The Price of Tragedy

It wasn’t long before Lucas opened the door to his office to let her inside. “So, How are you Xemia?” he asked as he moved towards his desk and motioned for her to have a seat.



She took a seat. "Its Sarah now. And as well as one can be. It has been a long time Lucas.



“Why Sarah? I liked Xemia too” he looked out of the window. It was raining pretty heavily, but the sun was shining on the horizon, giving a very impressive display of rainbows. He could feel he guide in him become restless. “Is it just me, or is our guides quite persistent o come out”



"Yes, its because we are among others. Its more prevalent when we are in close contact. More natural. As for changing my name. I have gone by many names over the years. I had too. I\'ve been hunted."



He walked around the able and presented his hand to her, he wanted to see what happened if he didn’t hold it back. How it would feel for the guide to have something that it wanted. “Want to see what happens?” he asked.



She stared at his hand. "Ummm..are you sure that is a good idea? We are in your office." Her cat growled at her in annoyance. She ignored it. She had learned to control her animal side very well. It was harder to keep things a secret as the world became more populous. "Are you not afraid of discovery?"



He leaned over his desk and pushed a button on his phone. “Bunny, I don’t want to be disturbed for a while, please hold all my calls and appointments until further notice” he requested.



“Yes sir” she answered and the line disconnected.



He walked over to the door and locked it. “Better?”



She smiled. "Ahh the power. All right you win." She stood up and took a deep breath. When she let herself relax her cat jumped forward in eagerness. Her eyes flashed a golden brown a small growl left her lips. He was excited at being set free."



Lucas eyes shifted in to silver tone, Lucas offered his hand o her. The air was really starting to get static since there was a lot of energies being exchanged between the two.



She took his hand and stepped closer to him. the feel of the energy around them was exciting. Her hair stood on end. His hand was soft. "I forgot what this felt like."



“I never forgot” he finally let his guide take the lead, slowly, his physique was changing in to a large were wolf. Pitch black fur and ice silver eyes. “You have forgotten who you are”



She felt her body shift, bones and muscles change.



The were cat stood golden fur with leopard blacks spots covered her. "I have not forgotten who i am. I just prefer to keep a hold on it. to stay hidden well to survive."



“That is the same as if you where holding yourself back” he placed his black pawn on her chest and released some of his power in to her. Lights of energy swirled around them as it exited his body and entered hers.



The power that swam through her, was delightful. The cats body jerked and closed his eyes. His pulse raced, body shooked. The release was unreal. eyes opened and stared at the wolfwere. "Well, that was interesting."



“You try” he smiled with his eyes. “It’s equally interesting both ways”



She placed her paw on his chest and returned the energy back.



He could hear her heart, it was a way to share energy experience and many times your feelings could be hinted. He started to feed her energy again, this time it created a feed back loop, a constant stream of energy, flowing from one to the other and back again. It was so intense that Lucas was unable to stand up.

The energy that passed between them was exotic, pulse pounding energy. Her body tingled, felt on fire. She had had sex but this was on another experience. She panted and sat back down in her chair. A moaning growl left her lips.



"What was that about?" She looked at him.



“Let’s call it spirit’ orgasm” he said. “But it far more then that, it is something our species can share their most inner thoughts and desires. Almost like dogs leave markings and other dogs can read it. We can also read each others energy” he stood up and tried o regain some strength. But it had been a lot more draining on him then on her, he was more used to his guide after all.



"I see. Well its been sometime since I\'ve been around another." She felt weak and took hold of her guide pushing him back down. Again feeling her body shift back to her human form. She rested her head back on the chair. "Have you seen anyone else?"



Lucas could feel the disappointment of her guide as she pushed him down.



“You should not force him, one day you will no longer have be able to hear him. Try and see him as a part of your self” he looked down at her. “Did you know that you have the ability to have two forms?”



"I control him. He is a male and very protective.I know of my forms. I take myself into the forests and let him run free. But here among humans never. The damage that could be done is a risk I will not allow." She glanced out the window. "You survive as you have learned to do and I survive my way."



“When was the last time you let him out?”



"I am a busy person Lucas. I work for a high dollar ad agency. I have a lot of customers that depend on me. Its been a few months since I was able to take time off and go out." She frowned at him. "What does that matter anyway? This is not our world we were born into. We are only a few who exist. They feed off this new world. The hatred and violence makes them grow stronger, dangerous."



She stood and walked to the window. "I just try to survive, Lucas, plain and simple"



“You might be surviving, but you are not living. If this is how you live your life, I guess my best friend is really dead”

he asked his guide to return him to full control and he shifted back to human form. It pained him to see her like that.



She heard the pain in his voice and it hurt her as well. She turned back around and looked at him..



"I suppose you are right. I am not the same person I was. This human life has taken me over and I let it. It is good to see you again. You grew up into a respected powerful man. Your family would have been proud."



“You have the capacity too. And it is nothing wrong to enjoy the human side of life, but you should never surprises the spiritual side. You and I will never grow old, so make use of that and make this a better world. That is why I created this company”

he grinned at her.



“Have you ever enjoyed a king sized Jacuzzi?”