The Pain Within
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Category:
Poetry › Free Verse
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
5
Views:
639
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of poetry. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
Confession
Notes: I write poems to express my feelings that I usually bottle up inside. It was a way for me to release the pain I was feeling. These are all my poems from 2001 up to now. I love to write rather it is poems or stories. It helps me through some hard times. I have major depression. Thank you for reading.
Confession
11-11-04
The words will not come out
Trying to breath
Cannot live in this world I call hell
Time to fall in the pain I cannot escape
The light has disappear
And the pain is growing
No where to run
Surrender is my only choice
Where am I
So alone
A dark room locked away from the outside
I put my head down
That is the only way to never look at anyone
I cannot let them in my locked heart
For the pain burns my soul
And I can't stop the hurt
What do I do
Grabbing at nothing
Seeing the blood
Falling in myself
This is the only way out
Never look at anyone
Never let anyone in
Never take a step
Lock myself in my dark room in my mind
This is my lonely world
I see nothing ahead
And for that I send my broken lost soul away
Finishing me off in one blow
What have I done
Death knocks at my door
And I'm answering it
There is nothing to do to stop myself
I pick up a knife
Driving into my forsaken heart
Life is nothing when there was none at the start
My mind did not save me
Now my soul lives in the pit of hell, itself
Out of this hell into another
No freedom
No way out of the torment
No way to say good-bye
This is my confession
Confession
11-11-04
The words will not come out
Trying to breath
Cannot live in this world I call hell
Time to fall in the pain I cannot escape
The light has disappear
And the pain is growing
No where to run
Surrender is my only choice
Where am I
So alone
A dark room locked away from the outside
I put my head down
That is the only way to never look at anyone
I cannot let them in my locked heart
For the pain burns my soul
And I can't stop the hurt
What do I do
Grabbing at nothing
Seeing the blood
Falling in myself
This is the only way out
Never look at anyone
Never let anyone in
Never take a step
Lock myself in my dark room in my mind
This is my lonely world
I see nothing ahead
And for that I send my broken lost soul away
Finishing me off in one blow
What have I done
Death knocks at my door
And I'm answering it
There is nothing to do to stop myself
I pick up a knife
Driving into my forsaken heart
Life is nothing when there was none at the start
My mind did not save me
Now my soul lives in the pit of hell, itself
Out of this hell into another
No freedom
No way out of the torment
No way to say good-bye
This is my confession