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Okay, so now you really want to say something. I can see that. But your best bet is to stay quiet for as long as possible. Listen friend, as long as you keep it together and keep your mouth shut, they won\'t know you have made it here yet. So, do you want to see something really cool? Just nod your head. All right, let’s take a walk. We might find some tasty treats on the way.

OMG, what the hell have I done? Why won\'t this freak let me talk? Is this a damn nightmare? I know he isn\'t really picking that dead…No wait I don’t even know what that is that he is putting into his mouth but for the love of God it is nasty looking. Road kill looks good compared to this. No I don’t want any. If he keeps trying to get me to eat that I will lose my stomach contents all over him. I need to speak but then again I don’t know anything about this place and he apparently does. Maybe I should listen to his advice for now.

Hey you are you listening. I put the rat down okay. You can open your freaking eyes now. You will think that’s gourmet compared to some of the shit there is to eat around here. Okay we are almost there. Did you ever wonder what would happen after you died? I did and I almost couldn’t take not knowing what happened to the people I left back home. So the first thing I am going to show you how to use is the mirror. All you have to do is touch it, think of the person you want to see and it lets you get a glimpse of what’s going on with them.

Now let me see. Stop, I hear someone. Get back against that wall over there okay.

I moved my ass. I heard something too. It sounded big, mean and scary. I think I have changed my mind. About the whole suicide thing, I mean really, what was I thinking? I don’t want to believe any of this is real. Who is this guy who has decided to come and take me on the guided tour and why is he doing it. I am no one special or important. Hell I don’t think anyone gives a damn that I am supposed to be dead but I am not. What the hell is coming down this hallway?

Stop thinking so loud over there would you? I can\'t concentrate and if I don’t concentrate then you and I end up dead for real and in hell for real. You got that sweetness?

Well, he actually winked at me. What the fuck. I think I am not really dead but in the crazy people ward at the county hospital. That has to be it. I am having a nightmare and I…

Okay okay, get ready. It\'s coming around the corner. Whatever you do, don’t scream.

Without a doubt I have gone insane. I know that isn\'t really a big furry half lion half bear standing up on its hind legs. I know that Jax, I think was what he said his name was, isn\'t really taking that mean looking whip from around his waist and swinging it at that things head. I know because things like this just don’t happen to people like me. Things like this only happen in the movies. Things like this don’t really exist.

So are you done doubting what\'s going on before your very eyes? I mean the thing is dead but there will be more. I think we need to move on. That mirror is around here somewhere. I go a nasty cut, and I think that I am going to need some help here.

When did he kill that thing, I was watching the whole time. Now he is passed out one me! What is a girl to do?