Degree's of Despiration
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Category:
Angst › General
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
3
Views:
961
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
What is it you want?
Eliza was kept in the hospital for two further days for observation. But as soon as she was given the all clear to leave she rang Handle and he said he would be there. She hung up and lay back and as she thought her mother's raised voice filtered into her thoughts.
"Are you trying to ruin your life? It was such a stupid thing to do! How could you do this to US? You could have"¦." Eliza looked up as she had then and there was Handle only this time he didn't look so embarrassed.
He was standing at the front door to the hospital wing with freshly washed hair tied back neatly for once and shaved, holding the biggest bouquet of flowers. He smiled as soon as he saw Eliza and rushed to hug her,
"I have tided my flat thought you might want to come back with me for a night before you brave going home." He stammered. Eliza smiled and reached for his arms outstretched. He helped her up from her bed and then slowly pulled her close.
"Before we go, I wanted to apologise again about what happened before. I know it had nothing to do with you ending up here but I need to tell you this. It made me realise how much I care about you and I am so so sorry if I made you feel like you were nothing. I could never forgive myself if I hurt you." Handle looked deep in her eyes and they both smiled then slid so perfectly into each other's arms to kiss.
The evening passed in pure bliss for Eliza, first to the train tracks to see her friends to begin the evening with the first drugs she'd had in four days. Then on to her favourite restaurant The Mandarin, he had ordered their own private table in the back with candles and roses. He walked up to the table and pulled the chair out for her. For once no words formed on Eliza's lips there was nothing that could sum up how amazing the evening had become. But that was just the beginning; he had hired singers at the restaurant just for her and he had completely sorted out his flat.
On the journey from the restaurant to his flat Handle gave Eliza an E tablet. By the time she reached the flat she was overly aware of her feelings and surroundings. She walked into his bedroom taking off her dress then threw herself on the bed; Handle joined her on the bed and rolled her over. He watched her as he took off his clothes except his boxers then kissed Eliza. He ran his tongue along her neck and a shiver ran down her spine. She smiled up at him and he slowly removed her bra, running his tongue around the left breast before focussing on the right. Handle then slide down the bed taking Eliza's thong in his teeth with him and her smile grew. She lay back waiting for the feeling of his cock inside her but was instead surprised by the feeling of an experienced tongue running the length of her pussy then focussing on the clit as he nibbled and suck her until her breathing became heavy. Handle stopped and Eliza moaned
"You meanie!" she choked out and Handle laughed.
"Did you want something?" he said looking up at her and Eliza slide a finger into her mouth and nodded. Handle stared into her eyes again then return to her clit sending her over the edge as she screamed his name. It was only then that he removed his boxers, Eliza had forgotten how big his cock was; she licked her lips.
As he entered her, the perfection of the evening welled up and quelled any fears left by the last time she'd seen his cock. Eliza lay back, closed her eyes as the emotion grew too much and sent her over the edge again. Her lips hungrily searched for his and stole kisses as though they were to be their last. But once wasn't enough and there bodies fused together until they collapsed in pure exhaustion and slept in each others arm until Eliza woke as sunlight peeped through the curtains. As the sun filtered into the room the smile on her face grew until an idea hit her. She sat up and turned to Handle, kissing him awake she whispered
"Honey, I wana talk to ya!" He yawned and slowly opened his eyes seeing Eliza he smiled, pulling her closer. "I love you. I want you to know that and I want to be with you always and honey, we always will." Eliza whispered as Handle pulled her closer before she said out loud "But baby I need to go away for a weekend. I have to sort myself out, I realise I scared you and there's so much thinking I need to do. BUT when I return I will be yours for always!" Handle pulled away to look deep into Eliza's eyes then he answered
"What ever makes you happy. That is all I want "“ you to be happy. You take you're trip I will be waiting for your return" They lay in each others arms, then Eliza pulled away made her apologies and left, saying that she would get in contact on her return and that he wasn't to ring before that.
No sooner had she left the building then Eliza searched her pockets for the number that Char had left at the hospital two days before. She rang it, her hands shaking and asked Char to go away with her.
* * *
They were both silent on the train journey- it had been so long. But they still slipped into the comfortable way they always held hands.
It wasn't until they reached the hotel room that the time disappeared and they talked, mainly over each other. Until they both stopped, laughed and decided to go downstairs to find food. They reached the bar and Char said
"She'll have an Archer's and lemonade." The barmen looked at Eliza, she nodded and replied
"And she'll have a JD "“ straight up with ice!" The two girls picked up their glasses and looked at each other giggling at the familiarity of it. But it still felt odd. They sat down and it was Char that voiced the thoughts they were sharing
"I love you so much, but it's weird my head knows we have been apart except my heart thinks we should carry on from where we left off last time!"
Chantal blushed and lowered her eyes. Eliza lifted Char's head and kissed her lightly on the lips before she replied
"I know babes, but this is what this weekend is about "“ us and where we are!" Eliza stared into Char's eyes before Char looked down again and whispered
"What if where we are and where I want to be are two totally different things?" The seconds seemed too pass so slowly as they drunk in silence. Eliza couldn't take her eyes off of Char, she watched as her friend stared down at her empty glass absent-mindedly spinning it around. Eliza couldn't get over how cute she looked. Suddenly an idea hit her and she downed her drink. She grabbed Char's hand. Jumping up she pulled her behind her.
"If I remember rightly there's the coolest veranda out back. Let's go watch the sun set!" They walked outside and sat on the veranda, the sun wasn't quite setting but it was so peaceful that the words began to tumble out and the girls talked about everything, the past, hopes for the future but mainly the drugs Eliza wanted so badly but refused to be a slave to. They slowly fell into each other's arms and stayed there slipping into sleep until Chantal shook Eliza.
"The sun's setting! Look!" Eliza looked up "“there was nothing special about the sunset. She laughed
"It's not very amazing. Where are the beautiful oranges and the breathtaking reflection in the sea?" She giggled staring at the pale orange circle in the sea.
"Aah well that may be! But everything else is perfect." Char said pulling Eliza in. Eliza snuggled closer and Char slowly stood up taking Eliza in her arms. At first Eliza looked scared but then she pulled closer to Chantal as she carried her up to the bedroom, laying her down so gently on the bed.
After that point time lost all meaning and the past meant nothing all they had was the moment they were living in. They forgot about eating and the journey home just thirty hours away. Sex wasn't enough to express their feelings as they slowly explored each other's body as though it was the first time. It was all too much for both of them and they had to stop to kiss or whisper sweet I love you's.
It was the early hours before they thought they could stop. No words were spoken, Chantal just folded Eliza into her arms, taking her too dreams so sweet that had been absent from Eliza's mind for so long.
Hours passed and Eliza slept the deepest sleep she ever had. When she woke she rolled over and facing Char opened her eyes. She reached out to put an arm around Char as Char opened her eyes so Eliza pulled Char close, kissed her and then jumped out off the bed.
"Come on, let's go run on the beach!" The girls jumped out of bed grabbing clothes then raced down to the sea. The day passed so quickly as they played like kids on their first trip to the beach, it felt like only an hour had past when they realized that they had to return to the Hotel to pack. They walked back with Char's arm around Eliza, just before they reached the hotel, Eliza stopped and spun Char around, and she kissed her on the lips, whispering
"I love you. I want you to know that and I want to be with you always and honey, we always will." Chantal had no reply all she could do was smile and pull Eliza into a tight hug.
"Are you trying to ruin your life? It was such a stupid thing to do! How could you do this to US? You could have"¦." Eliza looked up as she had then and there was Handle only this time he didn't look so embarrassed.
He was standing at the front door to the hospital wing with freshly washed hair tied back neatly for once and shaved, holding the biggest bouquet of flowers. He smiled as soon as he saw Eliza and rushed to hug her,
"I have tided my flat thought you might want to come back with me for a night before you brave going home." He stammered. Eliza smiled and reached for his arms outstretched. He helped her up from her bed and then slowly pulled her close.
"Before we go, I wanted to apologise again about what happened before. I know it had nothing to do with you ending up here but I need to tell you this. It made me realise how much I care about you and I am so so sorry if I made you feel like you were nothing. I could never forgive myself if I hurt you." Handle looked deep in her eyes and they both smiled then slid so perfectly into each other's arms to kiss.
The evening passed in pure bliss for Eliza, first to the train tracks to see her friends to begin the evening with the first drugs she'd had in four days. Then on to her favourite restaurant The Mandarin, he had ordered their own private table in the back with candles and roses. He walked up to the table and pulled the chair out for her. For once no words formed on Eliza's lips there was nothing that could sum up how amazing the evening had become. But that was just the beginning; he had hired singers at the restaurant just for her and he had completely sorted out his flat.
On the journey from the restaurant to his flat Handle gave Eliza an E tablet. By the time she reached the flat she was overly aware of her feelings and surroundings. She walked into his bedroom taking off her dress then threw herself on the bed; Handle joined her on the bed and rolled her over. He watched her as he took off his clothes except his boxers then kissed Eliza. He ran his tongue along her neck and a shiver ran down her spine. She smiled up at him and he slowly removed her bra, running his tongue around the left breast before focussing on the right. Handle then slide down the bed taking Eliza's thong in his teeth with him and her smile grew. She lay back waiting for the feeling of his cock inside her but was instead surprised by the feeling of an experienced tongue running the length of her pussy then focussing on the clit as he nibbled and suck her until her breathing became heavy. Handle stopped and Eliza moaned
"You meanie!" she choked out and Handle laughed.
"Did you want something?" he said looking up at her and Eliza slide a finger into her mouth and nodded. Handle stared into her eyes again then return to her clit sending her over the edge as she screamed his name. It was only then that he removed his boxers, Eliza had forgotten how big his cock was; she licked her lips.
As he entered her, the perfection of the evening welled up and quelled any fears left by the last time she'd seen his cock. Eliza lay back, closed her eyes as the emotion grew too much and sent her over the edge again. Her lips hungrily searched for his and stole kisses as though they were to be their last. But once wasn't enough and there bodies fused together until they collapsed in pure exhaustion and slept in each others arm until Eliza woke as sunlight peeped through the curtains. As the sun filtered into the room the smile on her face grew until an idea hit her. She sat up and turned to Handle, kissing him awake she whispered
"Honey, I wana talk to ya!" He yawned and slowly opened his eyes seeing Eliza he smiled, pulling her closer. "I love you. I want you to know that and I want to be with you always and honey, we always will." Eliza whispered as Handle pulled her closer before she said out loud "But baby I need to go away for a weekend. I have to sort myself out, I realise I scared you and there's so much thinking I need to do. BUT when I return I will be yours for always!" Handle pulled away to look deep into Eliza's eyes then he answered
"What ever makes you happy. That is all I want "“ you to be happy. You take you're trip I will be waiting for your return" They lay in each others arms, then Eliza pulled away made her apologies and left, saying that she would get in contact on her return and that he wasn't to ring before that.
No sooner had she left the building then Eliza searched her pockets for the number that Char had left at the hospital two days before. She rang it, her hands shaking and asked Char to go away with her.
* * *
They were both silent on the train journey- it had been so long. But they still slipped into the comfortable way they always held hands.
It wasn't until they reached the hotel room that the time disappeared and they talked, mainly over each other. Until they both stopped, laughed and decided to go downstairs to find food. They reached the bar and Char said
"She'll have an Archer's and lemonade." The barmen looked at Eliza, she nodded and replied
"And she'll have a JD "“ straight up with ice!" The two girls picked up their glasses and looked at each other giggling at the familiarity of it. But it still felt odd. They sat down and it was Char that voiced the thoughts they were sharing
"I love you so much, but it's weird my head knows we have been apart except my heart thinks we should carry on from where we left off last time!"
Chantal blushed and lowered her eyes. Eliza lifted Char's head and kissed her lightly on the lips before she replied
"I know babes, but this is what this weekend is about "“ us and where we are!" Eliza stared into Char's eyes before Char looked down again and whispered
"What if where we are and where I want to be are two totally different things?" The seconds seemed too pass so slowly as they drunk in silence. Eliza couldn't take her eyes off of Char, she watched as her friend stared down at her empty glass absent-mindedly spinning it around. Eliza couldn't get over how cute she looked. Suddenly an idea hit her and she downed her drink. She grabbed Char's hand. Jumping up she pulled her behind her.
"If I remember rightly there's the coolest veranda out back. Let's go watch the sun set!" They walked outside and sat on the veranda, the sun wasn't quite setting but it was so peaceful that the words began to tumble out and the girls talked about everything, the past, hopes for the future but mainly the drugs Eliza wanted so badly but refused to be a slave to. They slowly fell into each other's arms and stayed there slipping into sleep until Chantal shook Eliza.
"The sun's setting! Look!" Eliza looked up "“there was nothing special about the sunset. She laughed
"It's not very amazing. Where are the beautiful oranges and the breathtaking reflection in the sea?" She giggled staring at the pale orange circle in the sea.
"Aah well that may be! But everything else is perfect." Char said pulling Eliza in. Eliza snuggled closer and Char slowly stood up taking Eliza in her arms. At first Eliza looked scared but then she pulled closer to Chantal as she carried her up to the bedroom, laying her down so gently on the bed.
After that point time lost all meaning and the past meant nothing all they had was the moment they were living in. They forgot about eating and the journey home just thirty hours away. Sex wasn't enough to express their feelings as they slowly explored each other's body as though it was the first time. It was all too much for both of them and they had to stop to kiss or whisper sweet I love you's.
It was the early hours before they thought they could stop. No words were spoken, Chantal just folded Eliza into her arms, taking her too dreams so sweet that had been absent from Eliza's mind for so long.
Hours passed and Eliza slept the deepest sleep she ever had. When she woke she rolled over and facing Char opened her eyes. She reached out to put an arm around Char as Char opened her eyes so Eliza pulled Char close, kissed her and then jumped out off the bed.
"Come on, let's go run on the beach!" The girls jumped out of bed grabbing clothes then raced down to the sea. The day passed so quickly as they played like kids on their first trip to the beach, it felt like only an hour had past when they realized that they had to return to the Hotel to pack. They walked back with Char's arm around Eliza, just before they reached the hotel, Eliza stopped and spun Char around, and she kissed her on the lips, whispering
"I love you. I want you to know that and I want to be with you always and honey, we always will." Chantal had no reply all she could do was smile and pull Eliza into a tight hug.