Beyond Reality

Pairing: Len & Onyx
Story: Night Revealed
Warnings: Toys, vampire, minors, oral, fingering

Merry Christmas

Deanna smiles at me and I’m unsure how I should answer her question. It’s a week away from Christmas and she has just asked me what I want. The thing is that I want to do something special for Onyx and I haven’t had time to think of much else. “I don’t know, I’m still trying to think of something for Onyx actually.” I answer her. We are in her room her roommate went home for the holidays. I don’t want to go back to my foster parents and Onyx didn’t want to go home and see his mom. De would rather be at school than with the parents that sold her into marriage. So we are all still at school. Deanna smiles at my response.

“Well I can help you with that. Get a gift you can use with him.” She shrugs her eyebrows at me in a suggestive manner. I actually consider her offer and then I remember how I hurt Onyx when we tried to have sex before. What I could really use is some lube. I haven’t much tried even fingering Onyx since then but it still hurts so much when he fingers me.

“Actually De um… some lube would come in handy. Less you find it weird buying me sex toys to use with some one other than you.” I offer giving her a way out of her own suggestion still. She smiles widely at me and places her hand on my shoulder.

“Well well Len whatever would you need that for?” She asks and I know she is trying to embarrass me more than I already am. I blush and hit her arm playfully. “I’ll get you some, I mean you don’t have a credit card so it’s easier for me to get you things anyhow. I’ll throw in a few other fun things for you two as well. You won’t even need to buy Onyx a gift.” She laughs at me and all I do is blush. “I’ll give you your gift Christmas Eve, that way you can plan a night before what you want to do with Onyx.

It’s been almost a week since I told Deanna that. Today is Christmas Eve and due to that fact the whole school is decorated and we get better food and everything. My mind is on what Deanna ended up getting me because I haven’t gotten anything for Onyx. I’m relying on just getting physical with Onyx and hoping that will count as enough of a gift. Even if what Deanna gets me isn’t any good it doesn’t matter much because I’m betting the things she’ll get will be kinky so if she doesn’t get anything good then I’ll get stick to being all romantic and gushy. I’m supposed to meet Deanna soon she said she’ll give me my gift right after breakfast.

I look over at Onyx; it’s been a while since we started dating. I mean he was only ten and a half when we started dating and he turned thirteen last month. I turned fifteen a week or two ago. It’s been like three years that we been dating and it’s been around two months since Onyx tried sleeping with me and we got into our big argument. Since that Onyx’s and my relationship has been pretty good and the thing is that I think I might want to try having sex with him soon and that might require a bit of lube so it doesn’t hurt as much.

I get out of bed and Onyx lifts his head to look at me. “Len come here.” He tells me and I smile just thinking of the things that I want to do with him. Some times I really love Deanna for telling me about all those pervy fetishes she reads about. I walk to Onyx and lie down next to him. I kiss his lips softly and he kisses me back a bit harder. I teasingly run my tongue over his fangs and it reminds me that I haven’t got to taste his blood for two months either.

“Good morning Onyx.” I tell him sweetly pulling away my tongue without giving him a taste of my blood. He smiles at me anyway and I wonder what he has gotten me because there is no way that he didn’t find a way to get me something. “Ready for breakfast?” I ask him and he smiles at me and holds me closer before licking the side of my neck.

“I could go for some breakfast that you can provide me.” He says sweetly still not biting me until he gets an answer. To tell the truth he hasn’t fed on me for a little over two weeks and that’s saying a lot for us. However I don’t quite feel in the mood to let him be dominant so I might as well play around for a little while. I smile at him and mess up his hair.

“Bad vampire.” I chide him and he snaps his teeth at me getting a laugh from my lips. “Come on Onyx we both know you have other ways to get blood. No need to be all hurt just cause I tell you no.” He smiles at me never really mad just a little disappointed. I move one of my hands down to his crotch grateful that we are both only in our boxers. Moving my hand around in circular motions I get a gasp from his lips within seconds. “Breakfast time Onnie?” I ask him teasing him with my hand still making him moan and gasp. He doesn’t reply to my question and I don’t really mind. I take his hands and grasp them together in my hand that isn’t currently making him hard. I hold his hands over his head making sure my grip is loose enough for him to get out of if he wants to.
I push down his boxers and start sliding my fingers up and down his dick. He smiles widely at me and I move my lips to his neck and start kissing and nibbling on his skin. I wrap my hand around his erection yet I don’t move just yet. “What do you want Onnie?” I ask him my voice seductive. He moans as I kiss his neck some more.

“Len… I want… move your hand please.” He begs and I chuckle a little. I move my hand, stroking him up and down. I tighten my grip on his hands as he moves them slightly. “Let go, Len finger me.” I look at him, he hasn’t asked for this since he got hurt from trying to force sex on me. I smile loving that he finally wants this again so I let go of his hands with out a second thought. My second hand moves around to his butt and I rub his cheeks for a little while. I slowly slide one digit inside of him having to push a bit and hearing him grunt slightly. I move my hand on his shaft a bit more to distract him from the pain for right now. Once I can move my one finger a bit easier I slide in a second one and scissor them in and out getting more moans from him.

I smile going back to kissing and gently biting his neck as well as moving my hands. I slide in my fingers again not bothering with a third one for now and I hear him gasp loudly as if he is deeply pleasured. “Hit there again.” He pleads his voice sounding euphoric. I smile and direct my fingers to the same spot getting moans and gasps out of his lips. I move my hand that’s on his erection even quicker and I know he is about to cum. I take my hand off of him and hit his prostate one more time before sliding out my fingers as well and he whimpers needy. I laugh slightly and move down to lick the head of him. I slide him into my lips and lick him teasingly. He whimpers some more so I just start bobbing my head until he shoots cum into the back of my throat. I swallow slowly having to swallow an additional two times because he’s shooting out more than he has before.

I pull away and move back up to look him in the eyes. I chuckle at him for cumming so much yet he doesn’t seem quite in on my joke. “You sure are happy.” I tease him and he smiles at me then slides his hands to the hem of my boxers. He kisses the corner of my lips and moves his lips in a line kissing down to my neck.

“That felt really good.” He pants seeming rather tired and I smile at him loving how he looks after I make him cum. “So are you hard Lennie?” He asks me making me squirm with his words alone. The answer of course is hell yeah I’m hard after all that, how could I not be. I smile at him, blushing slightly and I kiss his neck up to his ear then lick the shell of it.

“Maybe, why don’t you find out?” I say temptingly. He smiles at me and teasingly strips me of my boxers without touching my heated skin at all. His fingers slip up and down me stroking smoothly. Damn this feels good. He chuckles slightly and kisses my lips softly.

“Well some one has a nice hard on.” He chuckles a bit more, his fingers still not doing exactly what I want them to. “Want more?” He asks and I hear his fangs accenting his voice. I nod roughly biting my lip a bit from wanting. A cruel smile forms on his lips and his hand encircles my need. He pumps his hand up and down; his skin is so soft and creamy creating a delicious friction. His other hand slips to my backside and with out a warning he shoves his index finger into me. I groan writhing under his touch and still loving all of this. He licks the side of my neck. “Did I hurt you?” He asks meaning that he would like very much to be hurting me. He’s in that sort of a mood, that’s fine with me.

“Harder.” I groan out not wanting to say in the least that this hurts because I am not giving in to him. He smiles though and continues sliding in and out of me then he adds a second finger having to push a bit more than before. He gets both his fingers moving as his other hand still pumps up and down my erection. I moan my thoughts nowhere in sight because of how horny I am right now. I bite down on his shoulder roughly knowing that I wont draw his blood but I don’t really care. He yelps not expecting me to bite him, I smile widely not moving my teeth away.

“Fuck! Len you like this?” He asks his voice panting and delirious. I smile pulling back my mouth from his skin; his hands start to move even faster. Then he hits a point inside of me and I moan out, he’s right that is great. An angry mark is starting to show on his shoulder where I bit him but I can’t pay much attention to that with the way his hands are moving right now. “There right?” He asks and I bite my lip clenching my eyes and nodding to him. He pounds his fingers in and I hardly notice when he adds a third finger all the time making contact with my critical spot. My stomach clenches right above my waist, I’m so close now. He hits my spot again and that’s enough; I cum all over his chest panting wildly. His hands move out and off of me as he pants as well. We start spooning and his lips caress my ear softly. “Len Merry Christmas Eve.” He says sweetly.

I smile, no wonder he was so horny this morning. A holiday gift, that’s why he is like this today. It doesn’t matter any thing that gives us both that major of an orgasm is a good thing. “We should get dressed and go to breakfast Onyx.” I tell him knowing that our fingering was pretty intense so we will both have a little trouble sitting though the meal. He smiles at me for a second or two before dragging the both of us on to our feet.

“So how come you get to bite me but I don’t get to bite you?” He asks joking and I smile at him; we’re both still naked. I grab our boxers up and hand him his without replying just yet. I step into mine not feeling too stable on my feet. He smiles and slips his boxers on as soon as my penis is out of his view.

“Because me biting you doesn’t involve blood loss, vamp boy.” I tell him taunting. He smiles and then kisses my lips passionately. “Now come on get dressed.” I tell him as I walk to my clothes figuring it is too late now to shower though I could probably use it more now. Arms wrap themselves around my waist from behind and I feel Onyx’s cum covered chest pressed into my back.

“No, it’s time for a shower. There is no way that I am going to just go with out showering after some one poured cum all over my chest. So come on shower time Lennie.” I smile letting him drag me backwards to the shower. I’ll deal with being late; it’s bound to be less punishment on the holidays. I am striped of my boxers again and I turn in Onyx’s grip and strip him as well. We step into the shower and he turns the water on hot. It doesn’t bother me too much as the scorching water hits my skin, the look on Onyx’s face however tells me that it bothers him quite a bit. I wrap my arms around him and kiss his lips softly.

“Don’t make the water so hot then.” I tell him and he laughs.

“Don’t worry about it, I like it hot.” He says and I hug him and kiss his neck. “Come on, we don’t want to be any later than we have to be. Shower time Len.” He pulls away from me basically telling me to hurry up. We try our best to shower quickly and keep to ourselves so that we don’t get caught up in sex. I turn off the water and grab a towel, handing it to Onyx. Then I grab another towel for myself. I dry off my hair and wrap my towel around my waist. I look at Onyx and he has dried off his hair and wrapped his towel around his own waist. I kiss his lips softly and then smile at him.

“We forgot to bring clothes in.” I tell him and he smiles more. We step out of the shower and I grab a brush and start getting the tangles out of my shoulder length hair. I hand him the brush and watch him brush his ankle length ebony hair. He puts the brush away and we walk out to the main room in our towels. I grab a tight pair of dark blue jeans and a black sleeveless skin-tight shirt. I grab a pair of fresh boxers as well and put it all on. I turn to look at Onyx and notice that he was watching me change; he is still wearing only his towel. I smack his ass, “Get dressed.” I tell him laughing as I go and get my converse to put them on. I hear him changing while I put my shoes on, I can’t see him because my back is to him. I lie back slightly and gaze at him, he looks upside-down to me. He is now wearing loose black cargo pants with chains and he is still holding his shirt. He walks over to me slowly and I look at him still. “Dress, come on we need to go to breakfast Onnie.” I complain to him wanting to see what Deanna has gotten for me.

“Fine.” He slips on his shirt and then comes over to me and sits next to me. I don’t bother to move just yet.

“Shoes too.” I say and he laughs a bit before getting up again. He grabs his combat boots and sits on his bed to put them on. I stand up and help Onyx up off of his bed; I kiss his lips softly. “Ok let’s go now.” I tell him when he pulls back from the kiss.

We walk out of the room and out to the mess hall. We are just in time to be able to sneak in as the last few so we don’t get in trouble. I smile at Onyx as through out the meal as we both keep squirming from fingering each other before. I spot Deanna sitting by her fiancé and she smiles widely at me, I can tell she is laughing at me and Onyx moving so much. Somehow we manage to get through the meal with out moving so much it attracts attention.
After the meal I start walking out of the mess hall and De quickly catches up with Onyx and me. She hugs me and quickly whispers in my ear. “Your present’s in my room, I’ll go over to your room in a few minutes then you come back to my room with me ok?” She asks and I nod to her because I don’t want Onyx to be by me when she gives me her gift anyway. She pulls away and smiles at Onyx in a way that makes me really wonder what she got me. I smile sheepishly at Onyx when he looks at me questioningly. I hug him tightly.

“Come on let’s go back to our room for a second.” I tell him so I can get my gift for Deanna. He smiles and nods to me. I look to Deanna and smile at her. “Um De I’ll see you later k?” I tell her and she nods before heading off somewhere. I walk back to my dorm room with Onyx and I get Deanna’s present out of my closet. Onyx watches me curiously while he sits on his bed.

“What you got there Len?” He asks me and I smile at him while holding the gift bag that Deanna’s present is in.

“Christmas gift for Deanna.” I tell him and he fake smiles.

“K.” He says losing interest. I walk over to him and set the bag by my feet while I lower my body on to his straddling his legs.

“Don’t worry I got some thing for you too, you just have to wait till tomorrow to get it.” I tell him figuring that is why he was so excited at first. He perks up at this and kisses me sweetly, wrapping his arms around me and holding me on top of him.

“So wanna tell me what it is?” He asks and I figure that is why he is being nice right now.

“Nope, you can see it tomorrow.” I tell him and he makes like he is pouting. I hear a knocking on the door and I figure Deanna must be here. Onyx clings to me tighter as I remember the door isn’t locked.

“We aren’t here.” He tempts me trying to get me to stay where I am.

“Let me go Onyx, it’s probably just Deanna, she wants me to go to her room for a little while so we can exchange gifts.” I tell him and he smiles slightly at me but he doesn’t loosen his grip.

“Nope, we let her wait.” A knock comes again.

“Len come on.” Deanna’s voice rings out and I look at Onyx my eyes pleading.

“Onnie let me go,” he shakes his head, “I’ll call out to her to come in.” I warn and he just smiles as if telling me go on. “Deanna you can come in.” I yell out and his eyes widen at me. He kisses my neck gently.

“I’m still not letting you go.” He says and I hear the door open and close. Deanna is giggling, bet she is wondering what is going on.

“Is it a bad time?” She asks still laughing. I manage to turn my head to look at her still unable to free myself from Onyx’s grip. She looks pretty amused and I blush slightly for the position we are in.

“He won’t let me go.” I tell her as Onyx kisses on my neck a bit more. I pinch him trying to get him to at least stop kissing me. He looks over at Deanna finally.

“Oh hi there Deanna when did you get here?” He plays out as if he was completely caught up in kissing me and didn’t notice her at all. She just laughs in reply.

“Onnie let me go, I’ll be back later.” I tell him and he smiles at me. Deanna goes and sits on my bed probably enjoying the show. Fine I’ll give her one then, if I make him embarrassed enough he’ll stop. I kiss his neck in messy wet smooches, nibbling on parts as well. He groans slightly as I know he is starting to get turned on. I move my hand down to his butt and start softly massaging it. I bite down on his shoulder through his shirt, doing my best to hit the same spot so it’ll hurt. He pulls back from me for an instant in reaction to the pain and I jump out of his grasp. He pouts at me as he still lies on his bed.

I smile, “Be back later Onnie.” I tell him quickly grabbing Deanna and her gift and leaving before he can respond. As soon as I’m outside of the room I lean on the outside of the door and sigh. Deanna laughs at me and I playfully hit her in the arm. “Oh shut up De.” She smiles widely. “Come on let’s go to your room.” She nods and we go to her room.

She has me sit on her bed and cover my eyes while she gets my gift. A bag is plopped into my lap and I move my hands to look. A plain paper bag, she didn’t waste her time with wrapping. I smile at her and peek into the bag. “Oh don’t waste time just dump out the bag on the bed.” I smile at her and follow her advice, standing up and dumping the contents of the bag on her bed. My eyes widen at what I see.

Well she went a bit above and beyond, I’m not complaining. A bottle of lube, a small vibrator, a whip, handcuffs and anklecuffs, cock rings, and to top it all off a handful of condoms. I look over at Deanna who just stands there smiling at me; my mouth is wide open because of the pile. I’m definitely not complaining. “I’m sure you had fun buying this stuff.” Is all I can manage to say. Her smile gets bigger at that.

“Happy?” She asks.

“Yeah, you did good De.” I tell her and she smiles. I point to the bag I left by her door. “That’s your gift.” I say and she grabs it and hugs me.

“Ah you didn’t have to get me anything L.” She says and I still gawk over her gift.

“Well don’t get too happy, it’s no where near as good as your present.” I say as I hear her going through the tissue paper to get to the gift. She takes the book and looks at the cover. It’s an entire works of Johnny The Homicidal Maniac by Jhonen Vasquez. She squeals in delight and hugs me again.

“I love it. Thanks L.” She says and I finally get over the shock of her gift and look at her happy face.

“Your welcome De.” She holds me to her for a little while. I kiss her cheek. “I didn’t say thanks did I?” I ask her just realizing it myself. She shakes her head. “Thank you De.” I scoop her array of sex toys back into the bag.

“Oh I almost forgot I got you a decoy gift too. So you have something to show Onyx if he asks what you got.” I look at her curiously, and she smiles widely. She grabs a cd off of her desk and hands it to me. It’s an AFI cd; I smile at her actually liking this gift as well.

“Thanks De. You really didn’t need to get this as well. I could have found something to say to Onyx by myself.” She just smiles.

“It’s fine I got a bunch of money I might as well spend it. My fiancé has to be good for something right?” She says and it makes me feel better about her spending money because he is really the one who paid for all of this. I kiss her cheek again.

“Well thanks anyhow.” I tell her softly. “I’m going to go back to my dorm and put this stuff away. I’ll see you later k.” I tell her not really asking. She nods and I take the cd and place it inside the bag as well. I walk back to Onyx’s and my room my mind already running through the possibilities of what to do with the things De gave me. I doubt I’ll use the condoms though; I don’t plan to have sex just yet anyway. I open the door my eyes instantly scanning the room for Onyx; I don’t want him to see this stuff just yet. He must in the bathroom or out because he isn’t in the main room. I stuff the bag in my closet grabbing the cd out first so I have something to show. Just as I close my closet door Onyx walks out of the bathroom and strolls over to me.

“Whatcha you up to?” He asks me and I wonder if he saw me shove the bag in there. I face him and smile widely.

“Nothing.” I say plainly, no way am I letting him get his gift before tomorrow. He just smiles. “I really don’t like how you were earlier Onyx. You should have let me go.” I tell him as the thought pops into my head. He smiles a bit sheepishly.

“I didn’t really think that you would call her in. Besides it was just Deanna and it’s not like she hasn’t seen us kiss before.” He says and his reaction makes me a little mad because he is getting the reason for my reaction wrong.

“That’s not the problem, I was telling you to let me go and you didn’t listen. I don’t mind having an audience but you need to listen to me.” I stress my words to him because this is the same reason that we almost had sex before.

“Sorry,” he offers and pulls me into a hug. I wrap my arms around his waist and his arms are around my neck. “Are you mad at me?” He says softly in my ear.

“No, just you don’t have to be so controlling of me. You don’t own me so you have got to listen to me.” I feel him smile into my neck.

“I do listen to you Len. I just don’t always do what you say. You don’t own me either, and it’s fun controlling you.” He turns my anger into arousal with the tone of his voice. His lips touch my neck softly leaving wet kiss marks. A hand moves down to massage the growing bulge of my pants and I moan softly into his ear. “So what did Deanna get you?” He says still moving his hand around on me. I moan at his touch grunting out my response.

“A cd.” I say the words not sure if he will understand because I’m moaning still. My hard on is starting to push into my jeans to where it hurts.

“What band?” He asks, how his voice remains unaffected is beyond me.

“AFI.” I say rushing it and I grab some of his hair fisting it at the pleasure pain he is causing with his petting right now. “Onyx, enough talk. Lose the clothes now.” I almost growl out the sentence making it sound demanding. He flashes a smile at me and starts undoing my pants. I undo his quicker pushing them down before he manages to undo mine completely. He is still smiling a big smile that shows off his fangs, he looks hungry. I end up not letting him pull down my pants as I lean down to sit on my knees. I pull his boxers down and smile up at him. He smiles back, he knows what is coming.

I lick the tip of him teasingly. My lips close around his member and I bob my head a bit getting him to moan. I pull back a bit and tongue the head, lathering him up with saliva. His eyes roll back and he moans deeply. I take him into my mouth completely moving my tongue quickly and teasingly. The tip of him is lodged into the back of my throat and he chooses not warn me as he shoots off in my throat. I choke a little and pull so I’m not deep throating him any more but he is still in my mouth right now. I manage to swallow all that he gives me with little difficulty, and then I lick him clean. I stand back up and smile at Onyx widely.

He giggles a little and I’m not quite sure why until his finger wipes some cum off of my cheek and I lick it off his finger. He grabs my hips and shoves down my pants and my boxers. We both kick off our shoes and step out of our pants and boxers. I take off his shirt and he removes mine from me. His fingers tweak my nipples for a few moments and I bite his neck roughly. I leave a mark, a red indention from my teeth. He doesn’t even flinch. He pushes me back and I fall down onto the floor with him on top of me. I almost protest at being on the ground yet it has a certain quality to it that I like, it feels dirty.

His hand moves down to play with me tickling my balls at first then moving on to stroking me up and down. I moan softly and shiver at his touch. His other hand caresses my cheek tilting my head towards it and I lick his fingers slightly. He smiles and slides his first three fingers into my mouth and I lick them up and down imitating blowing him while he jerks me off faster. He takes his fingers out of my mouth after a few moans escape both our lips. His wet saliva covered fingers find their way down to my butt while his other hand still works over my boner. A digit slides into me without too much effort and gets a soft moan out of my lips. He thrusts that finger in a few times but quickly adds a second one and starts scissoring them. Between his scissoring fingers and how fast his other hand is jerking me off it’s almost impossible for me to stop moaning. A third finger is added and he just starts thrusting in and out pounding my prostrate. His hands are moving at the same rate one hitting my sensitive spot over and over and the other stroking me roughly. The actions are getting to be too much; I feel the tightening in my stomach I know that I wont last much longer. He smiles widely at me and suddenly stops moving both of his hands and takes his hand that is on my dick away. The lack of movement has my eyes looking at him pleading, “Onnie…” I actually beg. He smiles still and lowers himself to suck me off, his lips circling around me. Just that touch is enough and I flood his mouth that I am barely in. His hand that is still in me starts moving even more as he bobs his head and swallows all that comes out of me.
He pulls away moving his hand out of me as well. “You sure shot off a bit more than normal. Was that good Lennie?” He asks teasingly and I smile at him and just faintly nod. He pulls me into him snuggling tightly.

“Was it good for you Onnie?” I ask back whispering it into his ear. He shivers a little and then starts sucking on my neck giving me a nice fat hickey on my neck. He hasn’t given me one that noticeable for a while. He pulls away smiling at me widely.

“Yeah that was really good sweetie.” I look at him a little amazed at the form of endearment he chose to use. All we have ever called each other is by our nicknames for each other. I smile at him and kiss him deeply, climbing on top of him and firmly pressing my body into his.

“Thanks hun.” I tell him softly my hands toying with his hair. “So you got a gift for me?” I ask deciding to see if I can get it out of him what it is. He smiles softly.

“I do, but you have to wait until tomorrow still.” He says and I suppose I should have guessed as much. “Really think that you would get me to tell you when you wont tell me?” He teases smirking at me.

“Oh no it’s too much of a surprise to give away early, you get to wait.” I tell him thinking of how much fun I’ll have with those toys tomorrow. He grins at me one of his hands moving to my butt and rubbing it softly.

“Same here.” He offers smiling and letting his fingers roam on my skin a bit more. “So you want to get dressed and go to lunch or just wait around here until dinner?” I look over at the clock and there is around half an hour until we should be eating lunch as opposed to waiting five more hours until dinner.

“Why bother getting dressed so soon? I’m not that hungry, for food.” I add in the last part at a thought.

“Oh are you hungry for something else Lennie?” His question makes me wish it was tomorrow so I could break out that bag of toys right now.

“Maybe, hungry for you. You taste so good Onnie.” He blushes in a cute little smile. My neck tingles reminding me of the nice bruise he gave me. I place my hand on it, “how bad is this thing?” I ask him and he smirks at me before answering.

“Pretty bad, want to go see it?” He asks and I know that might not be such a bad idea except that it involves getting up.

“Yeah come on I should brush my teeth anyway.” I get up and off of him and drag him to his feet. He gets a grin on face that makes me almost afraid of what he is going to say next.

“Why brush your teeth, don’t you like the taste?” He asks and I laugh slightly at him.

“Love it, but it feels a little slimy. Besides I’m sure you want to as well.” I tell him and he grins letting me drag him to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and surely enough there is a hickey at least as big as a half dollar on the side of my neck. “Went a little overboard on that one didn’t you Onnie?” He giggles slightly.

“Sorry I’ll make it bigger if you want.” He offers smiling to no end. I grin and hit him in the shoulder. I move my hair so that my neck is covered and disregard it. I grab his toothbrush and shove it into his hands. He gets the hint and we both go to brushing our teeth. As soon as I finish brushing my teeth before I can even put my toothbrush away Onyx grabs me around the waist and kisses me soundly on the lips. “Mmm minty fresh.” I smile at him and blush slightly. I slowly put the toothbrush away as does Onyx and I look at him my eyes imagining the things that Deanna has given me.

“Umm let’s go back to the room.” I tell him my voice trembling slightly from my thoughts, as my blushing won’t stop. He smiles at me and wraps his arms around my waist tighter then walks with me in front of him over to his bed. We are both still naked as we lie down next to each other. I snuggle into him my mind actually just loving the feeling of getting to be next to him snuggling. “Onnie I love you.” The sentence is out of mouth before I even realize what I am saying. I whisper the words into his neck very quietly and I’m not sure if he hears me.

“Hmm?” He asks wanting me to repeat whatever it is that I said. My words get to me and I am much to embarrassed to repeat myself.

“Never mind, it’s nothing.” He smiles lightly in reply.

“K.” My mind goes over what I just said to him where did that come from. Why did I tell him I love him? I mean sure I’ve been dating him for almost three years but do I love him? He pulls me in closer to him and kisses me lightly on lips. I can’t quite pay attention to him as my mind is still thinking over whether or not I love him. “Is something on your mind Lennie?” I look at him thinking do I love him? I honestly don’t know.

“Yeah it’s nothing don’t worry about it.” I tell him my voice not really convincing. He looks like he doesn’t quite believe me but he doesn’t push it and we just go on snuggling. My mind doesn’t stop trying to figure it out do I love him? I mean really love him. God it’s just so confusing because I think I might actually love him.

“Alright well while you’re busy thinking over your nothing I’m going to have some fun.” He tells me in no way asking for permission. He starts kissing my neck in messy wet kisses. I giggle slightly acting like I am trying to smack him away. He grabs my hands and pins them down to my sides then goes on kissing me. “So still thinking of something else?” He asks teasingly. I smile at him he did what he wanted I’m focused on right now. I shake my head and climb on top of him covering his body with mine. I place my lips down on his and kiss him deeply.

“All’s fine.” I tell him softly curling into him.

“You’re not cold are you?” He asks me softly and I smile at him.

“No I’m fine.” I tell him and I start tweaking one of his nipples slowly hardening it. He grins at me and starts running his fingers through my hair slowly. “Wanna sleep with me?” I offer softly knowing that he will think more so that I mean sex even though I don’t. He grins widely and nods happily. I grin back at him and snuggle tightly into him. “Ok goodnight Onnie.” I catch a gasp of disappointment from his lips as soon as I nuzzle my head into his chest.

“Lennie…” He moans my name softly and I close my eyes in ecstasy. I feel myself starting to harden slightly. “Len come on that was so unfair.” I grin wider into his skin and playfully nibble on his nipple.

“Sleep time, we’ll play later.” I yawn not actually tired but wanting to be able to think over things without Onyx hitting on me. Onyx goes along with it though he doesn’t continue trying to hit on me he just lies next to me and lets me think. After an hour or so his body is too cold to lie next to yet he is sleeping softly. I kiss his forehead and move out of the bed. I find my clothes and put them back on before stretching out on my bed still letting my mind debate on whether or not I love him. I come to the conclusion that I do love him but I don’t quite know how to tell him. I don’t know if I can take him telling me that he doesn’t feel the same way. But if he does that would just be heaven. I end up thinking that for now I just wont tell him. Maybe after I get him to have sex with me I’ll tell him. I mean if he is willing to sleep with me then he probably loves me too.

Well now that I’ve figured that out there’s really no point of dwelling on it anymore. I mean it’s not very likely that I’m going to tell him for a while so no need to think of it. I mean I doubt I will sleep with him for a while and I can’t really think of any other reason why I would tell him. Not that I wouldn’t love to have sex with him now I just don’t really think that we are ready for it. I don’t mean that we aren’t ready for it emotionally or that our relationship isn’t far enough, I mean that just his body really isn’t ready for it.
I spend the rest of the day just hanging out with Onyx in our room. We don’t do anything else sexual we just stay close to each other clinging to the other. My mind has gone back to wanting to try out my new toys rather then worrying on whether or not he loves me. At the end of the day I go to sleep happy in my discovery of loving him and hardly being able to wait until tomorrow.

I’ve waited all day not even hitting on Onyx at all to keep him from knowing what my gift is. Now it is finally after dinner so I don’t have to worry about any interruptions during my alone time with Onyx. I walk into the dorm room with Onyx at my side. “So time to exchange gifts?” I ask him sweetly my lips at his ear. He grins and nods to me. I sit down on my bed and look at him. “I want to save my gift for last k?” I ask him just wanting to get whatever he has for me out of the way before I break out Deanna’s bag of toys. He grins and nods to me before pulling out a gift for me from under his bed.

He hands me a box that seems to be a shirt box wrapped in colorful wrapping paper. I open it up and smile at the gift inside of it. Inside is a framed picture of me drawn by him. I love his drawings they always look so perfect. This one is even in color pencils. I smile at Onyx and pull him to me and kiss his lips softly. “Ah thanks so much Onnie, I love it.” He grins blushing cutely and I know he is embarrassed for giving me something he made. I mess up his hair thinking I’ll need to change the mood a bit to make my gift work. I place the drawing on my desk and throw away the wrapping paper. I go back to my bed and sit next to him.

“So where is my gift?” He asks me, as he is no longer blushing as much. I smile at him and kiss his lips in a peck; I kiss him in a line to his neck. I nibble and kiss on his neck until I leave a nice sized hickey on him. “We’ll get to it in time.” I tell him thinking I need to find some way to make this moment more kinky and less romantic. Guess I just have to take a chance and hope I don’t ruin this. “Hey Onnie want to have some fun?” My voice is openly lustful and I hope he gets the hint. He smiles widely at me.

“But what about my gift?” He says half sarcastically innocent. I grin stupidly and go to the closet and grab the bag. Thinking over it one last time I don’t know how he will react to this.

“Close your eyes and stand up.” I tell him finding another way to give him his gift. I drag the bag over to the foot of the bed where he is standing completely still eyes closed. I stand in front of his for a second or two and then I go for the kill and start to undress him. His eyes start to flutter open and I quickly cover them with my hand. “Keep your eyes closed.” I tell him forcefully. I slide his shirt off of him over his head and then undo his pants and shove them and his boxers. I would have left his boxers on a bit longer but seeing as I am going to hand cuff and ankle cuff him it would be a little harder to take off his boxers later. With him standing in front of me naked I hope that I don’t just come off as horny. I grab the sets of cuffs out of the bag and smile at him. “Hold out your hands together.” I tell him softly and he smiles and listens holding out his hands obediently. I take a quick look at the cuffs and notice that they aren’t the cheap kind that has a trigger making it easy to get out of; the only way to take them off is with the key. I place the key on my desk safely out of reach from us before I slap the cuffs onto his wrists. At this point he flat out disobeys me and opens his eyes to look down at his wrists.

I smile and quickly kneel and place the ankle cuffs on him as well. Then I stand in front of him and smile looking right into his eyes and waiting for him to say something. “I think I like your present.” He says grinning at me I smile back and grab him and toss him onto my bed. I grab out the whip and one of the cock rings. I hide the ring in my hand for the time being. I climb onto the bed and slide my hand with the ring down to stroke his growing need. I slip the ring onto him before he can even notice.

“So tell me Onnie have you been a bad boy?” I ask him my voice daring wanting him to act like he doesn’t want this even though it is so obvious that he does. His eyes look at the whip still in my hand and he doesn’t yet answer me. I strike him with the whip across the chest getting him to cry out slightly. “Come on answer me.” I tell him my voice becoming demanding.

“Yeah I’ve been bad I think you might need to punish me.” His voice is breathy and suggestive. I smile at him and take his body and turn him so he faces the mattress. I whip him lashing out across his back and butt making him cry out. I’m not being gentle in the least as strike him yet he still seems to be enjoying himself. I stop and drop the whip on the floor. I massage his butt with my hands getting now moans out him. I reach down and grab the lube and the vibrator out of the bag. I pour the lubricant on my first three fingers slicking them up and then sliding the first one easily in to him. I catch whiff of the lube and noticed that Deanna has played a little bit of a joke. The lube is peppermint scented, merry Christmas. Onyx keeps from saying anything during all of my fingering even when I manage to stretch him to three of my fingers. I smile and look at the vibrator; it is a nice between size from my fingers and my cock. If it ends up in me though it’s quite a bit thicker than his fingers and not big enough to prepare me for the bulk of him. It sucks that he is bigger than me and yet he has skinnier fingers, it’s a much bigger jump. I strike at his prostrate a few times before I take out my fingers. He moans rather pathetically at the loss.

“I got something to replace it with Onnie don’t worry, just give me a moment.” I pour a nice amount of lube on the vibrator hoping it will be enough along with the lube that was on my fingers and my fingers stretching him. I rub some of the lube onto it before positioning it at his entrance. I feel his body panic slightly.

“Len what is that?” His voice is unsure and still wanting. I click the vibrator on and shove the tip into him. He moans loudly and I am delighted not to hear a single bit of pain in that moan. I slowly work the rest of it into him. At a few points he yelps along with his moans but I don’t have much of problem getting the vibrator fully into him.

“You ok?” I ask him softly my lips at his ear. He moans very softly.

“Way more than ok, is that a vibrator?” He asks unsure of himself and I smile wondering if he thought that I was actually in him.

“Yeah, does it feel good?” I ask him waiting for his response and still letting his body adjust to the length inside of him before I start moving it.

“Really really good. Would you do a big favor and move? And I have about the largest erection in the world right now.” He informs telling me to pay attention to his body more. I laugh and grab the end of the vibrator with one hand and his nice erection with the other hand. I get both my hands moving pumping him quite effectively. He moans out as I hit his prostate and I make sure to hit that spot a few more times. He moans pathetically loudly and I wonder just how devastating that cock ring is getting to be. “Len,” I can tell by his voice that he is biting his lip. “That ring is very annoyingly tight. Mind taking it off so I can cum?” His words make me smile widely.

“Not yet Onnie, let’s keep this going a little longer.” I tell him stroking him up and down and hitting his prostrate a few more times. He moans out over and over again until I relent and flip him over after removing the vibrator from his ass. I drop the toy onto the ground and look at his raging hard on. I place my lips around his sex before my hands release him from his confines. The second he is freed he cums in my mouth shooting off a lot. I obediently swallow it all, which isn’t an easy task, seeing as that really got him off and he is giving me a lot. I pull away and look at him still cuffed up and naked lying on my bed. That is truly a beautiful sight.

“Ok that was the best Christmas gift I have ever got.” I smile at him happy that he liked it. “So are you going to let me out of these or do you have more?” He asks looking at me and not trying to get out of his restraints.

“Well the only thing I have left is another cock ring and some condoms.” I tell him not sure if I should mention that I really have no intention of fucking him just yet. He looks at me uneasily as if waiting for me to go on. I cup the side of his face softly, “We’re done for now. Let’s save that for another time, but you can help me out with something if you want.” I tell him trying to hint at my own very hardened form. I get up and grab the key then walk to the bed and let him out of the cuffs. I take them and drop them onto the floor as well. I lie next to him, and I am still fully clothed missing only my shoes.

“So should we get some more use out of these for now?” He asks and I know he is unsure of whether or not I want him to use these things on me or if I think it is too dominant of him. I kiss him deeply and he wraps his arms around me.

“Onnie use whatever you want, that is up to you.” I really mean my words and I wonder faintly if he would fuck me if I hadn’t gotten rid of his erection already. He grabs only the lube and the vibrator off of the ground. He quickly strips me of my clothes throwing them clear across the room. He grins at me and pulls me on top of him. I hear the lube being opened but seeing as his hands are behind my back I can only hope that he is going to use his fingers before the vibrator. I feel one of his hands cup my ass and that hand at least has no lube on it. He just grins at me not saying a word and I know that he is liking making me worry. To my relief the hand that is already on me stays there as a slicked up finger from his other hand slides into me. I groan softly and then kiss his lips deeply.

While we kiss his hand that had been grabbing my ass moves to grab my raging need. He doesn’t wait long to start stretching me as he gets me to three of his fingers scissoring them widely. Luckily for me all the fingers are lubricated so it isn’t as bad as if he were rushing this much normally. I know that he is rushing so that he can use the vibrator but I know that even with him stretching me it’s a bit of a jump from his skinny fingers. He grins cruelly at me and his lips go to my neck kissing and nibbling the skin there. I feel his fingers come out of me and his hand come off of me. I don’t get to focus on anything at this point though because Onyx sinks his fangs into my neck. I moan out slightly at that because it really does feel good. I notice as the tip of the vibrator slides into me though and just like I thought it is quite a jump. I yelp and his lips pull away from my neck. That’s when I notice that he didn’t put any lube on the vibrator and he didn’t even turn it on. Both of which would have helped right now. He kisses my cheek and then my lips dragging the kiss out as he slides the rest of the vibrator into me.

When he finally pulls away from kissing me I am scowling at his smiling face. “Couldn’t you have at least lubed it up?” I ask him my voice telling him that I am in pain and while I like pain this is bordering on too much. He grins at me anyway and runs his fingers through my hair as my erection is still neglected.

“Sorry I just wanted to see you squirm.” He tells me his hinting that he is in no way sorry. Oh well let him have his fun. I grind myself into his hip a bit trying to remind him that we aren’t done just yet. He laughs slightly and his hands return; one actually on me and the other gripping the vibrator, which he chooses to now turn on. His hand starts to move pumping me roughly and getting moans from my lips. “Is it ok to move?” He asks and I know he is talking about the vibrator that is still lodged into me. I smile slightly at him and manage to nod as his other hand keeps jerking me off. He grins and starts using his hand to thrust the vibrator in and out of me managing to hit my prostate on the first try. I moan loudly this actually feels a lot better than him fingering me. I might like dominating over Onyx but this feeling is something that I don’t want to be denied. When we have sex it is not going to be a one-sided thing. He starts moving faster thrusting into me and having me thrust into his hand. My body can’t decide whether I should buck forward or backward both sensations are just so delightful. He hits my prostate again and I feel that I am about to cum. The look on my face must have given me away because Onyx tightens his grip on my dick not letting me. He grins and keeping his grip he manages to move me so that I am practically sitting on his face. He takes the vibrator out of me and lowers me into his mouth. I cum into his wet soft mouth and his fingers thrust into my behind as I do. I pant as he pulls away his hands drag me back down to eye level with him.

“So was that good Len?” He asks his voice soft and caring. I smile at him thinking how inconsistent he is, he tries to hurt me on purpose and then he just smiles at me and acts sweet and innocent. It was good though so I might as well answer him truthfully.

“Yeah that was good Onnie.” I tell him sweetly and kiss his cheek. Then I change my mind and decide to get mad at him. I reach over and grab the whip again and quickly hit him with it across his thighs. “Next time use some fucking lube though.” I say the words nastily in his ear. He laughs and grabs the whip out of my grip and starts lashing me across my back, which is rather easy for him seeing as I am still on top of him. I yelp a few times when it hits particularly hard. The thing is actually a very nice whip so I know that by now my back is probably bleeding as much as his.

“Maybe if you wouldn’t have been so insistent on your whipping I wouldn’t have wanted to hurt you back. So tell me does this feel good Len?” He accents his last sentence by hitting me at every word. I moan out at the last strike.

“Actually yeah it does.” I tell him, what can I say I’m a fan of pain. He hits me one last time before dropping the whip off of the bed so that it joins the pile of the toys. He snuggles into me rather tiredly.

“Len you’re a bloody mess.” His hand runs over the lash marks on my back and I can tell he hit a bit harder than I had hit him. He however is bleeding quite a bit as well. “We should get up before any more blood gets on your sheets, as it is you’ll probably have to throw them away.” I nod to him resignedly and wearily get up and offer him my hands to help him up as well. He takes my hands and I pull him up and into a hug. He clings to me allowing me a view of his bare back and I see how cut up it is from the whip. I wasn’t really that nice to him there are slashes across his butt as well. I feel blood on my thigh and I know that that hit must have cut him as well.

“Shower time?” I offer knowing we should so that the cuts don’t get any worse. He still clings to me and I look over at my bed, which is covered in blood. The sheets are completely soaked blood red from Onyx lying on them right after all the times I hit him.

“Yeah.” He mumbles softly into my neck. “Oh and um you’re bleeding from your butt as well as from the whip. Sorry ‘bout that.” He tells me and because of all the pain I am in I didn’t really notice that myself until he said something. This time his voice actually sounds sorry though. I half drag him into the bathroom and decide while it would be nice to take a bath it probably isn’t a good idea because then we might fall asleep. So into the shower we go. At least I don’t have to worry about stripping him seeing as we are already naked. I pull him into the shower and start the water making it hot but not as scalding as he usually makes it.

The water hits us and turns red before it hits the ground. There is blood all over Onyx’s ankle length hair, which kind figures but I do my best to get the blood out anyway. I look at him covered in blood and naked with his floor length hair and his pale white skin. If I didn’t know that the blood he is covered in is his own he would really be a scary sight. The main point of the shower is really to keep the water running over us until it doesn’t come out pink from our blood. That ends up taking quite a while though. I wash his hair and his body for him slowly and gently trying to act loving. He grudgingly manages to return the favor and I know he is struggling just to stay awake. I decide that we are done in here and drag him out and dry him off with a towel before using the same towel to dry off myself. I only use one towel because it is getting major bloodstains.
I drag him back into the room and pull his boxers and his baggy shirt on to him. I help him into his bed and he quickly falls asleep. I hear a knock at the door and I look over at my bed I shouldn’t really let anyone in right now. I throw on my clothes and walk to the door. “Yes?” I ask lightly.

“Could you please open the door, we are receiving noise complaints from this room.” I would be afraid if I didn’t recognize the voice as Deanna’s. I open the door a bit relieved that it is only her.

“Hi De, come on in.” I let her in only to then remember that I need to strip the sheets off of my bed. Oh well she got me the gifts she can’t really expect me not to use them. She looks first at my bloodstained sheets and then at Onyx sleeping peacefully on his bed.

“I should’ve got here earlier.” She says decidedly; I disagree.

“No you really shouldn’t have.” I tell her rather directly as I strip the bed and just roll up the sheet glad that the blanket was pushed down the bottom of the bed and remains unstained. I toss the ruined sheet into a corner by the door; I’ll get rid of it later. I sit on the bed, groaning slightly as I do, and Deanna sits next to me and looks down, reminding me that I have something else to put away. I grab the toys and shove them into the bag before pushing it under my bed.

“You are really messy L.” She comments and I look at her lamely.

“No I’m not you just got here before I could clean up.” I inform her and she grins slightly. She wraps her arm around me and I groan. She looks at me alarmed and I push away her arm and pull my shirt back off. She stares openly gaping at the cuts. “The blood on this bed didn’t come from me De.” I tell her and she smirks. I grin slightly, “His back looks a lot worse than mine. So thanks a lot for that whip.” She laughs. I put my shirt back on and lie on my bed grunting from both the pain of lying on my back and from lying on my butt.

“So was the gift a good one? Everything worth it?” I know she means did I use everything she gave me.

“Well it all works rather well. I didn’t use any of those condoms though.” I tell her and she actually looks a little disappointed. “You go get fucked up the ass without being loose enough and then you’ll know why.” I tell her a bit cruelly and she just smiles at me. I rub my ass a bit, “That fucking vibrator hurt enough as is.” She looks a bit amazed at me.

“I thought that you would just use that on him. I didn’t really expect it to get used for you.” She tells me and now it is my turn to laugh.

“Our relationship isn’t one-sided De. And I happen to actually like having something inside of me. I did use it on him too but it hurt me more than him.” She looks at me questioningly. “First off his fingers are thinner than mine so it was a bigger difference. Secondly he didn’t use any lube on it, just the lube that was already used from being on his fingers.” She makes an ‘ouch’ face and I nod. “He actually made me bleed that way.” She is still making that face and I smile. “I guess I deserve it after how much I hit him with the whip.” It always amazes me how Deanna actually loves hearing about what I do with Onyx. For once it seems like all the pain and blood might be creeping her out. “Now get out I’m tired.” I tell her jokingly. She smiles and leaves locking the door on her way out. I sleep in my boxers and my shirt not bothering to put a new sheet on my bed. I look over at Onyx. “Merry Christmas my love.” I say softly knowing he is completely asleep and doesn’t hear me.