hidding

~~~~**~~~~ Chapter Three ~~~~**~~~~

the end of the road came quickly and she could see her house she went inside once she reached the front door and locked it behind her.
a knock made her jump off the couch the second she sat down on it 'kyrah would have used her key' Jessica thought 'must be kalee'
Jessica got up and opened the door not saying a word.
"you knew I was at Amy’s why did you call me.” Jessica said into the phone.
"Because I was thinking after I dropped you and I still want to be wit you despite me being with Corey." she moved on her toes and sty next to Jessica on the couch
"kalee." Jessica said in a stern tone." I already have kyrah mad at me for going up with Amy."
"so she's not here is she?" kalee said seductively
"she will be, in like two hours." Jessica said looking at the clock
"we have two hours we can do anything we want." kalee said sitting in Jessica’s lap, lowering her head
Jessica brought her lips up to kalee's only to pull away a few minutes later," I am sorry I can't do this I mean I am already fucking around on kyrah with Amy don't include yourself in that, she is supposed to be your best friend right?" Jessica said
"yes she is but hat never stopped you before." kalee leaned down again.
"then why don't you get off my lap and act as though she is your best friend and not someone you don't like." Jessica said standing up when kalee got off her lap
"we are friends and what we had was great but that is over now and all we have is friendship I want nothing more then that nothing less."
"I guess you're right, jess." kalee said slipping her shoes back on.” I’ll leave now see you at the game tomorrow."
what game..."Jessica though. "oh never mind." she did have a game tomorrow at eleven and she and Amy had forgotten that all day.
"fuck." Jessica said after sitting down on the couch, throwing her head against the back of it. why the fuck do I let them do this to me.
The two hours seemed like an eternity before kyrah finally arrived.
"So you're here are you?" kyrah said coming through the unlocked door
"Yes you told me to be here if I wanted you and I am here." Jessica said moving from the couch to the red head.” and right now I want you." she pushed her lips hard against kyrah's, making a groan come from deep in the other girls thought
"I haven't even taken a shower yet."
"Well I guess that means I shall have you in the shower." Jessica said helping kyrah with her things leading her to him bathroom and undressing her. Kyrah turned the water on as Jessica got out of her clothing.
The water coursed over their bodies heating the two young women.
Kyrah moved her hand down Jessica’s abdomen, which was toned with a six Pac that she found so sexy, her hand continued down ward until Jessica’s muscles tightened in anticipation. Kyrah didn't move her hand just kept it on Jessica’s mound.
"Quit teasing." Jessica breathed into the younger girl’s ear.
Kyrah obeyed and proceeded to enter Jessica with one finger then two thrusting lightly at first and quickly picking up speed when she heard Jessica’s breathing become laboured.
With one last hard thrust of her fingers Jessica’s gaze went to the ceiling, an unaccountable amount of pleasure running through her.
The two stayed in the shower for about and hour before going to bed both having been exhausted from a simple little shower.
Jessica lay there in the warmth of the blankets staring into the darkness of her room. Kyrah stirred beside her, her eyes rested on the younger teen, kyrah was only about ten months younger then Jessica but she was a bit taller, kyrah being the second youngest in the group was one of the more mature ones. The two had been friends science grade three but never got together until two years ago in grade nine, being in grade eleven now most people in the school knew they were gay but others were oblivious to the fact.
Jessica slowly climbed out of the bed and grabbed her laptop sitting in the living room so the light coming off the little machine would' wake the sleeping red head up.
About an hour later kyrah came and sat beside jesses sleepy eyed.
"What are you doing up so late have you slept at all?" she asked rubbing at her brown eyes to get rid of the sleep.
"No I haven't slept yet but I am almost done and I will come back to bed with you okay." Jessica said leaning over and kissing the small girl that to her looked so cute half asleep and worried for her
"okay but don't be long you know I don't like to sleep with out you by my side I need you there to keep me warm." kyrah giggled before slipping out of Jessica’s reach going back to Jessica’s room .

The sun woke Jessica the next morning. She rolled over and pulled the blankets over her head in an attempt to get a little more sleep that she had missed the night before. she drifted back to sleep for a few minutes to be awakened by her cell phone ringing loudly on the night stand beside her bed.
"God damn it." she breathed out picking the cell up off the stand flipping it open.
"hello." she said in a groggy voice.
"Hey jess, it’s Cindy." a woman's voice sounded on the other end of the phone.
"Oh, hey Cindy what's up it's like eight in the morning." she said looking at the clock on his stand across the room.
"well I am calling to tell you that the game has been moved in the time slots and we are playing at ten instead of twelve and that you should be there by nine, Amy wanted to see you before everyone got there I guess." a smile played it's way onto Jessica’s face
"Yah I will be there um tell her to be there by ten minutes to nine so we can have longer I need to talk to her."
"Jess can you promise me something?" city said
"Yes what would that be?" Jessica said looking over at the still seeping red head beside her. She got up and went into the living room shutting the door so kyrah wouldn’t hear anything if she did happen to wake up.
"That you won't hurt Amy, she loves you and I know that because of the look she had in her eyes this morning when we got home she didn't stop smiling."
"I will try my best not to but can I tell you something?" Jessica said looking out the window at the birds singing in the tree.
"What is it?"
"I am still kind of seeing some one right now and I don't want to tell Amy yet but I don't want to lose her right now I mean I have just got with her what should I do, I have been with kyrah for the past year." Jessica confessed she didn't know why she was telling Cindy this but she some how thought she would understand and help her with the decision.
"Well do you still love her?"
"I don't know what love is exactly all I know is that the feelings I get when I am around your daughter are much more then the feelings I get when I am around kyrah.
"Well I can't tell you what to do but I can say hat if you want to be with Amy then you should tell kyrah that and she might get mad at you but she would get over it eventually."
Cindy said.
"okay but do you have any suggestions on how I should tell her she loves me and I don't want to hurt her anymore then I have to I mean all the relation ships I have been in I have hurt the other in some way ad I don't want to do that to her." Jessica said a sadness playing in her voice that didn't go unnoticed by Cindy.
"I am not sure but you can come up with some way if you really want to be with Amy then you will find a way to not hurt kyrah."
"Okay thanks Cindy, see you at the game." Jessica said
"Okay see you then bye."
"Bye."
Jessica flipped the phone shut before dropping it on her lap with a heavy sigh.
"Hey babe." kyrah's voice came from the bedroom door way a short time later
“oh hey you did you sleep well?"
"Yes did you?" she asked making her way over to Jessica who sat in the far corner of the living room in a big old chair that had seen better days.
"No I didn't to be truthful." Jessica admitted.
"Why is that?" kyrah wore a look of worry on her young features.
"Well I was thinking about us and I am no sure if we should be together any more I mean we are always fighting over something and one of us is always thinking that the other is cheating on the other." Jessica said as tears formed in kyrah's brown orbs.
"And it seems the trust is gone between us and with out that we will be always fighting and I don't know about you but I just don't want that so I think we should break up." Jessica said all at once showing no emotion in her face or voice, she couldn't get emotional now if she did she would never be able to get through this with out changing her mind she wanted to be with kyrah but that was only because she was used to it nod it became routine and with Amy it was a whole new situation she would have to learn.
"Why are you thinking this all he sudden?" was all kyrah said before her voice started to crack.
"Well it's not all the sudden I have been thinking this for awhile now the past few months all we seem to do is fight and there seems to me that there is no reason to keep this relationship alive when it has died long ago." Jessica says staying calm.
" I cannot believe this...is there someone else you want?" she asks point blank she knows there is someone else there would have to be for Jessica to end things so suddenly.
"Even if there was someone I would have ended it even if there was not because we both deserve to be happy and for the past little while we have both been so unhappy it hurts." Jessica said making since to the redhead as she spoke
" you are rift the thought has passed through my head but I guess I ignored it because I do love you and I still waned to be with you but you are right and we both know that but is there someone else?" she asked with a pain in her eyes that shock Jessica to the core she didn't want to hurt her but the more they went on together the more they would be hurting anyway they would both get past this with out each other to help they could do it and they both knew it.
"there may be some one but I am not going to be with them right now I am going to give us the time to get past all this before I do anything with them because I am fucked up right now and I don't want you to be hurt by seeing me with someone else and it wouldn't be fair to them if I got involved with them with thoughts of still loving you in my egad if I am with some one I want it to be only them on my mine not someone other then them." Jessica said taking the now crying kyrah in her arms.
"don't touch me right now that is the last thing I need if I am going to come to terms with all this." she said pulling out of Jessica’s touch.
Jessica looked at the clock, 8:20, she need Ed to get ready for the game and to see Amy to talk to her about all this.
"who was that on the phone I heard it ring but fell back asleep." kyrah said keeping her eyes away from Jessica’s if she looked in to those blue depths she would lose it and they both didn't need that.
"It was Cindy telling me that the game is at ten instead of twelve and I need to get ready because I need a shower and everything before I go." Jessica hated to rush kyrah out like that but she needed to talk to Amy about all this before she even could concentrate on the soccer game.
"Well I will leave then, but I will be at the game though I still want to be able to see you play I love watching you play."
"Okay I will see you there then." Jessica said standing with kyrah." call me later okay?" she said as kyrah went to the room and got her things and got dressed.
"Don’t you worry I will." kyrah said walking to the door where Jessica was now standing." can I have one more kiss those are going to be one thing that I am going to miss getting all the time."
Jessica pulled her close and kissed her deeply, she had to admit she didn't want to leave kyrah but she didn't love her she loved Amy and she knew that. She always had loved Amy.
"Thank you for being understanding about all this shit." Jessica said opening the door for her now ex-girlfriend
“What was I supposed to do blow up, there was only one way to handle it and that was calmly." she said pecking Jessica on the lips once more before leaving the house.
"Good-bye." Jessica said to a closed door.
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Twenty minutes later Jessica was driving down the road in her 1999 mustang, going a bit to fast for the speed limit but to her surprise the cops never stopped her.
Amy and Cindy were already there when she pulled up, the sun glistening on her black car.
"who that is nice." Amy said to her mother when Jessica stepped out of the car her soccer bag in hand.
"is she old enough to drive?" Cindy asked looking at her daughter.
"um I think she is a year older then me seventeen I think." Amy smiled as Jessica made her way over to the van.
"hey." Jessica said.
"hey you have fun at work last night?" Amy's smile faded, noticing the look in Jessica’s eyes, it wasn’t one of hurt or sadness rather a form of confusion.
"yah it wasn’t that bad, but I need to talk to you before anyone gets here." Jessica said as Amy looked to her mother.
"um I will go and get me and your father some coffee so you two can talk here for awhile." Cindy said a faint smile playing on her lips.” did you do what we were talking about this morning?" Cindy’s gaze fell on Jessica’s blue eyes.
"um yes, that is all done and over with and there were no complications with it at all every thing was settled civilly." Jessica said taking her eyes away from Cindy’s, meeting worried blue orbs of Amy.
"don't worry that is what I have to talk to you about." Jessica moved away front the door so the one holding her affections could step out so her mother could leave.
they both watched as Cindy pulled out of the field parking lot.
"what's going on jess, you have me worried now." Amy said sitting with Jessica on the benches.
"up until this morning I was still going out with kyrah and I asked you mom what to do because I wanted to be with you so bad but I didn't want to hurt her I don't have any feelings left for her and it's been that way for the duration of our relationship and now that I have you I had a reason to break up with her." Jessica tried to explain all at once but stopped when she saw a confused look in Amy’s blue eyes, something that was rarely seen in the red head. Amy had never been confused about anything but she was now and that scared her she had never felt so confused in a relationship her entire life and now here she sat in front of a girl she knew she loved and she was confused by everything.
"what is it Am’.” Jessica asked putting her arm around Amy’s shoulder.hopeing to god that she would be okay with everything, she wasn’t still with kyrah and that's all that mattered to her she loved this girl and didn't want to lose her before she had ever even gotten to know her to the fullest, 'could she ever trust me again?' Jessica asked herself searching for the answer in those blue eyes that had captivated her from the moment she had saw them in the sunlight on the soccer field three years ago.
"It's okay, I am not mad at you for being with her when you were with me I mean there is no way you could have known that I was going to kiss you yesterday." Amy said as a flash of relief came to Jessica’s face her eyes relaxing.
"I thought you would be mad at me, I thought you wouldn't want to be with me after you knew that but I don't want there to be any lies between us at all." Jessica said as Amy leant over and kissed her
"Don't you ever think I don't want to be with you I never did before but after the kiss we shared and yesterday there is no one I would rather be with more." she said kissing the brunette again before standing up to take her hoddy off.
Jessica picked her bag up and opened the front pouch fishing inside for a few seconds pulling her smokes out before Jim got there she wanted to have a smoke because she would be there for two hours and have no chance fro a cigarette and she would end up strangling someone before the day was over.
she watched as Amy kicked the soccer ball around the parking lot, a smile present on her face as her eyes fallowed the red head, what did I do to deserve this girl a year ago I would have never even thought of getting to be with her, I always knew I couldn't she was and is to good for a girl like me she is so beautiful. Jessica chuckled at her thoughts even in her thoughts she was rating about how wonderful the girl was.
she then thought of her best friend and grabbed her cell phone from her bag.
"hello" she heard Jessica Mann’s voice on the other end of the phone
"hey where are you."
"I am down town just leaving the library."
"well I have a soccer game the time moved and I am at the field now why don't you come up give me some one to talk to."
"sure be there soon."
"is that jess Mann?" Amy asked looking at the phone in Jessica’s hand.
"yah"
"say hi for me then." Amy said driving the soccer ball at the fence, if she keeps that kick up then we won't have to worry about losing the game. Jessica thought
"Amy says hi."
"hi....wait Amy Reid I though she didn't talk to you that much."
"she does now. see you when you get here bye"
bye"
Jessica looked up at Amy as she put the phone in her bag again.
"you're beautiful you know that."
Amy's face lit up in a grin as she walked back over to the brunette.” you’re the first person to tell me that other then my mother."
"then all your boyfriends must have been blind because you are amazing and they should have seen that in you.” Amy caught Jessica’s lips in hers for a passionate kiss just as a car pulled into the parking lot
that they two girls didn't here
"oh my god.” Jessica Mann said getting out of her new car.” am I seeing this or am I dreaming?” she asked as she joined Jessica and Amy.
"no your not dreaming and nether am I as much as I think might be." Jessica Scott said as Amy sat on her lap a sly smirk on her face.
"well I must be dreaming to but I highly doughty that the three of us are all dreaming about the same thing."
"good point.” jess Mann said sitting beside them.” and why have you not told me abut your new affair."
"I broke up with kyrah so it is not an affair I love her as you know that and as you know I don't love kyrah have not for a long-time now but can you talk to kalee about the way she has been acting I tried but I don't think it worked to the extent I wanted it to just tell her I don't want to be more then friends with her and if she wants more to nay come around me anymore because I really don't want to be with her again."
"I will do that but it is only for red here because I know she will treat you they way those before could not." jess smiled as she walked to the bleachers to write before the game started
"I love you." Amy said after a few moments of silence between the two soccer players.
"I love you too Amy." Jessica smiled before catching the red heads lips in her on for a heated kiss.
before to long the rest of the team started to arrive and they started to warm up, on jims command once he and his wife had pilled in to the parking lot.

"come on jess, get your head in the game." Ronnie Reid yelled across the soccer field to his defence-man
"sorry.” she yelled across back to the second coach
a member of the other team got the ball and was heading her way, she waited for a second then, when she knew the time was right she slid into the player and made a thud as her cleat made contact with the ball, the other girl fell over top of her and held her anckle.the referee blew his whistle and ran over to the two fallen girls. by time he reached them Jessica was already to her feet.
"you, number 17, I am giving you a yellow card.” he held the card up in the air, grunts and groans coming from the team.
"what for I did nothing to her intentionally I made contact with the ball forts and besides, just because she is a cults and fell over me I should not be getting that.” she argued pushing ant her hair.
"I am taking you out of this game.” he said a smirk on his face. he then held up a red card as Jessica made her way off of the field.
"that is complete bullshit." she said grabbing her water battle.
"jess I know he was in the wrong for calling you.” Jim said sitting net to the annoyed soccer player.
"but, there was a but in there." she said locking at him after taking a long drink.
"next time don't argue even if you are right." he said ruffling her hair a bit.
"fine but he deserved it." she said jokingly
"he may have but you know we need you out there not here on the bench."

despite all the confrontation they won the game 5-2.
after the game ended and everyone had left Amy told her mom to make her dad go home and that she could drive Amy home in the van, Jim could get a drive with Ronnie.
"jess don't you pull a stunt like that again please." keen said as she made her way over to the newly formed couple.
"I will try not to but as I have been saying to everyone, her deserved it he is just lucky I was in a good mood, the prick." she smiled and stood up from the bench.
"and what had you in such a good mood?" a red head asked as she came up behind Jessica and wrapped her arms around the small farm.
"knowing tat I have you." Jessica said as she trued her head slightly so her lips could come into contact the red heads.
Jessica’s cell phone rang in her bag a few feet away and she jumped to answer it.
"hello.” she paused as the person on the other end spoke.
"yah sure when do you want me to come over?” she said looking apologetically at her girlfriend.
"okay I guess give me time to get home ad get a shower first."
she hung up the phone after saying goodbye to the person.
"I take it you have to leave and go to do something for work?" she asked putting a sad look on her face.
"yah I do but I will see you in a couple of hours, do you want to meet somewhere?" Jessica asked out of no where
"um yah how bout I meet you at the store and we can go somewhere after that and hang out." Amy had a seductive look in her eyes and it made Jessica a little uncomfortable, she still didn't want the red head rushing into things no matter how much she wanted to make love to her herself but that was out of the question until they both knew that this was not just a experiment for Amy to try to see if she liked the idea of being with another woman.
"yah that sounds good." Jessica said trying her best to sound happy.
"what is the matter?" Amy’s voice cracked as the words escaped her lips
"nothing,,,i just don't warn you to be rushing into anything is all I don't want to be the girl you see if you want this with or not I don't want to be the girl that you leave out of no where because you think that your life is not that to be with a girl." Jessica explained looking deep into the red heads soft blue eyes
"jess...don't you ever think that because you are the one I want to be with and I know people would say two days is not enough to know something like that...but when I looked in your eyes on that soccer failed with no one around to judge me for having a good the gay girl, no offence.” Jessica nodded” but when I looked into your eyes something told me that you and I would be together in each others lives for along time to come and I was not scared of that fact.” she paused looking for some emotion on the brunettes face, she found none.” and by me not being scared of being with you showed me that we had something then and it would only get stronger. I had always been scared to be with the guys that asked me out."
"you scared of something" she let out a snort.” sorry but that does not seem to much like Jessica Scott the hardass scared of one of the most sensitive things in the world, a relationship."
"thanks for understanding." Jessica said a little cold, hurt in her tone that had the red head worried.
"hey, hey I didn't mean it in a bad way but I just was surprised, I am sorry."
"it okay." she said with a reassuring smile.
"no it's not I should have looked at it from you're point of view, and yes I know you're one of the most sensitive people I know I have learned that over the past few days you have shown me the better side of you and I like it allot."
Jessica took hold of amy's hand I a firm grip."thanks you Amy." she said in a low voice
"you welcome milady." Amy said with a chuckle