Favourite Mistake

Here's your X-Mas and New Years gift! This chapter has yummy bits in it so it really is a good present! XD The next part might come soon but more than likely it'll be sometime after the holidays. So be safe and warm (if you're in a cold country like me O_O) and have a great holiday season! **molests** XD

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Part Three

“Damn it.” I rub at my temples as I wait for my coffee.

Again, I have woken up to nightmares. I wonder if they will ever stop. Or will they torture me for the rest of my life. A month has passed since the last time I had one so I guess that’s an improvement. And it’s been four days since I’ve gotten over that odd illness. I have Katsu to thank for that. He helped me not think about it so much by staying at my side...or else I would still be in bed.

“Always lost in thought, I see.” I glance up from the surface of the small table that rests within the kitchen.

“I can’t sleep.” I shrug slightly, trying not to get noticed. I can’t help but stare at him.

“Oh? And why is that?” He moves to the table and seats himself in the chair directly across from me.

“Nightmares.” Does he always sleep without a shirt? Why does he have to have a good body?!

“Of what?”

“Nothing.” I turn from him. I don’t want anyone to know.

“You wish for it to remain a secret.”

“It’s no one’s business but my own.”

Before I have any time to react, he reaches across the small table and rests his fingers under my chin and his thumb just below my bottom lip. He turns my head towards him. My eyes are wide and I want to slap his hand away but we simply stare at each other. How can he cause me to freeze so easily? I don’t understand. I feel my mouth open slightly to say something, anything, but he speaks before I get the chance.

“That may be, but if you continue to bottle things up within yourself, you will only risk further injury to yourself.” He doesn’t release my chin after speaking but waits as if for some sort of response. I can’t think of one.

I don’t know what to say to this. His words towards me are always meaningful and compassionate, far different from how he is while dealing with the bastard. But why? Why does he seem to care so much? Why did he help me when I was sick? He is really confusing and I don’t need this right now. I shake my head to remove his fingers and he lets them fall away.

***

I’ve never been in this room before. It has always been used as a spare office for the bastard or the bodyguards that used to work here. So, that makes it Katsu’s now. Since I realized I had nothing better to do today, I figured I would visit him. I’m not sure why I had suddenly decided to, but it was the first suggestion that appeared in my mind. Painting, music…those options were cancelled out. I just…don’t feel like doing those things right now.

I knock at the closed door and I hear his voice telling me to enter. I open the door and close it behind me. He looks up from typing at the computer and sends me an amused smirk. I walk slowly towards the desk he’s at. It’s the type that can fit into a corner but this one is positioned so that one side is along the wall and the other is between me and him. It’s almost like he’s boxed in because of the wall to his other side but there’s nothing blocking him from behind. I never knew this room was set up like this. Another thing that shocks me is his eyes. He’s wearing glasses and his eyes are a dark green like night has just fallen upon the trees.
“You wear contacts?”

“Yes, it is more convenient for my line of work.”

“So why did you take them out? And why are they different colours?”

“They were starting to bother me and I like to change the colours from time to time.” His smirk widens. “Why are you so interested?”

I turn my back to him and fold my arms over my stomach. “No reason.” I lean back against the desk.

I hear the rain tap against the window. It echoes throughout the room. If it weren’t raining I wouldn’t be here. Although…I like being out in the rain sometimes. Maybe I just wanted an excuse to see him. I’m really not sure anymore.

I jump as I feel his hand on my shoulder. It caught me so off guard that my lower back crashes into the edge of the desk. I fall to my knees and rub at the spot I know will become a bruise. Katsu is around the desk and kneeling before me in seconds. I sink lower so that my rear is touching the floor now too. My eyes are closed as I massage the pain away. Katsu places a hand on my shoulder and uses his other hand to tilt my head up. I open my eyes, tears caught at the edge of my eyelids.

“Are you alright? Forgive me.”

“I’m fine…my back just hurts a little.” I attempt a smile through the slight pain.

“It’s rare to see such an expression.”

My cheeks instantly heat up and I shake my head to remove his hand. I try to stand up but it doesn’t work when I fall back to the floor. Did I really hit my back that hard? Before my thoughts can spiral in my mind, I’m being picked up off the ground and placed on the desk. I let my legs dangle off the edge as Katsu moves around the desk to stand behind me. My cheeks become warm when he slowly lifts the hem of my black t-shirt. I try not to fidget with the hands in my lap as I feel his fingers ghost along my skin. He presses them gently into me and I flinch at the small jab of pain it causes. He pulls his hand back and lowers my shirt.

“There is a scratch there now but it will become a bruise afterwards.”

“Perfect.” I mumble under my breath.

“Lift your shirt, I will patch you up.” I turn as far as I can without hurting myself too much and stare at him.

“What?”

“Lift your shirt. If you do not let me tend to the injury, it will get infected.” I turn from him as the heat in my cheeks grows.

I grab the hem of my shirt as he opens drawers to find the things he needs. I pull it up as far as he had and hold it there. I wince and flinch away from him when he puts some cream over the cut. It burns. He places a piece of gauze over the wound and tapes it carefully to my skin. The slightest of touches from his fingers are driving me mad. This recent event plus the things that have transpired between us before…they lead me to believe that, perhaps, I’m starting to actually like him. I’ve already started to trust him little by little.

“You can pull down your shirt now.” I do as told as he places the medical items back into the drawer he found them in. I still don’t move and he appears in front of me.

“Thank you.” I’m not looking up at him. My gaze is fixed on my lap.

“Is something wrong?” I shake my head. “Are you sure?” I nod. “Why won’t you look at me?”

“No reason.” I look up then and try to smile but it doesn’t work very well, mainly, because the look he’s giving me tells me he knows I’m lying. “What?”

His hand lifts between us and rests against my cheek. I feel his thumb moving back and forth over my skin. I know my cheeks have gotten hotter at the slight contact and I know he feels it as well. Somehow, I don’t think I can convince him that I have a fever again. The edge of the desk digs into my hands as my grip tightens. I wasn’t even aware of the grip until now.

His thumb moves to trace my bottom lip. I know I should be stopping him. But I can’t. While part of my mind is yelling at me for letting him do this, the other part is telling me that he won’t hurt me.

And then...all thoughts are thrown from my mind. He closes the distance between us and connects our lips. My eyes go wide where they’re locked with deep green. His hand is still on my cheek and the other rests on one of the hand that is clutching the desk. My free hand rises between us to rest flat against his chest.

I feel my eyes slide shut as his tongue licks at my bottom lip. They part for him to enter. My tongue is hesitant against his. I moan slightly into the kiss as he coaxes me into responding. He somehow tricks my tongue into his mouth and all I can think is: damn, he’s so good at this! Our tongues melt together and I move my free hand to the back of his head. I run my fingers through his hair, messing up its perfect state. But, sadly, the need for oxygen becomes too great and we part.

My forehead rests against his chest as I try to catch my breath. I can feel his erratic heartbeat against my skin. It takes several minutes before I can look up at him. His eyes are calm as we stare at each other.

“I promised…”

“I know. Thank you.” I smile at him and lean back. He smiles in return.

Maybe…just maybe…things won’t be so bad after all.

***

Not only is September the time when school starts again, but it is also the time for a meeting I’ve been forced to go to that has a celebration as well. And that is where I am now. These particular rich businessmen decided to have this celebration at an open area that has docks with boats connected to them. The place was set up for this event. Again, people will get drunk and play cards. Not even halfway through this event, I’ve taken a bottle of some form of alcohol and have wandered down to the boats. I’ve drank half of the bottle when I decide to enter one. I’m bored so why not explore a little. When I’m done, the bottle is almost empty. I sit near a window to stop the dizzying of my vision which was just starting to appear. I massage my temples and sigh.

“Keijiru, haven’t seen you in a long time.” I resist the urge to roll my eyes as the son of some businessman walks into the room I’m in. I plaster a fake smile on my face and turn to him.

“It’s been months, I think…you weren’t at the last party.”

“No, I wasn’t. I was out of the country, actually.” He walks over to me and glances out the window as well. I return my gaze, ignoring the way it sways slightly.

“Where did you go?” I don’t really care but I’m forced to be nice to these people.

“I went to Italy then France. Both are rather boring.”

“I’m sure they’re not that bad.” I should really try to leave due to the alcohol in my system. “We’d better head back to the party now.”

“Why are you in such a hurry?” The sound of his voice sets me on edge.

I hear him snap his fingers before turning around to see three more spoiled brats enter the room. I glare at them as one closes the door and locks it. That sound echoes through my mind. I try to get up but am pushed back down. The other three are with us now. Two go to either side of me and move my arms behind my back while the other two grab at my legs as I try to kick them. They somehow tie my hands behind my back and my shoulders to the chair. Now, they all work on tying my legs to the legs of the chair. I struggle as much as I can but with my vision swimming before me and the fact that there are four of them…I’m screwed.

When I’m tied down to the point where they know I can’t escape, they place something in my mouth. Not that it’s necessary. No matter how much I scream, my voice won’t reach anyone. I close my eyes because my sight is really starting to bother me and I don’t want to see them. I feel and hear my pants being unbuttoned and unzipped. They have a hard time pulling the material far enough to reveal my length.

I’m only dimly aware of the tears that are threatening to spill from my eyes.

I feel a tongue sliding over me before I’m enveloped. I clench my eyes tighter. I’m shaking my head as a weak attempt of struggling but it doesn’t work. Teeth graze me and it only intensifies the queasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. I feel lips at my neck and ear and hands running up under my dress shirt.

Suddenly, causing all motion to stop and my eyes to fly open, the door bursts open. My vision swims again so I close my eyes once more. I hear voices and threats and the sound of pained grunts. Then I hear footsteps fading into the distance. Another set of footsteps approach me. I force my eyes open and stare into dark orbs. The object in my mouth is pulled free. The bindings at my shoulders, wrists, and ankles are untied. I’m pulled to my feet to lean against a strong hard body as my pants are pulled up, buttoned, and zipped once more. When the hands on my shoulders try to push me away, I grab at the material of his shirt and force him to leave me in this position.

And the tears finally fall.

***

I’m not sure how long we stayed that way: him cradling me to his chest. I know he moved us so that he can sit on the chair and me in his lap. I’m not even sure when I ran out of tears. I know we’ve been here for a long time, that I’m sure of. I let out a deep trembling breath.

“Thank you, Katsu.”

“Are you alright?”

“Yeah…I am now.” I push away from his chest and smile at him.

I let his hand remove the remains of tears against my cheeks. He pulls me close for a kiss. It’s short and just the touch of our lips pressed together. I move off of his lap and he stands as well. When I try to take a step, I almost fall. He catches me with arms around my waist.

“My leg fell asleep.” I sigh and hang my head.

“Very well.” He bends down and in one quick motion I’m lifted from the ground, hanging me over his shoulder.

“Hey!” Even though I can’t see it, I know he has an amused smirk on his face as he carries me from the boat. “Put me down!” I feel heat rush to my cheeks. “It’s not like I’m completely paralyzed!”

He doesn’t give me an answer so I stop complaining. It’s not like this is a bad thing. Most of the people are drunk and won’t remember tonight and being held by him like this…it feels…kind of nice…like I’m safe.

***

“Can you leave for a few minutes so I can change?!” I glare at an amused smirk and dark eyes.

“What do you have to hide? It’s not like I haven’t seen it before.” His smirk widens and I feel my right eye twitch.

We’re going to the bastard’s office building. There’s a very important meeting that I must attend. Naturally, I do not wish to go but I have no choice.

“Come on, Katsu! I’m not changing while you’re here!”

“Why are you so set against this?” He takes a few steps closer to me and I step back those steps. I eventually bump into my desk but not hard.

“I don’t like changing in front of people.” My cheeks heat up when he’s close enough to rest his hands on the desk behind me. He lowers his head and licks the shell of my ear.

“Are you shy?”

“Alright, alright! You can stay while I change!” He lets me push him away.

I glare at him before going to my bed. The suit I’m to wear to this meeting rests upon it. It’s the usual black and crimson that I wear often. Because I’m at the foot of my bed, my back is to him. I grab the hem of my pyjama shirt and lift it over my head. I toss it to my bed next to my suit. I then start to remove my pants but I’m hesitating and my cheeks are hot...my heart is beating quickly in my chest. I jump slightly when hands slide over mine and a body presses up against my back.

“K-Katsu!” I try to make my voice sound angry and I hope it comes out that way.

He moves my hands and completes the task himself. He hooks his thumbs in the hem of my pants before sliding them past my hips and letting them slide down to the floor. I then feel hands ghost over a certain body part and I catch his wrists.

“What do you think you’re doing?!” He presses his lips to my left shoulder.

“It will bother you all night unless you allow me to help you.”

“But…but…I can’t think of a complaint! Why can’t I think of a complaint?!” I bow my head in defeat. “I just…”

“Allow me?” He trails kisses to my neck and licks my earlobe.

“Al-alright.”

Fingers wrap around me and move along my flesh. I lean back against his chest and allow my eyes to slide shut. His other hand moves to my chin and tilts it to the side so he has better access to my neck. He kisses the spot behind my ear and trails down to the base of my neck. His fingers tighten slightly around me and I open my mouth in a silent cry. The hand that is at my chin moves to my mouth. Two fingers slide in and play with my tongue. They slide out not long after and join his other hand.

“Katsu!” I cry out when I feel fingers ghosting over my balls.

They kneed the flesh and bring me closer and quicker to climax. He strokes me harder and faster as he starts to suck the flesh at my shoulder. I place a hand over my mouth to stop the cry I know is coming. I feel the muscles in my stomach clench and it takes a few more movements from his hands to bring me over the edge. My legs can’t support my weight anymore so I lean my entire body against him.

“Better?”

I don’t answer. My eyes slide open as I try to calm my breathing.

“What about you?” I feel him chuckle.

“Do not concern yourself with such matters. You need to get dressed.”

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I love these two!

Keijiru: **blush**

Katsu: **sexy smirk**