'm aching for you to make me yours already," Brian murmured. "Do you know what you're doing to me."
"Do I know?" Matt asked innocently as he trailed his fingertips over Brian's lithe body and hips. "Hmm. Does it feel good."
"Oh, yes," the small blonde groaned as he tipped his head back and closed his eyes, reveling in Matt's attention.
"How good?" asked the bigger boy lazily as he repeated the process over and over again.
"Excruciatingly good."
"Mmm," Matt said again. He gently pulled Brian down to his chest and rolled him underneath him. "And what do you mean by making you mine?" He punctuated the question with a kiss to the small boy's chin. "I thought you already were mine."
"I am," Brian whimpered. "But I want you to claim me properly."
"Claim you?" Matt looked a little confused but he kept his voice very low and rough. He didn't want anything to ruin the moment. Yeah, he wanted his explanation, but there was already no doubt in his mind that Brian would get his way. Matt had a strong will, but the small blonde's was definitely stronger now. And Matt had wanted to make love to him for so long now.
"Mmm hmm," Brian said as his eyes slid closed again. "Like in the romance novels I read."
"You read romance novels?" the taller boy asked softly. He gently licked and kissed the small boy's ear. "A lot?"
"Mmm. And watch them, too."
Matt kept his chuckle in, not wanting to break the loving spell they'd created together. He let his hands continue to roam over Brian's naked form, easily eliciting moans and gasps that fueled his own desire. "How do you watch a romance novel?"
"It's called a soap opera," Brian said with another shudder. "I watch them sometimes."
"I see. And that's where all this came from?"
"What?" Brian's eyes snapped open. "No, it isn't. I've wanted you for a long time now, Matt. That's where I decided what I want you to do to me, though."
"Baby," Matt's voice gentled the small boy. "I don't want to own you."
"I know," Brian smiled up at him wickedly. "But I want it to feel like you do."
Matt watched his lover's eyes for a while, wondering if this was the right way to go about the actual consummation of their love. Oh, a part of him was screaming for him to do just what Brian asked, but another part urged caution. Kink wasn't the way to go for their first time, especially in light of Brian's past. He knew, though, that if he refused to make love with Brian now it would shatter the boy's newfound confidence. Finally he made a decision.
"I love you," he began softly.
"Then really love me," Brian replied.
"I will," Matt grinned sexily. "But the kinky stuff waits till later."
Brian's lower lip stuck out in a pout and Matt leaned in to grab it gently between his teeth. He then quickly slid his tongue into Brian's mouth and kissed him senseless.
"Not the first time," Matt whispered when he pulled back. "Not until I get to memorize very tasty inch of you."
Brian stared up at him mutely, unable to form a coherent sentence.
"Now, didn't you say you wanted me to blow you?"
Brian nodded but stopped Matt as he made a move to slide down him. "But not anymore."
Matt looked up at him quizzically.
"Not now," Brian smiled when he was able to steady his voice. "Now, I just want you inside of me."
"But?"
"Shh!" Brian covered Matt's mouth with two fingers and grinned wickedly. "You have to," he assured the bigger boy. "You said what I say goes. And I want you." He leaned up and grazed Matt's stubble-covered cheek with his teeth. "So badly."
Matt groaned and kissed Brian again. He knew he could live to be a thousand years old and never get enough of the small boy's touch and taste. If Brian wanted him, he had him. Matt was suddenly lost to everything around him but his lover. He kissed Brian with complete abandon and the small wanton blonde writhed in apparent ecstasy over it. Slowly, Matt mentally went over what he needed to do to make sure nothing hurt Brian. His fingers traced the opening to the small blonde's pleasure spot and Brian jumped and moaned for more.
"But lube," Matt rasped. "And protection."
Brian giggled as he looked up at Matt again, anticipation dancing in his eyes.
"You planned this, didn't you?" Matt laughed.
The small blonde nodded as he leaned up slightly and opened the night table drawer to reveal a small bottle of KY and a new box of lubricated condoms.
"Ryan's right. You are a little vixen," Matt grinned like the pirate he knew he was becoming. "You're sure about this."
"God, Matt, make love to me already."
"Okay," Matt smiled wryly. "But I don't know how good I'll be."
Brian looked puzzled. "I thought you weren't a virgin."
"I'm not," Matt frowned. "But I'm also not oozing with experience. And you'd be my first male lover anyway."
"Oh," Brian waved him off. "That. Not a bog deal, I'm sure. It's probably similar."
"Um, it kind of is," Matt shrugged then chuckled at Brian's incredulous look. "I didn't say I never researched it. That Web has tons of information on it, you know."
"Um, yeah," the small blonde smiled. "I know."
Matt smiled back lovingly, suddenly not interested in speaking anymore. He coated the fingers of one hand with lube and leaned in again and took Brian's lips in a passionate kiss that left them both gasping for air. Then he pulled back and watched Brian's face carefully as he gently probed his small love's hole with his finger. Brian breathed in suddenly but pushed his hips into Matt's finger, helping him get it inside. Matt noted the tight walls as he probed around. The stories on the Web mentioned a spongy knob inside that was the prostate. Matt knew once he found it Brian would react. And boy did he. Matt just brushed it and the small blonde nearly flew off the bed, groaning loudly.
"There it is," the tall boy grinned as he slipped the second finger in easily. He pushed it around for a moment before touching the sponge again and scissoring his fingers while Brian gasped.
"Now, Matt," he begged. "Please!"
Matt looked down at Brian's neglected member and noted it was already rock solid. He leaned down and gave it a gentle lick.
"No!" Brian's eyes shot to his. "Not that. Tonight, you . . . in me!"
"Yes, sir," Matt pulled his fingers out and mock saluted him. He took the condom out and rolled it onto his own thick, hard shaft and positioned himself over Brian. "Tell me if I hurt you," he commanded.
Brian nodded and widened his legs. And Matt slowly began to impale him with his cock. Oh, the ecstasy. Brian hadn't ever felt this good before. He pushed his hips up and drew Matt down. "Oh, yes," he breathed out, closing his eyes and losing himself in the sensations.
Matt watched his lover's face while he set a slow and even rhythm, making sure Brian felt nothing but pleasure. The moans and whimpers suggested he was definitely on the right track. Brian began to claw at his back after a few moments, urging him to pick up the pace, and Matt obliged.
"Oh, God, Matt!"
"Shit, Bri!"
The pace quickened further and Matt touched Brian's cock. That was all it needed apparently because Brian's walls tightened around Matt's shaft and suddenly Matt found his Brian's stomachs coated with viscous white fluid. He grinned down at his lover before his own cock suddenly contracted and exploded with a force he didn't know possible. He pulled Brian close to him as he yelled his release and Brian clasped his legs around Matt's waist. They both held their positions, panting and gasping for air.
"Oh . . . my . . . GOD!" Brian exclaimed. "Oh, my God, I love you so much, Matt! Thank you! Thank you!"
"Why are you thanking me, Precious?" Matt asked lovingly as he looked down at his lover and brushed a few sweaty blonde strands out of his eyes. "I should be thanking you."
"But you didn't want to."
"But I'm so glad you convinced me to," Matt smiled and kissed Brian for a long moment. "I love you, too, baby. God, I love you."
They both lay entwined for a long while, smiling at each other in ridiculous happiness.
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Niko blanched when he heard the sharp excited cries then covered his head with his pillow.
"Perhaps dealing with Tanya wouldn't have been so bad," he sighed to himself.
"˜Wait a second,' Matt shook his head. "˜What the hell am I talking about here? Of course it's Brian's decision, but it's too soon. Besides, I made him crazy when I mauled his chest with my tongue. He's obviously not thinking clearly right now.'
Brian watched the emotions flicker across Matt's face with concealed amusements. If Matt thought he could hide his inner arguments, he was delusional. It was obvious he was warring with his own desire right now. And Brian wanted him to lose that battle, so he slowly leaned forward and traced Matt's lips with the tip of his tongue.
He sat transfixed in place while Brian gently accosted him. Matt's nerve endings couldn't seem to stop following the small blonde's tongue, almost as if the boy was searing him with every lick. Brian gave him a few small pecks before pulling back and looking at him with a small smirk.
"I don't stand a chance, do I?" Matt asked hoarsely.
"Not a one," Brian smiled back mischievously as he leaned against his big boyfriend and slowly pushed him back against the bed. "Here's how this is going to work."
Matt watched him carefully as he spoke, not able to take his eyes off Brian's beautiful face. When had the small blonde suddenly found this aggressive streak, he wondered. Brian's lips moved but Matt couldn't seem to comprehend what he was saying. He was too caught up in his lover's startlingly brilliant green eyes and the soft, gentle caresses he was reigning all over Matt's chest.
"Okay?" Brian's voice finally penetrated Matt's passion-filled mind.
"Hmm?"
"Matthew Henshaw," the small blonde pouted prettily. "You haven't heard a word I've said."
"Mmmm," Matt moaned and traced the tips of his fingers up and down the boy's back. "I guess you're just going to have to repeat yourself, Precious."
Brian shuddered with delight at both the pet name and the touching. He loved to be touched by Matt. Adored it, actually. He'd become addicted to it shortly after moving into Matt's mother's house and he never stopped craving it. Though he didn't tell Matt that, he had a feeling the other boy knew, as the touching gradually became intimately erotic over the months.
"I said," Brian whispered, arching his back as he spoke. "You know you always give me what I want in the end. And I want you."
"But I'm afraid it's too soon," Matt drawled, his blue eyes lighting up as he watched the effect he was having on Brian.
"Matt, I'm aching for you to make me yours already," Brian murmured. "Do you know what you're doing to me."
"Do I know?" Matt asked innocently as he trailed his fingertips over Brian's lithe body and hips. "Hmm. Does it feel good."
"Oh, yes," the small blonde groaned as he tipped his head back and closed his eyes, reveling in Matt's attention.
"How good?" asked the bigger boy lazily as he repeated the process over and over again.
"Excruciatingly good."
"Mmm," Matt said again. He gently pulled Brian down to his chest and rolled him underneath him. "And what do you mean by making you mine?" He punctuated the question with a kiss to the small boy's chin. "I thought you already were mine."
"I am," Brian whimpered. "But I want you to claim me properly."
"Claim you?" Matt looked a little confused but he kept his voice very low and rough. He didn't want anything to ruin the moment. Yeah, he wanted his explanation, but there was already no doubt in his mind that Brian would get his way. Matt had a strong will, but the small blonde's was definitely stronger now. And Matt had wanted to make love to him for so long now.
"Mmm hmm," Brian said as his eyes slid closed again. "Like in the romance novels I read."
"You read romance novels?" the taller boy asked softly. He gently licked and kissed the small boy's ear. "A lot?"
"Mmm. And watch them, too."
Matt kept his chuckle in, not wanting to break the loving spell they'd created together. He let his hands continue to roam over Brian's naked form, easily eliciting moans and gasps that fueled his own desire. "How do you watch a romance novel?"
"It's called a soap opera," Brian said with another shudder. "I watch them sometimes."
"I see. And that's where all this came from?"
"What?" Brian's eyes snapped open. "No, it isn't. I've wanted you for a long time now, Matt. That's where I decided what I want you to do to me, though."
"Baby," Matt's voice gentled the small boy. "I don't want to own you."
"I know," Brian smiled up at him wickedly. "But I want it to feel like you do."
Matt watched his lover's eyes for a while, wondering if this was the right way to go about the actual consummation of their love. Oh, a part of him was screaming for him to do just what Brian asked, but another part urged caution. Kink wasn't the way to go for their first time, especially in light of Brian's past. He knew, though, that if he refused to make love with Brian now it would shatter the boy's newfound confidence. Finally he made a decision.
"I love you," he began softly.
"Then really love me," Brian replied.
"I will," Matt grinned sexily. "But the kinky stuff waits till later."
Brian's lower lip stuck out in a pout and Matt leaned in to grab it gently between his teeth. He then quickly slid his tongue into Brian's mouth and kissed him senseless.
"Not the first time," Matt whispered when he pulled back. "Not until I get to memorize very tasty inch of you."
Brian stared up at him mutely, unable to form a coherent sentence.
"Now, didn't you say you wanted me to blow you?"
Brian nodded but stopped Matt as he made a move to slide down him. "But not anymore."
Matt looked up at him quizzically.
"Not now," Brian smiled when he was able to steady his voice. "Now, I just want you inside of me."
"But?"
"Shh!" Brian covered Matt's mouth with two fingers and grinned wickedly. "You have to," he assured the bigger boy. "You said what I say goes. And I want you." He leaned up and grazed Matt's stubble-covered cheek with his teeth. "So badly."
Matt groaned and kissed Brian again. He knew he could live to be a thousand years old and never get enough of the small boy's touch and taste. If Brian wanted him, he had him. Matt was suddenly lost to everything around him but his lover. He kissed Brian with complete abandon and the small wanton blonde writhed in apparent ecstasy over it. Slowly, Matt mentally went over what he needed to do to make sure nothing hurt Brian. His fingers traced the opening to the small blonde's pleasure spot and Brian jumped and moaned for more.
"But lube," Matt rasped. "And protection."
Brian giggled as he looked up at Matt again, anticipation dancing in his eyes.
"You planned this, didn't you?" Matt laughed.
The small blonde nodded as he leaned up slightly and opened the night table drawer to reveal a small bottle of KY and a new box of lubricated condoms.
"Ryan's right. You are a little vixen," Matt grinned like the pirate he knew he was becoming. "You're sure about this."
"God, Matt, make love to me already."
"Okay," Matt smiled wryly. "But I don't know how good I'll be."
Brian looked puzzled. "I thought you weren't a virgin."
"I'm not," Matt frowned. "But I'm also not oozing with experience. And you'd be my first male lover anyway."
"Oh," Brian waved him off. "That. Not a bog deal, I'm sure. It's probably similar."
"Um, it kind of is," Matt shrugged then chuckled at Brian's incredulous look. "I didn't say I never researched it. That Web has tons of information on it, you know."
"Um, yeah," the small blonde smiled. "I know."
Matt smiled back lovingly, suddenly not interested in speaking anymore. He coated the fingers of one hand with lube and leaned in again and took Brian's lips in a passionate kiss that left them both gasping for air. Then he pulled back and watched Brian's face carefully as he gently probed his small love's hole with his finger. Brian breathed in suddenly but pushed his hips into Matt's finger, helping him get it inside. Matt noted the tight walls as he probed around. The stories on the Web mentioned a spongy knob inside that was the prostate. Matt knew once he found it Brian would react. And boy did he. Matt just brushed it and the small blonde nearly flew off the bed, groaning loudly.
"There it is," the tall boy grinned as he slipped the second finger in easily. He pushed it around for a moment before touching the sponge again and scissoring his fingers while Brian gasped.
"Now, Matt," he begged. "Please!"
Matt looked down at Brian's neglected member and noted it was already rock solid. He leaned down and gave it a gentle lick.
"No!" Brian's eyes shot to his. "Not that. Tonight, you . . . in me!"
"Yes, sir," Matt pulled his fingers out and mock saluted him. He took the condom out and rolled it onto his own thick, hard shaft and positioned himself over Brian. "Tell me if I hurt you," he commanded.
Brian nodded and widened his legs. And Matt slowly began to impale him with his cock. Oh, the ecstasy. Brian hadn't ever felt this good before. He pushed his hips up and drew Matt down. "Oh, yes," he breathed out, closing his eyes and losing himself in the sensations.
Matt watched his lover's face while he set a slow and even rhythm, making sure Brian felt nothing but pleasure. The moans and whimpers suggested he was definitely on the right track. Brian began to claw at his back after a few moments, urging him to pick up the pace, and Matt obliged.
"Oh, God, Matt!"
"Shit, Bri!"
The pace quickened further and Matt touched Brian's cock. That was all it needed apparently because Brian's walls tightened around Matt's shaft and suddenly Matt found his Brian's stomachs coated with viscous white fluid. He grinned down at his lover before his own cock suddenly contracted and exploded with a force he didn't know possible. He pulled Brian close to him as he yelled his release and Brian clasped his legs around Matt's waist. They both held their positions, panting and gasping for air.
"Oh . . . my . . . GOD!" Brian exclaimed. "Oh, my God, I love you so much, Matt! Thank you! Thank you!"
"Why are you thanking me, Precious?" Matt asked lovingly as he looked down at his lover and brushed a few sweaty blonde strands out of his eyes. "I should be thanking you."
"But you didn't want to."
"But I'm so glad you convinced me to," Matt smiled and kissed Brian for a long moment. "I love you, too, baby. God, I love you."
They both lay entwined for a long while, smiling at each other in ridiculous happiness.
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Niko blanched when he heard the sharp excited cries then covered his head with his pillow.
"Perhaps dealing with Tanya wouldn't have been so bad," he sighed to himself.