Unforgivables

\"Are you okay now?\" Elise asked as we again entered the hotel room. He looked around a little, making sure we were still in our room and that nothing bad had happened. \"Tran?\"

What had become of me? Had I really turned into some form of monster? A real demon that prowled the nights and sucked innocent people into my darkness? It\'s what I had done to Elise. I had been interested, I had wanted to see, and I had brought him with me there in the first place. Then again...Elise had been fine in there. Why was is that Elise could stand the darkness around me.

\"Tran?\" he asked again and I looked at him. \"I was wondering if you were still here with me Tran.\" He gave me a soft kiss and then backed away blushing softly. \"Are you sure you are feeling okay?\"

I nodded softly. \"I\'m fine.\" I stood, helping him up with me, and grabbed my jacket from the back of the chair. \"I have something to take care of really fast.\"

\"Tran...\" Elise held onto my arm. \"Can you take care of it in the morning Tran?\"

That brought a smile to my face. Elise was afraid of the dark. Always had been and always would be just because he was used to that fire burning inside of him and making things light. \"Don\'t worry Elise.\" I pulled my arm from him. \"I will always protect you in the dark.\"

I allowed my shadow to suck me in then, leaving him in the room alone. I wasn\'t about to tell him what I was going to do or where I was going to go. I had unfinished business to attend to though and I was not about to forget about it.

Whenever I did this, moved with my shadow, I could feel it. I didn\'t move at all but I could feel the ground rushing past my feet and I could feel the wind pushing against me from whatever direction I was going. It was a feeling I had grown to get used to. Maybe it was true, that I had a black heart and couldn\'t feel normal things. I still didn\'t know how I felt for Elise, or any other human for that matter. All I knew was the feeling of this darkness...the feeling of the cold...and it was all I had left.

Grass was below my feet and I had stopped moving. I looked around and smirked. I was in the right place. Now to find the person I had come here searching for. I walked towards the barn and stood in the shadows, making myself a cloak. He was in there, I could feel it. I closed my eyes and kept joined with the shadow. Another perk. Since the shadow attached to me, since I had a shadow of my own, I was able to use it as extra sight.

Found him. I opened my eyes and walked into the barn. I counted the doors until I came to the right one. I really didn\'t want to go in there. I had seen enough from just my sights and to walk in on that would be horrible. I pushed the door open and the air seemed to freeze.

\"Get off him.\" I muttered, refering to the boy (yes a boy, I would honestly have guessed that he was at least a year or two younger then Elise) that I could only assume was being raped. \"Now. I have business with you NIcholas.\"

Nicholas stood and fixed himself while the boy grabbed his clothes and ran out of the room. I closed the door and my gaze fell onto Nicholas again, who had sat at the desk. \"Any one ever tell you that you have really messed up eyes? I thought I got rid of you and that little brat that was with you but I was wrong.\"

I felt my hand clench thinking about that. About seeing Elise fall to the ground in a pool of blood. Damn him! \"Next time you should check.\"

\"Well, I checked your friend.\" Nicholas smirked. \"His name was Elise right? Seems he has a higher tolerance for bullets then you.\"

I walked over and grabbed him by the collar. \"What did you do to him?\"

\"Was he a virgin?\" Nicholas had a very sadistic smirk on his face. \"Cause if he was he isn\'t now.\"

\"Bastard!\" I yelled and punched him hard. \"What is wrong with you? How could you do such a thing?\"

Nicholas stood and glared at me as he whiped the blood off his lip. \"What\'s wrong Tran? Like you haven\'t thought about it. He\'s really a great fuck Tran. He screams so easily.\"

I clenched my fists and the room fell into darkness. Nicholas hugged himself as his breath came out in that misty-fog. How had Elise not told me about this? That was what I wanted to know. Elise should have told me! \"You sick fucker! You think it\'s funny to toy with people? You think it is fun to just use people like that?\" I gave him a smirk that had made most men I had had in this place tremble. \"Well, you\'re in my world now Nicholas. In my hell and in my hell I\'m the one that gets to fuck with you.\"

***Different Magical Stars***

My mind was racing. What was Tran doing? God...god oh god. I didn\'t know what he was doing and that scared me. Tran was a very unpredictable person, that and he wasn\'t the nicest to be around (especially not angry), so what he just vanished without an explanation then I got worried.

\"Tran...what are you doing?\" I was sitting at the window. Where he had been sitting. I was looking out over the town like that was going to give me some hint to where he was.

Maybe I should have told him. I didn\'t really remember it. I had been out of it and I had lost a lot of blood...but maybe I should have told him. It wasn\'t like I couldn\'t have told him. Tran would have freaked out. He would have gone on a rampage and probably disappeared to kill Nicholas...

\"Oh fuck...\" I stood as realization hit me. \"Tran! Don\'t do it! Please don\'t do this Tran! Come back!\"

***Different Magical Stars***

\"Let me out of here!\" Nicholas yelled. \"Let me out of here! Someone help me!\"

I let the shadows swallow me again and smirked. \"What are you going to do now Nicholas? It\'s you whose in the dark. You who doesn\'t know what\'s coming. Now you know how all of those people you have hurt felt.\"

\"Ah!\" he cried out as I punched him in the stomach.

\"Hurts more when you are cold huh?\" I slapped him across the face and he fell. \"It\'s because your skin becomes more sensitive. So if I hit you,\" I kicked him in the shin and he cried out. \"You feel it ten times better.\"

He was crying now. \"Please...please don\'t kill me please.\"

I squated down next to him. \"How truly pathetic you are. Pleading for your own life. Maybe I am a monster. Maybe killing you will be the final step I need to truly become the monster my mother and father always talked about.\" I grabbed his collar and pulled him close to me. \"I get some sort of sick pleasure out of seeing you like this. Out seeing you in such pain. How wonderful it would be to see you twitch as you die.\"

\"Oh god...\" he sobbed out. \"You...you are going to kill me...\"

I stood and let him fall. \"Not yet.\" I smirked and brought my foot (by the way I do wear those gothic black boots) down on his left hand. \"I told you, I want to watch you squirm.\" He scrambled away from me and I walked around him. \"What could have turned you into something so horrible? You had the perfect family, the perfect friends, and the perfect life. What turned you into something so horrible?\"

Nicholas stood and kept himself tense. Clearly waiting for me to attack him. \"You are one sick bastard you know that?\"

Sliding up behind him and grabbed his broken wrist and pulled his arm behind his back. \"You\'re right. I am a sick bastard. But after six years of only having this dark hell to turn be in anyone would turn into someone like me. I may not even be able to go back to the others once I am done with you. Maybe I will never be able to lay eyes on the one person I can truly say I love ever again but at least I will have your body, your hatred, and your fear trapped inside here.\"

\"Please don\'t!\" Nicholas cried out as I held a dagger to his throat. \"God please don\'t you sick monster! Do you really want that? Really want to never see Elise again? You want to leave him and cause him that much pain?\"

\"Elise will get over me.\" I told him. \"He\'ll move on, find someone else, and be happy. More happy then he could ever be with me. So don\'t try and fuck around.\" A smirk crossed my face. \"Truthfully I would prefer to just cut off your dick and watch you squirm in pain knowing you would never be able to fuck another person again but death is so much sweeter for me.\"

\"No plea-\" the rest turned into a gurgled noise as I stabbed the dagger strait through his neck and let him fall. I stared at him a moment.

\"Tran! Don\'t do it! Please don\'t do this Tran! Come back!\" My eyes widened as Elise\'s voice echoed through the darkness.

I fell to my knees and clamped my eyes shut. \"Forgive me Elise. Please, forgive me.\"

***Different Magical Stars***

\"Tran!\" I screamed out the window again and began to sob. \"Please...please come back to me! Please!\" I sat on the floor and hugged myself into a ball. \"God...god please bring him back to me...please.\"

***Different Magical Stars***

The darkness began to move around me and I took a deep breath. The darkness faded and I looked down at the boy in front of me. He was sobbing into his legs. What had I done? Why did I cause him this pain? If I knew that it was going to happen then why did I do it? Why?

\"Hush.\" I pulled him close. \"It\'s okay now Elise.\"

\"Tran!\" he gasped out and hugged me close. \"Thank god you are back! I was so afraid you were going to do something bad Tran. I was afraid you wouldn\'t come back.\"

I sighed and just held him. \"You don\'t have to worry any more Elise. Everything is going to be fine now.\"

Elise looked up at me. \"There is something I have to tell you Tran. Something you wont like.\" oh god, I didn\'t want to hear this from him. I didn\'t. I couldn\'t. \"I...that man...Nicholas...Tran he...he raped me...\" he was looking away from me now, clearly ashamed and embarrassed.

I cupped my hand under his chin and made him look at me. \"Can I show you how that is supposed to feel Elise?\"

A/N : Was that a good enough death for Nicholas? It wasn\'t really a tourture death that I was going for. I just wanted everyone to see that Tran really is a freak of nature and not some mushy guy like I make him seem when he is around Elise. No, no he is really someone who would enjoy watching a baby die...and I love him for it. He does really love Elise though, don\'t get me wrong. He just likes watching babies die. I don\'t understand what is wrong with that...*thinks*...nope, no wrong.

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