Annie's Got a Gun

Chapter Two: Out of the Closet

Wednesday, 5:07pm
February 25th, 2009

The past few days of school have been a crazy mixture of horribleness and relief.

For whatever reason Trish is acting like nothing had happened, and is still treating me like I'm her BFF, thats best friend forever in case you didn't know. I mean how can she just play off what she saw? All I can think is that she was either traumatized and blocked the memory, or somehow thought maybe I was wearing a strap-on, but in either case I can't see how she could be acting completely normal.

I mean you can't just ignore the fact that your best girlfriend is fucking your other best girlfriend with a strap-on. Especially considering the fact that she knows the most Leah is willing do with other girls is kiss them and thats only if theres a guy near by that she wants to get hot and bothered. But still, I just don't see how she could think I was wearing a strap-on. I mean the lights were completely on and I gave her a full frontal view of my not so lady parts.

I was like a deer caught in headlights, I didn't even try to turn or cover myself.

So she must have blocked the memory, but I don't see how thats possible either because Leah will not shut up about her “mystery fuck,” and how she had never came so hard in her life before. It puts me in a strange place because one second I can't help but smile and feel giddy knowing that I'm Leah's best lay out of all the guys she's been with, and considering the fact that she's been with just about every guy on the football team, how could that not make me giddy? But then I turn toward Trish and all the happiness is crushed by worry of what's going on in her head. I mean, WHAT'S GOING ON IN HER HEAD!?...

It's really driving me crazy.

Then theres Tommy. He found out I had gone to the party without him, and has somehow gotten it into his head that I'm cheating on him. Technically it's true I guess, but he likes watching me make out with Leah and Trish so I don't think me fucking Leah really counts as cheating. But he's convinced that I'm just dragging him along while sleeping with other guys now, and after the worst argument we've ever had, said that if I don't sleep with him by the end of the week he's going to dump me and I simply can not let that happen.

Not only is Tommy easily the hunkiest guy in school but he's super popular, and if he broke up with me my popularity would totally plummet and jeopardize me being prom queen next year. So I'm also freaking about that. I mean, I have no idea what I'm going to do, and it's already Wednesday so I only have two days to figure it out.

This totally sucks. I mean, could life get anymore complicated?

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Wednesday, 11:41pm
February 25th, 2009

I am completely exhausted but I totally have to get this out.

Earlier tonight, a little while after my last entry, Trish came over to “hang out” and of course I was freaking because all the stuff I explained earlier was still bouncing around in my head, and I thought she was going to be all like:

“Your a disgusting freak, and I can't believe you fucked Leah. I'm telling everyone!”

But that didn't happen.

We just ended up laying on my bed, flipping through fashion magazines and gossiping like we do all the time and after an hour or so went by I had relaxed and really started believing that she didn't remember catching me. Then out of nowhere, like it was nothing at all, she says to me:

“So are we going to talk about you having a dick or not?”

I was horrified, speechless, shocked, felt like throwing up, and she didn't even look up from the fucking magazine when she asked me that. I seriously sat there on the verge of crying for about five minutes before she said anything else.

I don't remember exactly what she said since I was pretty much in shock, but I remember she went on for a while about how I shouldn't worry and she had been doing research online about people like me. It wasn't until she gave me a peck on the lips that I totally flipped over the fact that she was okay about me having a penis.

At first I was in tears with relief, then I was frantically swearing her to secrecy, and then I went back to crying for a few minutes. I had really lost it, but the whole time Trish was holding me, soothing me and telling me everything was going to be fine, it was a side of her that I'd never really seen before.

It wasn't until I had calmed down that I started wondering why exactly she was okay with me having a penis and at once I knew the answer from the way she was looking at me when I unburied my face from her chest. It was the same way that she looked at some guys that had girlfriends or guys that she found out were virgins. A devilish mixture of curiosity, carnal desire, and playfulness. And when I say playfulness I don't mean the friendly kind, I mean playfulness in the way a cat may play with a mouse before killing it.

Before I knew it Trish was kissing me. Now we've kissed before, we like doing it to torment guys, but there was never any passion or feeling in those kisses. We just went through the motions, but this was different. The way she worked her lips against mine and flicked her tongue in mouth and around my tongue was full of a lustfulness that had never been there before.

In moments I had a hard-on. Even though I'm not really into girls it was hard not to get one with her on top of me, feeling her slender body pressed against mine, and her soft breasts rubbing against mine. Then after a few minutes of making out with her she suddenly started pulling my clothes off of me, and I don't know what it is with me lately but I was feeling so hot that didn't even try to stop her.

When she pulled off my jeans and panties she stopped and stared at my penis for a long moment, and I was beginning to get scared that she had had a change of heart, but then she completely ignored it and went straight to my pussy, something I totally wasn't expecting.

Now I don't know if Trish is really a lesbian like her mom, but she has definitely had some practice going down on girls before. I never imagined the things she was doing with her tongue could feel so good. God, I can practically still feel her sucking the lips of pussy and her tongue spreading me apart and entering me. Then to top it off she wrapped one of her hands around my shaft and began jerking me off at the same time while using her other hand to massage my breasts and squeeze my nipples. Which I must say felt so much better than the clumsy way Tommy and other guys grope me.

The combined sensations of having Trish's petite hand's running over my tits and stroking my cock faster and faster, with her warm and surprisingly long tongue probing my pussy was beyond words amazing.

I was in heaven.

It took like two minute and I came. A lot.

By the time I was finished and Trish came up from my pussy I had sprayed some of my cum on her fiery red hair, and her lips were visibly wet from my juices, but most of my cum had ended up on my stomach. Trish made a comment on how she couldn't believe how much cum had came out of me, and then started licking it up from my stomach which I thought was incredibly hot.

I have to do that for Tommy some time. I'm sure it'll drive him wild.

Anyway, then Trish totally caught me off guard when she brought her lips to mine in what I thought was a kiss but she was actually spitting some of my cum into my mouth and then kissing me so I didn't have any choice but to swallow it. Which I didn't really mind since, admittedly my cum tastes better than Tommy's, but in hindsight its kinda gross.

Then Trish started stripping her clothes off and said, I quote:

“Now it's my turn.”

Which I thought was hilarious and burst out laughing. Trish blushed and told me not to laugh at her and we went back and forth with it, totally sharing a girl moment until she had taken all of her clothes off and then it we got all serious again.

I had gone slightly limp from having just cum, but when Trish climbed back on top of me and started grinding her pussy against my cock I was almost instantly hard again in anticipation from remembering how Leah's pussy had felt. At the same time though I began feeling some serious doubts about what we were doing and had to ask if having sex was really such a good idea, but Trish isn't the type of girl thats used to getting turned away and wasn't having any of it.

She told me to shut up and enjoy it, and oh my god did I enjoy it. I mean, Leah had felt amazing, but when I felt Trish's pussy lowering around my shaft I really began to understand why all guys think about is sex. I had no idea how amazing a tight pussy could feel, and Trish is so much tighter than Leah.

Then she leaned forward and began pumping her hips up and down on my shaft, and I swear if I hadn't just came a few minutes earlier I would have lost it right there.

After a few seconds we were both panting like whores, and I just couldn't keep my hands off of her. I caressed the side of her face which she leaned into and then took my thumb into her mouth and began licking and sucking it, which felt surprisingly pleasant, and at the same time I did my best to massage her breasts the same way she had done mine.

I guess I was doing it right because she began moaning louder and riding me harder.

I'm not sure how long we went on like that but it felt like bliss, and when Trish came her pussy was tighter than I imagined was possible. I came inside of her, which she didn't seem to mind. Then Trish laid down next to me and I snuggled against her. She wrapped her arms around me and we stayed like that for a while. Which was so much nicer than having sex and running like I had to with Leah.

After that we talked for a bit and then Trish headed home.

I wouldn't say were in love, but it is safe to say my secret is secure and that Trish and I will be having more girl's nights together.


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