Sin...cerity

I cautiously enter my bedroom and instantly lock the door; I sit on the edge of my bed and look down to the ground and tears fall from my eyes. ‘Why are you torturing me?’ I backup on my bed up to the head board and tightly hold onto my pillow letting the tears pool onto the cover, it’s official ‘I love you’. I need some kind of release I need to feel you; right here and right now. My father’s at his best friend *cough* enabler*cough* getting buzzed and my sister’s out doing whatever she does…it’s just me. I take my hair down and then wipe my tears with my palm and then wipe them dry on the outer thighs and take a deep breath. I sit up and move to unhook my bra, after some struggling I unhook it and slowly remove it letting my breasts fall naturally. Then, with some hesitation I lay back on my stack of pillows so my body’s semi elevated and I let my hands drift, I start by lightly caressing my neck letting my body warm up to this touching until I paint a full mental picture of you beside me on this bed. I close my eyes and coo slightly, I see you touching my neck your giant hands on my little body only just beginning. My hands move down my breast bone as the index finger caresses it down to my abdomen, it kind of tickles so I giggle my eyes still closed the only difference is that you laugh back and kiss my lips softly and whisper ‘I love you’. I’m completely and utterly aroused and my nipples are an obvious display of that fact so I move to please them. I take the left bud in-between my thumb and index finger and pinch it softly and my toes curl…I do it again and the wet spot on my panties gets bigger. In my mind I see you smiling at my reaction; I want to feel the softness of my breast so I take the entire mound in my small hand and knead it lightly, it’s so fucking soft and warm. My entire body turns red my clit is throbbing painfully so I slightly open my damp thighs to offer some relief. I massage both tits simultaneously giggling at how naughty I’m being and the fact it’s not just any guy I’m touching myself to…it’s you. My thirty-something-year-old teacher who probably has a family; I’m breaking both laws and commandments to which I’d initially frown upon not knowing of what joy I’d experience. I pray silently God forgives me someway somehow…I’ve waited so long for love and a feeling like this I can’t have it taken away.
I smash the two tits together and violently caress my nipples with the pads of my fingertips. I come instantly; my breasts are incredibly sensitive, I moan out loudly shrieking your glorious name proudly and arch my back only to slam it back down out of breath and energy. My limbs shake (and I’m not even done) my toes are gnarled over and sweat pours from my pores at a tremendous pace…my first orgasm. I need to complete the job, I need to have you in me and go where I never allowed my fingers to go. I waste no time in pulling my SOAKED panties down, a flood follows them down and onto my sheets, the smell is the epitome of sweet and feminine this display is the very definition of sex. My womanhood is exposed the hair caked in my fluid my clit red and throbbing, dying to be touched. I open my thighs as wide as I can even raising my knee so one foot is planted solid on the bed. I start by stroking my outer lips up and down moaning your name over and over collecting more and more of my juices I open my lips wider and I stroke the inside, gasping incredulously wishing you could see me, I brush my clit accidentally with my pinky and I nearly die, I scream like there’s no tomorrow the pleasure is incomparable and like nothing I can even describe I do it again this time with my index finger, I lightly roll the red patch of flesh practically seizing my brains out all the way. I dip my finger in my hole slightly to warm it up, I count to three and plunge the finger in about an inch in and cry. In my mind you’ve just put the head of your cock in and it’s too thick for me my little pussy just can’t take you, but you reassure me and in doing so I push the finger in deeper moaning and whimpering at the same time I want to hit my ‘spot’ so I move to tilt my finger but just as I do a knock at the door fucks everything up.

“What are you doing?!” My ‘father’ demands

I’m in a state of panic and pleasure; these two don’t go well together I don’t know whether to tell him to fuck off or cum my insides out.

“Leave me alone.” I whimper just wanting him to go away so I can fuck myself and see you

“Get dressed, when your sister comes home I’m dropping you two off at Sonia’s, company’s coming over.” With that he leaves.

I want to kill that fucking man. My finger is still deeply plunged in my womb, this position (if one were to walk in) is ‘funny at best’ my left arm is draped directly down to my pussy with my fist dead smack in the middle my forearm resting on my clit the heel of my foot against my ass and a puddle of my fluids surrounding me like an island. I slowly remove the digit and weakly crawl from bed a line of cum trails from my pussy and the bed I see it and collect it into my hand and then taste it. It’s sweeter than I thought and slightly addictive…I want to lick my bed. This experience is painfully erotic; if you were here you’d be full by now. The headiness of the smell and flavor left me aching for more but I had to get cleaned. But it was now clear; I just had to have you.