Love me

wahhh…

hope you like the story so far, thought all of this is still only the opening actually ^^

the main part will start in Chapter 4…

Please let me know what you think, kay?

and a little secret from me: Sean is not his love XD



It was a strange feeling, walking hand in hand with somebody he didn't even know, except for the name, which could have been made up.

Now that he thought about it, it would have been a good idea to come up with some sort of  nickname and background story he could tell when somebody asked.

Maybe he shouldn't even have said his real name. What if Sean tried to find him after this One-Night-stand?

He wasn't ready to reveal his sexual orientation, nor to get stalked by some strange guy.

Derek swallowed hard, deep in thoughts, when the taller guy came to a halt in front of a car. It seemed to fit his colorful character, with its green paints and violet felloes.

"Don't be so nervous, Sweetie, 'm not gonna do anything ya don't want me to do"

Sean took out his keys and opened the passenger seat, so Derek could climb in.

He did and waited till the older one sat down too and started the car.

"Actually now that I think 'bout it, Sweetie.", the grey eyes examined the freckled face and afterwards his body, before he pulled out of the parking space.

"You a virgin? You look so young… what's your age?"

"Eh…" Derek seemed to be a little overwhelmed by those questions.

"Well… I dun mind if you're a virgin, Sweetie. But better tell now, or I might hurt you."

"No…yes… more or less.", he stuttered "I had sex with girls…" he paused as he noticed Seans raised eyebrow. "And well… I used…fingers and stuff…"

The older guy laughed,  stretching out a hand and ruffling throughout Dereks hair.

"Okay, okay, 'm gonna be careful with you, Sweetie"

It was relieving that the question about his age didn't come up again. He would have lied either way, but he felt better not having to tell anything about himself.

He was only 17, not really old enough to sleep with someone over 21, at least not legally, so he decided, that if someone would ask, he would insist that he was 21 and just looked young.

His eyes glanced out of the window, watching the blurred lines of trees, houses and streets, while his driver turned on the radio to lighten the mood and actually started to sing, before coming to a stop in front of a house.

He certainly didn't look like someone who could afford a house by himself, especially not one that looked so modern and expensive.

"Oh, It's not mine.", he shook his head in amusement, when he noticed the smaller boys expression.

"'m just stayi'n here till I find something else. It belongs to ma coworker, friend, whatever you wanna call him. But he's not at home tonight, staying over at his girlfriends"

Derek nodded, following the older one, taking the steps to the door and couldn't hold back to gape at the sight.

"Take of your shoes, Sweetie, he's a neat freak."

The redhead took of his shoes, placing them orderly beside the entrance and was pulled into the arms of Sean, as soon as he was finished.

Cheeks flushed, heart thumbing, he looked up to notice a satisfied grin on the thin lips of his host, as he leaned down and slowly brushed their lips against each other.

It was strange to feel stubbles against his cheek, a little itchy, but he wouldn't point it out.

He just closed his eyes and leaned against the stronger body, while returning the touch.

Hands sliding over his back, up to his shoulders and back down, stopping just above his perky buttocks, before releasing the kiss.

Derek could feel that the older man was already hard, pressed against his tight belly and looking at him with utter arousal, before he took the boys hand and pulled him up some stairs, seemingly leading to his bedroom.

The boy followed, obviously nervous, but did not say anything, let himself be pulled inside and afterwards on top of a fluffy spring mattress which bounced for a few seconds, after he had landed on it.

He was surprised of the soft feel of the blanket, but was not really able to say anything, since the man looming above him sealed his lips with yet another kiss, way more passionate than the one before.

The wet tongue begging for entrance at Dereks lips, before they parted and he closed his eyes, to concentrate on the emotions inside him.

It felt good, it felt indescribable good to be conquered, to feel the weight of a grown mans body above his own.

The inside of his mouth being explored, he could feel the slightly cool fingers running over his T-shirt, delicately touching his nipples through the fabric, as if he was some kind of rarity that needed to be treasured.

A flimsy groan escaped his throat as the curious hand went deeper and pressed against his crotch, rubbed against it, before going up again, this time to sneak under his top. The passionate kiss ended slowly as Sean pulled on the fabric, showing that he wanted the boy naked.

Derek complied, slightly raising his upper body, so the older man could strip him.

“So cute~”, he sighted in fascination, examining the boys body, his red cheeks und wanton eyes.

It wouldn’t make any sense to hide it, the redhead was obviously erect, and if not with words, he begged with his eyes to be touched.

“Damn…”

Instead of asking what he meant, the boy watched his partner sit up, undressing himself in a hurry, before he grabbed the boys belt, opened it, and pulled his trousers down together with his boxers.

“’m sorry if I can’t hold back, Sweetie… you look absolutely gorgeous… “

Derek gasped as he watched the man go down on him, only kissing his chest once, before his head was buried between his legs and he was able to feel the hot wetness of a tongue touching his erection.

His head tilted back, while he raised one hand to burry it in the brown hair of his partner, fisting it, when his entire length was swallowed, producing a light moan.

How long had it been since anybody but himself actually touched that place? He couldn’t remember clearly, but it had been a fucking long time, and he felt it.

The feeling, as Sean bobbed his head up and down, sucking on his length was unmatched to everything anybody else did to him before, but it was torture at the same time, since he had to hold himself back not to come.

“Wait… I…..”

Before he could continue the mouth pulled away, leaving him with an unsatisfied feeling and ragged breathing. But it obviously wasn’t going to end here, since in the next moment his partner grabbed his lower legs, pulling them up before compressing the boys body, by pressing them against his shoulder.

Curled up like this, lying on his back, it was impossible for anything but his ass to stick in the air, now clearly visible for the older man, while he nearly died of embarrassment.

On top of it this position couldn’t even be called comfortable, it felt like the muscles in his legs would rip apart, but Seans hands retained  him firmly, while he started to protest.

“Wait! Really! Stop! That’s’ fucking uncomforta…”

His breath was caught, while the grey eyed man leaned down, and started to lick his ring of muscles, letting his tongue plunge inside and stretching him in this slightly disgusting way.

Dereks eyes widened for a moment. He stared, before a strange feeling of warmth floated up in him and he began to breathe heavily.

It was a strange feeling, but when he finally got used to it the man once again pulled away, grinning like a madman.

“You liked that, huh?”, he asked overjoyed and watched the smaller one, as he slowly put down his legs again.

“Guess we can move on, huh? I’ll stretch you some more before we get to the main part.”

Derek wasn’t even sure he would be able to hold on any longer, and as soon as a finger entered his body he started to shiver in excitement and a moan fell from his lips.

“You’re real tight, Sweetie. Thought I’d love to shove my dick in you now, I dun wanna hurt you, so try to hold back~”

“Just… just put it in…”

Dereks eyes were filled with unsatisfied desire and he wanted to come, it didn’t matter if it hurt, he just wanted release.

“You said it”

Sean pulled away his finger, spit in his hand, before rubbing his dick and than positioned himself between the legs of the boy.

“Try to relax”, he said as he nudged against the narrow entrance, before entering slow enough for Derek to get accustomed to the feeling.

It was okay, it still hurt, but the feeling wasn’t so bad. At least not until more and more of the lengh was shoved inside of him, making him feel like he was split in two. He forgot to breath, eyes pressed close and hands fisting the sheets of the bed.

A whimper escaped him, as Sean started to pull out again, before he began pounding into the small body.

It hurt! It hurt really bad! It was as if someone had set his insides on fire. His back arched off the bed, making his body form a nice curve, while tears started to collect in his closed eyes.

This was way different than using fingers, it was a whole different level of pain, but beside the pain there was just a real little flame of satisfication.

And as Sean hit a certain spot inside his body a shocked scream formed in his mouth and his wet eyes widened.

“Ah… there it is. You’ll feel better soon~” Sean reassured and patted his raised chest, before hitting the same spot again and again.

“Wait!...wait!...”, Derek said, while he finally started to cry, but it wasn’t the pain alone, it was a different, kinda numb and unexplainable feeling.

And just a few moments after his pleading he came, with goosebumps on his skin, trembling and could feel how the warm liquid hit his own chest and belly, before something hot filled the aching place between his legs.

He was still panting and shivering from cooled down excitement, as Sean pulled out, looking at him with glistening eyes and pearls of sweat on his face and body.

He let himself fall beside the smaller body, grabbing him and pulling him into a hug, before tucking at on one of the two blankets on the bed and covering both of them.

“You gonna sleep here tonight, Sweetie. I’ll bring you to your car tomorrow~”

And Derek was actually pretty thankful for that, not sure if he could even walk right now.