A Lost Life

The next morning, Kylie woke up in a daze. Her sleep wasn’t very well and her mind was in a scramble. She opened her eyes all the way when she was adjusted to the bright light from the ceiling above her. When she tried to move her arms to wipe the sleep from her eyes, her left arm moved, but her right stayed still. She looked up and saw that it was in handcuffs. She sighed.

For a few more minutes, Kylie contemplated her situation. She knew they were two strong for her by the way they had thrown her around so easily. Not much longer and the door to the room opened. She looked up and thought she saw Ryne coming over to her, but as she looked closer, she realized that it wasn’t him. This man’s face was too hard to be Ryne’s, but suddenly, a soft smile appeared on his lips. “I’m glad you’re awake.”

‘His name is Ryan. That’s right,’ Kylie thought. She looked up at him, fear still floating around in her eyes. He could tell by the dilated pupils that were hardly noticeably, darting back and forth. “Good morning, Sir,” she replied feeling it to be polite since he had greeted her first.

His smile widened and his eyes seemed to brighten. “I’m so glad you remembered, sweetheart. That’s good. I have no doubt that you will learn fast.” He walked, slowly, closer to her. Visibly she tensed. Ryan reached his strong hand down and placed it on her shoulder, massaging it, relaxing her gently. “Remember what I told you? As long as you behave, no harm will come to you, so you have nothing to worry about.”

Nodding, Kylie moved her left hand up to her right shoulder where his rested. She grabbed it and held it for a moment, feeling the strength he had in such a small grasp. She moved her hand away, his going back to his side. ‘He reminds me of Ryne, but his hands feel like Casey’s.’ A small tear subconsciously fell down her cheek. She sniffled, willing herself not to start crying again.

Ryan wiped it away and removed the handcuffs holding her to the bed. He eased her up to a sitting position. “Hush…” He tucked her hair behind her ears as part of it stuck to her face. “Now, Kylienna, all I need you to do is watch. I want to show you a few things first, perhaps things you have already learned in school. I’ll go into a little more detail with you though, alright?”

“Yes sir.”

“Very good,” Ryan stood and stepped out into the hall briefly before coming back with a poster board with some type of diagram on it. He set it down on the floor and tapped the floor next to him giving the signal that Kylie should join him.

Her heart was pounding wondering what this “lesson” would be. She didn’t dare look at what he had placed on the floor. She took steady notice of her hands as she got off the bed and moved to sit by him, her towel still around her. She clutched it tightly to her starting to feel the cool air reaching into her warm skin.

“Kylie. May I call you that?” He gave her no time to answer before he continued. “I’d like you to look at this picture while I explain what everything is and how it works. In order to pleasure another person, you must first know about yourself. I want you to listen carefully because I will test you once I am through.” Ryan moved his body just slightly closer to Kylie’s. “This here is the female sexual anatomy. Did you learn about this in school yet?”

“Just a little sir. We basically studied the internal parts,” she answered quietly, just loud enough for him to hear.

He nodded. “That’s good because we are going to be focusing mainly on the external anatomy. This is very important for your job here.” He paused for a moment to let the last sentence sink in then continued. “First, all the terms you will learn today are a part of the vulva, or the external sexual organ of a female.” Pointing to the pubic bone area, Ryan said, “This here is the mons veneris. Basically it’s fatty tissue that protects the pubic bone from the force of sexual intercourse. Some women even find when it’s touched to be sexually arousing.” Moving his finger, running along the side of the diagram, he went on, “This is the labia majora or the outer lips of the vulva. It is also a fatty tissue that runs from the mons veneris to a place called the perineum. The perineum is the skin that stretches from the vulva to the anus.” He pointed this out as well before directing her attention back to the labia majora. “These outer lips contain plenty of sweat and oil glands. The scent alone can also be arousing, especially to a man.”

Kylie shuddered involuntarily and moved a few inches away from Ryan as a wave a fear crushed over her again after hearing the last sentence. Ryan secretly glanced over at her through the corner of his eye watching her reactions. He had seen this plenty of times before, but he was a rather patient man and could handle it better than Brad or Jason ever could.

When he felt her fear subside some, he began telling about the next part on the diagram. “Here we have the labia minora. It is the inner lips of the vulva. Many people consider it a flower as it folds inward to protect the vagina, urethra and clitoris. Both of these lips are very sensitive to touch and pressure. Now we have the clitoris,” he pointed to the exact spot on the diagram. It is highly sensitive though it is merely but spongy tissue. It is protected by what is the clitoral hood, this here.” He pointed directly under the mons veneris. “Do you understand what I have told you so far?”

Blankly staring at the diagram, Kylie replied, “Yes sir.”

He nodded in acceptance of her answer and moved on. “A couple of more things that I will add are what is called the bartholin and hymen glands and what people refer to as the g-spot. I do not have a diagram of these, so I will just explain. The bartholin glands are located on each side of the vagina. What they do is produce small amounts of lubricating fluid. It makes the vagina nice and moist with the help of the hymen glands which do the same thing but for the vaginal canal.” Once again he looked over at her to make sure she comprehended what he was saying. He noticed that she did seem to be paying attention but the rapid movement of her eyes told him that her mind was fluttering in out of the present.

Ryan reached over and caressed her cheek for a moment before whispering in a calm voice, “Come on sweetheart. Come back to me now.” Her eyes were then starting to focus once again, and he knew she was back. “That’s a good girl.”

Breathing nice and easy now, Kylie turned her eyes away from his and onto the floor. “I’m sorry. I had been listening. Honest!” She seemed to be pleading with him not to do anything to her because she knew she had slipped up.

“No worries little one. We have plenty of time. Shall I continue?” When she nodded, he did just that. “The g-spot is deep within the tissue of the vagina. It is also very spongy like the clitoris. Pressure against this spot is said to bring immense pleasure.” He gave another look in her direction. “Shall I test you or do you have questions?”

Kylie’s eyes moved back to the floor. “No sir.”

“Very well. The test will be as so. I will name a certain part, and you will show me where that part is. Easy enough?”

“Yes sir.” Kylie took a deep breath and waited for her first question.

“Okay Kylie, why don’t you show me where the labia majora is,” Ryan asked her.

She began to move her hand toward the diagram to point, but Ryan stopped her. “No, no, sweetheart. I want you to show me where it is on you.”

Eyes flashing quickly to his she shook her head feverishly. Fresh tears once again rolled down her cheeks, sobs beginning out of her chest. She immediately began backing away from him, but his arm reached out and latched on to hers pulling her towards him in a heap.

“Kylie, I really don’t wish to hurt you, but I will if I have to. Now please be a good little girl and just do as I say,” he said gently but with a rage of fire hinting in his voice.

Ryan really did hate the beginning part of the training. He was never good at complete intimidation like Brad or Jason was, but he still knew how to break a spirit and remold it to his liking. He did have times where he seemed to lose his temper and would strike out at anyone or anything that was near him or got in his way. What bothered him the most about the breaking part was that he hated the tears. It ate at him until he was bound to lose control, but not the control of anger. It was the control of sympathy. Each time he fought it, and each time he would succeed, but this time was definitely not one of those times. He was failing, and he was failing miserably.

Picking the young girl up slightly, he placed her on his lap and let her curl up against him for a while. He stroked her hair and rocked her back and forth gently until she had calmed some, but he noticed that she was no longer in his arms. She was in someone else’s arms, in her own little world. “Casey, I’m scared,” he heard her voice whisper out. “Don’t leave me again. Please don’t leave me again.” He decided to let her stay in her own little dream for a few more minutes before he decided that the lesson needed to be finished.

“Sweetheart look at me,” he calmly said to her. She opened her eyes and realized that she wasn’t in her brother’s arms at all. She was in Ryan’s arms. The man who had kidnapped her and would end up raping her before all was over. He wanted her to touch herself, to point out different parts of her own body to him. She started to squirm in his grasp. “Hey, calm down,” he said grasping her more tightly. She immediately obeyed his command. “I’m going to sit you down beside me, and we will finish this lesson. You must pass this test. You will touch your body and show to me where each part is that I tell you to find. This once, and only this once, will I help you in this task.”

He lifted Kylie up and placed her down beside him. He began to unwrap the towel he had given her to place around herself, but she held it tighter. Using a little more force, he was able to open it up so her front was exposed to him. Her arms immediately folded over her chest. He gently placed them down, but kept her right hand in his.

“Now, we are going to find the labia majora. Show me where it is Kylie,” he said soothingly but demanding at the same time. Her hand slowly began to move downwards, his on top to make sure she did not pull back. It finally reached where he wanted it to, and he put a little pressure down on her hand and moved it back and forth to give her the feel. Her breathing became ragged as more fear washed over her. He brought her hand back up into his and cradled it against her stomach. “Good job. See how easy that was? You’ll get used to touching yourself all the time. I promise. It’ll just take a while, but it’s an amazing turn on for men to see a girl pleasuring herself. That is another one of the reasons I am teaching you this. Besides, this is something that you do on your own. You will be the one to move your hands down there and apply pressure. The clients will not do it for you as I am helping you do now. By us starting early, I hope you will have become accustomed to it before your first job.”

Kylie nodded as she silently listened to his words.

“Let’s continue.”

The two went on through all the parts he taught her, him helping her along the way, making sure she applied pressure to each part to get a feel for it. When the test was over, he congratulated her. “Excellent job sweetheart. You passed your first test.” He then turned her so they faced each other directly. “Because of your little show earlier of you saying no and also not letting me take the towel away from you willingly, you will be punished, unless…” He let his words sit in her mind for a second or two before he finished his sentence. “…unless you decide to do your extra credit assignment.”

Her eyes looked into his trying to figure out what he was playing at and if she was going to like it. She knew the answer would be no, but being punished or doing something just a little extra. She waited to hear what the extra credit assignment was.

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A/N:

Hello my lovely readers and reviewers and passerbys? I don't know. Anyway, hope you enjoyed this chapter cause it was a bitch to write. Kind of fun though. lol Thank you Nila! You're the best love! And to my other reviews, thanks so much! I really appreciate them.

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