Love and broken hearts

Betad by koira 5.27.08


Chapter 3.


Kim's POV:

”I think that I'll go to sleep after I've taken a shower, it's getting so late.” Jesse says after we have eaten. He yawns and stretches his arms. I look at him, smiling wistfully. I don’t like the thought of Jesse sleeping in his arms, in fact; I do not like the idea of Joni touching him at all, and can anyone blame me for that? I wish that I could take him to my bed; I wish that I could have his warm body close to mine and wake up to his gentle kisses.

Jesse starts dousing the already smouldering fire. I still haven't told him, it just feels so hard to say those words, to speak them out loud. I don't know what to do. What if he would get angry at me for telling? And what if...?

“Are you coming in?” Jesse asks looking at me.

“I'll stay here for a moment.” I tell him. Jesse nods his head and smiles.

“Good night Kim, I'll see you in the morning.”

“Good night Jesse.” I answer and I look after him longingly. I still don't know what to do...

*

Joni:

I'm the first to wake up. I stretch my arms, yawn and turn to lie on my side. I look at Jesse, who is sleeping next to me; the warm light of the morning sun caresses his face and his naked back. He looks so fucking hot right now and looking at him makes me horny again, my cock stands hard against my belly, gods I want to fuck him.

I touch his naked back gently; his back is the prettiest I've ever seen. I run my fingers down his spine, moving lower and lower; down on his buttocks that are covered only by the thin cover. I love the fact that he likes to sleep nude. My fingers meet with the firm satin like skin, I can't help but to squeeze. Jesse awakes from his dream and looks at me, his blue eyes only half way open. His hair is all mixed up; so sexy. I lean in to kiss him as I move my hand on his buttocks; I stroke the skin between them with my fingers.

“I'm tired...” Jesse murmurs, looking at me. He can barely keep his eyes open. I wonder how long he stayed up last night. Kim has kept his mouth shut; lucky for him. Jesse wouldn't be sleeping next to me if he had told him what he saw.

I snuggle close to him, so that he can feel my erection against his side. I kiss his neck, his earlobe. I know how much he likes it when I kiss and suck his earlobes, so I continue it.

“You're not tired baby; I know you want to...” I whisper and start rocking my hips against him like a horny dog. I press his lower back with my hand when he tries to change his position and finally I move on top of him. I kiss his neck again, still moving my hips against him. “Are you clean?” I ask with a whisper.

“Yes, but Joni, I really am tired... I was up so late last night with Kim. I need to get more sleep.” Jesse says, he tries to move from under me, but I manage to hold him down. Damn perverted Kim, devil may take him if he dares to ruin this.

I'm sucking his earlobe again; I'm so fucking hard that it's almost painful. Need to get some ass right now. My ex complained to me once that I was some kind of sex addict, but hey; I'm just a man who enjoys sex; very, very much. I think that it's totally normal. It's good to have a steady boyfriend because then there's always sex available. Well, there are times when they decide to hold back the sex, but I've noted, that often all that you need to do is to be persistent, wear them out to the point where they think it's easier to just give in and if that doesn't work, you'll just have to go and get it from someone else. It really isn't that bad I think, well it kind of is, but you know; what they don't know can't really hurt them. I'm sure that my secret is safe, Kim won't tell, I'm sure that he won't.

I move down on his body, kissing his buttocks, I massage them with my hands, squeezing, I can't help but to bite. I love Jesse's ass, well okay, I also love Marko's ass. I love bums! I take the lube from under the bed; always be prepared. I force Jesse's legs to part and again press him back down from his lower back.

“Joni, I... I'm really tired.” He whispers, but doesn't really say no or ask me to stop so I continue. I'm getting there, he is doubtful, but I know that soon he is quiet and surrenders. Well, he won't stay quiet for long though, I'm going to make him scream my name, I'm going to make him moan so that every one will hear, especially that Kim will hear. I'm evil, I know, but someone has to bring that chubby back to earth.

I lick his hole for a while and then take some lube on my fingers and push them in. Gods he’s tight, he feels even tighter than Marko did, and that boy has a tight ass as well. Damn I'm hard. Jesse tries to move again, feeling my fingers inside, trying to get away, but never telling me to stop and if he really didn’t want me to continue, I know he’d say it.

I can't wait anymore, I massage some lube on my organ, taking my place between his legs, keeping him down from his shoulder, with my other hand I place my cock against his entrance. I start trusting inside; damn it feels good, I gasp. Jesse tries to stay silent, his head is turned to the side, his eyes close and he's nipping his bottom lip. “Lift your hips up for me baby.” I moan and Jesse does what I've asked. I wrap my arm around his waist.

“You're so tight and warm, you look so fucking hot laying there, under me, my dick inside your ass, doesn't it feel good?” I whisper to his ear starting to move inside him. I bring my hand on his cock and find that it's hard too. I stroke him, grinning with satisfaction. I listen to the moans that he's making. I warm up even more, I keep ramming into him using more speed. There's a loud slapping sound as my balls keep hitting his butt cheeks. I move my both hands to his hips. ”Say my name!” Jesse doesn't do it straight away. ”Say my name baby, scream for me.” I insist.

“Jonii!...” I smile wildly. I start fucking him like an animal; don’t even try to keep it quiet. Finally I reach my climax, filling him with my sperm. I lay down on top of him, catching my breath.


“Fuck that was great, felt really good baby.” I whisper, kiss his neck, and stand up. Jesse turns to lie on his back, he looks at me as I start putting my clothes on. “I really need a shower now; you can continue your sleep honey.” I smile and give him some handkerchiefs; in case he wants to clean himself up a bit.

“At times I feel like you're just using me, that all you really care about is your own pleasure, that as long as you get what you want; you're happy.” He says quietly, looking a bit hurt. Oh great, now he starts acting like some woman? Fucking hell...

“What do you mean baby? Of course I care, I care about you.” I tell him in a gentle voice and walk closer, I kneel in front of the bed, he turns to lie on his side. I brush the hair from his forehead; place a kiss on his cheek.

“Then show me that you care, listen to what I want for a change.” He whispers, I don’t like the sadness that I see in his eyes.

”Jesse, I love you, I hope you know that? Next time we'll do just what you want, okay? I'll give you a whole body massage, how does that sound?” I smile at him and Jesse smiles back, he kisses me.

”It sounds great and I love you too.” He whispers then.

I stand up, look gently at him.
“Sleep well my love.” I blow him a kiss, which he grasps from the air and places it on his lips. I leave the room, closing the door softly behind me.

I run into Pete as I am walking towards the shower.

“Sounds like someone had a good wakening.” He says, winking at me.
“Jealous? Tell me if you need tips from the master.” I laugh playfully. Poor Pete; he could actually use them, after all his boyfriend is like all over me. But who could blame him; I'm pretty darn hot, if I dare say so myself. I look at myself from the bathroom mirror, running my fingers through my black hair. I smile to my reflection, satisfied with what I see. I start undressing and after I'm done, I take a long, hot shower.



TBC.