A Wet and Wild First

I was sitting at the kitchen table, my hands folded neatly in my lap. Every so often I fidgeted with something within my reach; my bangs, the place mats, the loose string at the bottom of my worn denim jeans. Anything that would relieve the anxiety and nervousness I felt.

Eddie and I had been alone before. Some weekends when he’d come over to spend the day with me my parents would have errands to run and be out hours at a time, leaving the two of us on our own to do whatever we pleased. This surprised me since it was rare for my parents to trust me let alone trust me with a guy I’d been dating for awhile.

Still despite this something was now causing my stomach to flip around and my legs to swing restlessly about to release the excess energy that was forming.

Sighing I glanced up toward the stairs that led to Eddie’s room. As soon as we’d entered he offered me something to drink then darted up to change his filthy clothes and grab a clean set for me. Wringing my hands I crossed my legs and pulled at a piece of shredded fabric near the end cringing as a slight ripping noise followed.

A creak from above caused me to raise my eyes yet again to the stairs. I listened as Eddie shuffled around, obviously searching through the dense mass of clothes that usually covered his floor. I smiled at the thought, remembering the time before I had left for college when I ended up trying to organize his room and the fit her threw when he found out. He hated when I did things like that. To him I was supposed to lie back and relax…he was my boyfriend and therefore he was supposed to pamper me. The only thing was I didn’t function like that. When someone I cared for did something nice for me I’d want to return the favor. If Eddie bought me a gift I would do the same…course when I attempted to spend any money on him he’d often respond with a threat that he knew would make me stop. At least for the time being.

Suddenly my reminiscence was broken as Eddie’s familiar voice came from behind me. I started, swiveling so that I was facing the bottom of the steps where he stood watching me with dark eyes. I noticed that he had cleaned up a bit, having pulled on a pair of baggy jeans and a t-shirt. His sweet smell wafted over me despite the distance that stood between us.

Stepping down from his perch he walked towards me and for some reason my heartbeat quickened. When he finally was directly in front of my I peered up into his face and his mouth quirked into a slight smile.

“Here,” he said, holding out a set of fresh clothes, “you can put these on until you have a chance to get a hold of some of yours.”

I nodded, taking the stack from his outstretched hand. My fingers lingered as they slid across his and for a moment I saw his eyes flash with an emotion that passed so quick that I was unable to read it. Clearing his throat he began walking into the bathroom and I head a cabinet open then close. He stuck his head out the door and motioned for me to come in.

“You can use the shower,” he replied as he set down a set of towels near the edge of the tub so that I could reach. I was about to protest but he merely shook his head causing his golden bangs to sway back and forth. “I know you Danielle. You can’t stand being dirty…you’re probably feeling self conscious as hell right now and I don’t want you to. Not with me. Not ever,” the last sentence came out softly and he reached out and touched my face.

A shiver went up my spine as his thumb caressed my cheek and I leaned into his hand begging for more contact. Slowly he reached out and took the clothes that had become knotted in my hands and set them on the countertop to our right. Then, pulling me closer so that our bodies were only inches away, his lips covered mine in a brief kiss that somehow left me breathless.

Letting me go he hesitated before turning to walk out of the bathroom. My heart thundered in my chest as I tried to decide what to do. I didn’t want him to leave. I wanted him to stay with me. To kiss me more. To tease me more…

To touch me more…

Without a second thought I rushed up behind him just as he was stepping out and wrapped my arms around his slender waist. Eddie stiffened and I heard him silently gasp in surprise. Smiling to myself I nuzzled my cheek against his back, my hands splayed across his stomach, enjoying the feel of his muscles through the thin fabric of his shirt.

Peering up cautiously, I saw him looking down at me from over his shoulder, confusion apparent in his eyes.

“Danielle, what are you…”

Pulling away I placed a finger on his lips to shush him. I almost started giggling at how many times I had read about such situations in the corny romance novels Jen and I used to enjoy. Instead I stared into his eyes, willing him to understand what exactly I wanted.

“Please don’t go,” I whispered, “stay with me.”

I watched as his eyes widened and I spoke again before he could deny me.

“Eddie we haven’t seen each other in so long. I’ve missed you. I’ve gone crazy not seeing you every day,” I tried to keep my voice steady but my shaky emotions were hard to hide, “I just want…” I stammered, slightly embarrassed, “I just want to be yours.”

“Mine?” he mouthed the words, obviously unsure of what I meant.

“I want to be yours,” I repeated, “Completely yours…forever.”

As I said it I leaned into him, hiding my face which was probably the brightest shade of red possible. His arms which had went around me in instinct, tightened at what I had just said. Pulling myself closer to him I took a deep breath of his scent to calm my raging nerves.

“Please…” I finally whimpered again, “Please stay…”

Looking up I could see the feud going on within him. The desire to remain with me, the fear of hurting me. Eddie and I had been so close to taking this step before. So close. But we’d never gone through with it. There were always interruptions or the worry of getting caught. And then of course there were the times that he decided he didn’t want to “do it” just because the opportunity popped up. He often used to tell me that he wanted my first time to be perfect; to be special. And being the person I am I never argued.

I loved Eddie. I was happy that he cared about me so much that he wasn’t willing to take advantage as soon as he had the chance or just because we were both in the heat of things. All in all in just made me realize how much he truly loved me. And that alone made me happy.

But now was different. I knew I was ready and more importantly I knew Eddie was the one I wanted to take this step with. No one else but him. The thought made me smile and I reached up and stroked his concerned face.

“I know you don’t want to hurt me,” I whispered soothingly, “but I trust you Eddie,” I paused for a moment smiling, my eyes twinkling brightly with unshed tears, “I love you.”

He blinked at me then, his features relaxing as if everything he had been stressing about no longer weighed solely on his shoulders. A beautiful smile spread across his face and I felt the butterflies return. His hand came up and took mine from his face and he kissed the top of it.

“I love you too Danielle,” he said, his voice soft and sincere, “I love you now, and forever.”

Then without a moment to spare he pulled me towards him, his lips pressing deliciously against my own. The kiss started gentle, as he feathered soft kisses across my lips and around the corners in a teasing gesture that I adored. His arms were resting lightly on my hips and we swayed back and forth in a slow and sensuous dance.

This pace however, didn’t last long. With each kiss, with each passing touch, a heat was beginning to build deep inside of me and a warm sensation started to form between my legs. Desire filled my every pore and obviously it hit Eddie too since he became more aggressive in his kisses. Backing me up, he reached behind us with one hand and swung the bathroom door shut. The sound loudly echoed through the empty house but somehow it seemed distant to me. I was instead focused on the amazing person in front of me, kissing me with such passion that it was driving me insane.

His hands had gone tighter across my waist as we moved and I felt myself hit into the wall. Eddie’s body was hard against mine, his hips pressing evenly with my own, as he deepened the kiss, his tongue running along my bottom lip, willing me to open to him. Eagerly I did and his warm tongue swept in, sparring with my own. Groaning with pleasure I slid my hands under his shirt and up the smooth plains of his chest, grinning lightly as I felt his muscles ripple under my touch.

Feeling playful I tugged at his shirt, and understanding the hint, he stepped away and swiftly pulled it off, tossing it onto the floor before continuing his assault on my mouth. Snaking my arms around his waist I explored the angles of his back, massaging the tenseness I found there before traveling downwards and slipping my hands into his pants to squeeze his behind. I chuckled as Eddie pulled away and growled at me, his eyes glistening with desire. The look was purely predatory and the smile slipped away from my face as he grabbed me harshly and rammed me against the wall. His lips were forceful as his hands went from my hips to under my shirt in less than three seconds. I gasped as he tore the shirt over my head and began massaging my breasts from through the black lace fabric of my bra. Then he moved his lips across my face, down my neck, where he nibbled briefly, then continued downwards to the curve of my breasts. My heart jumped as I waited for him to do what I knew was to come.

Glancing up at me he smirked devilishly when he saw the look on my face, the look telling him to hurry and continue. Slowly he skimmed his hands across my stomach before sliding upwards and behind to work on my clasp. Normally he could remove my bra quickly and efficiently. This time however he took his time, pretending to slip and occasionally, acted as if he didn’t understand what he was doing. Annoyed and horny as hell I smacked him and he laughed out loud. Finally taking the hint and unsnapping the back so that my bra slid off easily.

As soon as the cold air hit them, my nipples pebbled and Eddie stared at them as if fascinated. Then he dipped his head down, placing a light kiss on the top of each breast. I shivered, and a moan escaped me as he began to lick my left breast, swirling his tongue in a manner that should have been illegal in all 50 states plus Canada. But that was just the beginning. Just as I was thinking it couldn’t get better and I was going to explode (no pun intended) from what he was doing, he suddenly sucked my breast into his mouth, licking and laving it as if it were a lollipop made for his enjoyment. I cried out, my body trembling as he nibbled on my beaded nipple, holding my other breast in his free hand, rolling the hardened bud between his pointing finger and thumb.

I tilted my head back, another groan escaping my lips and I heard Eddie snigger at my response as he moved to attend to my other breast. The act left me whimpering and finally I grabbed his head, dragging it to my lip as I kissed him as furiously as I could. Eddie met me eye for eye and I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck, twining my fingers through his hair as he cupped the back of my head with one hand in an attempt to deepen our kiss.

I didn’t notice that we had somehow managed to move from one side of the bathroom to the wall beside the showers door. What I did notice however, was how his free hand was now moving down below so as to slide into the front of my jeans. Not wanting him to have all the fun I squeezed my thighs together as much as I could so he couldn’t get access. Eddie, as many probably already know, can be rather stubborn much like myself and he continue to find entrance despite the difficulties I was giving him.

I smirked against his lips as he stopped kissing briefly as if to concentrate on the task at hand. I laughed at the display, only to smack myself out of stupidity when I suddenly felt him cupping me through my panties. I inhaled in shock and glanced down, discovering he had undone my jeans and managed his way in that way. Seeing my dismay Eddie smiled and began kissing me again, rubbing his hand hard through the silk of my underwear. Immediately my protest was gone, a sigh of pleasure taking its place as he picked up the pace and pressed harder and harder so that I could feel part of his hand entering me.

Without thought my body moved on its own, my legs spreading so that I stood in a manner that allowed him better access. Knowing the signal he pushed my underwear aside, nudging them and my jeans down a bit so that they rested on my lower hips. Then in one quick movement he began massage me, pressing one finger deep inside before pulling out again; an act that left me groaning in pleasure and annoyance. He did this a few more times before finally sticking two fingers deep inside my juices, swirling them around on the outside walls while his thumb played with the nub at the edge of my sex. I cried out in bliss as he inserted another finger and began thrusting them in and out at a quick pace. As I got lost within myself and the feeling he was inflicting upon me my hips began to thrust forward to meet his fingers.

“E-Eddie…” I moaned deep in my throat, my hips bucking faster as my pleasure intensified.

I could feel the pressure building inside of me and I knew what was coming. Knew I couldn’t hold out much longer.

Then, as he thrust his fingers deep within me, deeper even then ever before, I yelled out, his lips quickly moving to cover my yells as my first orgasm struck me faster and harder then I could ever imagine possible. My body slumped against him and Eddie slipped his fingers out of me, my moist juices dripping to the floor and down my thigh. I shook as remaining tremors went through me and I took a deep breath to calm my raging heart beat.

Eddie hugged me close so that I wouldn’t fall and he kissed the top of my head. Enjoying the embrace I pulled myself harder against him so that our hips were again level. As I did so I could feel the hardness of his erection through his jeans, pressing into me. Yet again desire filled my every being and I knew I was ready to continue. Grinning I decided I was time to turn the tables as well.

Releasing my hold on him I stepped away and moved to the shower. Opening the sliding glass door I turned the knob and allowed the water to flow as I adjusted the temperature. Then, as seductively as I could, I began slowly easing out of my jeans and underwear, wiggling my hips in what I hoped was a tempting manner. Casting a steamy look over my shoulder I saw the molten look in Eddie’s eyes intensify so that it seemed as though a fire was raging inside of him. The large bulge in his jean was becoming more apparent with each passing moment. Smiling mentally that I was achieving my goal, I kicked the last of my clothes off so that I now stood completely exposed to him.

Normally this kind of thing would have made me feel nervous, maybe a little insecure. But somehow, under his heated gaze I couldn’t feel anything but lust and love swelling within me. Proudly I stood baring everything I had for him to see, then with a motion for him to follow me, I stepped into the shower, allowing the warm spray to soak me and wash away the dirt from earlier.

As I enjoyed the feel of the water down my back I heard the shower door swoosh closed and felt Eddie’s warm hands on my shoulders. Turning I smiled up at him, before allowing myself to drool over his naked form.

God it had been such a long time.

Without clothes on he was even more beautiful than ever. His creamy tan skin shined as water drops dripped downwards over his sculpted chest and stomach. Obviously he’d returned to his usual routine of working out during free time at school for his lean frame was now filled out with strong chiseled muscles (and this is saying a lot since Eddie’s always been in pretty good shape and tone). After marveling about his chest for a bit I allowed my eyes to travel lower, past his belly button to where dark tufts of hair surrounded his long hard shaft. Though I’d seen it before for some reason it appeared to be much larger then before and I chuckled to myself as I thought back to how he always used to say he was only three inches in size.

I knew I was right when I called him bluff. I thought, a smile forming.

When I finally managed to tear my eyes away from his erection I took a moment to pay respects to his strong sinewy legs before traveling back up to his face.

He was watching me, his blue-gray eyes skimming over my dripping body as I had done to him. I noticed that his normally light blonde hair was two to three shades darker than usual and the ends were dripping with moisture from the tap above him. At the same time I also saw that his cheeks were flushed, much like I’m sure mine were at that point, from desire and need. But the one thing that really struck me at that moment was the expression on his face; one filled with both awe and amazement. As if he thought I was the most breathtaking thing he had ever seen and couldn’t believe I was truly standing there in front of him.

I felt myself blush and I cast my eyes downwards till I was looking at my feet. As if sensing my nervousness he reached out and kissed me, the water from the shower adding to the moisture on our lips. I felt his hands slide over my body, memorizing every line and curve, every scar and scrape, and every time he did so a new heat would stir within me and cause my want build up sevenfold.

Suddenly I remembered what I had been trying to do.

Stopping his kiss I yet again stepped out of his arms so that we stood less than a foot away. His eyes followed my every movement obviously trying to calculate what my motives were. I hid my intentions however, moving towards him and placing a kiss on his neck before moving up to nibble his earlobe. A slight groan came from deep inside Eddie’s throat and I took the noise as inspiration to continue. Moving lower I placed a kiss upon his slick chest, sticking my tongue out and lapping up the drops of water that were slipping down his nipple. Another moan escaped his lips and seizing the opportunity at his distraction, allowed my hands to snake down towards his nether regions. Drawing closer I raised my lips to his and kissed him full on just as I took his member into my hand.

Eddie sucked in air as I moved my hand up and down his slippery length, tightening my grip as I came to the tip then loosening as I went back down. As I quickened my movements, adding a twist, he groaned out-loud, his eyes hooded and his head tilted against the shower wall in ecstasy. Grinning I took the next step a lowered myself down. Eddie watched as I did so and groaned again, this time louder, as I lightly kissed the tip of him before taking him into my mouth.

“Oh God…Danielle…” he murmured, his voice thick with pent up pleasure.

Pumping my head up and down me took more and more of him in my mouth, sucking and skimming the skin with my teeth, swirling my tongue around his engorged head. My one hand was resting around the base of his shaft and with my other free hand I reached up and began to massage his balls in my palm. Eddie’s body twitched and a shiver went down him. I felt relieved, relishing the feeling of his member pulsating against my tongue, the throbbing indicating, to me that I was doing something right.

As I continued to make love to him with my mouth Eddie’s fingers, which had become entwined in my hair, pulled hard, tightening as he finally lost control and yelled out in pleasure, his hips jolting forward in a chain of simultaneous thrusts. I gagged slightly as he filled me entirely and the sensation of my tightening throat gave him what he needed to find his first release. The warmth of his seed shot into my mouth and went down my throat with amazing force and I quickly swallowed the salty fluid before I choked some more. Breathing fast I tried to calm my raging hormones, assuming Eddie was probably attempting to recoup himself. However just as the thought passed my mind Eddie pulled me upwards by the shoulders, pushing me so that I was tight against the wall. Almost immediately his lips ravaged mine, our tongues fighting a never-ending battle as soon as I parted my lips for him. His body was pressed hard against mine my breasts squashed against his chest. His cock, which was hard and as ready as ever, was poking me near my own pleasure center so that all I wanted was to beg him to take me that very moment. To indicate my need I sensuously gyrated against him, allowing his dick to slide in between my legs and against my wet entrance. This action caused us both to grunt in delight, the feeling too much to handle.

Finally Eddie kissed me on my forehead his eyes staring deeply into mine, questioning, as if he was unsure of what to do next.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” he whispered to me; his voice came out husky from want.

My heart went gooey at the fact that he was asking me this despite the situation we were presently in. I mean I knew a lot from reading Cosmo, Romance novels, and of course good old health class, so I was pretty sure Eddie was probably feeling some pain down below. Sure he’d managed to get off once…but from the looks of things he was all good to go again. Besides I doubted either of us really experienced the full amount of satisfaction.

I allowed myself to relax, opened myself to him more than ever before, and allowed him to see inside my soul.

“I know what I want Eddie,” I smiled softly, “and right now all I want is you…”

At my words I kissed him in the corner of his lips and he returned my smile. Still, I could see the worry in his eyes.

Lightly placing his hands on my hips he dipped his head as he pressed himself closer to me, his lips finding mine. In a sweet gesture of love he leaned his forehead against my own, our lips mere centimeters apart.

“I swear I’ll be gentle,” he vowed, “I promise I won’t hurt you.”

A small smile spread across my face and I broke the distance between our lips, kissing him with all the passion and love I knew how to express in such a manner. Eddie followed suite, his hands roaming my slick body, caressing my breasts and butt to prepare me for what followed. Every touch he placed upon me sent shocks of desire through my very core and just by knowing what we were going to do was enough to arouse me to the point of shaking.

Finally, when I thought I was about to explode from waiting his hands came to settle on my hips, his body aggressively nudging at me, pushing my legs apart. In response I spread them as far as they could possibly go so that he’d have the access he needed. We had stopped kissing at that point, and slowly I felt the tip of his sex push against my cunt. I whimpered in need, the feeling too much to bear, and I gasped at him, begging him to do it.

Eddies eyes met and held mine as he held me close and as carefully as ever, began to push his way inside of me. Then suddenly he stopped and I knew he’d come to the edge of the line. I yet again saw the fear in his eyes and I knew he desperately didn’t want to cause me pain. Stretching up I brushed my lips against his ear, causing him to shiver.

“Do it…”

I watched as his eyes darkened at my words and, swiftly, he pulled out in one stroke only to cover his lips with mine as he thrust through so that he was buried to the hilt within me. As he did so I could feel myself stretch to fill him, felt as the boundary between past and present broke and I was no longer a virgin with no claim. I was his. Fully and completely his.

Still despite my joy the pain rocketed through my entire being, bringing tears to my eyes and guilt in Eddie’s heart. I knew he felt awful; could feel it by the way he held me, so gingerly yet tight, his nerves twitching as he tried to remain completely still for my sake. The look in his eyes was ten times worse; he gazed at me with pure concern and sadness…sadness that he’d hurt me when he swore to both of us that he wouldn’t.

Reaching up I touched his face; smoothed the worry lines and stroked his cheek so he knew I was okay. When his eyes moved to mine I smiled, mouthing the words “I love you” for him to see. This seemed to make the hate for himself disappear a bit and his eyes warmed as I placed another kiss of many on the tip of his chin.

“It’s okay,” I reassured him, “I’m alright. Just wait for a second okay?”

Slowly the pain began to ebb and a new sensation took its place; one where I could fully focus on the happiness I felt on being one with him. Wrapping my arms around his neck I swiveled my hips to let him know that I was ready.

He understood and gently as ever began to move in and out, his hands firmly on my waist so as not to lose control and go too forcefully. However his pace was just fine, the delicious feeling of his thickness within me causing my body to ripple with pleasure. Arching my back I groaned and Eddie took advantage of the angle, lapping at my hardened nipples and sucking one of them into his mouth. The action caused me to cried out, my hips jerking in a manner that forced him even deeper within me (if that was possible). The sensation so amazing that we both were left gasping for air, our hearts beating as one as he pounded into me, my own meeting him thrust for thrust. With each passing moment I could feel the pressure building within my very core, our pleasures intensifying as Eddie’s speed increased and we began to stumble aimlessly as our bodies finally started to lose control.

Desperation gripped me, the need for release causing a strong burning between my legs. Clumsily, I wrapped my legs around his erratically pumping hips to keep myself from falling. Eddie’s hands slid down to my buttocks, supporting me as he changed his direction and thrust hard, hitting my G-spot repeatedly until my body could no longer stand it.

“E-e-edd…” I whimpered breathlessly, then, “OH GOD EDDIE!!”

I screamed as my orgasm hit me hard and fast, followed by a second, which in turn triggered Eddie’s own release. He roared loudly, a sound that echoed through the house, and I trembled as the last spurt shook us both and we slid bonelessly to the shower floor in exhaustion.

As we sat there, our limp forms moist with sweat and shower water, Eddie pulled me on top of him, his arms securely around my waist, our bodies still joined within. He kissed the top of my head, his one hand tickling my lower back in the manner he always did when we were content just being together.

“I love you Danielle,” he said his voice calm and even, his lips close to my ear so that his breath tickled me.

I kissed him, “I love you too Eddie...” I said softly, “More than you’ll ever know…”

I wiggled a bit, squirming so that I could nuzzle closer to him. As I did so I could feel his cock suddenly stiffen inside of me and the familiar heat between my legs started again. I smirked, slowly pulling myself up his chest and capturing his lips in a passionate kiss.

I guess it was time for round two...