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My Thoughts

By: amaria
folder Poetry › Free Verse
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 3
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Disclaimer: This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
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I have not yet been punished for my pain,
but why should I appologise for my own life,
my decisions,
my choises,
however wrong,evil,disgracefull they may be,
must I be punished for my pain?
must I appologise for my own life?
Should I stop breathing,thinking,bleeding,
or can I cry now,
stop now?
Please punish me,
if only for my own sanity,
if any still remains,
punish me, hurt me,so the pain will be over,
at least for now.



I sleep alone,
once happy with the knowledge of my lifes ending.
Why gatherin places where they judge and watch me?
Why try when retribution and trust are never given nore recieved?
The moon, my only companion,
even now thinks of leaving my side,
to wander with the others in the sun,
I watch them laughing,smiling,content with their lives,
unknowing of my deciet to joy and light,
I revel in the dark,
shy from the light,
Why do I cry the pain of fallen saints?
I'm killed by my mothers smile.
I sleep alone, the moon gone now,
their laughter forgotten by my ears,
no more do I cry,
I accept my fate,
but knowing of my past sins,
expect the worst is to come.


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